its true we loved aerosmith went backstage walking by manequinns dressed in Playmates lingerie-as well as a cupid pisssing in a pool- ie; some roadies job- but fuck it rocks etc….we had a great time with Tyler - punk beliefs aside- fuck it- hes cool and Kurt really opened up and so did I, in the car , after, we kinda got embaassed- ahhhhh- we kissed old school butt-ahhhh- but we looked squae in the eyes- and cracked up SO HARD– hell it was cool- Stevens cool- its his tradittion- and from anyone else esp- my school(NIN-Alice_ Ministry backstage scene) but its ingrained in tyler and somehow forgivable-I really dont care- he doesnt hide it- we love/d Aerosmith- Kurt never dissed him- fuckin’ look at that cool body of work- anyway no dissage from the Cobain family to Tyler full on respect- thanx C.

Surprise,surprise! Melody Maker is sensationalistic! Yowza! tip of the fucking iceberg my friends, imagine living with THAT from 2 music trades and the 11 daily tabloids in London,for four fucking yeas non stop, lovely. Getting the picture yet?

the truth is that when i was little my pc hippie parents made me wear saddle shoes and nothing i got to play with or wear was allowed to be “gender specific”-as a matter of fact my first record was “Free To Be You And Me”- you know Williamwants a doll. Sorry. No mary janes no canopy bed. no jewelry box with the ballerina. just hippie toys made out of wood. I feel bad that Im not that ironic about the whole thing , obviously now that its some big fucking deal id like to change dress more adult more classy-wear black rubber and boots and stuff or even just a nice dress , but theres some semantic sickness pushing me now, kurt was like this about his sweaters and his bi-monthly”eyeliner phase”,and grandma take me home and no recess, and he got to be a normal boys boy-im not articulating correctly what i want to say….i DONT want to encourage young women to dress like they are 9….after boarding school, and then Hillcrest(State refom school in Oregon) where we had to wear uniforms, i find the aesthetic almost utilitarian,believe it or not,basic schooly dress collar cuffs- it was anti Madonna-besides being what I actaully wear. Fuck i just spent 5 minutes explaining my clothes. Christ. Hey whats up with Eddie and that brown T-shirt?

the truth is that when i was little my pc hippie parents made me wear saddle shoes and nothing i got to play with or wear was allowed to be “gender specific”-as a matter of fact my first record was “Free To Be You And Me”- you know Williamwants a doll. Sorry. No mary janes no canopy bed. no jewelry box with the ballerina. just hippie toys made out of wood. I feel bad that Im not that ironic about the whole thing , obviously now that its some big fucking deal id like to change dress more adult more classy-wear black rubber and boots and stuff or even just a nice dress , but theres some semantic sickness pushing me now, kurt was like this about his sweaters and his bi-monthly”eyeliner phase”,and grandma take me home and no recess, and he got to be a normal boys boy-im not articulating correctly what i want to say….i DONT want to encourage young women to dress like they are 9….after boarding school, and then Hillcrest(State refom school in Oregon) where we had to wear uniforms, i find the aesthetic almost utilitarian,believe it or not,basic schooly dress collar cuffs- it was anti Madonna-besides being what I actaully wear. Fuck i just spent 5 minutes explaining my clothes. Christ. Hey whats up with Eddie and that brown T-shirt?

i like eddie and beth just fine,buti believe i returned e phone cell just once to them(no offense meant)i chose nothing you stated. I did not attend the awards, ive been wearing the same clothes since i was 15,and when i first met myy husband to be and started dating him My 1st record was outselling Bleach about 2to1 thats alittle off but its about right, not that it fucking matters, sorry to be so defensive about the petty things-but a lie is a lie, be better informed please,ie;my bad review in spin, I DESERVED IT, im not complainig i was a mess and we sucked, it happens,Kurt and I collabarated often and obviously on both sides, sorry if yr such a boomer that ou only heard of me through a curent affair- I know you boomers hate to feel old and out of it, but Nirvana started not quite a year before Hole…….calling Eddie and Beth please, it certainly didnt come from them,you must have a friend of a friend of a gossipmongering liar, but hey whats new?-carol pls direct this in response to the post i am responding to,those headers make me dizzy…..c