im gonna remove that me.com for a while.
Its too much drama and its dull as dirt and ive now been sent a number of IMs between moderators and am not amused.No. One can imagine what would not amuse me.
wow i just got some really scary information from the Authorities.... its PSYCHOTIC, the hubris this Victoria Blake has she is soooo goin g to jail and shes all up in myspace trying to "manage " bands ....shes a PSYCHOPATH. and as for the future we shall see.
What a crazy assed bat. MWAAAAAA. God i cant wait to s ee this woman on the stand acting "ditzy" while people have to look through her psycopathic deeds. Ive never seen such evil. I dont even understand this level of rapacious venal greed- what a crazy witch- putting Kurts sisters and mother and his child through all that hell ,n ot to mention me.
Gonna go watch meet the press happy as hell i have no understanding of how evil people like her operate. I dont want to comprehend this shit. If i comprehended it i could do it possibly, No icould never really steal, and im not bipolar or nutso, I just spell horribly. WHAT a PSYCHO. god ...lock her up now!
i know i dont need any negativity in my world. and idont go online too much.But i feel that my "online self" is being medriocre and not well represented , the site was thrown up to have applications for tickets and as an alternative to another site thats going down soon.
mmmmmm CBIhateperfume.com is GENIUS .
i just ordered a few of his perfumes and cant wait to see what they smell like.
the rest of you who dont know what the hell im talking about - you dont need to know, keep living the best you can Happy New Years and be positive and dont do one thing to another person you wouldnt wan t done to you- and damm i sure as hell can get my own daughter a pink diamond for her Christmas present if i want to! Especially an insured one!
She deserves a pink diamond! Shes the light of the world!
Merry New Year.
xxCourt
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
merry christmas
i think/hope we foundteh PERFECT plaCE, its a w village 4 floor house 2 floors are being rented by the owners, itllcost ...alot...to returjn it to a house biut fbc doesnt need to have all that space til she moves here at 18 and its a great invesment. thats exciting.
i do want to comment on these shared two year old files- tehse are DEMOS, the record the arrangements, the SONGS are all different- on the 4 shows there were 5 somngs we did not do, we did sunset ,maruis one particular way, and PCH needs a diff arrangem,ent qwich can be edited in by moving a few things around- the thing you guys are sharing is a DEMO and to my ears anyway has been gridded- the last thiung youd ewant to do to an artist like me - but when making a demop for me to take home to work on lyrics and arrangements something a tech does......cos its easy...GRIDDING meaNs....this.... imagine a musical hurricane, totally authentic, totally real with vibe, totally dripping with vibe, and imagine now a wine bottle, all of that groove and vibe goes intoa narrow bottle neck and comes into the other side with all the flaws and mistakes "gridded" ( GOOD flaws and GOOD mistakes) so the lifelessness of these files some ass is calling some new record file is so so so full of shit, i beklieve that was done for the stems for may of this year based on a 2.8 year old demo. its about as far ferom this record as you can get. the4 tech at LP{S for teh sake of time gridded the drums so theys ound almost robotic wich the drummer is anything but- i wouldnt do a record with gridded drums- i mean i have =become a fan of the click because it can save a reallys pecial vocal and i used to in the 90s be anti click- "oooh if you cant get a vive of your own you suck" thats just sonic youth ant song bullshit- that i was spoonfded on, i spent xmas eve w my kid and then later w my dearest ny friend Julie P and of all poeple Kraig Johnson from Minnesota froma band called "run weesty run" all brothewrs we had some shit to discuss from way back on 87 and 88, it was a good thing to discuss that old minneapolis stuff i have to dye a nucnh of teens and 20 s clotyhes itll take all day. ooooooh i love paNTone i got FOUR POIRET dresses and TWO vionettes honey for a dime.
ok i must go
Do NOT takje these files as this record! go to www.christinejbrandt.com man that is some ART.
IM ON PHONE W HER NOW gotta go.
love
clover
i do want to comment on these shared two year old files- tehse are DEMOS, the record the arrangements, the SONGS are all different- on the 4 shows there were 5 somngs we did not do, we did sunset ,maruis one particular way, and PCH needs a diff arrangem,ent qwich can be edited in by moving a few things around- the thing you guys are sharing is a DEMO and to my ears anyway has been gridded- the last thiung youd ewant to do to an artist like me - but when making a demop for me to take home to work on lyrics and arrangements something a tech does......cos its easy...GRIDDING meaNs....this.... imagine a musical hurricane, totally authentic, totally real with vibe, totally dripping with vibe, and imagine now a wine bottle, all of that groove and vibe goes intoa narrow bottle neck and comes into the other side with all the flaws and mistakes "gridded" ( GOOD flaws and GOOD mistakes) so the lifelessness of these files some ass is calling some new record file is so so so full of shit, i beklieve that was done for the stems for may of this year based on a 2.8 year old demo. its about as far ferom this record as you can get. the4 tech at LP{S for teh sake of time gridded the drums so theys ound almost robotic wich the drummer is anything but- i wouldnt do a record with gridded drums- i mean i have =become a fan of the click because it can save a reallys pecial vocal and i used to in the 90s be anti click- "oooh if you cant get a vive of your own you suck" thats just sonic youth ant song bullshit- that i was spoonfded on, i spent xmas eve w my kid and then later w my dearest ny friend Julie P and of all poeple Kraig Johnson from Minnesota froma band called "run weesty run" all brothewrs we had some shit to discuss from way back on 87 and 88, it was a good thing to discuss that old minneapolis stuff i have to dye a nucnh of teens and 20 s clotyhes itll take all day. ooooooh i love paNTone i got FOUR POIRET dresses and TWO vionettes honey for a dime.
ok i must go
Do NOT takje these files as this record! go to www.christinejbrandt.com man that is some ART.
IM ON PHONE W HER NOW gotta go.
love
clover
Saturday, December 22, 2007
nyc xmas
hey kids
its about 4am im all messed up timewise
Saturday night last some ass released 2 year old demos, do not think for a SECOND that the arrangements or mixes or songs on thattape are all on this record, some aere very much b sides some will be on thde rcord some will be sarranged entirely differently. so if aNYONE thinks THATS my record ....is bloody nuts!
i know were in the "long overdue" period but tyhats cos i am not releasing anything until it ROCKS and is ME and etc.
so i just wanted to clear that up have a great Holiday.
love
C:
its about 4am im all messed up timewise
Saturday night last some ass released 2 year old demos, do not think for a SECOND that the arrangements or mixes or songs on thattape are all on this record, some aere very much b sides some will be on thde rcord some will be sarranged entirely differently. so if aNYONE thinks THATS my record ....is bloody nuts!
i know were in the "long overdue" period but tyhats cos i am not releasing anything until it ROCKS and is ME and etc.
so i just wanted to clear that up have a great Holiday.
love
C:
Sunday, December 16, 2007
miyo;cooya/need princess ai to tour and record/ mirakami
i cant seem to find you! i am sending nobuku th emarch kera ( please include ther new kera in your package when you get this) i have a major very impoirtant task for you-= it involves mirakami and you will be mroe than welcome- it is not mr mriaskami ylou willbe seeing someone else- but its important we speak japamnese to this person- not geijin through geijin.
so write me and ill write nobuku and let you know what to do , it is of majhor impiortsanmce to my record also other Japaense girls when i was there many years ago what was her name> Ruiko? maybe">? big rock star a little like me ina wierd way very very big in Japan who is the latest and best ROCK not POP /JPOP star right now.
Also Tokyopop and myself are looking for someone who has a lovely voice who wants to become Princess Ai- bythat i mean a huge tour and a the real thing records( swith integrity not thrown together pop shit) take a looka t my altar ego who im much to old to play now- abmnd think Ziggy Stardusp youllhave iut far easier thamn me tour support- a hand in your songs- not just a machine- asian maeircan- asian or gewijin as longa s you have Pirncess ais vibe this willmake you world known and is a very special opportunity
send me your photographs.and if you sing wicgh you ought to uh...do fo rthis job....the connection to your site. Your videos willcosta hell of a lot mor ethan mine ill pout it that way.
anyway let me know! were on the lookout!
so write me and ill write nobuku and let you know what to do , it is of majhor impiortsanmce to my record also other Japaense girls when i was there many years ago what was her name> Ruiko? maybe">? big rock star a little like me ina wierd way very very big in Japan who is the latest and best ROCK not POP /JPOP star right now.
Also Tokyopop and myself are looking for someone who has a lovely voice who wants to become Princess Ai- bythat i mean a huge tour and a the real thing records( swith integrity not thrown together pop shit) take a looka t my altar ego who im much to old to play now- abmnd think Ziggy Stardusp youllhave iut far easier thamn me tour support- a hand in your songs- not just a machine- asian maeircan- asian or gewijin as longa s you have Pirncess ais vibe this willmake you world known and is a very special opportunity
send me your photographs.and if you sing wicgh you ought to uh...do fo rthis job....the connection to your site. Your videos willcosta hell of a lot mor ethan mine ill pout it that way.
anyway let me know! were on the lookout!
Thursday, December 13, 2007
album etc
Current mood: bouncy
i feel like Norma Desmond, i left my house to go to Universal today and despite the writers strike wasnt leaving til i got the script i wanted, wich turned out to not be the one i wanted and the Gucci fallshoe is very very high- also foudn a FABULOUS vinatge girl whose prices were juses are so fucking fierce its amazing.
FINALLY after many many years got the bob dylan songbook
duh thats how he did that.
you know pretty much every song we oplayed on those shows was from the Beatles song book interms of chord changes wich is why theres f to b s in them( my wierdo versions of said chords) i had no idea me and stu and micko were going to go ona gold streak writing- we went in to write a few b sides and its the real breathe of the dragon stuff- when i first stazrted this endaevor almost 4 years ago ( yeah but ONLY 74 DAYS IN THE STUDIO ALL IN) i had these niave barely there little songs this paino sinmset ,marwuis i gave to Visionare because i loved the idea of anything being in Vinyl and becaus ei knew that it would never opthewr wise see the light of day, so yes it goes on and on - bu tthaqtsx because itll cvome out when its ready although the date has not changed- much at all- i am behind 2 phone calls my website guy and my merch guy who was creative director for a huge t shirt company that does birlliantly-
i wantthe softest cotton youve ever worn on my shirts and kurts shirts an dnirvanas shirts when we go.com cos as of noew i know the site is dullas dirt and the guy who designs it coudl NOT be nicer but ive gotta mover on io dont care of they do do maddonnas site or c riss angels site or whatever- ivebeen and theyre all pretty hard for ME to navigate and my levergaE SEEMS TO HOLD NO SWAY U GUYS AND ME TOOALL WANT FACEBOOK/MYSOACE LEVEL websites now not stuff thast uopdated once a bloody month or =just stuffing merchandise down your face i figured it our to use rick owens factory in the alps wold be 21- 28 dollars a t shirt before it egven went ot india to get machine embroidered so thatsw not very ssenisble-
iwant tobrinbg luxury to a rock t and have been designong my little ass off and waiting for panos and my clothing mentor bernandene to come and sdo this tour wardrobe with me and etc before i do the long lead mag covers- so we all kbnow what the vibne is something i can love in the next eighteen months that yall havent seen me or anyone else do- id start doing gothic lolita aparal if i knew whatthe demand would be when it hits- its about 2-4 mllion girls in jaopan right now and my firend stuart at tokyopop who owns it is gonna start printibng the gothic lolouta bible in english so you can all buy your baby the stars shinbe bright stuff those of you who take to it- i collect it like a madwoman- i have a whole closet full of the better patterrns of gothic lolita bvut the fabric aint great and the sillhouteets leave alot to be desired for americaN girls- i think everyone deserves to have the best cotton and the best leggings and the best jeans( hysteric by a million miles) am i off here do any of you LIKE or WEAR gothic lolita? you bgotta be young to be that committed to a look withs o many permutationbs at lolita snaps you cant do the corset thing cos its "elegant " gothic lolita- whatever- they can take my alice an dthe pirates hate and shove it( pirates are anew elemenet it was marie antionette and befor ethat alice in wonderland youc an see why i like it) anyway yesterday was money day...moving banks- man do i have a cheating lying thief of a banker thats TWICE,and man oh man these days they do stand out and well karma doesnt miss a trick is all i llsay she knew these accounts in 03 were forged and she went along with 4 refinaces in one day of Kim Cobains wich ended up withthem taking her home from her while she did ewhat? got bigger fatter greddier more rapacious?can this nice buddhist lady just venta second...BITCH.
i dont thinka day a week devoted top the maintenence of my income and my daughters is too much to ask- its a moneypit to keep paying forensics- but thsoe big red pies made me truly rel;ieved at the same time truly sick that anyone would harm a small child ( this started in late 98) for so many years least of all BANKERS- one thinks "oh abanker wont steal from me" think a bloody gain
okay thats my bitch-= familys love people buddha spirituality allcome first- but me being this contriversial femnale made my child a soft .. ( i avpid greens and i only like orangey yellow if its golden skintones or saffron bollywood)
what colours do you like when your buying something?
seriopusly? notice finacial institutions usualyy use blue- red woule make them appaear4 unstable- i think
orange has foudn anew life in banking in everything-
etc etc
can you actually thinka bvout and answer trhis questiiobn like what products or things have you bought just cos it was a good waulity product ior looking product and youc ouldbnt waiutto get it home?
i started buying pnhaglions bluebell becaus ethe bottle was that lovely blue an dthe scent was really truly bluebell and it was lovely or my new fave - modern alchemy candles - they have ex libris to smell of parchmant and leather and dio de muerda - day of the dead with marigold and ash smells and "salem" woith larch maple hazel and birch new england tree witch burbning smells and i also love the balck origami of d and l rare botanical candles ( i curt my caNDLE purchasing by 3/4 too! jusrt ine at a time in my room cos noone else cares!)
i love teh lily of the valley d and l or the blakc balck witha little red lady rhubarb- ands i love the look of anthing silbner except silver metallic purses- im so againts it-
i know i sound so boring
mauve i love mauve ill buy mauve if the packaging doesnt lok faux victorian- and anythinbg wedding cake inspired- any sort of bridal thing i always look twice at- i love3 that nude peach that is almost skin like in vintage clothes and i got a fantastical opera coat a dar dar k chiocalate brown with coral lining but i hate salmon but im callinthis coral as it was so fabulius itacal- i think i got a real vionette dress too0- chriust i sound like jack white- i do like red white and black really-= no i love aqua- variations of aqua- i love berry as ina clear berry lip= i like a really really loght pink as i think of fucshcia denim and metallic gold as paris h, too much- hmmm- maybe some of you are mor eimaginative than me- those kali pictures from india all blue skina nd orange and saffron roibes and rubies emeraLds etc- i live green outside but i love autummn more ( we dont have that in la but we do in LONDON and new york and wellsoon be in BOTH!)id hAVE TO SAY I LOVE CREAM . ;ike tea dipped white and plum and i love a beuatiful purple and periwinkle blue always takes my cake- ---- so with colore wat colors do you lik ein your home around you on THE COVERS OF YOUR CDS!@
i think wer all would realys ay tehbasic rock n roll colors are a blaqck and white shot witha red font really- thats yoru typical; flier- i do like green and black its like an evil witch an dposion and always has been wich is why its used in wicked- but green and black alawys played into that- i dunno if you had to choose- =if you could go onthe interrnent and choose your sticker pallettes
what would they be and what would they be stickers of? close ups of roses obviously and orchids and glitters of all colours golds ambers saffrtons orabnges clarets blue reds scarlets blood reds ( butthat cherry tomato red never does it for me except once this lanvin show the ginat parachute dresses ) i love a dash of acid purple woth teal liek apeacxokc feather-= and apomegranate and i like putting limes on my altar- my hous ei so colourful though the dominant colours really are blues and plums, and blacks, and amber browns beatiful wood i love IRISH furniture its bgger in scale and harder to find than english- an di love a good maple and good walnut-
io guess its a vague question what areyour favoriute three colors and given that( in your room or house or apt) what Are most of your cds band shots?
okay and the ultimate website wouldhave streaming tons of outtake footage youd never seen of th e making of the record and instead of ten songs ( live) itd have 14? songs and so mcu h cool art choices would you download it then and there what couled het you to order it? im fine with cds being obselete but while they are stillthere its a nice way to buy a home if one hits the x factor and sells alot
and its good to be in th emillion plus club wich takes alot mor ethese days than it used to-=
ina bout 2 years even old people willhave to download but thats two years] i do like dawn colours- yellow sun with pink and blue and a little green and scarlet roses=
hmmm
so describe teh site youd pay 2bucks to ebnter instead of 1 buck knowing you had the option to irder free art in about ten variations stickers canvas and felt thcokes but c ool ones emboridered and cool- whats your fave graohic on any product youve ever seen?
okay thats my official 2 questions whats your fave graphic on any prioduct in your bathroom ( makeup) house label etc- it can be anthropologie it c an be agent p[rvacatuer it can be bentley it can be anything youve seena nd really like i dont thinkl anyone is gonna say their fave graphic is aol but my ass is in tyhese graophic and color books and ill just go with what i like but iod love an answer and remeber DONT copy this entire blog cos then i cant post your response
and waht would i do if bobbed my hair and dyed it black? naahhh keep dreaming!
and what is your favoruite symol? double happiness in chinese? a milkshake ? cupcake? cross? mary? are there any crytsals ou like? like moonstone or ruby or diamond) ( i want crytsal trees that have littl etiny fishing wire that makes blizzards and i think im gonnaget em too)
or hematite ?
circus colours like gwens record? cd? that pretty much had al the rasinbow of colopurs on it- drove me nuts sbut she does what she does with what she does,
your sure as hell no there cos ypu heart gwen! maybe youa re and if so rtellme about THAT?
anyway my official questiopns(AND DOPNT COPY MY BLOG TO ANSWER) fabvourite looking graphics in yopur house on tv etc
favourtite tv show
fabvourute three cxolours
your dream site if you have one-
i lpve knowing what you all think
and miyo;cooya ive got a nerw order coming to you from here from marchs kera i love kera so of youc ould send me one big kiss!
au revoir!
im going to go back and cut and paste pallettes bgut i expect soemn damm, good answers! i jiust pordered ice blue on chocalate bvrown toile du jouy sheets ! theyre gonna look fab too!
glitter by the way IS a colour!
love to love
corky
hellbaby no 9
i feel like Norma Desmond, i left my house to go to Universal today and despite the writers strike wasnt leaving til i got the script i wanted, wich turned out to not be the one i wanted and the Gucci fallshoe is very very high- also foudn a FABULOUS vinatge girl whose prices were juses are so fucking fierce its amazing.
FINALLY after many many years got the bob dylan songbook
duh thats how he did that.
you know pretty much every song we oplayed on those shows was from the Beatles song book interms of chord changes wich is why theres f to b s in them( my wierdo versions of said chords) i had no idea me and stu and micko were going to go ona gold streak writing- we went in to write a few b sides and its the real breathe of the dragon stuff- when i first stazrted this endaevor almost 4 years ago ( yeah but ONLY 74 DAYS IN THE STUDIO ALL IN) i had these niave barely there little songs this paino sinmset ,marwuis i gave to Visionare because i loved the idea of anything being in Vinyl and becaus ei knew that it would never opthewr wise see the light of day, so yes it goes on and on - bu tthaqtsx because itll cvome out when its ready although the date has not changed- much at all- i am behind 2 phone calls my website guy and my merch guy who was creative director for a huge t shirt company that does birlliantly-
i wantthe softest cotton youve ever worn on my shirts and kurts shirts an dnirvanas shirts when we go.com cos as of noew i know the site is dullas dirt and the guy who designs it coudl NOT be nicer but ive gotta mover on io dont care of they do do maddonnas site or c riss angels site or whatever- ivebeen and theyre all pretty hard for ME to navigate and my levergaE SEEMS TO HOLD NO SWAY U GUYS AND ME TOOALL WANT FACEBOOK/MYSOACE LEVEL websites now not stuff thast uopdated once a bloody month or =just stuffing merchandise down your face i figured it our to use rick owens factory in the alps wold be 21- 28 dollars a t shirt before it egven went ot india to get machine embroidered so thatsw not very ssenisble-
iwant tobrinbg luxury to a rock t and have been designong my little ass off and waiting for panos and my clothing mentor bernandene to come and sdo this tour wardrobe with me and etc before i do the long lead mag covers- so we all kbnow what the vibne is something i can love in the next eighteen months that yall havent seen me or anyone else do- id start doing gothic lolita aparal if i knew whatthe demand would be when it hits- its about 2-4 mllion girls in jaopan right now and my firend stuart at tokyopop who owns it is gonna start printibng the gothic lolouta bible in english so you can all buy your baby the stars shinbe bright stuff those of you who take to it- i collect it like a madwoman- i have a whole closet full of the better patterrns of gothic lolita bvut the fabric aint great and the sillhouteets leave alot to be desired for americaN girls- i think everyone deserves to have the best cotton and the best leggings and the best jeans( hysteric by a million miles) am i off here do any of you LIKE or WEAR gothic lolita? you bgotta be young to be that committed to a look withs o many permutationbs at lolita snaps you cant do the corset thing cos its "elegant " gothic lolita- whatever- they can take my alice an dthe pirates hate and shove it( pirates are anew elemenet it was marie antionette and befor ethat alice in wonderland youc an see why i like it) anyway yesterday was money day...moving banks- man do i have a cheating lying thief of a banker thats TWICE,and man oh man these days they do stand out and well karma doesnt miss a trick is all i llsay she knew these accounts in 03 were forged and she went along with 4 refinaces in one day of Kim Cobains wich ended up withthem taking her home from her while she did ewhat? got bigger fatter greddier more rapacious?can this nice buddhist lady just venta second...BITCH.
i dont thinka day a week devoted top the maintenence of my income and my daughters is too much to ask- its a moneypit to keep paying forensics- but thsoe big red pies made me truly rel;ieved at the same time truly sick that anyone would harm a small child ( this started in late 98) for so many years least of all BANKERS- one thinks "oh abanker wont steal from me" think a bloody gain
okay thats my bitch-= familys love people buddha spirituality allcome first- but me being this contriversial femnale made my child a soft .. ( i avpid greens and i only like orangey yellow if its golden skintones or saffron bollywood)
what colours do you like when your buying something?
seriopusly? notice finacial institutions usualyy use blue- red woule make them appaear4 unstable- i think
orange has foudn anew life in banking in everything-
etc etc
can you actually thinka bvout and answer trhis questiiobn like what products or things have you bought just cos it was a good waulity product ior looking product and youc ouldbnt waiutto get it home?
i started buying pnhaglions bluebell becaus ethe bottle was that lovely blue an dthe scent was really truly bluebell and it was lovely or my new fave - modern alchemy candles - they have ex libris to smell of parchmant and leather and dio de muerda - day of the dead with marigold and ash smells and "salem" woith larch maple hazel and birch new england tree witch burbning smells and i also love the balck origami of d and l rare botanical candles ( i curt my caNDLE purchasing by 3/4 too! jusrt ine at a time in my room cos noone else cares!)
i love teh lily of the valley d and l or the blakc balck witha little red lady rhubarb- ands i love the look of anthing silbner except silver metallic purses- im so againts it-
i know i sound so boring
mauve i love mauve ill buy mauve if the packaging doesnt lok faux victorian- and anythinbg wedding cake inspired- any sort of bridal thing i always look twice at- i love3 that nude peach that is almost skin like in vintage clothes and i got a fantastical opera coat a dar dar k chiocalate brown with coral lining but i hate salmon but im callinthis coral as it was so fabulius itacal- i think i got a real vionette dress too0- chriust i sound like jack white- i do like red white and black really-= no i love aqua- variations of aqua- i love berry as ina clear berry lip= i like a really really loght pink as i think of fucshcia denim and metallic gold as paris h, too much- hmmm- maybe some of you are mor eimaginative than me- those kali pictures from india all blue skina nd orange and saffron roibes and rubies emeraLds etc- i live green outside but i love autummn more ( we dont have that in la but we do in LONDON and new york and wellsoon be in BOTH!)id hAVE TO SAY I LOVE CREAM . ;ike tea dipped white and plum and i love a beuatiful purple and periwinkle blue always takes my cake- ---- so with colore wat colors do you lik ein your home around you on THE COVERS OF YOUR CDS!@
i think wer all would realys ay tehbasic rock n roll colors are a blaqck and white shot witha red font really- thats yoru typical; flier- i do like green and black its like an evil witch an dposion and always has been wich is why its used in wicked- but green and black alawys played into that- i dunno if you had to choose- =if you could go onthe interrnent and choose your sticker pallettes
what would they be and what would they be stickers of? close ups of roses obviously and orchids and glitters of all colours golds ambers saffrtons orabnges clarets blue reds scarlets blood reds ( butthat cherry tomato red never does it for me except once this lanvin show the ginat parachute dresses ) i love a dash of acid purple woth teal liek apeacxokc feather-= and apomegranate and i like putting limes on my altar- my hous ei so colourful though the dominant colours really are blues and plums, and blacks, and amber browns beatiful wood i love IRISH furniture its bgger in scale and harder to find than english- an di love a good maple and good walnut-
io guess its a vague question what areyour favoriute three colors and given that( in your room or house or apt) what Are most of your cds band shots?
okay and the ultimate website wouldhave streaming tons of outtake footage youd never seen of th e making of the record and instead of ten songs ( live) itd have 14? songs and so mcu h cool art choices would you download it then and there what couled het you to order it? im fine with cds being obselete but while they are stillthere its a nice way to buy a home if one hits the x factor and sells alot
and its good to be in th emillion plus club wich takes alot mor ethese days than it used to-=
ina bout 2 years even old people willhave to download but thats two years] i do like dawn colours- yellow sun with pink and blue and a little green and scarlet roses=
hmmm
so describe teh site youd pay 2bucks to ebnter instead of 1 buck knowing you had the option to irder free art in about ten variations stickers canvas and felt thcokes but c ool ones emboridered and cool- whats your fave graohic on any product youve ever seen?
okay thats my official 2 questions whats your fave graphic on any prioduct in your bathroom ( makeup) house label etc- it can be anthropologie it c an be agent p[rvacatuer it can be bentley it can be anything youve seena nd really like i dont thinkl anyone is gonna say their fave graphic is aol but my ass is in tyhese graophic and color books and ill just go with what i like but iod love an answer and remeber DONT copy this entire blog cos then i cant post your response
and waht would i do if bobbed my hair and dyed it black? naahhh keep dreaming!
and what is your favoruite symol? double happiness in chinese? a milkshake ? cupcake? cross? mary? are there any crytsals ou like? like moonstone or ruby or diamond) ( i want crytsal trees that have littl etiny fishing wire that makes blizzards and i think im gonnaget em too)
or hematite ?
circus colours like gwens record? cd? that pretty much had al the rasinbow of colopurs on it- drove me nuts sbut she does what she does with what she does,
your sure as hell no there cos ypu heart gwen! maybe youa re and if so rtellme about THAT?
anyway my official questiopns(AND DOPNT COPY MY BLOG TO ANSWER) fabvourite looking graphics in yopur house on tv etc
favourtite tv show
fabvourute three cxolours
your dream site if you have one-
i lpve knowing what you all think
and miyo;cooya ive got a nerw order coming to you from here from marchs kera i love kera so of youc ould send me one big kiss!
au revoir!
im going to go back and cut and paste pallettes bgut i expect soemn damm, good answers! i jiust pordered ice blue on chocalate bvrown toile du jouy sheets ! theyre gonna look fab too!
glitter by the way IS a colour!
love to love
corky
hellbaby no 9
best bouquet ever
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shit can you see these roses i got a t the ritz? i dunno how to post a picture i gueess illpostthemn in pictures these riosese werr covered in 30 roasries all black berries andx blac k lilies and black red roses witha corwn atop illtry in pictures -= isend outhese roses
shit can you see these roses i got a t the ritz? i dunno how to post a picture i gueess illpostthemn in pictures these riosese werr covered in 30 roasries all black berries andx blac k lilies and black red roses witha corwn atop illtry in pictures -= isend outhese roses
Friday, November 30, 2007
hey web designers!
Current mood: busy
hey
im mad crazy working working working
suze orman always says pay yourself first - what is YOUR hourly rate?
i decided mine is 1500 dollars , because it evens out- forensics, legal and accounting suck upa massive amount of my time- research and development ( listening to m,usci making music ) is free ( althogh should be tax deductible) ( ahnd in fact is witha good person doing taxes alas that is not my case due to circumstances WITHIN my c ontrol and will be cdeal with)
i got my monthly budget and ibndeciding to follow in acordance with niormal lAWS of economy - for every dollar i spend i save 2, ive gone to different florist and cut my order ibn half at wholesale- and ma letting go of anyone whom i am not HAPPY to sign thier checks- wbho dont invoice me regularly and who dont show me or my family the respect we deserve by working 100 % and by producing results
had a lovely evening with Ricardo Tisci tonight and love him- SOOOOOOO much- i have a new fave Givenchy dress, Couture , worn under a fur at the Couture , its genius, it was sucha relief toget away from the stack of bills and perusing things- eg former assts using my amex having a huge phone billdue to former emplyees using my t mobile, 40.95 cents i tunes that are off itunes and pages and pages of it and a 23 an d 22 percent amex and visa rate! eat me@!
my fico is great its bogus bit its great- so how the hell am i getting 23 percent on MY own BANKS visa! thats insanity! bye bye amex fix it or im out!
im pissy so i shouldnt be blogging- slacking off a bit in chanting- but protecting myassets and fam ily is teh objective of this post.
ME. Kurt and Nirvana alll need a great software designer to help jason t and superman run this cluster of sites- loads of merch so loads of money and loads of design acumen- so far jason has been the best ive ever had at rendering whar i like and want and my scanner is fucked up so i havent sent him my latest images or pantone mixtures, i have dsoe3m amazing fonts and graphics and footage i wanna put up.....all taht channell 4 uk hours and hours of extrA FOOTAge, i have this 20 mninutes of kurt talking in his old man voice being hialrious on a cassette i found just funnycool things
xespite my enormous liking for my design company they have not stepped up for me- and teh cluster is totally interereallated my site is cdullas dirt as much as i love those who are members of it and will totally be trhere for them tickets wise and seats wise on tour-= but if im to do thisfree site its gonna cost abourt 150 or 2 bucks to get ona nd it had better be worth it= arta nd loads of songs wich im giving both but i cant move rthe art an d i cant make a website look like my space wich is what everyone expects froma websute now= theres millions in merchandise involved in this so it cannot juist be anyone off the street= write to jason t and tell him/me about yourself if you ior yoru comapny wnats to design an easy peasy amazinfg triplet of sites and can improve upon the radiohead paradigm and also can keep metuclous records and cvan prove it and are willing to be subjected to a background check- a serious one- in teh sense that if youve ever ripped anyone off- dont come around! okay?
but loads of great people are on my space- and webiste designers- todays your lucky day unless my company steps it waaaay up i mean like yesterday= its nothing personal but im slashing my budget by 3/4 that means if noones willing to reallyt outthe time and effort in then im going to have to say au revoir to them- if im n ot happy to sign their checks or they overcharge me for the things i really need to make this succesful then i can no longer afford them in my life , ive c ut back massively onclothes and getting a new second hand car, why the hell not, and going without extranbous legal and changing up and freeing my time from accounting forensic accounting and crazy deals i willregret for the rest of my life- i have only myself to decalre "Now i will stand up for my family" and with that determination and commitment even to stand alone and fight the biggest uphill battle pissing lots of people off c os the NOW me has read some substantially significant financial books about what efficent people do for your dollar and what they sure as hell do NOT do , this is the only way to VICTORY, i need to stop texting so much i neecd to put my health and creative life first and make one line texts
Chanting to my Gohonzon is the biggest text to the universe i can send and as the ad so brilliantly goes= JUST DO IT. believe i deserve the best not just desire it and get pissed, i have a meeting tomorrow and believe you me im brin ging my a game- actions speak far far louder than words- and i will go by actions from now on and keep a watchful hairy eyeball on my finances- 23 percent? are they insane. lets try for 0.
anwyay i know i sound pissy but anything and anyone who takes advantage of us is against us and thus is no longer welcome in our lives.
i will not be forced into beliveing that 1 plus 1 does not equal 2 lets go back to the beginning of all this and to the people who were there then who [perhaps made mistakes but did not deliberatly create chaos or make trouble on purpose or break the cycle of zero accountibility= i will no longer tolerate this.
i hope you get something out of this.
i hop someone has really great software skills and if perceptive has proof of such and has a rec ord of accountibilty this is your lucky day-= go to the radiohead site think of the endless watys of imporving that story- i have most of these ideas but love how jason takes my ideas and imporves upon or adds to them - and superman= this is your lucky day= for alot of reasons i wont get into in a public blog- but go write jason with sites youve designed and sites you like and think run brillaintly and why your right to run these 3 massive sites plus a few more hugely important ones.........along with jason and my cyber team........m,aybe i shoudl only go to "professionals" And i expect professi.. but im always willing to take a risk as long as the person is qaULified and scrupoulsy honest- i do mean scrupoulsy.
so show us what ya got!
xxc
hey
im mad crazy working working working
suze orman always says pay yourself first - what is YOUR hourly rate?
i decided mine is 1500 dollars , because it evens out- forensics, legal and accounting suck upa massive amount of my time- research and development ( listening to m,usci making music ) is free ( althogh should be tax deductible) ( ahnd in fact is witha good person doing taxes alas that is not my case due to circumstances WITHIN my c ontrol and will be cdeal with)
i got my monthly budget and ibndeciding to follow in acordance with niormal lAWS of economy - for every dollar i spend i save 2, ive gone to different florist and cut my order ibn half at wholesale- and ma letting go of anyone whom i am not HAPPY to sign thier checks- wbho dont invoice me regularly and who dont show me or my family the respect we deserve by working 100 % and by producing results
had a lovely evening with Ricardo Tisci tonight and love him- SOOOOOOO much- i have a new fave Givenchy dress, Couture , worn under a fur at the Couture , its genius, it was sucha relief toget away from the stack of bills and perusing things- eg former assts using my amex having a huge phone billdue to former emplyees using my t mobile, 40.95 cents i tunes that are off itunes and pages and pages of it and a 23 an d 22 percent amex and visa rate! eat me@!
my fico is great its bogus bit its great- so how the hell am i getting 23 percent on MY own BANKS visa! thats insanity! bye bye amex fix it or im out!
im pissy so i shouldnt be blogging- slacking off a bit in chanting- but protecting myassets and fam ily is teh objective of this post.
ME. Kurt and Nirvana alll need a great software designer to help jason t and superman run this cluster of sites- loads of merch so loads of money and loads of design acumen- so far jason has been the best ive ever had at rendering whar i like and want and my scanner is fucked up so i havent sent him my latest images or pantone mixtures, i have dsoe3m amazing fonts and graphics and footage i wanna put up.....all taht channell 4 uk hours and hours of extrA FOOTAge, i have this 20 mninutes of kurt talking in his old man voice being hialrious on a cassette i found just funnycool things
xespite my enormous liking for my design company they have not stepped up for me- and teh cluster is totally interereallated my site is cdullas dirt as much as i love those who are members of it and will totally be trhere for them tickets wise and seats wise on tour-= but if im to do thisfree site its gonna cost abourt 150 or 2 bucks to get ona nd it had better be worth it= arta nd loads of songs wich im giving both but i cant move rthe art an d i cant make a website look like my space wich is what everyone expects froma websute now= theres millions in merchandise involved in this so it cannot juist be anyone off the street= write to jason t and tell him/me about yourself if you ior yoru comapny wnats to design an easy peasy amazinfg triplet of sites and can improve upon the radiohead paradigm and also can keep metuclous records and cvan prove it and are willing to be subjected to a background check- a serious one- in teh sense that if youve ever ripped anyone off- dont come around! okay?
but loads of great people are on my space- and webiste designers- todays your lucky day unless my company steps it waaaay up i mean like yesterday= its nothing personal but im slashing my budget by 3/4 that means if noones willing to reallyt outthe time and effort in then im going to have to say au revoir to them- if im n ot happy to sign their checks or they overcharge me for the things i really need to make this succesful then i can no longer afford them in my life , ive c ut back massively onclothes and getting a new second hand car, why the hell not, and going without extranbous legal and changing up and freeing my time from accounting forensic accounting and crazy deals i willregret for the rest of my life- i have only myself to decalre "Now i will stand up for my family" and with that determination and commitment even to stand alone and fight the biggest uphill battle pissing lots of people off c os the NOW me has read some substantially significant financial books about what efficent people do for your dollar and what they sure as hell do NOT do , this is the only way to VICTORY, i need to stop texting so much i neecd to put my health and creative life first and make one line texts
Chanting to my Gohonzon is the biggest text to the universe i can send and as the ad so brilliantly goes= JUST DO IT. believe i deserve the best not just desire it and get pissed, i have a meeting tomorrow and believe you me im brin ging my a game- actions speak far far louder than words- and i will go by actions from now on and keep a watchful hairy eyeball on my finances- 23 percent? are they insane. lets try for 0.
anwyay i know i sound pissy but anything and anyone who takes advantage of us is against us and thus is no longer welcome in our lives.
i will not be forced into beliveing that 1 plus 1 does not equal 2 lets go back to the beginning of all this and to the people who were there then who [perhaps made mistakes but did not deliberatly create chaos or make trouble on purpose or break the cycle of zero accountibility= i will no longer tolerate this.
i hope you get something out of this.
i hop someone has really great software skills and if perceptive has proof of such and has a rec ord of accountibilty this is your lucky day-= go to the radiohead site think of the endless watys of imporving that story- i have most of these ideas but love how jason takes my ideas and imporves upon or adds to them - and superman= this is your lucky day= for alot of reasons i wont get into in a public blog- but go write jason with sites youve designed and sites you like and think run brillaintly and why your right to run these 3 massive sites plus a few more hugely important ones.........along with jason and my cyber team........m,aybe i shoudl only go to "professionals" And i expect professi.. but im always willing to take a risk as long as the person is qaULified and scrupoulsy honest- i do mean scrupoulsy.
so show us what ya got!
xxc
other sociAl networks
Current mood: artistic
am in a hurry , because we have to go rehearse and write b sides oh i cantf orgetthe cd on my bed, its a great b side idea, very comjplicated and linda wrote an amazing bridge, ( i love a bridge) i had a great night with Marc Jacobs and Jason at Moca the other night and met Chiho ( the artist who is dominsting my page) and Marc texted me and said i made wwd in that whackjob LV dress with the burberry huge belt, i was gonna wear my Mr Pearl corset but thought it was too Dita.
anyway i found these 2 spots i like, Tribes.net and Moli. but am lost at how to hnavuigate them or to understand them if anyones on Moli and wants to guid me about hwo to deal with it i found myself having a fun time on there on my day off, but i dont think anyone on there believes im actually myself.
anyway i have to go finish chanting, Jason T could you text me i have to ask you something.
all the rest of you have a great day.
kiss kiss bang bang
( note im giving lotsa japanese love and i saw is it Mikimoto? hos amazing skyscraper steel Buddhas and enameled Buddhas that look like aliens and my Chiho that iabstractly randomly thought id “dciscovered” in a boothw ith Lachapelle while everyone was cdlamboring opver him i wandered off at art frieze fair in London ands though “AHA i foudn MY japanese genius!” has already becoem hotshit so ima little bummed……okay gotta chant and then rehearse with my boys-= Liam is off gettingshot by Testino for Burberry wich he hates but hes not onsalary til after christmas)
courtnoi
Current mood: artistic
am in a hurry , because we have to go rehearse and write b sides oh i cantf orgetthe cd on my bed, its a great b side idea, very comjplicated and linda wrote an amazing bridge, ( i love a bridge) i had a great night with Marc Jacobs and Jason at Moca the other night and met Chiho ( the artist who is dominsting my page) and Marc texted me and said i made wwd in that whackjob LV dress with the burberry huge belt, i was gonna wear my Mr Pearl corset but thought it was too Dita.
anyway i found these 2 spots i like, Tribes.net and Moli. but am lost at how to hnavuigate them or to understand them if anyones on Moli and wants to guid me about hwo to deal with it i found myself having a fun time on there on my day off, but i dont think anyone on there believes im actually myself.
anyway i have to go finish chanting, Jason T could you text me i have to ask you something.
all the rest of you have a great day.
kiss kiss bang bang
( note im giving lotsa japanese love and i saw is it Mikimoto? hos amazing skyscraper steel Buddhas and enameled Buddhas that look like aliens and my Chiho that iabstractly randomly thought id “dciscovered” in a boothw ith Lachapelle while everyone was cdlamboring opver him i wandered off at art frieze fair in London ands though “AHA i foudn MY japanese genius!” has already becoem hotshit so ima little bummed……okay gotta chant and then rehearse with my boys-= Liam is off gettingshot by Testino for Burberry wich he hates but hes not onsalary til after christmas)
courtnoi
Sunday, November 18, 2007
wow lifelock etc id theft
Current mood: angry
its not dexactly cake to get tebh fbi to help u despite heaps and masses of documents they had the nerve to leave behind the ftc helping you is bogus too, they dont do JACK
whats your best suggestion for clearing up old id theft but MASSIVE old id theft open corps you knew nothing about bogus tax stuff- mine e3as to directkly c all the irs wgh ignored me til my audit THEN they started listening.....now she wants me to back up EVERYTHING ican back up most of it witha document- i feel as tho my karma is good emnough that i wont get burned sonc eim not the one that did the plethora of oh every whiote collar crime you can think of from morgtage fraud to notary fraud to a MASS id fraud abnd 20 some corps oppened on my name, i just found 18 amex histories in the history amex szent me NONE reflected ( wel;l 4) in my legit ss but theres a fake ss number they used too, is it possible THEY cleaned up teh FICA by writing in so as not to be caught? theres also corp amexs and endless visas - 3 for every state almost ,. dozerns of wire transfers and international trusts under phony n ames= theres alot more but odont wanna give too many details you get the picture-= me and my daughter were put thru hell on earth driven insane and practically to death,,,,,,,,,,what can i do to get them back....or get the evidence besides the docs and phone loans and crazy charges i didnt know about ( my addy had been changed wout my knowledge) im pissed as much as ive let it go mentally i know karma will run its course- this was BEYOND evil id like toa sk the fraud investigator
what makes thezse peop[le so dammed EVIL? ive never KNOWN evil like this and have never done anything close to matchingt this- it must be some sort of karma for beong ignorant- but i didnt "deserve" it....tell me about thso level of evil and cospiracy? these people didnt even like each other- the bottom line scam is dark shit and the banker was in on it wich is what mad eit fucntion so well.....man it wa sliek living in rosemarys baby til the govt took it even then its slow and paibnful to se these3 documents and it hurts and it hurts my kid. some of it was just done out of viciousness. the psych forensic said onbe of themw as a psychotic. like for reals.
hmmm pinder the natiure of this kind of evil....im dead curious...c
its not dexactly cake to get tebh fbi to help u despite heaps and masses of documents they had the nerve to leave behind the ftc helping you is bogus too, they dont do JACK
whats your best suggestion for clearing up old id theft but MASSIVE old id theft open corps you knew nothing about bogus tax stuff- mine e3as to directkly c all the irs wgh ignored me til my audit THEN they started listening.....now she wants me to back up EVERYTHING ican back up most of it witha document- i feel as tho my karma is good emnough that i wont get burned sonc eim not the one that did the plethora of oh every whiote collar crime you can think of from morgtage fraud to notary fraud to a MASS id fraud abnd 20 some corps oppened on my name, i just found 18 amex histories in the history amex szent me NONE reflected ( wel;l 4) in my legit ss but theres a fake ss number they used too, is it possible THEY cleaned up teh FICA by writing in so as not to be caught? theres also corp amexs and endless visas - 3 for every state almost ,. dozerns of wire transfers and international trusts under phony n ames= theres alot more but odont wanna give too many details you get the picture-= me and my daughter were put thru hell on earth driven insane and practically to death,,,,,,,,,,what can i do to get them back....or get the evidence besides the docs and phone loans and crazy charges i didnt know about ( my addy had been changed wout my knowledge) im pissed as much as ive let it go mentally i know karma will run its course- this was BEYOND evil id like toa sk the fraud investigator
what makes thezse peop[le so dammed EVIL? ive never KNOWN evil like this and have never done anything close to matchingt this- it must be some sort of karma for beong ignorant- but i didnt "deserve" it....tell me about thso level of evil and cospiracy? these people didnt even like each other- the bottom line scam is dark shit and the banker was in on it wich is what mad eit fucntion so well.....man it wa sliek living in rosemarys baby til the govt took it even then its slow and paibnful to se these3 documents and it hurts and it hurts my kid. some of it was just done out of viciousness. the psych forensic said onbe of themw as a psychotic. like for reals.
hmmm pinder the natiure of this kind of evil....im dead curious...c
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Fica/Radiohead
Current mood: determined
FICA score is that credit score you get for FREE ( but really its 30s bucks) if your 750 or aBOVE great but they willSTILL hold against you all the things on there that you didnt do - a very serious fincnailsp[erson told me the best way to deal with the "mistaKES" listed on thiers is to actually break the law, get the amex letterhead write to ine if the three agencies wichever has your "mistakes " on it, and just state the mistakes never happebned and itw as a typo= cos even if you have 800- any mistak eron there theyre going to consider that despite your score- if theres stuff on there due to id theft or mistakes ( i took 2 hours to do my amex yesterday and noted that my driver was apparently flying to the uk 4 times on amex and 2 times to the3 uk on the same flight on visa with the attentand 9.85 automatic insurances, for baggage transctions and each person had a "greeter" at 350 dollars when the flights a,d idnt occur cos every flight was not only multiple and all the add ons the sneaky amex tried to stick on there- 995 a transtactiomn? eat me and get me a new card ! the band had no Greeter yet each of the greeters was 350 dollars and there was no dammed greeter , also i hjave a platinum card that i never applied for and refuse to pay a dime on since ve never applied for it last month theres a mysterious 30,000 ollars someone threw on there- and then i asked my banker why ididnt have a check book she stated that so and so told her not to give one to me- WHAT? am i 12! whats the prupose of that to make me more hel[less? so that i cant negotiate and deal withthings i dont wanna use the ccs for myself?
also rem,emeber of the three fica scores the LOWEST is the one that all the cards use as your interest rate
per id fraud ive called wamu and chase ( where a mysterious pair of platinum cards were a few years ago and fraud dept told me to geta supeona yeah like thats easy)
allyoucan do is write down all the things that are mistakes on your fica sheet and write to those comp[laies anbd state your side- id fraud- you didnt recieve that in the mail and DEMAND that they write to expeirain , transunion, etc, become thier worst nightmare////call them obsessively- they wont get off thier ass to clear your good name tiul yopu take a day and just do it- one of the attributes of a wealthy woman is
CLEANLINESS!
wtf? ouch hearing that hurt cos the other ones i hade down by that Suze means organistaion, the ability to keep your life somewhat orgnaised- that you dont let your leg hair get to awinter coat just cos your not shagging someonme this month, that you take the time to clean to invite Lakshimas energy in your house( why Indian women sweep thier doorways every day to invite Lakshima in ) i am known as quite a pig- thats why in rehab its so important we learn to make our own beds and take care of our own spaces, time mangament wise- take care of what i have 0( eg im sick of this bank violating my rights legally = allowing signatures other than mine for checks allowing the "honest but stupid" b usiness manager tp p[ay himself whatever he was in the mood for monthly and will be getting a lawyer to deal with my insirance letting an embezzler open up 9 accounts there in may 03 while we lived like dogs and do a frauds refinance on my sisiter in laws home 4 x in one day- you heard me 4x in one day- and they made one stick and it had to go up on sherrifs auction 3 years ago this home i bought kurts sister for cash outright- for 190k cash they refinanced it 4x in the same day and used the SAME notary on each of these phone refis nsd phone appraisers- and the SAME notary on each of the phony signature cards i have banking insuirance covering me for 100,000 for each account so it comes to quite a pretty penny=you have it too! if someone touc hes your dammed account dont think all those Citi ads about ID THeft meajn shit-= they will tell you to get the law and get a supeona - yeah thats so easy- Chase is even worse- they justhang up on you sand Visa is NOT CENTRALISED so they camn fuck you on e ibn every state atr evruy bank and theres zero you can do about it-= peopel can get arrested in yopur name etc etc- i mean how many Courtney Loves are there( actuallytheres 5 in the USA that ii know if one is a football player African American male wghose a hot player- i feel bad for him!) now findingthe lawyer to go get them- thats gonna be the hard part cos if i hear "call teh authorities:" one more time illscream-= ther eis NO authorities for this sort of fraud- noone listens to you and all these citis and wamus whoa dvertise that they willnever l;et you have id theft-= theyre so fullof shit youcan get your most info by sweettAlking whomever answers the phone and by the time she he sends you t o fraud they shut you down= all i asked for was the expenditures on the two chase platinum cards"geta supeona" well my daddy aint a judge so you tell me how to do that, ? my fbi dont care, who cares is the irs in my case and they are so volatile i could end up owing what i cant prove = but i can prove a ton- why else would i call the irs in the midst of an audit when NOONE wopuld give me myauditors name? cos that ts the only govt agency willing to get theier money and go afte rthe bad guys this may not be alpplicable to most of you but im sure a ferw of you have expirienced idnetity fraud its 3 out of 10 presently,,,,,,,,more financial advice to come.......
as for radiohead= they didnt jump off a REAL clifff, they bungee jumped you KNOW the kamikaze pilot in me wants to do the same damm thing except with the best material not live material and not what people have heard except as few pieces that people havebnrt heard mixed and recorded properly-= i also wanna mAke my Lachapelle videos as i woukldnt wantot owork with anyone else for Videos or anything- hes my bff and i love working with him he knows excactly how to pull me out of myself or any rut, with the real thing- theyve made 9.7 m,illion in 3 weeks this way and its live-= not junk as radiohead doesnt make JUNK but its live - most of it heard before( wich youve all heard liveversions of things veryvery different than non live versions of things) i really think it couldf work do all my magazine covers in january - so the lead time in there kamikaze through my junket my tv shit n the 2 week lead up and just jump of f that cliff i love doing things really risky /first
im greatful for radiohead for making the first move- id do it differentlyt -= thats why b sides are no longer b sides but have to be a sides to an extent-= cos theyre EXTRA TRACKS now wich can mean up to ALOT to such and such sponsor .... etc.
and since the art is amzing thius far ( taZke a look at m/m paris and google thier images.......ive always done my own graphics but they are really inspiring BRILLIANT)
i have alot of fast rock songs to wrote ina hurry- and were on a gold streak- were making new riffs everynight- if people already KNOW me they love me or like me- if they dont KNOW me due to the whole guinea pig female celebrity witchtrial, ( and cmon i had all charges EXPUNGED eg THEY DONT EXIST my punishment was going to court 37 times)
i justthink offering about 10 songs but your best for "free" with a what am i worth sign not just NINs cast offs i mean your a sides- i don t know im percolating- i love risk and most everything ive ever done well has been because everyone said iw as crazy to do it-= thats why words like "risk management" and time management:" are resonating with me now.
i am going to see the bank another banker today and see if we connect- i dont need my business managers realtionship with the bank i need my OWN relaTIONSHIP WITH M Y BANKER=
i know someone dead poor= she went into her loc al citi= and she stated simply-= " im going to be very very welathy and if youd like to come with me let me know it or illtake my business erlsewhere" she then pulled out a detailed down to the wire business plan ( in the field of marketing) im not suggesting loans are a good thing - advances and loans bother me personally- but when i return from europe and amex has been paid 1/3rd too much money for repetitive tickets charged to amex visa and platinum amex- im NOT a happy girl- in fact ive hired a consultant on a hourly basis whose british and posh and verrrry organised witha way about her in terms of marketing etc, that will deal with the 1-800 amex lady that i used to have was told died in 9/11, wic h turns out to be a morbid and vile lie just to diconnect me with my amex lady= so that they could go hogwild and create phony amex after phon y amex- leaving my c redit at 130 or however low you can go and forcing me ( astupidely since i couldve sued them i now realise) to take out a loanshark style loan to pAy these amexes that were not mine off- but i plan on writing out everyone of these whiners and complainers on my fica and let them know i was a victim of id fraud and have a govt agency investigating this- and would be appreciative in fact i will write" you need to immediatly write to experian and take off these charges please as that has appeared on my fica score"
what ya all think of the in rainbows thing? no business model but how about content? was it karma police? did any of you pay?
im very curuous about this.......if was done with my pr first ----perhaps its doable- but i do have great artwork and accumalating so many extra tracks- i have a major i could use but im so interested in being free to do what i want- i dont wanna COPY radiohead- hmmmmm- well ill fix it all in the mix as they say and see what i wanna do as for release dates not too much longer there at least IS one- tp pull this off would take such an accurate lethal run for it......sorry about my spelling
Believe it or not my emails are all pretty much grammatically amex- it isnta lack of respect i just sort of post and push post!
theres NOT tones of momney in royalties although theres some- its in publishing - touring - merchandise........tour tour tour some more......im into it. i just want my own paradigm i dont wanna copy radioheads- no disrepect to them- im sorry Kid A didnt change my life i wish i had gotten it better- i think youhave to be a potsmoker to get Kid A.......
okay
loadsa love
FICA score is that credit score you get for FREE ( but really its 30s bucks) if your 750 or aBOVE great but they willSTILL hold against you all the things on there that you didnt do - a very serious fincnailsp[erson told me the best way to deal with the "mistaKES" listed on thiers is to actually break the law, get the amex letterhead write to ine if the three agencies wichever has your "mistakes " on it, and just state the mistakes never happebned and itw as a typo= cos even if you have 800- any mistak eron there theyre going to consider that despite your score- if theres stuff on there due to id theft or mistakes ( i took 2 hours to do my amex yesterday and noted that my driver was apparently flying to the uk 4 times on amex and 2 times to the3 uk on the same flight on visa with the attentand 9.85 automatic insurances, for baggage transctions and each person had a "greeter" at 350 dollars when the flights a,d idnt occur cos every flight was not only multiple and all the add ons the sneaky amex tried to stick on there- 995 a transtactiomn? eat me and get me a new card ! the band had no Greeter yet each of the greeters was 350 dollars and there was no dammed greeter , also i hjave a platinum card that i never applied for and refuse to pay a dime on since ve never applied for it last month theres a mysterious 30,000 ollars someone threw on there- and then i asked my banker why ididnt have a check book she stated that so and so told her not to give one to me- WHAT? am i 12! whats the prupose of that to make me more hel[less? so that i cant negotiate and deal withthings i dont wanna use the ccs for myself?
also rem,emeber of the three fica scores the LOWEST is the one that all the cards use as your interest rate
per id fraud ive called wamu and chase ( where a mysterious pair of platinum cards were a few years ago and fraud dept told me to geta supeona yeah like thats easy)
allyoucan do is write down all the things that are mistakes on your fica sheet and write to those comp[laies anbd state your side- id fraud- you didnt recieve that in the mail and DEMAND that they write to expeirain , transunion, etc, become thier worst nightmare////call them obsessively- they wont get off thier ass to clear your good name tiul yopu take a day and just do it- one of the attributes of a wealthy woman is
CLEANLINESS!
wtf? ouch hearing that hurt cos the other ones i hade down by that Suze means organistaion, the ability to keep your life somewhat orgnaised- that you dont let your leg hair get to awinter coat just cos your not shagging someonme this month, that you take the time to clean to invite Lakshimas energy in your house( why Indian women sweep thier doorways every day to invite Lakshima in ) i am known as quite a pig- thats why in rehab its so important we learn to make our own beds and take care of our own spaces, time mangament wise- take care of what i have 0( eg im sick of this bank violating my rights legally = allowing signatures other than mine for checks allowing the "honest but stupid" b usiness manager tp p[ay himself whatever he was in the mood for monthly and will be getting a lawyer to deal with my insirance letting an embezzler open up 9 accounts there in may 03 while we lived like dogs and do a frauds refinance on my sisiter in laws home 4 x in one day- you heard me 4x in one day- and they made one stick and it had to go up on sherrifs auction 3 years ago this home i bought kurts sister for cash outright- for 190k cash they refinanced it 4x in the same day and used the SAME notary on each of these phone refis nsd phone appraisers- and the SAME notary on each of the phony signature cards i have banking insuirance covering me for 100,000 for each account so it comes to quite a pretty penny=you have it too! if someone touc hes your dammed account dont think all those Citi ads about ID THeft meajn shit-= they will tell you to get the law and get a supeona - yeah thats so easy- Chase is even worse- they justhang up on you sand Visa is NOT CENTRALISED so they camn fuck you on e ibn every state atr evruy bank and theres zero you can do about it-= peopel can get arrested in yopur name etc etc- i mean how many Courtney Loves are there( actuallytheres 5 in the USA that ii know if one is a football player African American male wghose a hot player- i feel bad for him!) now findingthe lawyer to go get them- thats gonna be the hard part cos if i hear "call teh authorities:" one more time illscream-= ther eis NO authorities for this sort of fraud- noone listens to you and all these citis and wamus whoa dvertise that they willnever l;et you have id theft-= theyre so fullof shit youcan get your most info by sweettAlking whomever answers the phone and by the time she he sends you t o fraud they shut you down= all i asked for was the expenditures on the two chase platinum cards"geta supeona" well my daddy aint a judge so you tell me how to do that, ? my fbi dont care, who cares is the irs in my case and they are so volatile i could end up owing what i cant prove = but i can prove a ton- why else would i call the irs in the midst of an audit when NOONE wopuld give me myauditors name? cos that ts the only govt agency willing to get theier money and go afte rthe bad guys this may not be alpplicable to most of you but im sure a ferw of you have expirienced idnetity fraud its 3 out of 10 presently,,,,,,,,more financial advice to come.......
as for radiohead= they didnt jump off a REAL clifff, they bungee jumped you KNOW the kamikaze pilot in me wants to do the same damm thing except with the best material not live material and not what people have heard except as few pieces that people havebnrt heard mixed and recorded properly-= i also wanna mAke my Lachapelle videos as i woukldnt wantot owork with anyone else for Videos or anything- hes my bff and i love working with him he knows excactly how to pull me out of myself or any rut, with the real thing- theyve made 9.7 m,illion in 3 weeks this way and its live-= not junk as radiohead doesnt make JUNK but its live - most of it heard before( wich youve all heard liveversions of things veryvery different than non live versions of things) i really think it couldf work do all my magazine covers in january - so the lead time in there kamikaze through my junket my tv shit n the 2 week lead up and just jump of f that cliff i love doing things really risky /first
im greatful for radiohead for making the first move- id do it differentlyt -= thats why b sides are no longer b sides but have to be a sides to an extent-= cos theyre EXTRA TRACKS now wich can mean up to ALOT to such and such sponsor .... etc.
and since the art is amzing thius far ( taZke a look at m/m paris and google thier images.......ive always done my own graphics but they are really inspiring BRILLIANT)
i have alot of fast rock songs to wrote ina hurry- and were on a gold streak- were making new riffs everynight- if people already KNOW me they love me or like me- if they dont KNOW me due to the whole guinea pig female celebrity witchtrial, ( and cmon i had all charges EXPUNGED eg THEY DONT EXIST my punishment was going to court 37 times)
i justthink offering about 10 songs but your best for "free" with a what am i worth sign not just NINs cast offs i mean your a sides- i don t know im percolating- i love risk and most everything ive ever done well has been because everyone said iw as crazy to do it-= thats why words like "risk management" and time management:" are resonating with me now.
i am going to see the bank another banker today and see if we connect- i dont need my business managers realtionship with the bank i need my OWN relaTIONSHIP WITH M Y BANKER=
i know someone dead poor= she went into her loc al citi= and she stated simply-= " im going to be very very welathy and if youd like to come with me let me know it or illtake my business erlsewhere" she then pulled out a detailed down to the wire business plan ( in the field of marketing) im not suggesting loans are a good thing - advances and loans bother me personally- but when i return from europe and amex has been paid 1/3rd too much money for repetitive tickets charged to amex visa and platinum amex- im NOT a happy girl- in fact ive hired a consultant on a hourly basis whose british and posh and verrrry organised witha way about her in terms of marketing etc, that will deal with the 1-800 amex lady that i used to have was told died in 9/11, wic h turns out to be a morbid and vile lie just to diconnect me with my amex lady= so that they could go hogwild and create phony amex after phon y amex- leaving my c redit at 130 or however low you can go and forcing me ( astupidely since i couldve sued them i now realise) to take out a loanshark style loan to pAy these amexes that were not mine off- but i plan on writing out everyone of these whiners and complainers on my fica and let them know i was a victim of id fraud and have a govt agency investigating this- and would be appreciative in fact i will write" you need to immediatly write to experian and take off these charges please as that has appeared on my fica score"
what ya all think of the in rainbows thing? no business model but how about content? was it karma police? did any of you pay?
im very curuous about this.......if was done with my pr first ----perhaps its doable- but i do have great artwork and accumalating so many extra tracks- i have a major i could use but im so interested in being free to do what i want- i dont wanna COPY radiohead- hmmmmm- well ill fix it all in the mix as they say and see what i wanna do as for release dates not too much longer there at least IS one- tp pull this off would take such an accurate lethal run for it......sorry about my spelling
Believe it or not my emails are all pretty much grammatically amex- it isnta lack of respect i just sort of post and push post!
theres NOT tones of momney in royalties although theres some- its in publishing - touring - merchandise........tour tour tour some more......im into it. i just want my own paradigm i dont wanna copy radioheads- no disrepect to them- im sorry Kid A didnt change my life i wish i had gotten it better- i think youhave to be a potsmoker to get Kid A.......
okay
loadsa love
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
as
Current mood: pensive
it may be a so so record i know theres 5 good songs on there- i just have a foul relationship with that record. its just not mine- not me- maybe its a snapshot in time but no time i want to remember- ever ever ever. thast just me- i hope you got something out of it- i thoughthe whole trauma and drama of finding out the level of trust and ebezzlement at that time- if youve ever seen Rosemarys Baby - i lived it for years wasx driven mad and nearly died from what happened. thats all, so for me what started off as bouoyant and free ended flaming in hell with every kind of demon- now these girls are having meltdowns right and left - but try being the guinea pig for the modern female celeb breakdown witch trial standing in a felony courtroom witha million dollars in forged checks in your bag wondering what and why the hell.....anyway yall dont kno wthe story i just infer to it n ow and again- just save and get to know your credit score and your economic situation- moneys out there simply waiting to be grabbed by organised mindfulness, and never ever trust a significant other with your personal finances is my advice and i believe Ms Orman is with me on this- you should check someones fica score before you even begin entertaining thoughts of a serious relationship i dont care how snotty or sneaky that sounds- but i wont go near a relationship with a 10 foot pole i dont care if its a b illionare i am so burnt out on anything other than a weekender once in a ...well you know i do what i do- but know your peoples fica score.....
it may be a so so record i know theres 5 good songs on there- i just have a foul relationship with that record. its just not mine- not me- maybe its a snapshot in time but no time i want to remember- ever ever ever. thast just me- i hope you got something out of it- i thoughthe whole trauma and drama of finding out the level of trust and ebezzlement at that time- if youve ever seen Rosemarys Baby - i lived it for years wasx driven mad and nearly died from what happened. thats all, so for me what started off as bouoyant and free ended flaming in hell with every kind of demon- now these girls are having meltdowns right and left - but try being the guinea pig for the modern female celeb breakdown witch trial standing in a felony courtroom witha million dollars in forged checks in your bag wondering what and why the hell.....anyway yall dont kno wthe story i just infer to it n ow and again- just save and get to know your credit score and your economic situation- moneys out there simply waiting to be grabbed by organised mindfulness, and never ever trust a significant other with your personal finances is my advice and i believe Ms Orman is with me on this- you should check someones fica score before you even begin entertaining thoughts of a serious relationship i dont care how snotty or sneaky that sounds- but i wont go near a relationship with a 10 foot pole i dont care if its a b illionare i am so burnt out on anything other than a weekender once in a ...well you know i do what i do- but know your peoples fica score.....
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
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Current mood: artistic
a fairly well spelled blog ...thats such a reach for me...why ar emy emails pretty impeccable....and my blogs are a spelling disaster....
aND im so psyched to reAD the comments- smart and funny- look at that! i couldnt really give a shit about whatthe bloids and blogs and non legit media think of me in between albums, its a free for all freefall time- as youhave no definiing power=as an artist- buit frankly id rather die than put out a weak record especialluy NOW- i had one disastrous record and i am not doing that again- it may be somewhat about sales but from the cover art-= wich i had NOTHING to do with to the shoddy production that thing wasa mirror of my life condition but not ina good jaded exile type way- like Any life condition we all our mirrorsa nd we all become tarnished and we must wipe thattarnish til it shines its really also a mAtter of time management- as suze orman says people first money second things third- eg what the fuck IS that aston martin doing inmyd riveway when i cannot even drive? im not tight im just reflecting the fantastyland of money that ive lived in for far too long, i possibly CAN afford that car i didnt know HALF of my monthly nut and while that may sound rather priveliged to you some of you-it makes me insanely vulnerable- theres no tradeoff in organisation/cleanlin ess vs creativity im not going ot lose my "edge" by paying attention to a budget and sticking to itand a savings a roth and as the astute comment said not more spent than what comes in- its fantasyland shit and thats how so many woman get stuck in credit card debt etc.
there was some great buddhist guidance today
"If you allow the passing of time to let you forget the lofty vows of your youth, you stand to block the source of your own boundless good fortune and sever the roots of limitless prosperity for your family and loved ones as well.
Please never lett his happenm, only by remaining steadfast to the vows we have made in our youth can we shine as true victors in life"
theres alot more about health- getting to true creativity is the only way to healtha nd i do believe that movement and creativity is the only way to aerodynamic movement and to shine some of this chaos on- but i must have a better handle on my finances- whats that insurance policy ? what the ehll is it for? why has no insurance policy ever poaid me a dime? why even bother with insurance basically? in my case@!
whats that weekend houseekeeper? couldnt i give that to charity?
c ouldnt i save that in an account an dstart a foundation with it?
etc etc etc.
its a great little read "Woman and Money" ( Suze Orman)
it was revelatiory for me and i am pretty dammed older than a lot of you- your future as strong shining victors in your life pretty much depends on the seeds you plant know at 22 23- ( the median age of most of yall) so think of me as the cool auntie that might even let you get your nose pierced-= and take my advice- learn about income vs capitol and how to hang with a budget and know that the irs and student loans are 2 things in life you never wanna fuck with.
Try paying for stuff with cash - i have have to do it its a valueable lesson - you see what your actually PAYING for all this shit=that we all must have- wether it be hot topic or Lanvin its the same dammed hideous bullshit, why why why did i go get a unusable fancy car? what was i thinking? its ridiculous!@
Now i know what iw as thinking i was trying to impress a few people- fuck them- its indulgent waste and excess- this doesnt mnean i dont tip and im not very generous but im becoming far more AWARE.
and i wish i was a whole lot younger when i learned this stuff , many m,any of you are going to be radically succesful people when your older- and many of you are women or young women- i wish youd learn as much about money and get rid of daddy/god fantaSTIES. cos theres YOU and YOU alone to depend on about money!
ims o ashamed i didnt know this- thelevel of embezzlment and fraud in my life can only be dealt with by the irs- and they are voracious! im scared of them - but i have to turn to them- as they have appeared in my life and i have nothiong but gratitude that finally this shit will get sorted out. and people will go to jail, wihc i dcouldnt car eless about since noone escapes karma noone, their fates are sealed, but had i been far more aggressive and less trusting and had a mnonthly tick sheet- i wouldve bveen able to control things better and looke dup terms like "land trust" and stayed in touch with amex and my fica score monthly the id fraud wouldnt have been as bad as NOONE helped me - notthe fbi noone,not the police- and now they wanto know WHY these police re3ports werent made- cos the cops laughed me off - and cos i c opudlnt afford a lawyer! in any case- i think i KNOW justice willve served but its most important tp portect what i have NOW to have a solide relationship with ones banker to make a 1 yr a 5 yr and a 10 yr plan with all the goals and increments in there- iw ish i could teach you all to do this one thing-= just take a savongs account out an dput aside a set amouint every month go without and double your money by having less crap clutter and book or thing in every color or 4 of those t shirts instead - i know easy to say hard to do right? i say after ive come back from Paris and a mass of indulgence and gluttonous behaviour- particularly at Lanvin where i have a small % off- but where every thing is perfect to my eye- every little thing!
i feel so follish where am i going to wear all this stuff to! im not going to wear it ion any red carpets sinc eim stayong off those things- i get excited about fashion esp in L.. since every night the stakes are pretty high- but in la - i work and work and work some more- why NOT wear vintage again - why NOT make my own clothes i can sew- If MJ can make 3000 dollar cashmere silk ribbed t shirts with distreessed glass i can sure make them( even tho he kidnly gave them to me) and i have a few special relatiobnships with designers like him- but that took years of sincere friendship and nott hinkingabout what these people would GIVE me but thibnkingabout what mind blowing artists they are and a mutual admiration - not JUST when im up for an award or in a "most stylish" era/ theres been less of them than more of them / but they sure make MY life cheaper! positive behaviour=positive lifeforce= unswervable inner happiness= what i desire i always believe= more gowns and crap than i could evr possibly want! atthe root of that of course is GREAT RECORD and or FILM- or ART- so im getting the hell off the internet asnd going to make collages!
and no imn not telling you what of- i have always done my own graphics for the covers of my records- ivce got these lachapelles and these sam taylor woods and chiho aoyishima prints and Hell Babies prints and Nara prints( great femme Japanese artists i am obsessed with japan ya know! i also am really into anything wedding related- like cake toppers wich is a dammed cheap hobby!)
and make my own graphics using Dafont and other font sites and theres so much to dicover out there so much seething creativuty and its all for free or in my head- due to my friendships and compassion wich develops more every day for my friends and strangers the favour bank and goodwill bank just grows and grows- it was funny to read your madonna vs me comments-= i read the comment back and yeah it was uncessary - due to our common friends- and due to her being years out of my life but not out of my world- and so many people did grow up on her- i just grew up on the stones and cohen dylan so the image stuff does intrest me to some extent- becaus eimgary is fun to play with = but ...well theres no b ut thats the part thats intersting to me- otherwise in rehearsal i discuss blood red shoes or dirty diamond or the originality of the White Stripes vs reality- authentic "authenticity" for young urbanites who are sick of slick overpolished music= but how great is it? thats bound to be a discussion id get involved in , or having been in London at the apex /Nadir of the Libertines= ve some of my younger by far English bandmates- who to them- that was a massive and important moment- whereas to my jaded eyes atthat time- itw as cute- "cute" - was it HEAVY? were those little gigs the "gigs of the decade" ? it would depend i guess where time and culture interesct for you=-how much iof an innovaor or what they call "early adopter" in the hells of marketing-= eg thinking for yourself and not needing to see the approval of the popluar people first , whoever the "popular:" people are to you these days- My daughter tells me the Emo Girls are the popular girls in high school now and that blondes do NOT have more fun in high school!
whoa
Maybe reading Plath at my Mousketeer audition in the 70s was just waaaaaay ahead of its time! in fact it bloody well was- there will be a gothy-=wierdo-= emo girl Mouseketter someday! watch!@
we all want to feel accepted but did you know that a "Novelty Seeking Gene" is medical FACT? iot affects 9% of the population ( addiction/alchohism affects 15%) Thats a whoel lot of us on the rolller coaster first- inthe moshpit first- wearing what we dammed wel want first- you m ix that gene witha n addic t gene( moi) and your pretty fucked, you mix that gene with shrewd business acumen . disciplne rthat far surpasses mine as much as ive gone through hell to acheive the discipline i now have and you get a skillset of epic proportions! wether in marketing, law enforcement, the c elbrity sweepstakes, "singing" "dancers" withthier own cruddy operfumes- or cruddy cosmentics- and you get an EARNER= so ifyou arent afflicted with self destructiveness- bi polarity or adhd- your pretty much set babe.
if youare there are so many COGNITIVE and mostly SPIRITUAL ways of learning to master your own power to not ( no matter how abused some of you were as children) give your power away and become codependent on a daddy/mommy/god figure ( a major issue i believe i am in the midst of conquering and the consequernce is the p[eople used to my passivity in my own affairs as i dem and accountibility are all flipping out throwing all sorts of pies my way in my inner circle my line is..... show me the paper- show me my money - let me have MY voice- we can collaborate - if to another artist- but i will not be a passive puppet= due to my persona being controversial and one of a teflon strong bionic person - and there is some genetic truth to my health thank god and my ability to craft hell into art- but thats just genetic= im far far more vulberable and delicate and thats the contradiuction wich has been taken advantage of- that and the disp[arity between my actual day to day self and the level of this weird accessory of celebrity wich im barely congnisant of)
i hope sharing this information publicly is beneficial to you- i try to choose words wisely and honestly- because we allwant success- and some of us are very different than others - none of you would be on my friends list if you werent early adopters- innovative types with no need for "social proof" that is market slang for you seeing me attchaed to a fabulous CONTEXT and that making a person like me- a film thats great or a friend thats extremely powerful/famous/bel;oved/wealthy- shit like that- i do not nor will i ever use my friends to gain "social proof" ......i get accused of namedropping alot- its sort of a cheap shot- since i have alot of friends-= mentors - people whose lives i aspire to know more about so i can acclimate thier inner streghth and happiness to my own - people i wish to be aligned with -= higher planes and lower planes of spirituality- i get attracted to stray puppies as wellas superwinners- in AA we say "do you have something i want" and "stick with the winners" re staying sober.
By that it means the quality of the lives of our friends and our closest circles and those relationships we put the most time into= thats why time management is so important and risk management in aNovelty Seeking Addict genetic types makeup is so crucial thus back to the savings account-= i like most of us tend to live ina fantsy land if i allow it that my saviour is just around the corner that "money comes and goes in my life" YES to ever shrinking assetts if i am stupid, i MUST =become far more disciplined . compassionate. and conservative if i am to allow abundance into my life at all levels and TIME is golden even when your 22 and on;y think the silver bullet may killyou-= your immortal arent you? noone is, we all face the final breathe.
so adding value into whatever i do is my goal and timewasting is NOT.
Well maybe ive been a morbid kid /young woman/woman my whole life but my mortality is on my mind alot and death fascinates me- in the sense that im not afraid of it = too much- but when i am in that last breath that we all must take i wantto look back and know i gave more than i got-= that i am loved by my lov ed ones and cherished due to my time investment in them-
i missed my dearest male friend from NY this week - a very very talented and sharp and lovely man= soneone i cherish massively and my chaos did not allow room to simply hang with him, i leaenrd alot in the last ten days for specifics that are not appropraite for public reas.. but knowledge is ALL right now and then output is after that and befor estudying and knowledge comes a spirtual and physical output.
ive got to cut shit up and glue it on paper
courtx
a fairly well spelled blog ...thats such a reach for me...why ar emy emails pretty impeccable....and my blogs are a spelling disaster....
aND im so psyched to reAD the comments- smart and funny- look at that! i couldnt really give a shit about whatthe bloids and blogs and non legit media think of me in between albums, its a free for all freefall time- as youhave no definiing power=as an artist- buit frankly id rather die than put out a weak record especialluy NOW- i had one disastrous record and i am not doing that again- it may be somewhat about sales but from the cover art-= wich i had NOTHING to do with to the shoddy production that thing wasa mirror of my life condition but not ina good jaded exile type way- like Any life condition we all our mirrorsa nd we all become tarnished and we must wipe thattarnish til it shines its really also a mAtter of time management- as suze orman says people first money second things third- eg what the fuck IS that aston martin doing inmyd riveway when i cannot even drive? im not tight im just reflecting the fantastyland of money that ive lived in for far too long, i possibly CAN afford that car i didnt know HALF of my monthly nut and while that may sound rather priveliged to you some of you-it makes me insanely vulnerable- theres no tradeoff in organisation/cleanlin ess vs creativity im not going ot lose my "edge" by paying attention to a budget and sticking to itand a savings a roth and as the astute comment said not more spent than what comes in- its fantasyland shit and thats how so many woman get stuck in credit card debt etc.
there was some great buddhist guidance today
"If you allow the passing of time to let you forget the lofty vows of your youth, you stand to block the source of your own boundless good fortune and sever the roots of limitless prosperity for your family and loved ones as well.
Please never lett his happenm, only by remaining steadfast to the vows we have made in our youth can we shine as true victors in life"
theres alot more about health- getting to true creativity is the only way to healtha nd i do believe that movement and creativity is the only way to aerodynamic movement and to shine some of this chaos on- but i must have a better handle on my finances- whats that insurance policy ? what the ehll is it for? why has no insurance policy ever poaid me a dime? why even bother with insurance basically? in my case@!
whats that weekend houseekeeper? couldnt i give that to charity?
c ouldnt i save that in an account an dstart a foundation with it?
etc etc etc.
its a great little read "Woman and Money" ( Suze Orman)
it was revelatiory for me and i am pretty dammed older than a lot of you- your future as strong shining victors in your life pretty much depends on the seeds you plant know at 22 23- ( the median age of most of yall) so think of me as the cool auntie that might even let you get your nose pierced-= and take my advice- learn about income vs capitol and how to hang with a budget and know that the irs and student loans are 2 things in life you never wanna fuck with.
Try paying for stuff with cash - i have have to do it its a valueable lesson - you see what your actually PAYING for all this shit=that we all must have- wether it be hot topic or Lanvin its the same dammed hideous bullshit, why why why did i go get a unusable fancy car? what was i thinking? its ridiculous!@
Now i know what iw as thinking i was trying to impress a few people- fuck them- its indulgent waste and excess- this doesnt mnean i dont tip and im not very generous but im becoming far more AWARE.
and i wish i was a whole lot younger when i learned this stuff , many m,any of you are going to be radically succesful people when your older- and many of you are women or young women- i wish youd learn as much about money and get rid of daddy/god fantaSTIES. cos theres YOU and YOU alone to depend on about money!
ims o ashamed i didnt know this- thelevel of embezzlment and fraud in my life can only be dealt with by the irs- and they are voracious! im scared of them - but i have to turn to them- as they have appeared in my life and i have nothiong but gratitude that finally this shit will get sorted out. and people will go to jail, wihc i dcouldnt car eless about since noone escapes karma noone, their fates are sealed, but had i been far more aggressive and less trusting and had a mnonthly tick sheet- i wouldve bveen able to control things better and looke dup terms like "land trust" and stayed in touch with amex and my fica score monthly the id fraud wouldnt have been as bad as NOONE helped me - notthe fbi noone,not the police- and now they wanto know WHY these police re3ports werent made- cos the cops laughed me off - and cos i c opudlnt afford a lawyer! in any case- i think i KNOW justice willve served but its most important tp portect what i have NOW to have a solide relationship with ones banker to make a 1 yr a 5 yr and a 10 yr plan with all the goals and increments in there- iw ish i could teach you all to do this one thing-= just take a savongs account out an dput aside a set amouint every month go without and double your money by having less crap clutter and book or thing in every color or 4 of those t shirts instead - i know easy to say hard to do right? i say after ive come back from Paris and a mass of indulgence and gluttonous behaviour- particularly at Lanvin where i have a small % off- but where every thing is perfect to my eye- every little thing!
i feel so follish where am i going to wear all this stuff to! im not going to wear it ion any red carpets sinc eim stayong off those things- i get excited about fashion esp in L.. since every night the stakes are pretty high- but in la - i work and work and work some more- why NOT wear vintage again - why NOT make my own clothes i can sew- If MJ can make 3000 dollar cashmere silk ribbed t shirts with distreessed glass i can sure make them( even tho he kidnly gave them to me) and i have a few special relatiobnships with designers like him- but that took years of sincere friendship and nott hinkingabout what these people would GIVE me but thibnkingabout what mind blowing artists they are and a mutual admiration - not JUST when im up for an award or in a "most stylish" era/ theres been less of them than more of them / but they sure make MY life cheaper! positive behaviour=positive lifeforce= unswervable inner happiness= what i desire i always believe= more gowns and crap than i could evr possibly want! atthe root of that of course is GREAT RECORD and or FILM- or ART- so im getting the hell off the internet asnd going to make collages!
and no imn not telling you what of- i have always done my own graphics for the covers of my records- ivce got these lachapelles and these sam taylor woods and chiho aoyishima prints and Hell Babies prints and Nara prints( great femme Japanese artists i am obsessed with japan ya know! i also am really into anything wedding related- like cake toppers wich is a dammed cheap hobby!)
and make my own graphics using Dafont and other font sites and theres so much to dicover out there so much seething creativuty and its all for free or in my head- due to my friendships and compassion wich develops more every day for my friends and strangers the favour bank and goodwill bank just grows and grows- it was funny to read your madonna vs me comments-= i read the comment back and yeah it was uncessary - due to our common friends- and due to her being years out of my life but not out of my world- and so many people did grow up on her- i just grew up on the stones and cohen dylan so the image stuff does intrest me to some extent- becaus eimgary is fun to play with = but ...well theres no b ut thats the part thats intersting to me- otherwise in rehearsal i discuss blood red shoes or dirty diamond or the originality of the White Stripes vs reality- authentic "authenticity" for young urbanites who are sick of slick overpolished music= but how great is it? thats bound to be a discussion id get involved in , or having been in London at the apex /Nadir of the Libertines= ve some of my younger by far English bandmates- who to them- that was a massive and important moment- whereas to my jaded eyes atthat time- itw as cute- "cute" - was it HEAVY? were those little gigs the "gigs of the decade" ? it would depend i guess where time and culture interesct for you=-how much iof an innovaor or what they call "early adopter" in the hells of marketing-= eg thinking for yourself and not needing to see the approval of the popluar people first , whoever the "popular:" people are to you these days- My daughter tells me the Emo Girls are the popular girls in high school now and that blondes do NOT have more fun in high school!
whoa
Maybe reading Plath at my Mousketeer audition in the 70s was just waaaaaay ahead of its time! in fact it bloody well was- there will be a gothy-=wierdo-= emo girl Mouseketter someday! watch!@
we all want to feel accepted but did you know that a "Novelty Seeking Gene" is medical FACT? iot affects 9% of the population ( addiction/alchohism affects 15%) Thats a whoel lot of us on the rolller coaster first- inthe moshpit first- wearing what we dammed wel want first- you m ix that gene witha n addic t gene( moi) and your pretty fucked, you mix that gene with shrewd business acumen . disciplne rthat far surpasses mine as much as ive gone through hell to acheive the discipline i now have and you get a skillset of epic proportions! wether in marketing, law enforcement, the c elbrity sweepstakes, "singing" "dancers" withthier own cruddy operfumes- or cruddy cosmentics- and you get an EARNER= so ifyou arent afflicted with self destructiveness- bi polarity or adhd- your pretty much set babe.
if youare there are so many COGNITIVE and mostly SPIRITUAL ways of learning to master your own power to not ( no matter how abused some of you were as children) give your power away and become codependent on a daddy/mommy/god figure ( a major issue i believe i am in the midst of conquering and the consequernce is the p[eople used to my passivity in my own affairs as i dem and accountibility are all flipping out throwing all sorts of pies my way in my inner circle my line is..... show me the paper- show me my money - let me have MY voice- we can collaborate - if to another artist- but i will not be a passive puppet= due to my persona being controversial and one of a teflon strong bionic person - and there is some genetic truth to my health thank god and my ability to craft hell into art- but thats just genetic= im far far more vulberable and delicate and thats the contradiuction wich has been taken advantage of- that and the disp[arity between my actual day to day self and the level of this weird accessory of celebrity wich im barely congnisant of)
i hope sharing this information publicly is beneficial to you- i try to choose words wisely and honestly- because we allwant success- and some of us are very different than others - none of you would be on my friends list if you werent early adopters- innovative types with no need for "social proof" that is market slang for you seeing me attchaed to a fabulous CONTEXT and that making a person like me- a film thats great or a friend thats extremely powerful/famous/bel;oved/wealthy- shit like that- i do not nor will i ever use my friends to gain "social proof" ......i get accused of namedropping alot- its sort of a cheap shot- since i have alot of friends-= mentors - people whose lives i aspire to know more about so i can acclimate thier inner streghth and happiness to my own - people i wish to be aligned with -= higher planes and lower planes of spirituality- i get attracted to stray puppies as wellas superwinners- in AA we say "do you have something i want" and "stick with the winners" re staying sober.
By that it means the quality of the lives of our friends and our closest circles and those relationships we put the most time into= thats why time management is so important and risk management in aNovelty Seeking Addict genetic types makeup is so crucial thus back to the savings account-= i like most of us tend to live ina fantsy land if i allow it that my saviour is just around the corner that "money comes and goes in my life" YES to ever shrinking assetts if i am stupid, i MUST =become far more disciplined . compassionate. and conservative if i am to allow abundance into my life at all levels and TIME is golden even when your 22 and on;y think the silver bullet may killyou-= your immortal arent you? noone is, we all face the final breathe.
so adding value into whatever i do is my goal and timewasting is NOT.
Well maybe ive been a morbid kid /young woman/woman my whole life but my mortality is on my mind alot and death fascinates me- in the sense that im not afraid of it = too much- but when i am in that last breath that we all must take i wantto look back and know i gave more than i got-= that i am loved by my lov ed ones and cherished due to my time investment in them-
i missed my dearest male friend from NY this week - a very very talented and sharp and lovely man= soneone i cherish massively and my chaos did not allow room to simply hang with him, i leaenrd alot in the last ten days for specifics that are not appropraite for public reas.. but knowledge is ALL right now and then output is after that and befor estudying and knowledge comes a spirtual and physical output.
ive got to cut shit up and glue it on paper
courtx
madonna
Current mood: amused
did i slam madonna? well i didnt mean to, i havent spokent o her in.... oh years- i did need to speak to her recently- about a shared situation but got my information elsewhere- shes very - well i dunno we probably think about the same thing of each other- when we think of each other. we have some mutual friends - a few actually- and stylists and whatnot- so i dunno - im friends with her manager- and always takke waht he says very seriously= idon think i d go so far as to say that i SLAMMED madonna- i dont generally slam anyone these days slagging people is for kids- and id ont believe in evil toungue- evil eye nonsense- you get what you give and thast my core belief so if i said i personally did not find much value as a rock musician in the msuical OUVRE of madonnas WORKS , there isnt much to INSPIRE me as a MUSICIAN in ROCK MUSIC of the lower fidelity authentic ( i spose that what it could be called) sort - slickness doest interest me much at this point- and theres alot of slickness in the POP MUSIC OUVRE, or it would not sell- i think shes had some fine producers and i like...well ive never really listened to her music to be honest- shes a nice person we have a faded but complex relationship to one another - and with time children a marriage all sorts of things relax in a person so i dont know- i dont think i salmmed her i think ipraised her business acumen- and her ability to not screw up a good thing- im far m,ore self destructive quite obviously and shit....were not even in the same category of MUSIC- were just bnoth quite famous so ive been told........ in any case i like EVERYONE.
YAAAAY.
i havbnet talked to aqny friends in the UK unless i brought them home with me to LA because if im not in creative mode im in business mode- and theres a lot to protect and alot to get fixed in the past-
i dont mean to be so negative - but women and money........ its a pandemic really isnt it/ checkinga fico score for the forst time EVER was a shocker-
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i have a lovely time when im in the UK and its far calmer than it is here in LA and i very much plan on a 2nd home there- but only when my finances are safe- and n ot treated like so much dross-and for that i must obtain KNOWLEDGE and EDUCATION. Even though im an artist- yeah we too must suffer Fica scores and worse than those who arent - because we are treated like utter shit if we even allow th eslightest thing to escape and iveallowed others to take care of my shit for so longa nd im so ANGRY - at them obviously but at myself- this chaos has got ot be cleared before anything can move and sometimes i do not care about records or movies or any dammed thing - until the stuff is clear and clean and a simple life is lived = with dashes of fabulousity and very nice floral arrangements .....
and weve been writing at nigh dso i have to switch modalities and its verty frustrating indeed and incredibly time consuming as i also have to mak etime for my child- who needs more time than ever at her age and vulnerability- and she is the love ofv my life- i havent had time fo rfriends- for travel for a dammed thing- tow ear m y lanvin dresses even to wear lipstick or do my hair-= or anything maybe i shower jumop into my Hysteric jeans and a Rick t shirt and go to work change my undies and bursh my teeth and brish my hair and othe rthan that i havent even worn PERFRUME for two weeks- ive worked my ass to the BONE - im tired and gimme a break im working my ass off chanting my ass off, taking care of my kid my band my producer my home my friends staying with me....my fincanses ....christ i havent even been anywhere biut the studio and the rehersal stuido and a few banks- its a GRIND,,,i do see a light at the end of the tunnel- aND AGAIN for gods sake you tabloid writers get it bloody right at least- Mosses house is LOVELY- My daiughter is 15 and its possibly not right for a teen but she needs to see it first- and its also very tidy and very neat and she runs her biz affairs very very nicely - i have total respect for her as a friend and a mother- and like her tons and have known her for 1000 yrs and thats about all im gonna say about anything.....i like EVERYONE- unless theyt are taking food off my table illegally- then i dont like them.
time for bed- where you zig baby i shall zag
Xc
did i slam madonna? well i didnt mean to, i havent spokent o her in.... oh years- i did need to speak to her recently- about a shared situation but got my information elsewhere- shes very - well i dunno we probably think about the same thing of each other- when we think of each other. we have some mutual friends - a few actually- and stylists and whatnot- so i dunno - im friends with her manager- and always takke waht he says very seriously= idon think i d go so far as to say that i SLAMMED madonna- i dont generally slam anyone these days slagging people is for kids- and id ont believe in evil toungue- evil eye nonsense- you get what you give and thast my core belief so if i said i personally did not find much value as a rock musician in the msuical OUVRE of madonnas WORKS , there isnt much to INSPIRE me as a MUSICIAN in ROCK MUSIC of the lower fidelity authentic ( i spose that what it could be called) sort - slickness doest interest me much at this point- and theres alot of slickness in the POP MUSIC OUVRE, or it would not sell- i think shes had some fine producers and i like...well ive never really listened to her music to be honest- shes a nice person we have a faded but complex relationship to one another - and with time children a marriage all sorts of things relax in a person so i dont know- i dont think i salmmed her i think ipraised her business acumen- and her ability to not screw up a good thing- im far m,ore self destructive quite obviously and shit....were not even in the same category of MUSIC- were just bnoth quite famous so ive been told........ in any case i like EVERYONE.
YAAAAY.
i havbnet talked to aqny friends in the UK unless i brought them home with me to LA because if im not in creative mode im in business mode- and theres a lot to protect and alot to get fixed in the past-
i dont mean to be so negative - but women and money........ its a pandemic really isnt it/ checkinga fico score for the forst time EVER was a shocker-
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i have a lovely time when im in the UK and its far calmer than it is here in LA and i very much plan on a 2nd home there- but only when my finances are safe- and n ot treated like so much dross-and for that i must obtain KNOWLEDGE and EDUCATION. Even though im an artist- yeah we too must suffer Fica scores and worse than those who arent - because we are treated like utter shit if we even allow th eslightest thing to escape and iveallowed others to take care of my shit for so longa nd im so ANGRY - at them obviously but at myself- this chaos has got ot be cleared before anything can move and sometimes i do not care about records or movies or any dammed thing - until the stuff is clear and clean and a simple life is lived = with dashes of fabulousity and very nice floral arrangements .....
and weve been writing at nigh dso i have to switch modalities and its verty frustrating indeed and incredibly time consuming as i also have to mak etime for my child- who needs more time than ever at her age and vulnerability- and she is the love ofv my life- i havent had time fo rfriends- for travel for a dammed thing- tow ear m y lanvin dresses even to wear lipstick or do my hair-= or anything maybe i shower jumop into my Hysteric jeans and a Rick t shirt and go to work change my undies and bursh my teeth and brish my hair and othe rthan that i havent even worn PERFRUME for two weeks- ive worked my ass to the BONE - im tired and gimme a break im working my ass off chanting my ass off, taking care of my kid my band my producer my home my friends staying with me....my fincanses ....christ i havent even been anywhere biut the studio and the rehersal stuido and a few banks- its a GRIND,,,i do see a light at the end of the tunnel- aND AGAIN for gods sake you tabloid writers get it bloody right at least- Mosses house is LOVELY- My daiughter is 15 and its possibly not right for a teen but she needs to see it first- and its also very tidy and very neat and she runs her biz affairs very very nicely - i have total respect for her as a friend and a mother- and like her tons and have known her for 1000 yrs and thats about all im gonna say about anything.....i like EVERYONE- unless theyt are taking food off my table illegally- then i dont like them.
time for bed- where you zig baby i shall zag
Xc
Sunday, November 4, 2007
oh shit the inspartion fairy sprinkeld her glitter
Current mood: creative
in the last 6 days 4 of us seriously the tightest unit in rock history ( mine ore nayones i know) 21, 28. fortycough cough coough something and way older than me in rock years
we have written liek a whole other album
the b sides
HA!
its ironic cos its loose and sick and cool and beuatiful and Linda doesnthave time ever- wich is a shame as its our record mostly tho its myt record so im gonna pick the songs on the final record and some are going c os some are COMING_ two best songs of my entire career got written- kicking ASS yall have enough information abopuy whats already b een recorded so this shit si staying secret as hell tho we filmed banter and bits that if i can figur eopuit hpw to upload i will share Mickos a Genius so is Pauley and Stu ( Liams off cos Testino fell in love with him wich shows good taste and put hm in the Burberry campaugn wich he hates modelling and hes a far betetr guitar player and pati hAD to do some stuff ) we averaged 3 songs a day for 6 days in rehersal, i meAn Micko is a GENIUS
he could will be top 10 of all time hendrix buckingham may richards buck edge billy kurt GENIUS, such amaxing taste we raided guitar center and the new tyoys were great man did we wriiiiiiiiitttte
got the dylan songbook wich i shouldve got two mnillion years ago theres 784 songs in there looking atthe polpular songs ( ima dylanogilist) ) and went DUH
tahts how he does it
i have my little secret dylan obscure song and ive never covered him tho iwas green w envy when PJ pulled off Hiughway 61
whe i went ot check who had coverecd my seecret bootleggers only classic a fe wpeople includinga very old friend producer and music director on SNL ha ddone it for a certain chanteuse whose been to hell an dback a few times whpo people compare me too who i love dearly but am very pissed off with for giving my daughter a half glass of wine on new years( alt least it was petrus!)
and i dont DONT DONT DONT sound much like her like certan people say smoking has fuycked up certain l;evels of my stamina - eg Violet would tajke a whol elot outta me every night in terms of the scremy register of my voice but my voice is always so much better live ive been on the fucking hunt fo rthe THE Microphone Stevie Nicks tolf me she sang througha l;ittle drum mic her whole career , im ina robe right now Auntioe Stevie gave me its so what youd expect its mad eof a piano shawl and long whiote silk fringe, i like collecting certain little treasueres from the rock fgoddesses rthatare my elders, i got a loose 2000 year old mens white t shirt from Patti , a pair of boots from Marianne, that i had doubled for Larry Flynt and somehow i endxed uo witha pair of tan Leather Pants of Pallenbergs and mroe new 80s kieth richards paise3ly shirt from the 80s, ( wich it wa sthe 60s) maybe they ar etotems, in any case we have the mist amazing arrangement for my secret dylan song and ive never done it coew ive bnever had the band with the right chops genius or taste and by staying small just the 4 of us and chris( of chrios clasic wich we revistited last night but i dont think chris wants his song fucked with much so itllw ait til i can get to its original form it really is a tight dong the way i had it i mad eit poppier)
in any case i heard glimpses of this brilliant sound coming from damons studio he wrote all the rhodes hammond and moog and pianop parts on this record and is such a genisu looks liuke he walke dout of 1973 and not in a posuer way its the ukltimate real thing stoner band= Big Elf shoudl be up on my mystical jukebvox soon i wish i could share sopme shit with you but idf have to transfer froma camsera TOA cd then edit, even music id share some if i just knew how jasion t and superman who are doing this site( and jason in ONE text please send me your email so i can send you the new chiho i got for a new background) for thos eof you who can upload a something something upload for me the following
a photograph of your favourite new thing
i wont go to links that arenmt thru as im too lazy and this is my one day off tomorrow i wrote lyrics for 13 songs! and i had business to do ytoday too as my best friend just mysteriously betrayed me in th emost treachourous agonising way iveever had it in the back= i agree with nothing exceptt hat we get along great aznd that creatively we might me goods together- but if i cannot trust someone - if theyve abused the thing im most angushed scared and helpless feeling about how oir why shoudl or could i do something further with them? i hope it gets fixed cos love is forver and thats why it hurts so much that this was domne to me= the probelm is this person thinks everyones GREAT and i live in fucking LOS ANGELES and i liocve is a SHGARK POOL and have scammers and rip off artists and fucking eviul a dsfuck motherfuckers ina nd ouyt of my life regularly and my protections are supposed to be rottwiler tight and if they are not then they need to change- i trust and maybe the lesson ios - too much and depend a little too much- but im an artiost so unless i go get economic tiutorials from a genius why cant i find honesty when it comes to business in some areas?
DEAMND paper on everything
legibel all sneaky bits up front
force people to signa contract of your making
so im agonised and hurt , beyond what i can express and i express it publically because imn SICK of it so sick that im not trusting anyone withjout paper paper apApr graphs and accountibility - and if you ever see a real estate or other cobntract getr some one with an mba to give you a WRITTEN cliff notes of the sneaky bits and fuckings your getting an dthen you can negiotiate-=
so my whole lofe has been decimated and eithe rthis person makes a major restituion in many ways not just fiscal or i move onto a different paradigm - sans some one iove considcered my best friend for years and its not going to driveme into the anguish or pain pr mental opr phsyocal break down im sick of the stress this dynamic betewwen me and this person si caussing me
i love oiurt friendship but the business end of it is ridiculous- so maybe frienda and business do not work, i guess thats the lesson = dont depend on anyone but YOURSELF and no matter what a freak you may be you have the same rights as Julia bloody Roiberts, in this country,
thank god for my band and my friends in Buddhism an dthefriends i dont pay - cos when it gets to the pointthat your friends are all being paid, your fucked.
thats a sad thing about fame- i never planned it all - keep friends you do not pay
im about to ;partner with amnetor and a friend and someone i worship and i think it will work well because its a creative endeavor and not a financial one
....well theyre gonna miss the best part of my adventure and iw ill only allow results driven people who defien what they do in 20 pages or more and what they are egopign to deliver or else THEY DONT GET PAID/
the point
GET IT ALL IN WRITING AND MAKE SUR EIT GOES YOUR WAY .
but im icy ssad- madonna is a great business woma but come on she s weak as an artista nd we akl lknow it- i like madge - but as a relevant musician - its a joke shes singing from such a calculating thought out place all the time its never from her gut or heart or intuition so maybe it sounds great an dis slick and you can hum it -discxo n dance it but ambitionand sass and shrewd does not equal great art- hard work and major dsicipline doesnt equal great art and all of those are great things- i covet thenm i haVE great disciplne and i do work like a bionic thing.
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demand your respect you have NOTHING to apologise for=
if you were a drug addict or alc hoholkic make you amends and dont be contrite or feel defective because your not you just got the sensitive briliant gene wich also has that curse with it= the one they covet and cant have= so theres an upside
am trying ot se teh JOY In this betrayal - i didnt lose the farm but enought to fuck up my plans and my dreams- so that i have ot make differnt changes and thats not goodi otherwise just becaus ethey didnthave the balls to litigate things that doesnt mean there arent plenty of dobermans ariund who graduated top of the class whp will bite peoples asses off for incopmptence obstruction of justice ancd whatever the legal word is for taking complete advantage of someomne when they wer eunder m,assive duress aand promsiuing the moon and not delinvering even a cookie.
Maybe reparations will be made ot my dsatisfACTion but its gonna be tons of work and what sthe point really - the trust is gone.
hwo do tyou get trust back when youvebeen betrayed by the person you are closest to?
esp if they never ever admitthey are wrong.
basically you just learn your lesson and move along
ironic timing/ hmm / maybe there is a desire to shoot thmesleves in the foot on the ev of something they really desire a creative and succesful adveture. hmmmm. well im not shrink hjust the victom of a horrific betrayal and its my opwjn fault for not demadnionga mor eformal relationship and demanding ( by way of statinhg i ewill not work with you anymore if i dont recieve paper and accoutibility for all they you are allegedly doping witha timeline for results)
fuck em.
i wll prevail and these knives in my back hurt burt if the plans afoot to break me were rudely interupeted i hope everyone enjoys the cash cos karma is a mean sonof a bitch/
and failure ruin and misery WILL come the way of people who lie cheat and steal/
and underestimating me because i am senstive and when i love someone i go thte extra mile and trust liek an innocent , is stupid, illget mine bvack and by the time om done with this little sitiuation i think theyll all be begging ot give it.
so fuck em im walking away washing my hands of these people and getting th eknoves surgically removed from my back- iwant no further interactyion with such people and they may have destoyred some of my capital but they sure as fuck ddont get to share in my future capital.
all i can say is ive seen it happen so many times fuck with me as litmus?
i dont know why it sjust a real bad streak seems to come peoples way, eitehr immediatly or eventually/
im this case i let it go and letthe universe do the work.
so onto LESBIANS viva! contracts that i write zAnd create and if not obeyed there are built in penalties.if ethics are breached then i automcatrucally get to take money from your account tp the amount you took from me and its all legal.
thats the last time that happens to me, its actually greta i dont have anyone telling me to keep thieves and douchebags on my employ long after my gut says that guys a n incompetent fuck and imn never wrong
its a scary town but i aint quittin it. cos i aint losin.
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anbd my fabulius band of four and this record we wrote literally - its so good =- so is what ive done with Linda she chooses her schedule and the time for me is now so we wiltry to replclate her studios sound and i will miss her ability to heklp me take a melody and make it eeven more so-= and her perfect ears - co si think it was a great take and she makes me do ten more-= she can hear vibe and thats a major art- likelast night we had to play the songs to someomne and the best of the crop three major major major league hearts guts soul pussy sass frass hate love teh whole universe - magical songs-
and we were tired and dog dog tired and those are the best takes we did and none of ius put it all into it or even tired that hard- and i listend today and they are brilliant takes from scat lyric s and improv guitars and we were listeless as we played sometime sonc ethe song is doenm 110 percent si not what it needs but it needs 55%, to detach from it
Linda Perry can hearthat whereas liek acting i think the one wher ei was most "present" is the best take an dthat s just not true - so tahts something i a ma slightly scared of= well when ot comes to art music and acting my gut is perfect and has never let me down(what i want most is to have a great team who protects me from the bullshit and are like human flystrips and act upon any violations to my person child family or home and doesnt make me feel guilty for being me. and deliver what the yWRITE they will or they dont get paid! what a great system!
so heres wht your gonna send me
okay?
its my ONE day off And i need some empowerment knowledge and amusement and inspiration pronis eill get the scamnner workinga nd upload some of the in studio and ijn reherasal stuff when i edit it. youllget a littl etaste but im more excited about 2 of these songs than any sonmgs on the record rock ones anyway....
your favoirte trend colour frgrance purse record song a pictuire of some art you made your favourite band ( but i dont do the links cos i got no time sugars i just wanna see what you got! art jewellry rare cool moituriszers, takuna angel wiorerd japanese clubkids ( iused to hve a few pieces of it) but send a PICCIE cos im sick of pictures of myself from THIS space - if you have one you really liek from courtneylove.com the Rare pictures or the genius nutty guy who mad the wallsize colllage with pics ive bnever even known wer ein existance or teh "copurtney with famosu people thread" theres a funny pone of me and cruise picking each others nits!
i wont go to the bandsite but its about ONE thing an image or a song or a thing fragnrance or somnething you want ye sin the material world of taste sound touch decoration furnishing sghit i wish i could upload i went on sephora tpday and they have so few rare makeups-= i did get a buch of urban decay cos the pigmnent in the eyeshadow is great and shiseido cos ot just remonds me of japan and two faced and lotsa benefit stuff and dr brandt but i like my wierd rare things- rare botanicals in d an dl candles like black dhalia flowers or angel trumpet or thornapple or hazel larch and melissa wghite lotus oil or palmaorosa,
i have a huge pile of crytslas in this jar teh big piece of obsidian wich is supposed to reveal the evil you do not suspect in your life and it has done its job yes i am a crystal magic person.
what magazine even? i read a black book. me an dthat editor got soem shit to straighten out- i was perfectly nice to hiom an dhe hasnt been rude to m,e ...yet but i think someone told hima truly ridiculous outlandish lie and i just wanttostraighten iot outit samusing and i lik ethe city guides and read nylon - yep theres rilo dammed kiley- and a new bag designer jsut what the world needs!
of that trendy magazine collective isnt dfazed and confised and V Still the best ones?
anyway give me some imsages or desciotions of bands or yoru favourite poem ( by someone else o think well have self poetyr day anothe rtime) pr very favourite cover art of all time or very favourite cover of all time or best dress favourite and why ( mines my Lanvin "punk" dress)or favourite ummm.....candle mines modern alchemys "ex libris"- favourite perfume fraces hello io paptented that one- poet ? edna st vincent m illlay and baudelair an drainer maria rilke OR worst poet to you mine is ee cummings my stepfather rea dit o us and i hated it favourite flower mines lilacs bit also daphne and also tea rose and also gardenia worst break up? mine stole all of frances trust fund, lets not g tthere mines so bad hes gonnaz end up in jail , theres like a whole team courtney going there i wonder will they be incaracarted together- its that bad , best director- today im with quentin cos hes HAPPY and glad to be in his own skin and a rare spirit and all cretiev all the timeand i need to hang with him alot more,
with Bennett Miller in the back cos i havent seen him in a long time, best trash tv? hotel babylon on bbc america cos its just trashy like foptballers wioves and its liek a Jordan hotel
funnest person youve net lately mine would in fact bne JORDAN we had a ncie meet back atthe BBC at the Graham Norton show and she was doing her first show waaay prettier in person ( its always that way)
favourite langiage or accent- mne i like a Northern Brit accent i just melt,
etc- BUT you gotta send an IMAGE or a really good description okay? something ican get curious. is there something or someone you love i donthave a clue about?
tell me tell me tell me.@
do ytou have the radiohead record? did you pay?do you uselimehouse? fave bag - giles for mulberry spike bag - givechy doble buckle bag and burberrys huge punk spikes bag
fashionista? lanvin hous eof worship or what? marc spring genius( yes) or too may refences ? ( i thought i t was a cacophony of fairy fglitter and the best [allette til i saw the vuitton although the vuitton was more about art- he told me the subtext but im gonne keep ot secret- Givenchy couture- YUM- Ditas REAL site? i need to get teh mr pearl numebr she has for my corset from him.
secret genius- antonio marras- and back to the top Big Elf its liek sexty sunet strip stoner rock like whatthe band should have been in Almasot Famous if it was about a GREAT band- and the radiohead of metal- im tellongyou everyoen plays evberything for me- ilove my Mark Lanegan- loveme some mark the american Nick cave or Waylon JKennings but noone notices, Best Denim? fucking hands down i win that one Hysteric Glamour jeans sorry NONE BETTER.
have you gone to LolitaSnaps.com and been kicked off? i have! Burning MaN? where deadheads went to die or relevant?
if you could get antytattoo what would it be>? mine would be the Prelle pattern Le Thiste over my back lasered one.
best City on Earth- London London La
best vacation on earth- within 40 miles of Cannes
shabby chic? pammy anderson does it and for somne reason it toally works she doesbnt give a SHIT what anyone thinks and i love her for that. Mkaes mne wanna go to the Bu really bad,
bigger future YYYS or Gossip?
waht do you collect> i collect wedding cake toppers and glass slippers.and crystlas the weirder the better.
best astrigient- bioloique rechache p-50 vile but so amazing
and somme exfoliating pads,
best mask - sulferous yeast cow piss baby veal sick sick sick- but zero pores after wards- Bioloquie recherche hust say "le stinky one"
my hair NOW or default pic Pfieffer Scarface bob?
im begging you tellme something i dont know! i read a whole tashcen chapter on the book of Kells wich iof course ive seen under glass last night- hjistory yes please- japanese history yes please= im bored and the guys went ou rt and my kids a teenager why wopudl sehtalk to ME( she does sleep witheme though) imher lame mom......no actually she finally admitted im cool and shes rebelling by havunbg a dark bob, its gorgeous i just tell her its yucky
and she likes it more
havent seen gossip girls am i depriving myself?
sonic youth? the one moment for you? teenage riot and that album cover for daydream nation - and the next record afte rthat maybe goo had bits- blow me.
fave Bowie song? mine is Win of Young Americans or Prettiest star.....
okay hope that wasnt too long
one more
song you think i should cover seriously( obscure ones) and do describe the bands if the description captivates me i oprmnise ne or jason t will go and get a song fo rthe mystical jukebox if its good.
xxxx a happily bored Corky ready to make a guerilla second half of record in 6 days grrrrr.......
in the last 6 days 4 of us seriously the tightest unit in rock history ( mine ore nayones i know) 21, 28. fortycough cough coough something and way older than me in rock years
we have written liek a whole other album
the b sides
HA!
its ironic cos its loose and sick and cool and beuatiful and Linda doesnthave time ever- wich is a shame as its our record mostly tho its myt record so im gonna pick the songs on the final record and some are going c os some are COMING_ two best songs of my entire career got written- kicking ASS yall have enough information abopuy whats already b een recorded so this shit si staying secret as hell tho we filmed banter and bits that if i can figur eopuit hpw to upload i will share Mickos a Genius so is Pauley and Stu ( Liams off cos Testino fell in love with him wich shows good taste and put hm in the Burberry campaugn wich he hates modelling and hes a far betetr guitar player and pati hAD to do some stuff ) we averaged 3 songs a day for 6 days in rehersal, i meAn Micko is a GENIUS
he could will be top 10 of all time hendrix buckingham may richards buck edge billy kurt GENIUS, such amaxing taste we raided guitar center and the new tyoys were great man did we wriiiiiiiiitttte
got the dylan songbook wich i shouldve got two mnillion years ago theres 784 songs in there looking atthe polpular songs ( ima dylanogilist) ) and went DUH
tahts how he does it
i have my little secret dylan obscure song and ive never covered him tho iwas green w envy when PJ pulled off Hiughway 61
whe i went ot check who had coverecd my seecret bootleggers only classic a fe wpeople includinga very old friend producer and music director on SNL ha ddone it for a certain chanteuse whose been to hell an dback a few times whpo people compare me too who i love dearly but am very pissed off with for giving my daughter a half glass of wine on new years( alt least it was petrus!)
and i dont DONT DONT DONT sound much like her like certan people say smoking has fuycked up certain l;evels of my stamina - eg Violet would tajke a whol elot outta me every night in terms of the scremy register of my voice but my voice is always so much better live ive been on the fucking hunt fo rthe THE Microphone Stevie Nicks tolf me she sang througha l;ittle drum mic her whole career , im ina robe right now Auntioe Stevie gave me its so what youd expect its mad eof a piano shawl and long whiote silk fringe, i like collecting certain little treasueres from the rock fgoddesses rthatare my elders, i got a loose 2000 year old mens white t shirt from Patti , a pair of boots from Marianne, that i had doubled for Larry Flynt and somehow i endxed uo witha pair of tan Leather Pants of Pallenbergs and mroe new 80s kieth richards paise3ly shirt from the 80s, ( wich it wa sthe 60s) maybe they ar etotems, in any case we have the mist amazing arrangement for my secret dylan song and ive never done it coew ive bnever had the band with the right chops genius or taste and by staying small just the 4 of us and chris( of chrios clasic wich we revistited last night but i dont think chris wants his song fucked with much so itllw ait til i can get to its original form it really is a tight dong the way i had it i mad eit poppier)
in any case i heard glimpses of this brilliant sound coming from damons studio he wrote all the rhodes hammond and moog and pianop parts on this record and is such a genisu looks liuke he walke dout of 1973 and not in a posuer way its the ukltimate real thing stoner band= Big Elf shoudl be up on my mystical jukebvox soon i wish i could share sopme shit with you but idf have to transfer froma camsera TOA cd then edit, even music id share some if i just knew how jasion t and superman who are doing this site( and jason in ONE text please send me your email so i can send you the new chiho i got for a new background) for thos eof you who can upload a something something upload for me the following
a photograph of your favourite new thing
i wont go to links that arenmt thru as im too lazy and this is my one day off tomorrow i wrote lyrics for 13 songs! and i had business to do ytoday too as my best friend just mysteriously betrayed me in th emost treachourous agonising way iveever had it in the back= i agree with nothing exceptt hat we get along great aznd that creatively we might me goods together- but if i cannot trust someone - if theyve abused the thing im most angushed scared and helpless feeling about how oir why shoudl or could i do something further with them? i hope it gets fixed cos love is forver and thats why it hurts so much that this was domne to me= the probelm is this person thinks everyones GREAT and i live in fucking LOS ANGELES and i liocve is a SHGARK POOL and have scammers and rip off artists and fucking eviul a dsfuck motherfuckers ina nd ouyt of my life regularly and my protections are supposed to be rottwiler tight and if they are not then they need to change- i trust and maybe the lesson ios - too much and depend a little too much- but im an artiost so unless i go get economic tiutorials from a genius why cant i find honesty when it comes to business in some areas?
DEAMND paper on everything
legibel all sneaky bits up front
force people to signa contract of your making
so im agonised and hurt , beyond what i can express and i express it publically because imn SICK of it so sick that im not trusting anyone withjout paper paper apApr graphs and accountibility - and if you ever see a real estate or other cobntract getr some one with an mba to give you a WRITTEN cliff notes of the sneaky bits and fuckings your getting an dthen you can negiotiate-=
so my whole lofe has been decimated and eithe rthis person makes a major restituion in many ways not just fiscal or i move onto a different paradigm - sans some one iove considcered my best friend for years and its not going to driveme into the anguish or pain pr mental opr phsyocal break down im sick of the stress this dynamic betewwen me and this person si caussing me
i love oiurt friendship but the business end of it is ridiculous- so maybe frienda and business do not work, i guess thats the lesson = dont depend on anyone but YOURSELF and no matter what a freak you may be you have the same rights as Julia bloody Roiberts, in this country,
thank god for my band and my friends in Buddhism an dthefriends i dont pay - cos when it gets to the pointthat your friends are all being paid, your fucked.
thats a sad thing about fame- i never planned it all - keep friends you do not pay
im about to ;partner with amnetor and a friend and someone i worship and i think it will work well because its a creative endeavor and not a financial one
....well theyre gonna miss the best part of my adventure and iw ill only allow results driven people who defien what they do in 20 pages or more and what they are egopign to deliver or else THEY DONT GET PAID/
the point
GET IT ALL IN WRITING AND MAKE SUR EIT GOES YOUR WAY .
but im icy ssad- madonna is a great business woma but come on she s weak as an artista nd we akl lknow it- i like madge - but as a relevant musician - its a joke shes singing from such a calculating thought out place all the time its never from her gut or heart or intuition so maybe it sounds great an dis slick and you can hum it -discxo n dance it but ambitionand sass and shrewd does not equal great art- hard work and major dsicipline doesnt equal great art and all of those are great things- i covet thenm i haVE great disciplne and i do work like a bionic thing.
l
demand your respect you have NOTHING to apologise for=
if you were a drug addict or alc hoholkic make you amends and dont be contrite or feel defective because your not you just got the sensitive briliant gene wich also has that curse with it= the one they covet and cant have= so theres an upside
am trying ot se teh JOY In this betrayal - i didnt lose the farm but enought to fuck up my plans and my dreams- so that i have ot make differnt changes and thats not goodi otherwise just becaus ethey didnthave the balls to litigate things that doesnt mean there arent plenty of dobermans ariund who graduated top of the class whp will bite peoples asses off for incopmptence obstruction of justice ancd whatever the legal word is for taking complete advantage of someomne when they wer eunder m,assive duress aand promsiuing the moon and not delinvering even a cookie.
Maybe reparations will be made ot my dsatisfACTion but its gonna be tons of work and what sthe point really - the trust is gone.
hwo do tyou get trust back when youvebeen betrayed by the person you are closest to?
esp if they never ever admitthey are wrong.
basically you just learn your lesson and move along
ironic timing/ hmm / maybe there is a desire to shoot thmesleves in the foot on the ev of something they really desire a creative and succesful adveture. hmmmm. well im not shrink hjust the victom of a horrific betrayal and its my opwjn fault for not demadnionga mor eformal relationship and demanding ( by way of statinhg i ewill not work with you anymore if i dont recieve paper and accoutibility for all they you are allegedly doping witha timeline for results)
fuck em.
i wll prevail and these knives in my back hurt burt if the plans afoot to break me were rudely interupeted i hope everyone enjoys the cash cos karma is a mean sonof a bitch/
and failure ruin and misery WILL come the way of people who lie cheat and steal/
and underestimating me because i am senstive and when i love someone i go thte extra mile and trust liek an innocent , is stupid, illget mine bvack and by the time om done with this little sitiuation i think theyll all be begging ot give it.
so fuck em im walking away washing my hands of these people and getting th eknoves surgically removed from my back- iwant no further interactyion with such people and they may have destoyred some of my capital but they sure as fuck ddont get to share in my future capital.
all i can say is ive seen it happen so many times fuck with me as litmus?
i dont know why it sjust a real bad streak seems to come peoples way, eitehr immediatly or eventually/
im this case i let it go and letthe universe do the work.
so onto LESBIANS viva! contracts that i write zAnd create and if not obeyed there are built in penalties.if ethics are breached then i automcatrucally get to take money from your account tp the amount you took from me and its all legal.
thats the last time that happens to me, its actually greta i dont have anyone telling me to keep thieves and douchebags on my employ long after my gut says that guys a n incompetent fuck and imn never wrong
its a scary town but i aint quittin it. cos i aint losin.
..
anbd my fabulius band of four and this record we wrote literally - its so good =- so is what ive done with Linda she chooses her schedule and the time for me is now so we wiltry to replclate her studios sound and i will miss her ability to heklp me take a melody and make it eeven more so-= and her perfect ears - co si think it was a great take and she makes me do ten more-= she can hear vibe and thats a major art- likelast night we had to play the songs to someomne and the best of the crop three major major major league hearts guts soul pussy sass frass hate love teh whole universe - magical songs-
and we were tired and dog dog tired and those are the best takes we did and none of ius put it all into it or even tired that hard- and i listend today and they are brilliant takes from scat lyric s and improv guitars and we were listeless as we played sometime sonc ethe song is doenm 110 percent si not what it needs but it needs 55%, to detach from it
Linda Perry can hearthat whereas liek acting i think the one wher ei was most "present" is the best take an dthat s just not true - so tahts something i a ma slightly scared of= well when ot comes to art music and acting my gut is perfect and has never let me down(what i want most is to have a great team who protects me from the bullshit and are like human flystrips and act upon any violations to my person child family or home and doesnt make me feel guilty for being me. and deliver what the yWRITE they will or they dont get paid! what a great system!
so heres wht your gonna send me
okay?
its my ONE day off And i need some empowerment knowledge and amusement and inspiration pronis eill get the scamnner workinga nd upload some of the in studio and ijn reherasal stuff when i edit it. youllget a littl etaste but im more excited about 2 of these songs than any sonmgs on the record rock ones anyway....
your favoirte trend colour frgrance purse record song a pictuire of some art you made your favourite band ( but i dont do the links cos i got no time sugars i just wanna see what you got! art jewellry rare cool moituriszers, takuna angel wiorerd japanese clubkids ( iused to hve a few pieces of it) but send a PICCIE cos im sick of pictures of myself from THIS space - if you have one you really liek from courtneylove.com the Rare pictures or the genius nutty guy who mad the wallsize colllage with pics ive bnever even known wer ein existance or teh "copurtney with famosu people thread" theres a funny pone of me and cruise picking each others nits!
i wont go to the bandsite but its about ONE thing an image or a song or a thing fragnrance or somnething you want ye sin the material world of taste sound touch decoration furnishing sghit i wish i could upload i went on sephora tpday and they have so few rare makeups-= i did get a buch of urban decay cos the pigmnent in the eyeshadow is great and shiseido cos ot just remonds me of japan and two faced and lotsa benefit stuff and dr brandt but i like my wierd rare things- rare botanicals in d an dl candles like black dhalia flowers or angel trumpet or thornapple or hazel larch and melissa wghite lotus oil or palmaorosa,
i have a huge pile of crytslas in this jar teh big piece of obsidian wich is supposed to reveal the evil you do not suspect in your life and it has done its job yes i am a crystal magic person.
what magazine even? i read a black book. me an dthat editor got soem shit to straighten out- i was perfectly nice to hiom an dhe hasnt been rude to m,e ...yet but i think someone told hima truly ridiculous outlandish lie and i just wanttostraighten iot outit samusing and i lik ethe city guides and read nylon - yep theres rilo dammed kiley- and a new bag designer jsut what the world needs!
of that trendy magazine collective isnt dfazed and confised and V Still the best ones?
anyway give me some imsages or desciotions of bands or yoru favourite poem ( by someone else o think well have self poetyr day anothe rtime) pr very favourite cover art of all time or very favourite cover of all time or best dress favourite and why ( mines my Lanvin "punk" dress)or favourite ummm.....candle mines modern alchemys "ex libris"- favourite perfume fraces hello io paptented that one- poet ? edna st vincent m illlay and baudelair an drainer maria rilke OR worst poet to you mine is ee cummings my stepfather rea dit o us and i hated it favourite flower mines lilacs bit also daphne and also tea rose and also gardenia worst break up? mine stole all of frances trust fund, lets not g tthere mines so bad hes gonnaz end up in jail , theres like a whole team courtney going there i wonder will they be incaracarted together- its that bad , best director- today im with quentin cos hes HAPPY and glad to be in his own skin and a rare spirit and all cretiev all the timeand i need to hang with him alot more,
with Bennett Miller in the back cos i havent seen him in a long time, best trash tv? hotel babylon on bbc america cos its just trashy like foptballers wioves and its liek a Jordan hotel
funnest person youve net lately mine would in fact bne JORDAN we had a ncie meet back atthe BBC at the Graham Norton show and she was doing her first show waaay prettier in person ( its always that way)
favourite langiage or accent- mne i like a Northern Brit accent i just melt,
etc- BUT you gotta send an IMAGE or a really good description okay? something ican get curious. is there something or someone you love i donthave a clue about?
tell me tell me tell me.@
do ytou have the radiohead record? did you pay?do you uselimehouse? fave bag - giles for mulberry spike bag - givechy doble buckle bag and burberrys huge punk spikes bag
fashionista? lanvin hous eof worship or what? marc spring genius( yes) or too may refences ? ( i thought i t was a cacophony of fairy fglitter and the best [allette til i saw the vuitton although the vuitton was more about art- he told me the subtext but im gonne keep ot secret- Givenchy couture- YUM- Ditas REAL site? i need to get teh mr pearl numebr she has for my corset from him.
secret genius- antonio marras- and back to the top Big Elf its liek sexty sunet strip stoner rock like whatthe band should have been in Almasot Famous if it was about a GREAT band- and the radiohead of metal- im tellongyou everyoen plays evberything for me- ilove my Mark Lanegan- loveme some mark the american Nick cave or Waylon JKennings but noone notices, Best Denim? fucking hands down i win that one Hysteric Glamour jeans sorry NONE BETTER.
have you gone to LolitaSnaps.com and been kicked off? i have! Burning MaN? where deadheads went to die or relevant?
if you could get antytattoo what would it be>? mine would be the Prelle pattern Le Thiste over my back lasered one.
best City on Earth- London London La
best vacation on earth- within 40 miles of Cannes
shabby chic? pammy anderson does it and for somne reason it toally works she doesbnt give a SHIT what anyone thinks and i love her for that. Mkaes mne wanna go to the Bu really bad,
bigger future YYYS or Gossip?
waht do you collect> i collect wedding cake toppers and glass slippers.and crystlas the weirder the better.
best astrigient- bioloique rechache p-50 vile but so amazing
and somme exfoliating pads,
best mask - sulferous yeast cow piss baby veal sick sick sick- but zero pores after wards- Bioloquie recherche hust say "le stinky one"
my hair NOW or default pic Pfieffer Scarface bob?
im begging you tellme something i dont know! i read a whole tashcen chapter on the book of Kells wich iof course ive seen under glass last night- hjistory yes please- japanese history yes please= im bored and the guys went ou rt and my kids a teenager why wopudl sehtalk to ME( she does sleep witheme though) imher lame mom......no actually she finally admitted im cool and shes rebelling by havunbg a dark bob, its gorgeous i just tell her its yucky
and she likes it more
havent seen gossip girls am i depriving myself?
sonic youth? the one moment for you? teenage riot and that album cover for daydream nation - and the next record afte rthat maybe goo had bits- blow me.
fave Bowie song? mine is Win of Young Americans or Prettiest star.....
okay hope that wasnt too long
one more
song you think i should cover seriously( obscure ones) and do describe the bands if the description captivates me i oprmnise ne or jason t will go and get a song fo rthe mystical jukebox if its good.
xxxx a happily bored Corky ready to make a guerilla second half of record in 6 days grrrrr.......
Friday, November 2, 2007
BIGGGG fucking ELF
Current mood: nostalgic
i was in the kictehn at kung fu making a collage of smashed wedding cakes and i hear this epic rumble and then studio b doors opemn and its the most amazing stoner fucking rock ibve EVER fuckinmg heard mixed and mastered, Damonb is a genius i kno wthat fvromm y own record but this is like Sabbath Bloody Sabbath meets Radiohead karma police meets delicacy meets slayer - its the sexiest sunset strip stoner rock ever evr rout of la and my mystical jukebox partner loves them too, hes puttong rock bnr oll contracttghe somng i heard on the mystical juekebox man you gott ahear this shit,
it took two years solid not 667days and 40 days and 12 days liek us 700 some days SOPLIDE to make this Big Elf record and its a fucking revolution in my opants, i know good when i heaR IT and speaking of good we gotta go do b sides asap.
okay rawwwwk
love court
kidnesy and adrenals hurt cgonna try young livings corti support and endoflex
moli well id id come acrops steh guy of hous eo fdeihl and girly action asn adked thenm why i should hire them for indioe marketing they havent aNSwered me wich is arrogant wich is the whole litmus of asking ewht asomeone can do for you and how.
but maybe theire slow my worst and only tryuly bad review came with them and o dont feel the guy wouldve crossed the line into physicality cellulite ( wich i dont have avctually im blessed) etc etc, and i mentioned that - so far hous eo fdiehl and a gierl from a ny all chick band called drity mary who hasnt writeren me back and girly actiob are teh only people ove heard of one sf designer ereconstructs clothes it looks dead cool. if you got to moli and look up desogners shes about page 5-7 short red hair sf, i liked what i saw imnnaresting.
gotta chant
i was in the kictehn at kung fu making a collage of smashed wedding cakes and i hear this epic rumble and then studio b doors opemn and its the most amazing stoner fucking rock ibve EVER fuckinmg heard mixed and mastered, Damonb is a genius i kno wthat fvromm y own record but this is like Sabbath Bloody Sabbath meets Radiohead karma police meets delicacy meets slayer - its the sexiest sunset strip stoner rock ever evr rout of la and my mystical jukebox partner loves them too, hes puttong rock bnr oll contracttghe somng i heard on the mystical juekebox man you gott ahear this shit,
it took two years solid not 667days and 40 days and 12 days liek us 700 some days SOPLIDE to make this Big Elf record and its a fucking revolution in my opants, i know good when i heaR IT and speaking of good we gotta go do b sides asap.
okay rawwwwk
love court
kidnesy and adrenals hurt cgonna try young livings corti support and endoflex
moli well id id come acrops steh guy of hous eo fdeihl and girly action asn adked thenm why i should hire them for indioe marketing they havent aNSwered me wich is arrogant wich is the whole litmus of asking ewht asomeone can do for you and how.
but maybe theire slow my worst and only tryuly bad review came with them and o dont feel the guy wouldve crossed the line into physicality cellulite ( wich i dont have avctually im blessed) etc etc, and i mentioned that - so far hous eo fdiehl and a gierl from a ny all chick band called drity mary who hasnt writeren me back and girly actiob are teh only people ove heard of one sf designer ereconstructs clothes it looks dead cool. if you got to moli and look up desogners shes about page 5-7 short red hair sf, i liked what i saw imnnaresting.
gotta chant
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
other sociAl networks
Current mood: artistic
am in a hurry , because we have to go rehearse and write b sides oh i cantf orgetthe cd on my bed, its a great b side idea, very comjplicated and linda wrote an amazing bridge, ( i love a bridge) i had a great night with Marc Jacobs and Jason at Moca the other night and met Chiho ( the artist who is dominsting my page) and Marc texted me and said i made wwd in that whackjob LV dress with the burberry huge belt, i was gonna wear my Mr Pearl corset but thought it was too Dita.
anyway i found these 2 spots i like, Tribes.net and Moli. but am lost at how to hnavuigate them or to understand them if anyones on Moli and wants to guid me about hwo to deal with it i found myself having a fun time on there on my day off, but i dont think anyone on there believes im actually myself.
anyway i have to go finish chanting, Jason T could you text me i have to ask you something.
all the rest of you have a great day.
kiss kiss bang bang
( note im giving lotsa japanese love and i saw is it Mikimoto? hos amazing skyscraper steel Buddhas and enameled Buddhas that look like aliens and my Chiho that iabstractly randomly thought id “dciscovered” in a boothw ith Lachapelle while everyone was cdlamboring opver him i wandered off at art frieze fair in London ands though “AHA i foudn MY japanese genius!” has already becoem hotshit so ima little bummed……okay gotta chant and then rehearse with my boys-= Liam is off gettingshot by Testino for Burberry wich he hates but hes not onsalary til after christmas)
courtnoi
am in a hurry , because we have to go rehearse and write b sides oh i cantf orgetthe cd on my bed, its a great b side idea, very comjplicated and linda wrote an amazing bridge, ( i love a bridge) i had a great night with Marc Jacobs and Jason at Moca the other night and met Chiho ( the artist who is dominsting my page) and Marc texted me and said i made wwd in that whackjob LV dress with the burberry huge belt, i was gonna wear my Mr Pearl corset but thought it was too Dita.
anyway i found these 2 spots i like, Tribes.net and Moli. but am lost at how to hnavuigate them or to understand them if anyones on Moli and wants to guid me about hwo to deal with it i found myself having a fun time on there on my day off, but i dont think anyone on there believes im actually myself.
anyway i have to go finish chanting, Jason T could you text me i have to ask you something.
all the rest of you have a great day.
kiss kiss bang bang
( note im giving lotsa japanese love and i saw is it Mikimoto? hos amazing skyscraper steel Buddhas and enameled Buddhas that look like aliens and my Chiho that iabstractly randomly thought id “dciscovered” in a boothw ith Lachapelle while everyone was cdlamboring opver him i wandered off at art frieze fair in London ands though “AHA i foudn MY japanese genius!” has already becoem hotshit so ima little bummed……okay gotta chant and then rehearse with my boys-= Liam is off gettingshot by Testino for Burberry wich he hates but hes not onsalary til after christmas)
courtnoi
Friday, October 26, 2007
the site
im always discovering new artists and new designers the back of myt blog is called “Japanese Apricdot Tree” by chiho aoyishima lots more from her she makes a wall paper thattheres only 3 of in the world and when you move they tear it down and oput up another opne and the images when you google her dont do her justice the next two sites after you google her baum and poe and operregin are her galleries- shes one of that guy oooh om bad guy artists….unnn did LV m has a collective of 100s of assts and artists abnd puts his namne on it all warhol of japan ? taka>? Kane was wearinga big bling thing of his aroubnd his necjk the juxtaposition makes me laugh
looking at what jason t and superman john did to this site one would thibnk id want for christmas a japanese barbie all tied up and a taxidemied pink flamingo- i wrote my my space buddy whop i keep looking to put in my top 40 ( yes all bands and sites are real except im not totally positive about Sofia, i havebnt wrotten to her tp fond out and sending messages if i dont know you is USELESS because i dont read the mail sop pplease dont do it- your wasting yopur time it just g ets deleted- Pato does the site sometioems bit mostly Jason the hot 21 year old from COMPTON ha ha,
and keep you eyes ope3n for more Chiho aoyishima and more polly morgan and im nevcer ever gonna find time to go those lin ks they arent even press through links ( ahhh my space dont tell me to go to face book i dont want to yet,,,pr at the same time) id idnt love this collection of pollys i never went to her new show/ i need a BIRD ina BELLJAR and the one she wanstt o make for me is based on a lovebird but i cant take a parroty beak i hhave so many dollas house funiture FB has been collecting from the only old lady in the world i can find who has the good shit= takes only cash and if you think a teensy chippendale chair is cheap thiunk again, its insured this collection, and although Polly is ADAMANT she doesnt so anthro…what? what Dinsey did dressing animals up like humans pretending they are doing humnan things no mice in dresses, theres a rat ina sherbet cup and it looks like fur sherbet = errrr egggg
howerver i like the birds and weve all seen dead birds by the side of the road where she gets them opr pet shops, she todl me she evenr ewww has a dog in her fridge
biutthink abouty whomever owns the Hirts cow slices or the shark in formadahyde0
that guy wakes up everyday and says” look at me ima shark!” amnd [robably more ” i hacve a hirst” i cant approach art li ethat and the only reason in puttong my commissioned piece if i can deal witha lovebird, hell i bhavent even looked one up can someopne pots an IMAGE of a lovebird cos ima lazy bitch- also when you all posted artists i cant go there= so can you post an IMAGE please? oy coul,d be the difference between that person okay thisll soound meglamanaic but if theyre obscure imn a connector oif itas good and NOT FOR ME i will have it be for some ome who likes that sort of things
MT friend David si going to dave the world from Carbon poison hes making a luxury itemn out of cast off CDS— hes friends and alot like some poeple think Tom Sachs who made a Prada toilet seat , a Chanel full size Guillotine with the double CCs embossed ibn black leather and a Tiffany Glock in a Tiffany Blue box and a a Hermes hand grenade both weapons an dthe Guillotine are real
kibda makes one think about Luxury Goods vs Apartheid- Kinda makes one think when one is playing for every desoigner and owner of a Luxury Company - that bloody word - about aprtheid and small African or laRGE SAFRICNA or smlal Appalachian villages ( im with Scarlett , iwatched her one3ce take on Bono about maybe going after American poverty first for Americans- first time i noticed her as a smarty pants brainaiac -that was one tough table my friend Bennet who direc ted Capote and trust me is no indie ghetto gonna be lost on the indie woods forever poor bastard, hes a genius and has 5 things ina row lined up and they are all mASSIVE- i recall when KIm Pierce did “Boys Dont Cry” abnd she couldve done any mocvie she wanted to in fact we were gonna do Wournos-= But Pirerce wasnts ure she wasnted to do another fucke dup female urban tale- im so PISSED about that= last film id id was with Charlize and i swear and i wouldnt say this unless it wasx true and i was pissed about it, i dont EVER kiss an dtell about whose fucking who and whise getting fat and who goes on binges or who wiretapped who or what uber drug so And so is on etc ,,,,,i keep it zipped an dthe only reason i ever mentioned Moulin Rouge is cos the director did first in i think Vanity Fair if not it was on a junket that the part of Satine was between me and her and it was not a happy makingh things b etween Ms Kidman ( “ice” and Miss Locve( “fire)
YERS I JUST REFERFRED TO MYSELF IN THE THIRD PERSON.
But we were all att he hotel bar in Vancouver and i was on the Phine with ms Pierce begging her to take the damed leap to write and direct what we know- and Wournios was perfect for her and for me- Chuck Therone was sittong right three with her brand new production partner= so ill never know wa sthere some Wournos other scriopt alll of the sudden magically floating around? do i THINK so , NO i do not, i think i was ocverheard and voila an idea was born - do i know if “Monster ” was copmissioned afte rthat? npo ido not, not a clue but im loud on the phone and you know how when your all in a bar and noones talking an dyour on a cellphone rudely witha firend you can be really loud- maybe out of insecurity maybe cos its fuzzy - in any case when eye candy turns into ugly itrs always Oscar bait and then the eye candy DOES have pretty good chops wich i will give up to Chuck T , she was amazing in Monster- my context would have been different sinc eim not Hollywood eye candy, so going deep into that persons soul / actions would have been very different had Kim just directed the damm thing= in any case noone is ever ever ever witha few exceptions the first choice for a film- its always after someone else says no or 30 people say no, but they always rtellyou you ar ethe first choice unless you develop it from nuts to bolts an dto this day KIm i hear has fianlly ten Hillary Swank and 10 Peter saarsgard and i diolize beyond believe my former bitchy between us Ny It girl Chloe Seveigny a
beacuse Big Love is SICK GREAT
2- because i copied her hair onthat show
3- because her chops are showing and the writinbg isa some of HBOs best ever ever ever
4- because i saw her at KLanvin in the tinyt Ritz lift and man i was sincerely bvlowing smoke up her ass
and NOW
5 because Marc Jacobs edited this nudie book of Mert and Marcuses ohotos for Visionare and theres a shot of my formerly MAJESTIC ass, thats now shrunken and since Stu is right behind it i had to show him proof an dtheres the great beauties of the world ( inclusing my majestic formerly , ass) all of em- naked naked naked- in this limitede edition book=- and Sevigny TAKES the whole book= she just WALKS AWAY WITH IT- naomi stephanie seymour my majestic ass Moss god CHRISTY TURLINGTON pouring milk down her puss in a yopga position witha glass of milk GENIUS then you hit Chloes page and you GASP shes leabinfg iover and anyone whose boobs are that SICK defyong gravituy and not faux white blonde and red red red THIN lips, mnan each shot gets better- iwa slike WHOA- thi si smatbe my favourite nude of all time-=iw as getting full on lesbo moments= Scarlett looks sick greta in it ( and shows no booby) ( niether does sevigny) but lest calla spade a spade- Chloe just caught the light= maybe it also was that shes excellent beyond words and plays the girl from thecompound so well ( i had to have Polygamay fosters once fucked up waay deep in P{endleton Oregon up near Utah ishthat direction anyhow i wouldnbt recomed easter norther Oregon as a great vacation detination) aznd they were tennis shoes and long prairie skirts And didnt tell the foster people- just adopeted us and had us work and made money and made us read froma wierd bible they also were not CLDS Mormons, they were just odd- 4 wives- differnt trailers- my “sister mom” had 4 of us in one room with 2 bunks ansd 2 dsrawers each i had a cassette oplayer and had recorded”Brtass In Pocket” and ” Hangin on the Telephone” ( yeah im old) ona huge old school panaosonic tape machine wich is tillrecord songs on cassetes and everyone makes fiun of it- anyway Bennet? oh yeah i lasted for about 2.5 weeks til i had to mZke eye contact with the “priest holder” iwas outta there.
so back to Scarl;ett it was Bennet and Bono and Sean Penn and Phil Hoffman NOT an easy table and she was for sure the youngest and she took Bono on witha thought out argument about how Americans should help poverty in our own Country first- wowowowowowo! iwas MIGHTILY impressed and part of me agreed with her. SPUNK! wow ! then she said a few brainacal things, that blew me away and all i can say is do not underetsimate miz Scarlett,Lots of us would love to be called Sexiest this - yeah once, but iover and over abnd over and over? and when you do n opt pose in skimp shit on purpose for FHM( she hasnt has she) it just annoys her- MY friende Mario Testino has discovered Liam now that hes seen him play guitar- cos hes dammed good is what-= and pretty beautiful boys arent often good and hes a hard worker and hes been my rock onstage and jhes hardly not eeven concieted and hes DELIGHT to be around we should get him in my top 40 why is he not there? hes learning a TON vfrom LP in the studio, alot , but man is he a Leo until we played that show at that p[arty in Couture in Paris i didnt really know i hjust knew when he was feelinga little weak that i had to give hima shot and he would get up at 5 am and work and work abnd come back at 12 asnd work and play guitar til 3, he is NOT goibng back to Grimsby, and Testino is stealing him next week for Burberrys newest campaign, he was shooting nestr door a Dolce campaign 2 days agop and we visited and ite as very Dolce- ( its not my thing- there was that amazing 97 collection and tghis falls chastity belts were cool jjust not my thing, not judging….) Campaign frpm the looks of it , they shot Entourage there for a few seasons til last one when they moved, thats the house i wanna buy but my friend ./landlord did and how, and no way coul di afford it.
so i know Liams a little mortified about modelling but it pays the billls til hes on Salary and its too early to do that and our budget is TEENSY when you put articulated trucks and medical and caterers and im sorry i must have flowers, and i must have yoga, i willstay at a marriot ( they have movies on demand or at least Lodge net right) and the cover art is costing a fortune , well just styling cos its so labour intensive an dnooooo i am not hinting even slightly at what itsx going ot be = excepttto dsay that Nick Cave record that had canvas on it with roses kibnda did me in - in terms of different textures, and alot of art and amazing art- and ivce always done my own graphics but now i go to Font sites when i get a spare moment and hang out looking at Fonts- youll Reacll my favourite on this space- the BARBIE font wih HAS TO BE IN PINK! or it doesnt work, anyway when your posting artists please post an image- if your a font head id love to see cool font- my fave goth font is called “..Kelly Anne Gothic”
Miyo:cooya my friend here sent me yet some more gothic Lolita stuff thi shaul was better than the first one.
i did tell the dead mouse story= from my gothic Lolita hat sone dead mouse witha crest cheaply made and fell on teh Mercer floor and Preston picks it up, puts it on his lapel and fashion blogs say that its a “craze” when its a one off incident- an dthen i see that girl perfect fashionista in frontr of Londons Coco De Mer ( oooh i got a black vitorian apron there! and lots of cool stuff and a few Nancy Mitford books yum we have one next door to Elixer now in LA) i just have a collection of it as art, plus some one small and short is going to dammed wellw erasr it cos its just sy=uch a genius concept put together= then after i see the fashionsuita with the dead mouse on her lapel- cos its a CRAZE- i meet Polly at the V and A couture gala and also Velda the couture Corset Lady - although Mr Pearl is who makes Ditas shoes and matching Corsets - i cannot do a 19 inch waist but i cabn comfortably doa 22 inch waist- so icant waitot sxee waht she came up with afte rour fitting- i wanna wear them UNDER stuff cos i wanta 22 inch waist - i mean who doest with 36 inch hips. ahhh thats a great golden triangle/line of beauty/ 1-1.6 plus measurement
ina u of texas largest study on beauty in history abnd most controlled men- gay stockbrokers to men in the Andes 225,000 of thenm by alandslide said that the firstthing they notice about a woman by a landslide was hip to waist ratio. you can weigh 300 pounds but if you have a 1- 1.6 hip top waist ratio think Raqcuel Welch, Halle Berry, J Lo, its a major thing no 2 is skin, close alsmot even with that is symetry, and on and on i gotta go someones here, shes more imp[ortant than a blog
Well.as much as i dont like Chucks fiance or whatever all that much- as an actor- i mean- lets not go there- and i fidn Chuck T a lkittle chilly= oi vey i mean ALOT she was real good in Devils Advocate and hses eye c andy and when eye candy turns
im trying ot get him to bBranson , i mean i can nake a ophone call but i wanna make sure hes ready= its a hugely cool solution to the carbon /ozobne layer problem( hey were green i use i nmy home young living s Thieves wich is the recipe that thieves of people who had died of bubonic plague and lotsa green all green cleaners and even recycled toilet paper wich is like sandpaper i might add icant go for recycled tampons sorry i just cant, but when i buy im going to get solar energy as much as possible )
anyway so show me these artists i miught have the person who will love them
and we all did some great bands but can i hear about new CLOTHING DESIGNERS? FONTS? your alll so smart being the innovators you are to stick with me all thes eyears swith disaster record and nothing but really fashion week in public but trust me we are on the last song i have one major thing to do- i played Biutterswet Symphonty to Linda and saID LETS MAKE THAT!
i dont know how wellw e did but its sad melocholy and beuatiful but the lyrics must be simple and not about me and some fucked up guy ( who ius really me miosostl fio the time or a variety of them)
oh i was saying Bennt Miller is a total Mack Daddy anmd a genius and i KNOW one ofthe most important dorectors ever and ive decided when i have alife againa fter hangiong pout with Tarantino in London that we need to hang more cos we juist blab trivia facts at her for a million years- the guys happy and fun and a genius,
okay gimme clothes ive nver seen!
going to my meeting
again thanks so much to superman and Jason T for making my spcae a cool place and we will change and rto Shawn and My space but yaLL KNO WWHAT SONGS YA GOTTA TAKLE DOWN and obh yeah im sad to szay Bethia and us parted ways, she was great i just need a high voice and it has to be a girls voice bnot just Liams Angelick voice.
shout to Pato. Jason and BopulevaRDIAR for taking care of this place!
Oh anPerez i am NOT goth! wellsecretly inside, but i am not GOTH GIRL i dumped that silly emo skin on my site i didnt come up wioth it and now its an hedi slimane shot of me rocking wich willdo for now
kisses
Court
looking at what jason t and superman john did to this site one would thibnk id want for christmas a japanese barbie all tied up and a taxidemied pink flamingo- i wrote my my space buddy whop i keep looking to put in my top 40 ( yes all bands and sites are real except im not totally positive about Sofia, i havebnt wrotten to her tp fond out and sending messages if i dont know you is USELESS because i dont read the mail sop pplease dont do it- your wasting yopur time it just g ets deleted- Pato does the site sometioems bit mostly Jason the hot 21 year old from COMPTON ha ha,
and keep you eyes ope3n for more Chiho aoyishima and more polly morgan and im nevcer ever gonna find time to go those lin ks they arent even press through links ( ahhh my space dont tell me to go to face book i dont want to yet,,,pr at the same time) id idnt love this collection of pollys i never went to her new show/ i need a BIRD ina BELLJAR and the one she wanstt o make for me is based on a lovebird but i cant take a parroty beak i hhave so many dollas house funiture FB has been collecting from the only old lady in the world i can find who has the good shit= takes only cash and if you think a teensy chippendale chair is cheap thiunk again, its insured this collection, and although Polly is ADAMANT she doesnt so anthro…what? what Dinsey did dressing animals up like humans pretending they are doing humnan things no mice in dresses, theres a rat ina sherbet cup and it looks like fur sherbet = errrr egggg
howerver i like the birds and weve all seen dead birds by the side of the road where she gets them opr pet shops, she todl me she evenr ewww has a dog in her fridge
biutthink abouty whomever owns the Hirts cow slices or the shark in formadahyde0
that guy wakes up everyday and says” look at me ima shark!” amnd [robably more ” i hacve a hirst” i cant approach art li ethat and the only reason in puttong my commissioned piece if i can deal witha lovebird, hell i bhavent even looked one up can someopne pots an IMAGE of a lovebird cos ima lazy bitch- also when you all posted artists i cant go there= so can you post an IMAGE please? oy coul,d be the difference between that person okay thisll soound meglamanaic but if theyre obscure imn a connector oif itas good and NOT FOR ME i will have it be for some ome who likes that sort of things
MT friend David si going to dave the world from Carbon poison hes making a luxury itemn out of cast off CDS— hes friends and alot like some poeple think Tom Sachs who made a Prada toilet seat , a Chanel full size Guillotine with the double CCs embossed ibn black leather and a Tiffany Glock in a Tiffany Blue box and a a Hermes hand grenade both weapons an dthe Guillotine are real
kibda makes one think about Luxury Goods vs Apartheid- Kinda makes one think when one is playing for every desoigner and owner of a Luxury Company - that bloody word - about aprtheid and small African or laRGE SAFRICNA or smlal Appalachian villages ( im with Scarlett , iwatched her one3ce take on Bono about maybe going after American poverty first for Americans- first time i noticed her as a smarty pants brainaiac -that was one tough table my friend Bennet who direc ted Capote and trust me is no indie ghetto gonna be lost on the indie woods forever poor bastard, hes a genius and has 5 things ina row lined up and they are all mASSIVE- i recall when KIm Pierce did “Boys Dont Cry” abnd she couldve done any mocvie she wanted to in fact we were gonna do Wournos-= But Pirerce wasnts ure she wasnted to do another fucke dup female urban tale- im so PISSED about that= last film id id was with Charlize and i swear and i wouldnt say this unless it wasx true and i was pissed about it, i dont EVER kiss an dtell about whose fucking who and whise getting fat and who goes on binges or who wiretapped who or what uber drug so And so is on etc ,,,,,i keep it zipped an dthe only reason i ever mentioned Moulin Rouge is cos the director did first in i think Vanity Fair if not it was on a junket that the part of Satine was between me and her and it was not a happy makingh things b etween Ms Kidman ( “ice” and Miss Locve( “fire)
YERS I JUST REFERFRED TO MYSELF IN THE THIRD PERSON.
But we were all att he hotel bar in Vancouver and i was on the Phine with ms Pierce begging her to take the damed leap to write and direct what we know- and Wournios was perfect for her and for me- Chuck Therone was sittong right three with her brand new production partner= so ill never know wa sthere some Wournos other scriopt alll of the sudden magically floating around? do i THINK so , NO i do not, i think i was ocverheard and voila an idea was born - do i know if “Monster ” was copmissioned afte rthat? npo ido not, not a clue but im loud on the phone and you know how when your all in a bar and noones talking an dyour on a cellphone rudely witha firend you can be really loud- maybe out of insecurity maybe cos its fuzzy - in any case when eye candy turns into ugly itrs always Oscar bait and then the eye candy DOES have pretty good chops wich i will give up to Chuck T , she was amazing in Monster- my context would have been different sinc eim not Hollywood eye candy, so going deep into that persons soul / actions would have been very different had Kim just directed the damm thing= in any case noone is ever ever ever witha few exceptions the first choice for a film- its always after someone else says no or 30 people say no, but they always rtellyou you ar ethe first choice unless you develop it from nuts to bolts an dto this day KIm i hear has fianlly ten Hillary Swank and 10 Peter saarsgard and i diolize beyond believe my former bitchy between us Ny It girl Chloe Seveigny a
beacuse Big Love is SICK GREAT
2- because i copied her hair onthat show
3- because her chops are showing and the writinbg isa some of HBOs best ever ever ever
4- because i saw her at KLanvin in the tinyt Ritz lift and man i was sincerely bvlowing smoke up her ass
and NOW
5 because Marc Jacobs edited this nudie book of Mert and Marcuses ohotos for Visionare and theres a shot of my formerly MAJESTIC ass, thats now shrunken and since Stu is right behind it i had to show him proof an dtheres the great beauties of the world ( inclusing my majestic formerly , ass) all of em- naked naked naked- in this limitede edition book=- and Sevigny TAKES the whole book= she just WALKS AWAY WITH IT- naomi stephanie seymour my majestic ass Moss god CHRISTY TURLINGTON pouring milk down her puss in a yopga position witha glass of milk GENIUS then you hit Chloes page and you GASP shes leabinfg iover and anyone whose boobs are that SICK defyong gravituy and not faux white blonde and red red red THIN lips, mnan each shot gets better- iwa slike WHOA- thi si smatbe my favourite nude of all time-=iw as getting full on lesbo moments= Scarlett looks sick greta in it ( and shows no booby) ( niether does sevigny) but lest calla spade a spade- Chloe just caught the light= maybe it also was that shes excellent beyond words and plays the girl from thecompound so well ( i had to have Polygamay fosters once fucked up waay deep in P{endleton Oregon up near Utah ishthat direction anyhow i wouldnbt recomed easter norther Oregon as a great vacation detination) aznd they were tennis shoes and long prairie skirts And didnt tell the foster people- just adopeted us and had us work and made money and made us read froma wierd bible they also were not CLDS Mormons, they were just odd- 4 wives- differnt trailers- my “sister mom” had 4 of us in one room with 2 bunks ansd 2 dsrawers each i had a cassette oplayer and had recorded”Brtass In Pocket” and ” Hangin on the Telephone” ( yeah im old) ona huge old school panaosonic tape machine wich is tillrecord songs on cassetes and everyone makes fiun of it- anyway Bennet? oh yeah i lasted for about 2.5 weeks til i had to mZke eye contact with the “priest holder” iwas outta there.
so back to Scarl;ett it was Bennet and Bono and Sean Penn and Phil Hoffman NOT an easy table and she was for sure the youngest and she took Bono on witha thought out argument about how Americans should help poverty in our own Country first- wowowowowowo! iwas MIGHTILY impressed and part of me agreed with her. SPUNK! wow ! then she said a few brainacal things, that blew me away and all i can say is do not underetsimate miz Scarlett,Lots of us would love to be called Sexiest this - yeah once, but iover and over abnd over and over? and when you do n opt pose in skimp shit on purpose for FHM( she hasnt has she) it just annoys her- MY friende Mario Testino has discovered Liam now that hes seen him play guitar- cos hes dammed good is what-= and pretty beautiful boys arent often good and hes a hard worker and hes been my rock onstage and jhes hardly not eeven concieted and hes DELIGHT to be around we should get him in my top 40 why is he not there? hes learning a TON vfrom LP in the studio, alot , but man is he a Leo until we played that show at that p[arty in Couture in Paris i didnt really know i hjust knew when he was feelinga little weak that i had to give hima shot and he would get up at 5 am and work and work abnd come back at 12 asnd work and play guitar til 3, he is NOT goibng back to Grimsby, and Testino is stealing him next week for Burberrys newest campaign, he was shooting nestr door a Dolce campaign 2 days agop and we visited and ite as very Dolce- ( its not my thing- there was that amazing 97 collection and tghis falls chastity belts were cool jjust not my thing, not judging….) Campaign frpm the looks of it , they shot Entourage there for a few seasons til last one when they moved, thats the house i wanna buy but my friend ./landlord did and how, and no way coul di afford it.
so i know Liams a little mortified about modelling but it pays the billls til hes on Salary and its too early to do that and our budget is TEENSY when you put articulated trucks and medical and caterers and im sorry i must have flowers, and i must have yoga, i willstay at a marriot ( they have movies on demand or at least Lodge net right) and the cover art is costing a fortune , well just styling cos its so labour intensive an dnooooo i am not hinting even slightly at what itsx going ot be = excepttto dsay that Nick Cave record that had canvas on it with roses kibnda did me in - in terms of different textures, and alot of art and amazing art- and ivce always done my own graphics but now i go to Font sites when i get a spare moment and hang out looking at Fonts- youll Reacll my favourite on this space- the BARBIE font wih HAS TO BE IN PINK! or it doesnt work, anyway when your posting artists please post an image- if your a font head id love to see cool font- my fave goth font is called “..Kelly Anne Gothic”
Miyo:cooya my friend here sent me yet some more gothic Lolita stuff thi shaul was better than the first one.
i did tell the dead mouse story= from my gothic Lolita hat sone dead mouse witha crest cheaply made and fell on teh Mercer floor and Preston picks it up, puts it on his lapel and fashion blogs say that its a “craze” when its a one off incident- an dthen i see that girl perfect fashionista in frontr of Londons Coco De Mer ( oooh i got a black vitorian apron there! and lots of cool stuff and a few Nancy Mitford books yum we have one next door to Elixer now in LA) i just have a collection of it as art, plus some one small and short is going to dammed wellw erasr it cos its just sy=uch a genius concept put together= then after i see the fashionsuita with the dead mouse on her lapel- cos its a CRAZE- i meet Polly at the V and A couture gala and also Velda the couture Corset Lady - although Mr Pearl is who makes Ditas shoes and matching Corsets - i cannot do a 19 inch waist but i cabn comfortably doa 22 inch waist- so icant waitot sxee waht she came up with afte rour fitting- i wanna wear them UNDER stuff cos i wanta 22 inch waist - i mean who doest with 36 inch hips. ahhh thats a great golden triangle/line of beauty/ 1-1.6 plus measurement
ina u of texas largest study on beauty in history abnd most controlled men- gay stockbrokers to men in the Andes 225,000 of thenm by alandslide said that the firstthing they notice about a woman by a landslide was hip to waist ratio. you can weigh 300 pounds but if you have a 1- 1.6 hip top waist ratio think Raqcuel Welch, Halle Berry, J Lo, its a major thing no 2 is skin, close alsmot even with that is symetry, and on and on i gotta go someones here, shes more imp[ortant than a blog
Well.as much as i dont like Chucks fiance or whatever all that much- as an actor- i mean- lets not go there- and i fidn Chuck T a lkittle chilly= oi vey i mean ALOT she was real good in Devils Advocate and hses eye c andy and when eye candy turns
im trying ot get him to bBranson , i mean i can nake a ophone call but i wanna make sure hes ready= its a hugely cool solution to the carbon /ozobne layer problem( hey were green i use i nmy home young living s Thieves wich is the recipe that thieves of people who had died of bubonic plague and lotsa green all green cleaners and even recycled toilet paper wich is like sandpaper i might add icant go for recycled tampons sorry i just cant, but when i buy im going to get solar energy as much as possible )
anyway so show me these artists i miught have the person who will love them
and we all did some great bands but can i hear about new CLOTHING DESIGNERS? FONTS? your alll so smart being the innovators you are to stick with me all thes eyears swith disaster record and nothing but really fashion week in public but trust me we are on the last song i have one major thing to do- i played Biutterswet Symphonty to Linda and saID LETS MAKE THAT!
i dont know how wellw e did but its sad melocholy and beuatiful but the lyrics must be simple and not about me and some fucked up guy ( who ius really me miosostl fio the time or a variety of them)
oh i was saying Bennt Miller is a total Mack Daddy anmd a genius and i KNOW one ofthe most important dorectors ever and ive decided when i have alife againa fter hangiong pout with Tarantino in London that we need to hang more cos we juist blab trivia facts at her for a million years- the guys happy and fun and a genius,
okay gimme clothes ive nver seen!
going to my meeting
again thanks so much to superman and Jason T for making my spcae a cool place and we will change and rto Shawn and My space but yaLL KNO WWHAT SONGS YA GOTTA TAKLE DOWN and obh yeah im sad to szay Bethia and us parted ways, she was great i just need a high voice and it has to be a girls voice bnot just Liams Angelick voice.
shout to Pato. Jason and BopulevaRDIAR for taking care of this place!
Oh anPerez i am NOT goth! wellsecretly inside, but i am not GOTH GIRL i dumped that silly emo skin on my site i didnt come up wioth it and now its an hedi slimane shot of me rocking wich willdo for now
kisses
Court
Monday, October 22, 2007
comment on Lauren Hasting's myspace
wow jason t. just read your lilo post tO me and it was so impressive and mature i really respect the way you venrted your anger with so much grace and dignuty its rally inspiring and yes i live here too and you should see my list of aassistants the last one left the most expenisve caling cards ever made in the office desk told people he made 400k a year and stiole so much of my heirloms an dmy [altry new amount of jewelry wicch now i have none wich is fine its just the principal of the thing, an dits literally impossible to find sup[portive people to be around you in this toxic environent, i wish more people were like you! VERY INSPIRING! PS did i say veryu inspiring and alot of balls.
Courtney Love Cobain
Courtney Love Cobain
Sunday, October 21, 2007
post!
Unpacking / BRANDS/POLL!!!!!
hey everyone
first off take a poll cos i have a feeling imna bout to spill some BRAND NAME BULLSHIT!
I cant help it if theres artists and designers i like!
fave car?
fave designer for casual?
fave designer for formal?
fave three bands or artists?
airline?
food?
drink?
footwear?
Fragrance?
home product?
Gaming system?
Haircare?
international destintation you would go to?
lingerie?
place to go to shcool?
streetwear?
Cheap assed store ? For Apparel?
"kicks"(lol)?
technology?
3rd largest economy in California?
Californias number in the economy system in the world( 1 - 10?)
record label?
tv show?
THING you would most like to have if the wish fairy gave it to you?
CAREER you would most like to have if every door were opened for you?>
STATE of BEING you would most like to achieve before you leave this incarnation?
Celebrity you most truly admire? why?
COSMETICS?
WHY?
DESIGNER AESTHETIC..?
if you all answer i will!
just answer! its fun!
idid a Graham Norton thats on BBC America i dunno in afew days? will someone check they advertised it today- it was a really long tAPING and ive never done p[ress without asomnething to sell- but i was asked and Graham is about the only show one goes on when opne has nothing to sell much- i have waiting on my ass to sell - well hardly ive got to sort out my taxes, acquire 3 properties as ima bricks and mortars girl and i feel liek an ass without owning property and idont like to borrow- i finally had my famous rten mionurtes with Suze Orman , although i think shes brillaint it was apparent she looked down on me or something and thought i was wealthier than i am or just plain doesnt like my image as she doesnt kn ow ME-i spent 6 years ( hours ) ON THE PHONE JUST NOW WiTH JASon t, down there in my top 8 he taught me all sorts of new my spaCE tricks - and we had a fabulous discussion ive nbot been on top of american indie music for 2 years- death cab- man i left them at the curb in the 90s!!!! whathe hell did they used to be called? didnt they come from Fugazi /.Dischord era? i hate that skin on my site page = i HATE it = it looks like im trying ot be Gerard Way and IM NOT EMO- im crying abalck tear and if you think i thought of that think again its an interestiong refl;ection that my web design firm thoiught of that as ap[pporpiate for me when i no longer wanna be asscoaited with words thats ometimes get associated with me i dont mind being unique or innovative or an outsider or even a freak as long asa i give good qaulity musi cand good qaulity ideas,
speaking of good quality ideas - i have watched my friend David Lachapelle tear his ass away from taking photos of anyone but his friends and people who genuinely interest hima bnd get away from the whole c elbrity nosbnense world that was devoruing hima nd make a real deaprture to fine art- and MAN has it worked! within three weeks his stuff has sold for m any many MILLIONS AND HES SO WORTH IT! we were botha t Warhols factory at the same time= he was there for a year or two and i was there for only a few days= doing Andy Warhols 15 minutes - being introduced by Debbie Harry and mysdelf inrtroducing .....hipsway and NOBODY remembers them - i dont think i do, anyway i didnt know Andy had a thing about Money and Portrtaits i just thought if you had special energy he would do a portraqit of you so when they sent me in to meet him i told him he would be doing my portrait and he did a line drawing on the spot - wic h is gone with the wind some asshole took it in the great loss of 87 when i was breasking upw ith Jeff and joining Faith No More and living above the CONDOR in North Beach,Same HOTEl as Jack Kerouac- if you can call this flophouse a Hotel there was a famoius sf stripper named Carol Doda and there used to be agiant neon siogn if her n aked self and thered be her tits flashging off and on in my room at night abnd i ran away to LA to get my man back from IRONICALLY Annie who is now Lachepelles aset designer and someone dumped me out of my room ransacked myshit and took it all. it s seemed to have happened too many times-= i must change that karma and to do so i have brought my friend David Back to la so that i wil,l chant more than i ever have=- im gonan try 3 hours a day every day for 10 days= ive neevr doen 3 hours see how much shit karma i can bust through-= watch ! Whatever happens after ton ight will be ASTOUNDING im making apublic determination to do three hours a day and texting during chanting doesnt count, so no phones in the ballroom, maybe a cigarette break , ( yeah im still smoking but i haVE CUT down i think i gotta getthe larynx surgery anyway) i met aguy on graham norton very sxweet guy who is onb the uk version of amefrica idol x factor and his name was louie walsh he has a new book out called teh fast track to fame and it actuallty has some really good advice for musicians eg stay in shitty hotels and dont order too much of anything obviously have a calling card and dont make long distaNCE direct calls thats just burning cash and a bunc of stuff i just did it was my al;miost self destruct and be pissed eoff At the FBI/IRS slowness tour of the world = i was lying in my bed in a death mist , the mor ei discover about the embezzled fortunes of myself and my kid the more people are starting to spill the beans becaus ethey hAd the asshole ness to leave thier harddrives behind the more cleaer irt beacome sthat some human nature in this town is evil- just evil evil abnd more dysfunctional evil the nature of fame is attractive to the wrong peop[le and the natur eof"controversial " fame or "complex" fame attracts ALL the wrong elemenets except in some rare cases = the very powerful men iv e had around me ion the last few years is a real boon - a good thing- sometimes i feel a little infantilised and frankly dissapointed because id ont understand why rthey have so much power an dthey dont use it for me- especially in a case thats killing me somewhat im so fucking tormented i can barely focus - so Frances kicks me out of the house an dme and panos go on a loopy crazy fashion wseek and househunt aND Frances comes over and we looka t a fabulous hous eibn little Venice where i defintely wanna live sometimes and another one with one bad thing that vile practic ethe brits have of building conservatoires- its not exactly the moment to buy in L.. its so dammed dammed daMMED expensive-= but i like my money IN buildings where you can see them, they just appreciate in certain neghbourhoods anyway then you can make bets on other places rising the Glendales and Islingtons- i want to live in agaslit Upstairs downstaIRS house in Cadogan=Square or in RegentsPark but the russian Ogliarchs all who seem to be MEN - why dont WOMEN have the bright idea to steal all thier country in Russias Light or Water? or Gas? thats right Women dont start wars either-=
AnywaY it s not th ebest time but id ont care i dont caRE , ive had a few landslides of my entire stuff and life being robbed from me and i need to get tot he root of what s in my karma that makes this happen - if you want to have a lif eof a thief then be a thief = i desire alot - bu ti do not steal- i stuff sometimes such as at of all places VALENTINO i overshop but i got mostly presents
I found one fabulous street in London up from St James Palace its all bespoke stuff i got all my men friends amazing horn and ebony razors and badgerbristle brushes from trueitt and hill and went to Lock and Co on Lily Allens advice= they make adorable hats- i got pato who im giving a month to run this my space a trilby and myself two amazing hats and went to Penhaglions and got Bluebell everything - they also have amazing other scents l;iek elisaBETHIAN rose and Blenheim Bouquet- and Lily and Spice but im obsessed with Penhaglions, mr Walsh who managed bands like Westlife and Boyzone told me that he knew nothing about Laryn x surgery because his bands all mime -= cut to Fashion Rocks the other night i flitted from box to box i have a new cool friend named Daphne ( my favourite smell in the world ) Guiness - she has a wonderful kid named "x:" i wontname kids here as the yget embarassed and a cool niece and we had a fabulous noght with Lachapelle and went tot he art Frieze fair where i discovered Nara and also Googl;e for images - the ink jet on p[aper Art of chiyo aoshima and at the v an da couture ball i was introduced to dame Westwood and i FORGOT id met her an weded talked on tghe phone for three hours once ! christ- i pulled he rover to rtake a pictur efor Suzy Menkes and we stood inb front of a n agent provacatuer display and she said "who" i said 'Your SON" she seemd distratced and nowehre in my mind do i recall the call though i do recall the idea to have ever y designer i really liked or artist designa guitar
teach them the elemenets of what guitars do= and ask them to go for it- i still think the ideas cool - but drugs are bad cos i cant recall the call- David has shot straight up to almost Warholian fame by sticking to his IDEALS AN DTAKING ATRUE JOURNEY with his integrity and not giving in except when HE feels like it and just getting to a place where he not on ly doesnt have to hustle for jobs but he gets advertisin g offers thrown at him and he just turns them down hes so talented it genuilny aCHES- he stayed with me a few nights as when your white white white hot hot hot everyone is throwing cocaine and all sorts at you nonstop and people think davids on drugs but hes NOT- certainly not with me- hes just manic soemtimes like any fucking genius./........he gets crazy and angry and stand s up for what he believes in and is a true insparation to me, i really love the guy and i couldnt be prouder-= one night in the midst of his stay Franny and me went ot radio 2 ( BBC) to see more than participate in Russell B rand and Noel Fielding sgenuius Sparring -= Comedian as rockstar! genius idea! had to happen! Noels genuinly more excited about editing the nme as a guest editor than i dunno if he got on an American Tv show and its a bit ridiculous - him a nd russell; have this edge of bitterness like 2 artful dodgers with oodles of loqacious charisma aND 'it" "it " and MORE "it" with amazing vOCABULARIES and a cutting edge of bitterness and comptetion= it was astonishing for both me and my daughter to watch = they tried to pull me ina bit for a second or two but no WAY was i sparring with these two they had about two thousbnad Brit dialects going on and i can barely recall "The Raven Itself Is Hoarse...:" my iambic pentameter and i had just met Jordan hadnt i? with her dirty nasty Essex accent = wich i just love - and like everyone she was much prettier in person actually NOT like everyone alot of models arent pretty in person and note ive said n aught about fabulous faSHION week did i post abou tit already?
i love chyo aoshimas
ballpaper and inkjet stuff and Aya Takanos l,ine drawings and Sam Taylor Woods photagraphy and of c ourse LaCHAPELLE
TEH BEST PERfumne is so NOT gaulter. im so not down with that . i thin kperfume should be so individual that its better to make it yourself thaN mass buy what everyone else is wearing , i think Christian Laboutin makes the best heel s by a landslide although they are far harder to wear than Choos or Manolos and the ONLY jeans on this EARTH are Hytseric Glamour from Tokyo= Kinky is Nobus brand for girls,
other denim is Rick owens an dmy new favourite designers are Gareth Pughs Body suits and leather cowl necks that Rick owens carries= in Paris only- i am, mad at Net a Porter-= cos they went and made all thes einsane rules and fucked me for a bunch of clothes tha t i DID send back in time and they make like 75 million a year they can take back that oversized Mcqueen onesie that now i have to ebay-
my favourite cosmetics change alot
i found a german girls stuff at Collette= her name is Usia Ailrines and shes from germany
my fravourite experimental scent for weird times is this range of Comme and the comme candles as wella s Nars- who sometime si dont want to ,l.ike i dont know why plus nars has ana maziong face powder thats slightly shiny but not in a n anoying 99 way, i love Watanabe and also 3 for 4, i love Mauro atthe Covent Garden Hotel Shoes and his Agate and STERLIng blasted rings , he makes me beautiful fitted shoes that are wortha fortune and he just does it -= its so wonderful, for schlumping around or glammy i love rick owens so very very much for basic i caqn t live without Rick owens anbd Marc Jacobs and for red carpet GIVENCHY!!!sometiemns it changes - me an dGalliano have to kiss and make up[ and i was so tired i didnt m ake his show but Lanvins show blew me away and also the jewelry the gowns in thier amnazng dyes the most i wille ever spend ona single dress!@ I recieved a lot of gifts and alot of prewsents but i have no relationship with Alber until NOW- Alber i LOVE you you mad emy dep[resion about the shallowness of materialism LIFT- and my deathm ist go away with that show it was genuine JOY in my face an dWONDERMENT ATT HE LACK OF CYCNICSIM AND BEAUTY OF NATURE and to celebrate i even got arpege the old lanvin frangrance and read a lanvin bio, what a fabbbbulous life- i love the chateaua marmont especially Bungalow 1, and if i ever dont live anywehre i want olive there-= i love this D and L candle and Scott Barnes makeup ( if you have a tan ) i love this threading thing people do in the UK, And i sneak peeks at Perez Hilton mor ethan i admit - but NEVER the comments- hes also got great taste in Music i think- - i love dThe Gossip the other nIght at fashipbn rocks it slike i c ould really USE Swarovski Cystals on my backdrop on tour but these spirals were rather Vegas wich worked for m ost of the performers- Armani/ Alicia Keys [please go Ahead im so usede to the word "Rock" and "Rocks" ( Rock means ROCKANDROLL A PARTICULAR FORM AND GENRE OF MUSIC WICH IS NOT POP AN D IS NOT R AND B!) i cant even get it up to vomit about it anymore- most designers would never aska real rockstar and most real rockstars could not pull it off anyway= for fear of selling out or not living up to some ideal or cos tbhey just dont wanna -
but heres this looooooong crytsaL spiral and up it come sand out pops/
IGGY?
was that a backing track of "I wanna Be your dog?"
To Versace Gowns ( wich i also love)
IGGY? is that you?
and new desiogner Chritsopher Kane who Donnatella is mentoring got in there and got Beth Ditto and her band and i can see she has a maGNETISM
AND she kicked off her shoes and the crowd went oooooh i just see it and the emnporer has no clothes in a way - i dunno there was def something there being that big gives you ayouthful ness - a young ness but i fear her being very muc h expoloited and turne dinto a sacred cow whose every word she utters will be gospel for abouta year but that doesnt mean much to me=- i mean everything else but iggy an dthe gossip was NOT to my liking except Gwyneth introduciong Valenetino, it sis HIS last season EVER, so get your nancy reagen red bag or shoes or scarf NOW as irt wont be the same - YES i have wardrobe insurance= i have a starter of couture now and i lock it up - im not goign back to shirtless ness and what sucks is that one almost has to never wear somnethingt again if one is photograophed in it thems the rules- i used to wear the same dress every night til it was stiff on tour now i have ot get a "tour wardrobe" and budget for it at least Panos and the genius Todd Lynn who cuts amazingly and i havent mentioned him ands i dont know why since i feel like Bowie when i wear him- are desinging it,, but idont nbeed MUCH i just need enough ENOUGH
i have such a deeope reated sartorial love of things i cannot wait for this Marc Jacobs season ! ist so fucking Genius and Kooky and wierd and i love this Japanese kid Suzuki Takayuki- it all light and airy
andn o io wll NOT be in a film i am producing in wich "I " am in thats so RIDICULOUS buit thanks for thinkin of me....
letus akkl hjave a graceful week and behave with true self love aqnd dignity!
blessings to ya all
Corky
ps hypemachine.com!!!!! great music site!
hey everyone
first off take a poll cos i have a feeling imna bout to spill some BRAND NAME BULLSHIT!
I cant help it if theres artists and designers i like!
fave car?
fave designer for casual?
fave designer for formal?
fave three bands or artists?
airline?
food?
drink?
footwear?
Fragrance?
home product?
Gaming system?
Haircare?
international destintation you would go to?
lingerie?
place to go to shcool?
streetwear?
Cheap assed store ? For Apparel?
"kicks"(lol)?
technology?
3rd largest economy in California?
Californias number in the economy system in the world( 1 - 10?)
record label?
tv show?
THING you would most like to have if the wish fairy gave it to you?
CAREER you would most like to have if every door were opened for you?>
STATE of BEING you would most like to achieve before you leave this incarnation?
Celebrity you most truly admire? why?
COSMETICS?
WHY?
DESIGNER AESTHETIC..?
if you all answer i will!
just answer! its fun!
idid a Graham Norton thats on BBC America i dunno in afew days? will someone check they advertised it today- it was a really long tAPING and ive never done p[ress without asomnething to sell- but i was asked and Graham is about the only show one goes on when opne has nothing to sell much- i have waiting on my ass to sell - well hardly ive got to sort out my taxes, acquire 3 properties as ima bricks and mortars girl and i feel liek an ass without owning property and idont like to borrow- i finally had my famous rten mionurtes with Suze Orman , although i think shes brillaint it was apparent she looked down on me or something and thought i was wealthier than i am or just plain doesnt like my image as she doesnt kn ow ME-i spent 6 years ( hours ) ON THE PHONE JUST NOW WiTH JASon t, down there in my top 8 he taught me all sorts of new my spaCE tricks - and we had a fabulous discussion ive nbot been on top of american indie music for 2 years- death cab- man i left them at the curb in the 90s!!!! whathe hell did they used to be called? didnt they come from Fugazi /.Dischord era? i hate that skin on my site page = i HATE it = it looks like im trying ot be Gerard Way and IM NOT EMO- im crying abalck tear and if you think i thought of that think again its an interestiong refl;ection that my web design firm thoiught of that as ap[pporpiate for me when i no longer wanna be asscoaited with words thats ometimes get associated with me i dont mind being unique or innovative or an outsider or even a freak as long asa i give good qaulity musi cand good qaulity ideas,
speaking of good quality ideas - i have watched my friend David Lachapelle tear his ass away from taking photos of anyone but his friends and people who genuinely interest hima bnd get away from the whole c elbrity nosbnense world that was devoruing hima nd make a real deaprture to fine art- and MAN has it worked! within three weeks his stuff has sold for m any many MILLIONS AND HES SO WORTH IT! we were botha t Warhols factory at the same time= he was there for a year or two and i was there for only a few days= doing Andy Warhols 15 minutes - being introduced by Debbie Harry and mysdelf inrtroducing .....hipsway and NOBODY remembers them - i dont think i do, anyway i didnt know Andy had a thing about Money and Portrtaits i just thought if you had special energy he would do a portraqit of you so when they sent me in to meet him i told him he would be doing my portrait and he did a line drawing on the spot - wic h is gone with the wind some asshole took it in the great loss of 87 when i was breasking upw ith Jeff and joining Faith No More and living above the CONDOR in North Beach,Same HOTEl as Jack Kerouac- if you can call this flophouse a Hotel there was a famoius sf stripper named Carol Doda and there used to be agiant neon siogn if her n aked self and thered be her tits flashging off and on in my room at night abnd i ran away to LA to get my man back from IRONICALLY Annie who is now Lachepelles aset designer and someone dumped me out of my room ransacked myshit and took it all. it s seemed to have happened too many times-= i must change that karma and to do so i have brought my friend David Back to la so that i wil,l chant more than i ever have=- im gonan try 3 hours a day every day for 10 days= ive neevr doen 3 hours see how much shit karma i can bust through-= watch ! Whatever happens after ton ight will be ASTOUNDING im making apublic determination to do three hours a day and texting during chanting doesnt count, so no phones in the ballroom, maybe a cigarette break , ( yeah im still smoking but i haVE CUT down i think i gotta getthe larynx surgery anyway) i met aguy on graham norton very sxweet guy who is onb the uk version of amefrica idol x factor and his name was louie walsh he has a new book out called teh fast track to fame and it actuallty has some really good advice for musicians eg stay in shitty hotels and dont order too much of anything obviously have a calling card and dont make long distaNCE direct calls thats just burning cash and a bunc of stuff i just did it was my al;miost self destruct and be pissed eoff At the FBI/IRS slowness tour of the world = i was lying in my bed in a death mist , the mor ei discover about the embezzled fortunes of myself and my kid the more people are starting to spill the beans becaus ethey hAd the asshole ness to leave thier harddrives behind the more cleaer irt beacome sthat some human nature in this town is evil- just evil evil abnd more dysfunctional evil the nature of fame is attractive to the wrong peop[le and the natur eof"controversial " fame or "complex" fame attracts ALL the wrong elemenets except in some rare cases = the very powerful men iv e had around me ion the last few years is a real boon - a good thing- sometimes i feel a little infantilised and frankly dissapointed because id ont understand why rthey have so much power an dthey dont use it for me- especially in a case thats killing me somewhat im so fucking tormented i can barely focus - so Frances kicks me out of the house an dme and panos go on a loopy crazy fashion wseek and househunt aND Frances comes over and we looka t a fabulous hous eibn little Venice where i defintely wanna live sometimes and another one with one bad thing that vile practic ethe brits have of building conservatoires- its not exactly the moment to buy in L.. its so dammed dammed daMMED expensive-= but i like my money IN buildings where you can see them, they just appreciate in certain neghbourhoods anyway then you can make bets on other places rising the Glendales and Islingtons- i want to live in agaslit Upstairs downstaIRS house in Cadogan=Square or in RegentsPark but the russian Ogliarchs all who seem to be MEN - why dont WOMEN have the bright idea to steal all thier country in Russias Light or Water? or Gas? thats right Women dont start wars either-=
AnywaY it s not th ebest time but id ont care i dont caRE , ive had a few landslides of my entire stuff and life being robbed from me and i need to get tot he root of what s in my karma that makes this happen - if you want to have a lif eof a thief then be a thief = i desire alot - bu ti do not steal- i stuff sometimes such as at of all places VALENTINO i overshop but i got mostly presents
I found one fabulous street in London up from St James Palace its all bespoke stuff i got all my men friends amazing horn and ebony razors and badgerbristle brushes from trueitt and hill and went to Lock and Co on Lily Allens advice= they make adorable hats- i got pato who im giving a month to run this my space a trilby and myself two amazing hats and went to Penhaglions and got Bluebell everything - they also have amazing other scents l;iek elisaBETHIAN rose and Blenheim Bouquet- and Lily and Spice but im obsessed with Penhaglions, mr Walsh who managed bands like Westlife and Boyzone told me that he knew nothing about Laryn x surgery because his bands all mime -= cut to Fashion Rocks the other night i flitted from box to box i have a new cool friend named Daphne ( my favourite smell in the world ) Guiness - she has a wonderful kid named "x:" i wontname kids here as the yget embarassed and a cool niece and we had a fabulous noght with Lachapelle and went tot he art Frieze fair where i discovered Nara and also Googl;e for images - the ink jet on p[aper Art of chiyo aoshima and at the v an da couture ball i was introduced to dame Westwood and i FORGOT id met her an weded talked on tghe phone for three hours once ! christ- i pulled he rover to rtake a pictur efor Suzy Menkes and we stood inb front of a n agent provacatuer display and she said "who" i said 'Your SON" she seemd distratced and nowehre in my mind do i recall the call though i do recall the idea to have ever y designer i really liked or artist designa guitar
teach them the elemenets of what guitars do= and ask them to go for it- i still think the ideas cool - but drugs are bad cos i cant recall the call- David has shot straight up to almost Warholian fame by sticking to his IDEALS AN DTAKING ATRUE JOURNEY with his integrity and not giving in except when HE feels like it and just getting to a place where he not on ly doesnt have to hustle for jobs but he gets advertisin g offers thrown at him and he just turns them down hes so talented it genuilny aCHES- he stayed with me a few nights as when your white white white hot hot hot everyone is throwing cocaine and all sorts at you nonstop and people think davids on drugs but hes NOT- certainly not with me- hes just manic soemtimes like any fucking genius./........he gets crazy and angry and stand s up for what he believes in and is a true insparation to me, i really love the guy and i couldnt be prouder-= one night in the midst of his stay Franny and me went ot radio 2 ( BBC) to see more than participate in Russell B rand and Noel Fielding sgenuius Sparring -= Comedian as rockstar! genius idea! had to happen! Noels genuinly more excited about editing the nme as a guest editor than i dunno if he got on an American Tv show and its a bit ridiculous - him a nd russell; have this edge of bitterness like 2 artful dodgers with oodles of loqacious charisma aND 'it" "it " and MORE "it" with amazing vOCABULARIES and a cutting edge of bitterness and comptetion= it was astonishing for both me and my daughter to watch = they tried to pull me ina bit for a second or two but no WAY was i sparring with these two they had about two thousbnad Brit dialects going on and i can barely recall "The Raven Itself Is Hoarse...:" my iambic pentameter and i had just met Jordan hadnt i? with her dirty nasty Essex accent = wich i just love - and like everyone she was much prettier in person actually NOT like everyone alot of models arent pretty in person and note ive said n aught about fabulous faSHION week did i post abou tit already?
i love chyo aoshimas
ballpaper and inkjet stuff and Aya Takanos l,ine drawings and Sam Taylor Woods photagraphy and of c ourse LaCHAPELLE
TEH BEST PERfumne is so NOT gaulter. im so not down with that . i thin kperfume should be so individual that its better to make it yourself thaN mass buy what everyone else is wearing , i think Christian Laboutin makes the best heel s by a landslide although they are far harder to wear than Choos or Manolos and the ONLY jeans on this EARTH are Hytseric Glamour from Tokyo= Kinky is Nobus brand for girls,
other denim is Rick owens an dmy new favourite designers are Gareth Pughs Body suits and leather cowl necks that Rick owens carries= in Paris only- i am, mad at Net a Porter-= cos they went and made all thes einsane rules and fucked me for a bunch of clothes tha t i DID send back in time and they make like 75 million a year they can take back that oversized Mcqueen onesie that now i have to ebay-
my favourite cosmetics change alot
i found a german girls stuff at Collette= her name is Usia Ailrines and shes from germany
my fravourite experimental scent for weird times is this range of Comme and the comme candles as wella s Nars- who sometime si dont want to ,l.ike i dont know why plus nars has ana maziong face powder thats slightly shiny but not in a n anoying 99 way, i love Watanabe and also 3 for 4, i love Mauro atthe Covent Garden Hotel Shoes and his Agate and STERLIng blasted rings , he makes me beautiful fitted shoes that are wortha fortune and he just does it -= its so wonderful, for schlumping around or glammy i love rick owens so very very much for basic i caqn t live without Rick owens anbd Marc Jacobs and for red carpet GIVENCHY!!!sometiemns it changes - me an dGalliano have to kiss and make up[ and i was so tired i didnt m ake his show but Lanvins show blew me away and also the jewelry the gowns in thier amnazng dyes the most i wille ever spend ona single dress!@ I recieved a lot of gifts and alot of prewsents but i have no relationship with Alber until NOW- Alber i LOVE you you mad emy dep[resion about the shallowness of materialism LIFT- and my deathm ist go away with that show it was genuine JOY in my face an dWONDERMENT ATT HE LACK OF CYCNICSIM AND BEAUTY OF NATURE and to celebrate i even got arpege the old lanvin frangrance and read a lanvin bio, what a fabbbbulous life- i love the chateaua marmont especially Bungalow 1, and if i ever dont live anywehre i want olive there-= i love this D and L candle and Scott Barnes makeup ( if you have a tan ) i love this threading thing people do in the UK, And i sneak peeks at Perez Hilton mor ethan i admit - but NEVER the comments- hes also got great taste in Music i think- - i love dThe Gossip the other nIght at fashipbn rocks it slike i c ould really USE Swarovski Cystals on my backdrop on tour but these spirals were rather Vegas wich worked for m ost of the performers- Armani/ Alicia Keys [please go Ahead im so usede to the word "Rock" and "Rocks" ( Rock means ROCKANDROLL A PARTICULAR FORM AND GENRE OF MUSIC WICH IS NOT POP AN D IS NOT R AND B!) i cant even get it up to vomit about it anymore- most designers would never aska real rockstar and most real rockstars could not pull it off anyway= for fear of selling out or not living up to some ideal or cos tbhey just dont wanna -
but heres this looooooong crytsaL spiral and up it come sand out pops/
IGGY?
was that a backing track of "I wanna Be your dog?"
To Versace Gowns ( wich i also love)
IGGY? is that you?
and new desiogner Chritsopher Kane who Donnatella is mentoring got in there and got Beth Ditto and her band and i can see she has a maGNETISM
AND she kicked off her shoes and the crowd went oooooh i just see it and the emnporer has no clothes in a way - i dunno there was def something there being that big gives you ayouthful ness - a young ness but i fear her being very muc h expoloited and turne dinto a sacred cow whose every word she utters will be gospel for abouta year but that doesnt mean much to me=- i mean everything else but iggy an dthe gossip was NOT to my liking except Gwyneth introduciong Valenetino, it sis HIS last season EVER, so get your nancy reagen red bag or shoes or scarf NOW as irt wont be the same - YES i have wardrobe insurance= i have a starter of couture now and i lock it up - im not goign back to shirtless ness and what sucks is that one almost has to never wear somnethingt again if one is photograophed in it thems the rules- i used to wear the same dress every night til it was stiff on tour now i have ot get a "tour wardrobe" and budget for it at least Panos and the genius Todd Lynn who cuts amazingly and i havent mentioned him ands i dont know why since i feel like Bowie when i wear him- are desinging it,, but idont nbeed MUCH i just need enough ENOUGH
i have such a deeope reated sartorial love of things i cannot wait for this Marc Jacobs season ! ist so fucking Genius and Kooky and wierd and i love this Japanese kid Suzuki Takayuki- it all light and airy
andn o io wll NOT be in a film i am producing in wich "I " am in thats so RIDICULOUS buit thanks for thinkin of me....
letus akkl hjave a graceful week and behave with true self love aqnd dignity!
blessings to ya all
Corky
ps hypemachine.com!!!!! great music site!
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