ive seen Goyas Ghosts at teh maestros home and its as always fantastic. Thank God for that man.
thats all about THAT.
iaswked juliette to remove my toxic people posts becauswe i felt t gave too much personal info away and i dont need people guesiing about people who arent in the public eye and maybe some who sometimes are-just put szimply toxic people have got to be rooted out= nothng you do ro say will eveer be enough forthem you wll never be good enough and they wll desrtroy your life- i count my blessings becauswe at ne time my life was NOTHING but toxic people awnd now they swtand out like a sore thumb wallowing in thier bitterness and unevolved and witgh statements of grandiosity nonstop alwaysw a dead giveaway of total insecurity and that pribably the opposite is true, nothng wrong with letting ones art speak fo roneself and bein g a bit ambitious or alot ambitious about it- btut o make gradiose statements of wsucv h massive diswconnect from r ealtity ussually is a give way your near someone whose toxic- that doewsnt mean your local weirdo who says “im gonan take over the world” might not get chANCE ITS ALL IN THA HANDLING NCE ONE GETS THERE. myself ve handles it wseveral ways mostly badly- but now that im surrounded by light and swtealth and a list people- who i use as guides adnd role models- toxc people have a much harder time entering my sphere.
that and my practc keeops my vibrations fibrillatin g at a level where teh toxics and the parasitic and the covetous and the wsabatuerws gve themsevews away so quickly and are excised by the appropriate means, i simply ignore and let myt team steer them away from me.
Russell is gone and seemed as all young UK lads very very verwhelmed by the whole thing- hed didnt know whow as what and hisw ambition wsasw such that he just went on trhe on buton nd i took him up to ratners where he was s jetalgged an dtired, and had beensw o severly manipulated b y the bewst n breed sharks in this place i live in the epicenter of, that he was quite tired and overwhelmed- is awe ths happen with noel fieldong as well.
poor things, i wish i could dowload the rules of the game to them, ewsp now that vemade every mistake in the book and have lkearned from it.
an d as far as the biopic ists about thehottesthing in this town right now- ic ALLED CARRIE asw she did Postcardsw and mustve gone through some of the same things im going through- itsw weird havingstudio heads caLL MY home- sure i like everyone, but they arent asking for my services, theyre aswking for a property about my husband and me and if you havent read the book itws a myth shatterring expirience i couldnt rewadtoo much of it but it was dead on.it stswated facts categorically and most of that villif=ication of me was so baseless, factually, and swtill is, i resent people who havent done theor homewrok and talk out thoer asses and if you havent read HTH then you smply do not know a thingabout Nirvana or me and that tme in mylife.
gottaw chant its 2, going to look awt a prep school on the eat coast its a 7 hour journey almost 8 i could go to the uk for that and shell hate it ultimately, i cant believe ive got 8 hourws wof back and forth in two days in me= but it muswt be done.
shes dead seriousw about yale and the ivy league and if she cant get intot he two swchools here wich prvide entree nto those schools wshesw fucked and id ont know whatthe hell ill do without her, and wshes juswt a little baby, 14 going on 8 in many ways, i didwsagree with boarding all around but we have to sway that we looked.

uggghh, I lked boarding but i didntlike my mother- and had no father- my cristina sleeps with me every night and is my best friend, the shit that goes on n boarding school- nightmare.

anyway thanks fo rbewings o supportve and stayings positive dewspitethe wattacks fromthe swad little liferaft, i prmise these legal things are movingws tealthily and swiftly and theyll have no place to go soon.
so watch out fofr trolls and share and donthink waboyut them- they are encased in so much self loathing its pitiwable- be generous with your heart and juwst jknow thatthe internet attracts the unhealthiest people n the metaverse. mentally ill deranged people as Brookes post under ‘Glamyskank: woth “cuntney” underneath it showed her true colours.
i dontr relish anything aboyt this i just wanttjem out of our lves and stop cgoing over there, just stop, when yous ee the bootlegws and the tshirwst etc and copytrght infringements swendthe link to wa mod - forget the defamation stuff we dontc are aboutthat- we just wantthe stwrght illegal poop.
fyour vswtingand wantto c ontribute- thats what youc an do- although theres no pressure experts and IT tewachies have already gto good contol of the posts and chooswing to ignore legwal warnings is a choice one makes. when one wants to dg ther own grave- im just happy that at long lawstthe end sw v ery near.
dont worry about the toxic people dontallow yourself tor ead that shit or let t get to you i certwainly dont i find it laughable and sad, and knowibgw ahtthe futurew hlds fo rthwsi sitea nd thats ite- is good knowl,edge- hwavent chanted but yoga is here letme fix this back sag.
watcehed maddonnas confessions thing yeswetrday for as log as ic ould take it- too much yoga gives you a werid shape or maybe itws cos swhes so small- but she seemed so masculine- i haveher teacher in london whose an asskicker- but she doesnt do armwork or legwork like that with ME, its just duwst the cobwebs off work,
okway gotta do my poses.
love
c ourt

i think comparing me to someone who actively used to go out of her way ( when she had her show) to hurt me inw ays i dont want to get into whose not an artist is stupid. i dont know why this piece of press is even up here, id rempveit , not having google alert on myself means i dont know everything publshed but theresw something every few days and this is ths usual gunk and junk,
all i know abut Smith is that she was really REALLY pretty in real life and she was really on ALOT of something lets guess? oxys and valiums would be my guess from havingher follow me arpund Vegas one night with a camera and sit on my lap and just be really wierd, i refused to sign the release, so you never saw t on her show, she seemd “nice” just fucked up, at 39, the heart cant take the shit anymore but im the last to point my fingerws at anything fishy, she did lopve those hard rocks tho thats where i ran into her twice, once we tok cotton candy and put it on our heads like wigs, but id dint want t to be on her show, she seemed lonely surrunded by sort of fringe dwellers , i feel lucky to be alive biut Sharon- Anna Nicole- these Ar ewpeople ive run into but dont have anythng in common with, other than having had a drug problem at one time.
im signing i think, but youll know when and with whom soon enogh but itll be in time for the summer festivals i hope.
Thngs are fin e except dealing with people who are not rational- a little o fthat ive run into lately, swat down with eric, just toc heck in how he was, but ive nod esire to restart a musical realtionship, he looked very well, and i asked him to please quit posting at that other site wichhe said he would do, he had begun answering questions there.
and he wasnt very aware of the lifeboat of wierdos doing thier thing there, or the employee whod gone off her rocker and had beenstealing sinced not 98 turns out 97, ten years, generally they ar e the only irrational people know about, an dthe ocsional stupid article like the above- i didnt look at the graph the c omparison alone was shocking enough, but irrational scary behaviour entered my life in real life the other day and really fucked up a day for me, im tryng very hard to forgive, but idont know that i can continue to work with the people related to the sutauation of course itwas cauesed by alchohol ingenstion, irrationality unless its someon e whose naturallya bully, always starts with someone drunk or stoned.
in anyc ase alls well between me and Linda and my fabulous new managers- and my kid- hope she gets into one of the two great schools here.
everythings fine, i wss just really assaulted by an irrational person who got a close frined involved and id dint ikk the way o was treated at all, and it may aafect how and withwhom i continue to do business, stay away from peopke who drink alot s my advice for the day.
gotta go chant now, im pissed and i dont know where or whop tp put it, im very pissed.
but itll pass.
love
‘court

im in agreement ive said my piece now let her gonuts or get better,
its done , tll take a little time but ot sodone and it ook too much of my energy today recieving these kr people emails and info and proof and meanwhile my lawyers were already there. so it s not just y lawyewrs now it severyiobnes lawyers and they prevail because they are not reeactive and they dont write big nasty letters they just queitkly win so i shall letthem do that- the lesson of Brooke is not so much not to let fans near me= asd it is that particular fan got too cosy too fast and started ripping nme off as soon as she could- she is the last of the toxics as i said and i wont have anymore in thsi lifetime as lomnga s i practce and do my teaching and practice and walm it like i talk it,
subject dropped at least by me.
courts

theres a guy from france who does “medical pedicures:” he comes to la every six months for three four days and they are insane im abotu to go have one=- he shaves your callouses off witha razor and your feet are suyer fucking smooth- he gets rid of allthe cuticle stuff and its insane what he does and that noone doe sit in the us he sparisian i met him at fashion week there= id idnt mnd the sorkin comment it was sorkinney or whoevers writing it but it was dated- spesking of the other stuff dont sweat it the lawyers wwere already way on top of it- its amazing how3 karma works you think you just wanna name back and then wow oyt come alltheeother snakes and weird stin ky bugs felonies and shit- and thats why ow as so angered yesterday- the anger came from knowing this pwerson was parasiting off me sinc e98 and taking food from the nirvana llc the triust f frances an dmyself and the member sof my band- just rolling along-= hiundreds of thousands- its sickening. noone is a law unto themselves sorry- and it angered me because its the last f the tocxic people as i said and she cant survive itjout my assets - byut my lawyers are stealth deadly badasses- so im cool now-= i know allwill be well esp with my poractic so firmly in place and with the non toxic crerw around me now- totally anti gtoxic in fact, noon e would steal a penny from me in my life now.
this is the last of the shit people living in hell to go, and wellsee where this goes- itll be amusing thats for dammed sure,
and finally shell be GONE. and accoutnibulity will rule the day. and thast it.
gotta go getthis pedi and then write some rock with Billy.
love
court ps film is movinga long really well- just spoke to my friend who runs the favourite studio in this- hes a rocker and i told him about russell whose arriving at lax about now.

someone at the other site stole Onicas laptop and thinks they have IMs between me and Onica from many years ago.
Sorry to break t to rthat poor poor soul - but not only have they comitted a felony they are also printing bogus Ims, these correspondences simply are not from myself, perhaps someone calling themself myself but somneone trying to trick Onica into conversations- and to steal a laptop wth ntent to defame and steal copyright - yep its a felony- wait for the letter dont ask me- i dont make the laws.
Its such a sad desperate move based in the world of huger and animalityu and whoever this person is they are in my prayers, i hope the obsession and addiction to my persona they feel, will abate so they can have some peace and self reflection at thier slander.
or attempt at slander- but nowadays= that other site doesnt get my traffic anymore and thyeve just got each other- and they have less than a month of existance untul they are extinct so perhaps these desperate moves to keep that site alive are just symptomantoc of the addiction and obsession with thhier sad and insane perception of who i am and what i do.
this infor was shared with me by a mod one of many whose IP address was “banned” due to them fetching the illegal activities upon that site- interesting since every one of these mods has been able to chang etheor IP address and continue to feed my legal team the trademarkl violations and constant copyright infrngement on that site,
anyway goodbye bad nasty site, goodbye, theyr elike the titanic most of the way sunk.
except mpre liek a cruddy boat with bad amenities, the titanoc example only works in the context of hitting the iceberg called the LAW and sinking, its prbably more like a little klofe boat with the 20 max people who insist on ruining it for everyone else on that poor site- my site- my name- end of.
If someone was charged money to stay on that site they were simply ripped off- there was no legal reason one arth fo rthat to happen- And thats in black and white in a contract. 1 person is the owner an dthe othe rthe meployee and theres no change in that because theres an irrational himan being running things who just “decides” that they now own my porperty.
anyway enough of that.
this article is Roberto Cavalli naming me as his muse.
wich im quite flattered by.
and Donnatella is here and im very happy that shes sober and our kids get along and well get to spend some quality time together- I think Russell should comne to that party with me- hell have fun, itll be quite the to do. Im torn between three dresses wich all FIT at last, crystal atelier pink with lot so fcrystals and foo foo and greta cleavage bvit made fo rsomeone qute short ,. teal or bronze of the same very dainty couture piece with the lightest foamy lace- i had my fittings today- Donnatella came up wth some great platforms this season, fabulous ones, i think its all about borrowing black diamonds and black pearls.
well see,
oooh i do like playing dress up when im feeling better about the bod.
im nowhere near ‘There: yet but im certainly presentable.
i found this body wrap lady who soaks ace bandages in green teas and black coffee and other anti oxidents- and then you wear a track suit and do the treadmill - ypu lose about 7 pounds a session- most of it water weight but about 1 pound stays off. and shes not insane like the last wrap lady ho was kookoo for coco puffs and charged a mnt and she charges a really cheap fee.
this really works dudes and gals, and im sur eif youc are they have one in your town usa, just callthe best spa and ask fo rthe body wrap lady the trick is the ace badnages and how tight they are,
Billys depressed cos the Bears lost and if they had won i think we be writing a double album right now but hes too bummed to even pick himself up= ome people really get into the sporto thing seriously and hes one.
Im really excited about ,y managment = total tigers- theyve sent me in for some more “screamers:” kroq songs and i think weve got em both now, and i think ill go fast at we care as Cristina is going to do a Dney trip ( that child has been to Dinsey land like once a month every mnonthf or life she stays in the hotel there ande has a special pass sometimes and normal one other times and just - i recallwhen going to Dinsey land was a BG DEAL- i rthink Cristinas been on the matterhorn or whatever 100s of times if not more at this p[oint, she knows every nook and cranny of the “happiest place On Earth:” i cant deal with the “Happiest Place On earth” so maybe while she does her disney thing ill go fast in the desert, shakes are great but the desert plac ei go is abotu parasite cleansing and intensital claensing and really detoxing- ) ive thrown oput ll chritsoan praphanlia an dkept my sacred heart collection And some marys and st teresas and st cecilias just cos i had to- bhut go tird of my iching books and tarot cards and allthe little mini religions and superstiions that wereent allowing me to coomit 100 percent to nammyho renge kyo the law of casue and affecet the law of the universe the ne complete law- and if i sound liue a believer its cos i am.
I watched marie antioneette again thinking itd be finner the second time biut theres something that leaves me dry despite manuelas and kks ( the priduction designer klved with me in the vats in sf and was in the scremers and is an old punk rocker) fantastic world they created of candy and shoes and panatloons and fabrics and gilded everything 0 i like Dunst in it- i love sofias directing and her ambition to take this on- its impressive- but i thought itd be one i could ewatch over and over again and notice more and more an diddint find that to be the case for me- im dowsn to the dregs of my screeners - im looking here at Perfume- my and Kurts fave book and scared to watch it- i love that book its sacrisanct to me.
okay time to sleep, the sleep of the internally happy. and the exhaisted sleep of the over worked.
so i need a dress up break. itll be fun, and i fit in all my size 8s again- and theyre a little loose bit m not to a 6 yet.
i think wer found a writer for the bookt o script and its a dfinny assed story if he dsayd yes, he started in UK c omedy is all illsay, and it wasnt my idea at all- but its ironice and funny if he ends up doing it.
okay now Cristina wants to get into the bed so i really have to go.
keep your chins up and your humility high and your compassionate spirit ture and feel pity for the shame that your enemies are bringing to themsleves by self slander. its sad and pitiful; and forgive them and let them go= just keep your legal team the best one in the United States and if you cant attract the best protection possible, becaus eyouc ant allow them to distract you or care about ewhatthey think or say.
ta ra au revoir and love to all peace and happiness for all mankin d and shame on those who use the evil toungue bit know that they cannopt harm you because love an dgratitude kill those negative things dead.
they utterly nurtalise swuch obnsessions from others- suspend them and freeze them and send them back where they came from 7x full of the viciou s karma and persecution they were intended for= you shallnot be hurt if you reman greatful and open hearted and PROTECTED by the LAW.
goodnight
tired fromn songwriting ole corky

wow , kurtcobain.com sure dissapeared real fast! oopsy! red handed bust tho cos the trail is so obvious.

gee that mustve been a long nine year hallucination.
talk abourt panic.

that girls a nut AND a criminal. go away and give me frances Krist and Dave our stuff back.
trains been rolling for her for long a fucking nough,
just because i wish her peace and feel pity fo rher doesnt mean that accountibility and justice dont need serving.

off to the races
Court

when you register my entore families name all the way back in 1998 plus many other celebs and say lets just take kurtc oabin.com owned by the same employee whose employee agreement states clearly that were u to default in payng servers for three YEARS , she is still the employee- we dont live in a soceity without laws,. or contrcats, but when you stuff that Nirvana shirt into that envelop[e an dtake 100% of the profits and try to hide your identity, and it gets discovered- not only is that stealibg and grand larceny- a :”friend: would never register my name witjout asking mlet alone KLurts Francess and god knows who elses, but now youve got the boys and thier lawyers very very upet too, mny laywer works for free on few particular cases so it doesnt matter what imaginmaruy billionare friends will spend, hes the best lawyer in the US with a couple f oh klet s say about a hundred lawyers unde rhim and this juts happend to have peeved him off the most thos month. and oh lets not forget the trust- cutting into th eheirs income with larceny, friends dont register freidns names without telling or aksing and they certainly dont make thier :millions: from their fantastic desing skills- hacking into Onicas computer maybe but a certainb sleazy souther gentleman is so desperate for immunity that hes given over all his corres[onednce, and its so ugly im not even allowed to see it. stuff those kurt tishits and norvamna t shirts an dc ourtney tshorst keeop stuffin em.
the more it goes on the fiurther on the stratsphere you go past sneaky to theft to grAnd larceny and trials? lets try a trail with Mr Wetzman , the Nirvana LLC and The Irrevocable Trust of Frances bean Cobain, folks are hoppin mad.
what WAS in those letters!
nighty night and karma is so real and such a bitch when youve been the bad guy.
tsk tsk.

by th eway thank you am happy about so many manythings,
accountibility is impirtant and justice is served and i like that when good lawyers are doing a good job, no great job, im no t stupid enopugh to come on here and give the game awaym no just the basics, but this isnt about courtney love the name anymore its about stealing from a child and from a famiily and forjn 3 people in business together, based in covetousness, greed, animailty and lies. all these things do not comnbine to be a happy person or make one and i havent been to the other site sinc ei cant recall but i recall when i looked feeling bad for fen909 an african amercian lady in her 40s in baltimore not esactly my usuau; hatin demo but along with dave madore the sex offendor and isurance scam crimincal from boston also stillving with his mom in his 40s- these are the frignes of society and theyve fixated on me- they i just feel sorry for- its the theif and the deciever i feel the most pity for for she has to live with her lying self and her emlpy,emnt contract, and her riduclous pride what about all those billionares bac=king her and all thos emillions she makes with her fantastic design skills? yet she cannot stand top part with kityyradio.com my name my coprortaions mty llcs mine, is it her life blood?> has she nothing else? well of courzse she does she has kurcobain.com and has for years - even when i was writing her wondering who onearthj was doing it and she said shed look intoi t ot was her all along- cutting into Krist and Dave and Frances- its something even the biggest Courtney hater has to admit is wrong all the way down the block.
sop imn content, and thats enough said n thi smatter this morning,im gonna enjoy my academy screener and my wonderful life i am so greatful for and know that the universe will take care of making these villians accountable in thoer own sad lives or in the halls of justice.
and in tjhso case i dont even have to be there 50% of whats sold on Kittyradio is NIRVANA amnd KURT product - its a family and llc concern,.thje defamations my priblem but defame away i dont read it and without my traffic noone else will. hope theres enough riusks in the lifeboat,
Im going nto someones office i once sued and said something vratty about publically who love sthe record so much and appreciate dmy amends letter enboiugh that werre very seriously discuswsing wether this is the right deal for me tomorrow, you can turn all poison into medicine, all shit into gold, just pay attentiont o the law of the universe and the golden rule, do unto others and ypuw oul dhave done to yourself.
love seriously
courtney

poor brooke. shes having a breakdown. shes posting under fake names and making fun of my spelling now, shes so panicked shes taken kurts site down and is trying to deny she is an employee and nothing more, and that shes never made a dime off Kurt or Krist or Dave or Frances or Me, and now shes gone and gone nuts posting what did someone tell me not only under aliases where she calls me “cunt” but 100 of her own-she was silent while she was able to get all that income from tshirts and cds and her ebay commisions, but now shes panicked and its sad to watch, the last of the parasdites in my life- the last if the toxic people-= i just want her out of my life and my property and my llcs property and my childs property back. But brooke is not a respecter of federal or local laws. shes just a straight up parasite criminal. who lives in hatred and fear and talks about her raw food diet while having more screws loose than any crazy person i ve ever met. theres a reason fans should stay fans. and i never shouldve let her cross the line from superfan to webmistress/employee.
but hey no wshes a :”millionare” with “billionares” who want to “crucify me”.
neat.
all because i tookl her traffic away. what wil happen when she gets it for oh i duno grand larceny? Mail fraud? the list is endless.
Brooke we all know you spend a massive amoutn fo time here on Monwasxhed rose wich is a positive site and about to be the site i paid for you to build wich you never did- and we all know your voraciously suck up every minute detail of my life- and we all know youy have a google alert on me- and are obsessed and send peoples computers viruses- but your that last to go of the toxics and i want you out of my life ,my things back, renumeration for all the money you have stolen over the last nine years and justice will be served.
youre caiught redhanded or i wouldnt be crowing about it, im celebrating because youre finally going to be gone from my world.
you ar eon crazy looney bitch if i i may use the term and i am one happy greatful recovered Buddhist- and my force is just bette rthan your force.
so tak etyour littl erowboat with you and leave us in peace and stay off this site- uts a positive place and you just want to live in hell hunger and animaility-
and yes, well wait fo rhwat the lawyers do and say.
Im looking foreward to it. theyre very very sane.
swith pity and sadness
Courtney.

oh the lawyers are all over it, i justw aasnt informed of the grand larceny part of until recently, and it will go away, presently, on lawyer time but it will be gone. dontchya worry about that, its no longer my problem its Nirvanas problem. the lawyers are on it and have tried a few tacts and i think they will prevail faster than you can say “boo radley” or :”grand larceny”. dont post here if you wantt start up - we only care about THIER copyright infringements, noone elses. thats the beauty of selective thinking. and law.
and stealng from Krist Frances and Dave- not smart.
Then again stupid people never think theyll be caught or their emails will be turned over.
imaginary millionares with imaginary billionare “sponsors” who have nothing better to do than try to beat the Nirvana LLC dollar for dollar? i dont even have to rumble on this one- NMP= not my problem. I doubt thi sboasting poor soul could deal with one of my lawyers depositions l;et alone his pretrial skills let alone a trial. but there wont be one. no matter how hard she tries.( as if she could actually afford one- we have to thenm onvestigate her cash flow and that would be a no win for her)
and now ill drop the matter- for i should keep the tactics to myself, but my the plans look neat/.
if you have an opinion feel free to speak out if you have a differingopinion go to your lifeboat and speak there, we dont want your opinion here since we all share the same opinion of your lifeboat sized site, the refugees and the members here alike. go away little gnAt troll gway now. and dont come back you werent invited to this party.
live on word of mouth until your extinguished.
lol/
court

i understand wvea greed not to discuss that place anymore but watch yourselves, Brookes mentally ill,. and we have the proof, she also a criminal and has been jackingme kurt nirvana and frances since 98, and has been caught redhanded, shes also an emplyee nothing more never has been so these ways shes made ectra “income: off me with shirts and off kurt with shirts and links and whatnot ar ethe things getting taken from her and shes losing it and spends far too much time here- this came to me from someone on KR whose never posted but joined our ranks and has passed on sxomne good admin info as well as many many IMs and anothe rperson whose passed on her true feelings and spew about me- i shpuldve fired her in 99, znd 00, an di tired but shed always primsie to d as she wa stold, and i was lazy and the site was going well and i assumed she w doin the job i paid her a firtune for , f her respnse to tremoving her traffic is this i camn ony imagine her response to whats next-my former lawfirms wer reactive and wrote nasty letters but got no resultsw the reason i havethe best lawyer in the united states by genral consensus and so says the NYTmes is because a. hes a close friend and b. he doesnt do thing sthat way hed prefer to win than to elicit a reactive response, and the reason The Nirvana LLC and the Irrevocable Trust of Frances ’s lawyers ar einvolved is because of the massive amount of money this criminal has made off of all of us selling tchotkes on the net. thes ethings have already been proven. its amtter of timeline now an dpatience just a little bit of patience and wtachingthe real brooke the brooke who just posted under glamyskank or something with “cuntny” under it- i dont look but occasionally i get sentthe ones that my KR person knows are Brookes, and this one is def hers, so she posts defamatory shit under aliases simply becaus ei exercised my right to have traffic directed here? this immediatly after she put n top of my trademarked name on the site i own that “thi siste is not affliated with Courtney Love”
its a bad day for this pitiful creature but its going to get worse and worse and worse.
Just watch yourself cos the very few freaks and obsessers she has left are going to be trolling us and lets keep focused on the positive an dignore them - they cant post = and they cant hack-= were too firewalled for them to hack like they did to themselves before-but they can try to befirend you and fuck with your head- so watch yourself- okay now back to ouyr regular scheduled prigamming.
i had a TOTAL day at the RACES thanks for asking.
HUGE home run and could NOT be happier with the results of my day.
man diamoku works, thats all i know- although alittle too much energy went into thos dot com nonsense this mess this paracite created- the rest of the day went swimmingly- the actress i want texted me and wants to play me- the writer we want is inches away ( hes nominated hint hint) and the meeting was a total success and all about the music andnoone told me to go write any screamers. in fact this president was so lovely and ive workled with him before but hes gotten even more positive and fabulous with time and Id love to be in business with him and im sur eit recip[rocal- itd be nic eif the first meeting out was the one and the first choice actress was the one and justice was served on that other gunk- and samantha was the song - maybe i see red a new song- to much dope- or in my gutters, one fthos ethree. theres a sexxx song called Honey. wich is really nasty and has an evil riff biut this exec was so un exec and was allabout the music and it was just great, excellent.
Cristina wants to go to the Versace thing and were sittingw ithElton and ill bring her instead of Russell, itll be very fun fo r her.
the pink couture atelier dress that was too small for me will fit miss c perfectly as its sample size but shes too conservative for it i know its already gone to a size two actress or she wont want it. but this is her first to do of this calbier and i want her to have fun and play dress up, Im npt lving the Vogue shoot totally people are telling me im nuts, and Tom is a fantastic photgrapher but i dunno- its not…..well i was a very big girl when these were taken.
Im just so greatful to get to write music fo ra living again and to have the chance to play these summer shows and to do what ive wante dto do for years- make a record thats pure andfromt he heart and has no interference or preconceptions about it.
i feel so blessed and i got my sera of london lamps so im evenm more stoked.
i just need a touring band and to make these last one or two track s with LP and im offm, oh yeah and we gotta mix,. btu as far as im concerned the person i met today and me have always gotten along really well and i like him immensly and my team is excellent and cares for me deeply and its grest to have NO toxic people around me for the first time in years and years, everyones happy, and the most imprtant thing depsite my upset at this parasitic criminal who refvuses to get out of my life without legal process0- is to give to all of you who are si smart and supportive and cool on this site some inspration- handling conflict is hard- especially trying to ju jitsu it to us ethe other persons evil and fight agaibnst them- but did recognise that it was Brookes post right away when the prson who kew it wss brookes post because they have admin priveliges at the other site- proved it- it mad efo rnteresting reding, noones going after defamation anymore- its a time waster- esp when theres real crimes here- felonies.
so i hope that by example as angry as i am at this awful skul;king troll of a human whose turned her little army into obnsessed haters who send viruses to peoples computers( thats why i say be carefult o whom you give your email) its hard to deal with, especialy as shes not sane , when i was ond rugs i wasnt sane- but obviously im qute fine now- eccentirc surely but veryvery sane. and i just want this person gone not to set a bad example fo rthe rest of you-= when your bullied like this in life when youve been betrayed on a massive scale-t heres onlya few roads to take- giving t=it too mucvh energy gives it power- but when someone flips out and starst onsessing n you- you have to emply defenses and stratgey and theres plenty of strategy here im just not at liberty to discuss it.
Ths will be closuire for me from the people who stole so much money an dtime and life and heart and soul from me and my family. and as my mentor says= i deserve accountibility we all do thats why theres a legal system,
but i hope usingthe word bitch uo there didnt set a bad example it just applies. when someones a crazy dammed bitch- they just are- by their actions and thier words- ivebeen called it a jillion times sometime sfo rjust standing still, but at least i dont jave imaginary money and imaginaru billionares who wantto “crucify” anyone if u had real billionares id hope tointerest them in creative an dspiritual endeavors and i know quite a few billionares i dont knwo anyone who spends all thier time obsessing - i think she knwos the daughte rf somne billipnare- i recall that- and she tried to interest me in getting involved with this girl who knew not too much about the net seemed swet enough= it jiust wasnt a good time fo rme to get involved with someone so young and i could also see she wa sbeingtaken advantage of and didndtwant any part of that.
so ifthzats her “sponsor” id probab;y have my guys have a good talk with this young girls parents about how shes spending her time and with whom. and the actions this person is patently guilty of.
creativutu is aleways the key and giving back is always the key and gwe allof us want o feel were insom sort of control, wehat sthe easiest way to that? crime. violence an dtheft and embezzlement- then we are in “control” were also in a world of hell and animailty and were also fuckingw ith our karma bigtime.
casue and effect makes me wary of taking advantage of innocent rich peoples children.
and sicne my daughet ris involve dina ll of this in many ways bythe action thsi person has taken im protective and in angry but im not goingto allow t to throw me - there are many many p[eopel very very smart ones who are now in conrtol of hs sitiation. so my anger is just about how could i have been so dumb as to miss this and then i recall telling people that these domain names wer eregistered an dnoone doing anything- p[erhaps whats changed is that people listen to me now and im no longer a doormat- i know who works for me and i dont take much crap. i dont sevr ethe servants and i donta llow myself to be isolated and i dont trust people off the bat- wich os by pricust of being screwed so many times. and being vulnerable to attacks lie this ten year attacks, becAiuse of my persona.
i can choose any persona i want now and i choose positivity and consciusness, and allowiing the burden of work to fall on those laps we are all paying. with a little side information wich has been helpful.
Remnemebr one thing athetist wiccan buddhist catholic whatver the law of the universe states that betrayers always get betrayed. either because people have conscience breaks or because people get sick of thier enrgy draining insaity and rages.
im off to write songs with Billy.
hes over his Bears slump.
love tp all
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