wo w what aloooong day i had, idid the cover ofGrazia, im unsure why but my publisicts knows whgat hes doing all she kept asking me was weight this and weighttht and how much i exerr cise nde what exactly do i eat etc etc etc, it got so frustrating, i tried bring the intervuew back to spirtuality and music and rock and roll, i hope i made dent, then i resorte dto just nmedropping! but mostly gwyneth and drew and trudie styler stuff bout the way they live an dthe positiviuty and spirutlaity of them () we just had dinner two nights ago great grat night out and no paps) nyway after tpdsy i only got 4 hour sof work in they rock so HARD, wheb iw alked in my kids were playing sunset marquis, and t was compelling and dangerous and spooky and HARD and i wa sblown away man on the hard songs they are so fucking good ALREADY and Franny graduted and plyed adeliade in guys nd dolls stunning vocals stunnning,,,man does she have avoice ndthe graduationa nd a stage fullof sibbing 8th graders, becaus e theyev ebeen in that school together for 8 years togeteghr and sopem will bnever see each other again....it was very moving ,
but im so excoted and nervous about the kids........i wont do tehse shows unless we can reach transcendence,and i am parying we can the rock songs they hve nailed, i lov3 patrizia ( pato) is grdeat and spunky and plays great nd has a deep voic like mine dn we wre reallyw orking on the bridge to samantha wich there s amelody probelm nd liam came up with a beautiful melody an dhes got n angelic giirl boy voice wich i s great cos i have a boy girl voice, nd ve never sung w a boy before, its fun and hes so NOT a KC lookalike hes just very very prettyin a similoar sort of way and he can shred on his guitar an dhappens to be pretty, big fucking deal, jesus youd think id gone and hired a looklike the way my word s wre taken so out of context, and i think Micko is fuck ing a - total future superstar guitar gfod- and hes adorable nd cute too. my studio guys have been coming in ndf teahcing and ffine tuning and they think its a genous genius band diamond in the rough , noones ever run way to Britian before and gotten kids who were raise dina different culture nd a differnt msuical influences where i have rumpurs bunnymen zep they hve radiohaed muse oasis, nirvna, that theor beatles, its a nothe r set of referneces entirely, its major fucking gamble but rock should be dangerous , violent , terrifying, hideous, beitiful, garbage, pristine,spontaneous, and dangerous dangerous dangerous, scndalous, fucked up, perfect nd totlly unexpected.
bethia is a hippy and a goddess and has many secrets, shes very mysterious shes like th emona lisa, i cant tellwhat shes thinking, but shes eithe rlost of very found id ont give afuck as long as we rock.;
so i think with 13 days 12 hour dayxs at that we mght juts might mak ethe line an dTHAT is dngerous but THAT is what makes it fucming exciting and cvompeling an dinteresting= i havent mentioned stu because he s such a fuckinggt ood rummer he could fucking bkow amnyone away and hes TASTFUL i havent pyed wirh a drummer this good sinc eMIke Bordibn or that ne time me a n Grohl were gettng along and jammed for a night or something drunj off our assses, hes just FUCKING good.
i dont know if this is gonna work it could be a total disaster but dont you lovethe suspebnse, i know its gonns go one way or another, and hard work is mandatory obviously b ut a sprinkle of fairy dust seems to have steele din oyr rehardal space and its like.....relly lovely and sweeta nd yet fucked up and sideays nd theyre real good and they drink thier whisky and go dknows what else and like ic are, but its just meshing, im aiming fo rthe strars bgoddammit, im aiming for raopure for nirvana for enklightenment,
love
courtney
Friday, June 15, 2007
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
The Brits are here!
Well firtley and most importantly my baby graduates today and has the lead in guys and dolls too, im so proud of her she got flowers already from Drew B. and im hopinmg she gets them from her co godfatherrs ( its sorta ended up this way) Edward ( Norton) and Stipe, and all else, so im really proud of that.
This band finding trip tp London was 100% intuitive and allwere against it, but it might be the single most brilliamnt thing ive ever done based on gut, ever.
Our first practice was last night w Pete and Paul ( Nate who i know Linda wants to jkeep fpr studio work or id have grabbed him so damm fast) had the flu but Stu was the one who is themost expirienced ha sthe Bonham ./Fleetwood i need, so they are soooo YOUNG Micko Larkin is only 20 and cute and a guitar super genius, Liam ( who very shyly models omn the side) is maybe the prettiest boy ive seen since Kurt, and he can play like hell too, Patrizia who came via the CSS girls and Babyshambles bassist Drew, i did NOT want women, and when she walked in all looking like an Argentinian Jessica Rabbit iwas like "no way caN SHE PLAY" and she nailed ot all tgo the wall, she also platyed pro hockey as a kid and then got tp be a bad girl, somehow she ended up in London,
were all living together Monkees style i wanna see how we do even tho theers plenrty of priovacy and bedrooms(5!) in the poolhouse most are in the house and even the baby thinks they are adorable, i was so nervous making them their first pot of tea, did i stillhave the teaq touch? it was a good pot and only 3 hours of work lastnight, but for day 1 Pete and Paul ( mny guys from teh record) swore theyd tell me the truth and Pete texted me from somehow having coffee with DSHAKIRA ( Sorry Perte is too good- in fact its genius did you get a dance?) and we wentot he chat after and i got thdem a bottle of 1974 winbe realising not one of them had been born before that wine, and they both did leader stuff teaching timing and chiords even tho these guys have been opracticing thioer asses off some of thier chords were wromng and they didnt know what songs needed kapos etc, and Billy mad eteh cdhoruses on loserdust and SAamantha DIFFERENT EASCH CHORUS. Oh Billy. whaTS WITH THE WHITE>? i support whatevr Billy does, but the white costumes took me aback just a wee bit.
anyway they are both brutal and didnt ewant to like them and both were rblown the fuck away. can we reach not really good but transcendent in 21 days? were gopijng in at noon ( ahhh youth) til midnight with me skipping iout for graduation, for three hours, but Paul sia d"this may be the biggest stropke of intuitive genius youve ever had" youcpould tell really immediatly this weasnt a Barry Squire ( a very very lovely man who puts bands together in LA) band in a second, with Pete abnd Pauls and Nates tutoring for a few more days fine tuning etc, we should be very much off and running ,
okay im off two hsakes a day and down to one so im gonna have my Mochii ( tastes liek a pancake but is made of brown rice) and geimachi tea and kick Liam out of the ballroom so i can chant, and get on with the show can we reach transcendnce>? we gotta nail this album but it=d be nioce to get some chestnuts from c skina and ltt abnd beautiful son and 20 yrs in teh dakota in there, so wellsee, but if i can just get yuiki over here it takes ALOT to get a 21 year old cellist to run away ina big adventure to AMerica and Paris and London and NY and who knows what were gonna do after that, maybe just keep going, i wont compete with Christmas dreck, but Jan is the month, Christ thats almost two years from rehab to release, biu t tehre was alot of doewntime waiting for LP{ to finish aguilaras vocals and alot of things hse hads to do here an dtehr ein between weve added two rock songs the original how dirtty girls get clean from the documentary and a new one thats a toaslly beaiutiful Kroq hit, almost every song in here can and i think with amoubt of finacial support behimnd it bwill be a hit, depends on bhow i play it, but wiuth the a team i have an dthe very best publisict in earth and manager who finallya fter YEARS gets that ye si am a little fucking nuts but man her can do hios job and i rteallyt gel with him, completely, personality wiosde and he makes rtesults happen, i can wal;k the line riught
Now ive seenthe skins and the one io picke dis gorgoues and teh my pace desogn os one of the very best people my space so kindly gave me ( they ar eoine of our sponsors) ands he swears no more than three weeks i said it needed to be two,
Mid May was in Mid May and its embarassing when its sup[posed to be up the site an dthe connective My DSpcae etc, and its not he also di d maddonna and linkin park and when my baby sai dto me that Linkin Park is to hewr gen what Nirvana was to oursd i almost died ....ima little out of it depsite my NY Times subscription io didnt even know Blair has rewsigned til last night, doh!
okay oi gtota shopwer and get inm,y stol;en ( im su=re the charged me) ritz robe its so pinka nd fluffy and get a qwuick blowout and chant and meet a directior at the Polo Lounge i told him 45 min max so i can go form 1230 to 6 and come back at 830.
I am so very proud of my Bean for making it thru, and getting to graduation its notbeen teheasiset ride fo rher asnd amnd whole new shcool nexst year whole new deal.
okay well cross yopur fingers on Yuiki her firrene dmiyo is trnalsating my letytyers i think shell need a chaperone ort something! we have great sp[onsors, youll see, but tippy top in fashion and tech and makeup even, cos playing four disparate shows with no aslbum is EXPENSIVE. and i aint opaying for it, so thids is all ghoodf
its all due to running tight program puttiong others before myself and chanting diamoku every day, nam myoho renge kyo, it totally kicks ass and make steh universe gyile done the rigfht stuff.
compassiopn wisdom life force it all just cones to you asd do other weonderful ebemnfiots weell good morning and yes your gonna have to wiast til january wbut when the skins uop ill be postiong ascvioiustic version of things and songs that are b sides and lots of stuff.
just hold on baby.
man they are good, id id good, i doubted myself byt my gut kept saying stick it out, and you rtonly as good as yoru drummer i justy wabnna get to as place in a short itme wher eme and stu are connected totally. so we can do jams AND things i like to do,
okay shower time!
Court
This band finding trip tp London was 100% intuitive and allwere against it, but it might be the single most brilliamnt thing ive ever done based on gut, ever.
Our first practice was last night w Pete and Paul ( Nate who i know Linda wants to jkeep fpr studio work or id have grabbed him so damm fast) had the flu but Stu was the one who is themost expirienced ha sthe Bonham ./Fleetwood i need, so they are soooo YOUNG Micko Larkin is only 20 and cute and a guitar super genius, Liam ( who very shyly models omn the side) is maybe the prettiest boy ive seen since Kurt, and he can play like hell too, Patrizia who came via the CSS girls and Babyshambles bassist Drew, i did NOT want women, and when she walked in all looking like an Argentinian Jessica Rabbit iwas like "no way caN SHE PLAY" and she nailed ot all tgo the wall, she also platyed pro hockey as a kid and then got tp be a bad girl, somehow she ended up in London,
were all living together Monkees style i wanna see how we do even tho theers plenrty of priovacy and bedrooms(5!) in the poolhouse most are in the house and even the baby thinks they are adorable, i was so nervous making them their first pot of tea, did i stillhave the teaq touch? it was a good pot and only 3 hours of work lastnight, but for day 1 Pete and Paul ( mny guys from teh record) swore theyd tell me the truth and Pete texted me from somehow having coffee with DSHAKIRA ( Sorry Perte is too good- in fact its genius did you get a dance?) and we wentot he chat after and i got thdem a bottle of 1974 winbe realising not one of them had been born before that wine, and they both did leader stuff teaching timing and chiords even tho these guys have been opracticing thioer asses off some of thier chords were wromng and they didnt know what songs needed kapos etc, and Billy mad eteh cdhoruses on loserdust and SAamantha DIFFERENT EASCH CHORUS. Oh Billy. whaTS WITH THE WHITE>? i support whatevr Billy does, but the white costumes took me aback just a wee bit.
anyway they are both brutal and didnt ewant to like them and both were rblown the fuck away. can we reach not really good but transcendent in 21 days? were gopijng in at noon ( ahhh youth) til midnight with me skipping iout for graduation, for three hours, but Paul sia d"this may be the biggest stropke of intuitive genius youve ever had" youcpould tell really immediatly this weasnt a Barry Squire ( a very very lovely man who puts bands together in LA) band in a second, with Pete abnd Pauls and Nates tutoring for a few more days fine tuning etc, we should be very much off and running ,
okay im off two hsakes a day and down to one so im gonna have my Mochii ( tastes liek a pancake but is made of brown rice) and geimachi tea and kick Liam out of the ballroom so i can chant, and get on with the show can we reach transcendnce>? we gotta nail this album but it=d be nioce to get some chestnuts from c skina and ltt abnd beautiful son and 20 yrs in teh dakota in there, so wellsee, but if i can just get yuiki over here it takes ALOT to get a 21 year old cellist to run away ina big adventure to AMerica and Paris and London and NY and who knows what were gonna do after that, maybe just keep going, i wont compete with Christmas dreck, but Jan is the month, Christ thats almost two years from rehab to release, biu t tehre was alot of doewntime waiting for LP{ to finish aguilaras vocals and alot of things hse hads to do here an dtehr ein between weve added two rock songs the original how dirtty girls get clean from the documentary and a new one thats a toaslly beaiutiful Kroq hit, almost every song in here can and i think with amoubt of finacial support behimnd it bwill be a hit, depends on bhow i play it, but wiuth the a team i have an dthe very best publisict in earth and manager who finallya fter YEARS gets that ye si am a little fucking nuts but man her can do hios job and i rteallyt gel with him, completely, personality wiosde and he makes rtesults happen, i can wal;k the line riught
Now ive seenthe skins and the one io picke dis gorgoues and teh my pace desogn os one of the very best people my space so kindly gave me ( they ar eoine of our sponsors) ands he swears no more than three weeks i said it needed to be two,
Mid May was in Mid May and its embarassing when its sup[posed to be up the site an dthe connective My DSpcae etc, and its not he also di d maddonna and linkin park and when my baby sai dto me that Linkin Park is to hewr gen what Nirvana was to oursd i almost died ....ima little out of it depsite my NY Times subscription io didnt even know Blair has rewsigned til last night, doh!
okay oi gtota shopwer and get inm,y stol;en ( im su=re the charged me) ritz robe its so pinka nd fluffy and get a qwuick blowout and chant and meet a directior at the Polo Lounge i told him 45 min max so i can go form 1230 to 6 and come back at 830.
I am so very proud of my Bean for making it thru, and getting to graduation its notbeen teheasiset ride fo rher asnd amnd whole new shcool nexst year whole new deal.
okay well cross yopur fingers on Yuiki her firrene dmiyo is trnalsating my letytyers i think shell need a chaperone ort something! we have great sp[onsors, youll see, but tippy top in fashion and tech and makeup even, cos playing four disparate shows with no aslbum is EXPENSIVE. and i aint opaying for it, so thids is all ghoodf
its all due to running tight program puttiong others before myself and chanting diamoku every day, nam myoho renge kyo, it totally kicks ass and make steh universe gyile done the rigfht stuff.
compassiopn wisdom life force it all just cones to you asd do other weonderful ebemnfiots weell good morning and yes your gonna have to wiast til january wbut when the skins uop ill be postiong ascvioiustic version of things and songs that are b sides and lots of stuff.
just hold on baby.
man they are good, id id good, i doubted myself byt my gut kept saying stick it out, and you rtonly as good as yoru drummer i justy wabnna get to as place in a short itme wher eme and stu are connected totally. so we can do jams AND things i like to do,
okay shower time!
Court
Saturday, June 9, 2007
my spelling
obviously bows neyond if yopu can make it thru my blog your genius@!!!! o apologis eits sort of laziness buit its also just a real signatur eo fmy life im a good speller technically but its like i juts cant post toptally cohetent long thoughts as my braon goes os fast i wante dtp assure al of you in very very healthy exceot i MUST quit smoking-= and i take rteallly good care of myself and have an excellent longevity dr. so im really careful abou what i ingest ,almost nutty about it, im macrobiotic, and my food is verrrrry boringbut very good for me. anmd im bog bog bg on vitamin D wich it been discovered tha atth etop of our dna spirl where cancer begins Vitanon D puts stop to the cells when they startto tell themselves to mitate on one, and flx seed oil and roiughage and fixsh macro locally seasonbal fish nd all organic and om,ega 3 oils wich are har to get in our diest and chloophly and kyo greena nd i juts finishd a parsite ckleanse i hve tow ait ten days and do it again as the parasite xwich we allhave kleave eggs and so ten days later you kepill the baby paristes ( ewwwwww) qllover again, i go this place we care and fast about theree four time s ayear and you fast and get c olonics and they showecx us a welathyw oman of the worlds partasite wich cam eout of her in ajar they keep it slik ethe siz eof an evergae penis lebgth wise you know 6 inchs plus ish and narrow like afat worm and ha dthousands of legs and a sick little faqce and i relaised we llhavethem and i dont want anyone livong inside me eccet me and even my cemons i take to the gohonzon so they leave me alone, i put m,y demons in my songs.
okay.
again all apilogoes for thos fuckin spelling o f mone my bigthin g this week is working in studyingmore readongtmore and not beong reactibe an dhaving unshakeable happiness that nothing can affect, i get reactive and iget defensive an di feel hurta nd is ay stupid things and it cretes stress and u fidn teh mor i pray for the happines softheos ewhop try to hurt me, the fewer an dfewer the nyumber becomes.
blessed be!
cokscrew
okay.
again all apilogoes for thos fuckin spelling o f mone my bigthin g this week is working in studyingmore readongtmore and not beong reactibe an dhaving unshakeable happiness that nothing can affect, i get reactive and iget defensive an di feel hurta nd is ay stupid things and it cretes stress and u fidn teh mor i pray for the happines softheos ewhop try to hurt me, the fewer an dfewer the nyumber becomes.
blessed be!
cokscrew
hey all
hey all
sorry i havent blogged much i think th eroxy shopw is a few days AFTER the 13th i cant say the date bit tix willd ef get given away to p[lenty of you all oj the la area. i spent til 630 am on my space looking for japanesecellist, i found one giorl finally who KNEW one but o love sernedipity cos i thoight maybe i freaked her out or she didnt believe i was me but she sent m usic and pics opf Yuiki and shes so breathtaking beautiful! and her pakying ois fucking amazing, she sent me her carnegie hall look, sinc eim not really into dresses right now onstage i want other people to wear whatever they ant- i love biilly bnut i dont belive you have ogt have"costumes" like the pic sof him i saw from paris, hes just being nbilly we lways want what we sdonr have wich is him searching for an "image:" i heaRD HE WAS REALLY POLITE TO THE aindiebce and made jokes atr hios opwn expense and ws quite proud of him for that.
i kno wi sai dmidmay for the new site but i only saw the new skins yesteray nd apporved them its the lachapelle shoot i was gonan sue as a n album cover- it almost could be in fact it coyld be totqally bit itas not wuite right.
as askin its gorgeously lobvely im also playing davids show for his museam opening nid sept in Milan, ion Mobnday my British rte coming, My baby i sgoing to camp so itll be band camop at my house, wich will be fun. io hope irt all gels. Linda is of course beong very helpful for plan b musicians, of tehse dont work out but it hink i picked rea;ly magickal peop[le reallys epcial, one looks l;ike jessica rabbit and cme thru the css girls and i thought no way can she play bass and she kicked my ass and i was really anti chick, another went to cmabridge for sanskrit and is a level eofght painaist and harpist and ana dventuress and i really like her shes about 6 1 and feels vcery auf der mar ish. theres things i wnto do with her hair.......but shes quyite teh goddess.
anothe ri found otu lzter models on rthe sidde and is late cos hes comingf rom milan, but illadmit it irtol;atlly hired him cos he looks os much like kurt iots wierd, and he casn pklay reallyw ell he didnt kill mne but he swore ivf i cvgve hima week hed learn everything, hes blonde an d soooooooo beautiful and his guita palying is great the other is agiuy from band called larrakin love hi sguitar playing blew me away becaus eits jusrt so fucking MODERN its johnny greenwood an djack white andf now and he snot stuck in any nineteies rut, the drummer is unbelievable and my really groovey trendy lonfdon friends couldnt stand my choices wich is a great signa s much a si love my goorvy trendy famous london friends they are mostrly conmedians or nme stars already and trhey dont udnerstand what makes a band a good one anyway, aqnd my last band and nopffenxse to any memebr on that band was the worst band ie evr had not becus eo fthe indicviduals but the swtte i was in sucked i didnt play guitar nd we just blew togetehr= dsam radiop davcine lisa alla re great and great musicians but it was terrible band= i heard rust never sleeps one night and hits live and i knew id fucked up bigtime,
patty wa stechnicallyc onsidered a bd drummer- but she could rock 200,000 people and 2000 people and 200 people like noone else= one doesnrthve top be studio rteady tp bring it.
so wish me luck id hate if any of these guys got lost or didnt ma ke the cit having coen so fr and having gone to afarm in the uisle of swight ( minus liam the beautiful one)
and reheaRSED TIL a they feel theyev nailed it and ive ben workingevery nightw ith my studio guys leabnong the songs there son punk song called loserdust and i swear my froearm os atrophioed it stunga nd burned so fucking bad after three takes pof loserdust wich is pubk song, in gona put how dirtuy girls get c lean sans drums back on the record maybe even track one it wa sin the doc, its so fuck you and radiop ubfriebdkly and were recording anew rock song called crashing down working title monday and its rocks reallta hrd THEBN im fgonan feel the record is totally balancerd out, it needs to xstart at the kroqs, not the zdfult acs thts like puttingme at asxtaarbucks i just do not belong there.
im sooooo sorry yall have ha dto wait vor the site, naveen and me are metongft omorrow hes coming if form sf and wellahve it sorted SWEAR TO GOD within a week ,
he apologises profusely for no0t having it up mid may, im enbarassed c os i fongt liek asaying things an dthem not happening.
so london is on my bdaY, BUT I CNT SAY WHERE, and ny is on the 12th or 13th an dthe roxy s a few dfays after that,,,, theyll be a way you can sign up for tix on the new site, there will p[romose imde sir ethats a featiure, wehve good famncy s[onsirs for the shows, nice high end brands nopt like beer and phone copmp[anis, we aimed a little higher, my mgr manged among many many othe rthings the yeah yeah yeahs and i really like him alot and am gettinga longw ith homa ndfeel completely val;ued an dundrstood by mgmt for the first time ina long time l;ie i have aprtner not a daddy.
trust me i dont need a daddy or a mommy. sopme people do bette rwithout them. im one of them.
i hope your all good someone is spredings ome insane rumopur that i quit chanting, firstkly iull NEVER quyit chanting again , i chant every songle day in 2 years ive skipped five days and always shit bad shot happens ifi dont fully do an hour of gongyo an ddiamoku ( ima nichiren buddhist wich is where one repeat sthe name of rthe lotus sutra "NAM MYOHO RENGE KYO" on fromnt of a butsodan or a gohonzon everyday and chantes for desires of form andf f romlressness adn the happiness s of others esp those who hte or villify you, i really feel bad for Paris, shes a friend and i cant tellyou but i know what the medical condition os and its fuycking ohsycoally inhumane what saur is doing to her and its NOT normal 45 days and she finally broke today biut after what she wentthrough cos county si one of teh sacriest pkaces one arth ive never had the pelasure but ive heard,. id scream iof i hd to go back rthere aqn dthe mnedic al attention shes recieving is nil, its so curel an dinhumane iofyou gusy kne wthe truth ( we share a lawyer and donte ven say hes bad he always wins thos one he even knew and like dthe judge and the judge went to church in the sunday afte rhesentenced her nf riday and got a standing ivation fronm hos entir econgragation wich is really really CHRISTIAN to me NOT)
she has somne serious medi al issues and havinge piernced what she goign through i cannot even begin t oimagine going through that without mnediucal attention, people have died and had siezures from whatxs hes sufferingf rima nd obviously theres areason they are keepinjgir private im so bored of people guessing yopu know how whe n you KNOW a secret and have to keeep your noth shit but allthes epoeple are guessing teh secret the bitche son nancy grace i wanted to kill this is rrewlly a witch hunt, 5 days would have been normal;; for a minority parole vilator, i am disguetd by the applaus epeople threw down at the mntv wards the closeup n nicholson real;ly biugged me= i like jack, hey ive mad eout with jack! ( i kno wi know there snot alot i have not done dont ussually kiss ntell biut it was forevcer ago and itwas real;ly nthing)
but the close up onhom really bugged me knowing what i know about hoew jack abnd the law dont exactly get along in any levcel and noone ever tried to bringhim fdown fir the things hes done wich are entirely illegal, but het hes jack nicholson i was upset at him for klaughing and clappinga ndgenerally ehs a total gentelamn maybe he didnt knwo she was there, b it half that room hs done worse and when teh community clapped for her goping to jail the y wouldnt do thst rto even ME or Downey , i thought id seen tne bottome of public humiliation, but paris has topped mne an di ffeel nothingbut emopathy for her an d am gona wrirte her a letter every day shes there.
or try. i gave 20 day sto whip thios band into siugar deathsstar sexmagick sugarwhip
bananasplitshamanrubies and diamonds.
my bean in off to camp an dthen shes gonnas be an intern at a famnous rock magzine! shes reallyte xcited bot5y that,theyre alittle concerned coxs sheso young i blame almost famous but thats what she wanst she got offered to intern on a fuilm a biog noc eone and witha photgrpaher w3hsor a geniu sand a designer whsoe egnius in Ny and she wants to intern atthos magazine! 14 is 14, shes got her manny wiuth ehr and sshellhave fin adn feel better about herself cos 14 is so wkward sghesbeen ahving hard time like kids do, hormnones an dstuff, and shed hate me talkingabout her so illshut up, but it wokrs otu good sonce five people have to be here at the hosue and she knows its band month but hteres pnety of room and a guest house too, just british strangers, im praying they will ALL work out cos i love that they bonded on their own, cept the one who ha dor go tmilan, hes pretrtyd ammed good actaullyt but yeah he is the cutest boy i think ive seen in amillion years blonde and just ...easy on the eyes in the esiest way, everyone wghotrioed out was great, i chosre based onc hemistry and how people got on with each other adn spnics they amd rtogether and i eansts judegimng them on mucvh else biut chops an denergy looks came on adistant fourth, fter star sign.
nyway the new site wilahev atix rtegistration andf i hoep NY willgow well .....Ny are a tough crowd we really gotta be n our game, ogh yeah and im also keeping dirty girls 2 the other version co stheyre bookends ones cute like a chloe dress, ones dark nd sexual and liek a storm. so itsx not laziness i just like tht both songs saythe sm ething ina very different way incukldung sone of teh sam elyrics, ones cute but deep and ones just cdeeply deep and frpm the depths of my derspair and soula nd written on ten minutes and sick and fuc ked abd nooebns touxche dit but me. so tehre it is kids im tired,
illblog mo einf iture i just wanted to say hi an dthanks for allyour comments!!!! yoru allfucking cool!!!
lots of bl;essings an d respect and i hope you will ifyour feel;ing stressed or npot gettimg what yoyuw ant fromthso life look into soka gakkai international ( sgi) and nicheran buddhism its like teh secret but it works way faster and mrtoe effectively.
alsio i noted cos my kifd bought it i w osn teh cover o fthe national enquiterr AND THEY ASAI DI WAS 115! i cpuldnt wlk if i was 115, im bog gile with bog dhsouldes an rribs and health is really importamnt to me, hugely, ik take my kyo green an dflax seed oil and omega 3 every day and isopure shakes are the leader in whey and protein, coffe and niocrette patches im bgoping thru hell tryibngto cut back on smoking - tryiong tpgetto half a pack a day an dthe aquit when i get to ten, iom donw to a pack a day from two, but ist a pain and each fight of the urge is a little mini war, but i thinkof all ocve been through and i can dothis, if i dig deep into my own karmsa i believe our environement is direct refklection of ouyr lif econdition padt life andthios lifr karama nd i believ vert very stronglky that we can trun poison ibnto medicine always bu practicingthsi bvuddhism-nbot to mentiont he cospicous bnenfits wich are amaxzing the inner life condition whrn ic pry on fofth pryer fo rpescce and happiness for all livingbeings iu focus for a longt ime on epoepl who are vicious to me an dvillify me- mostly 30 people or less whatever the numebr on a cruddy website wich will be gone soone enough buit i fdont gothetre to read it eight months ago iw enmt and then peiple tell me the illegal dtuff te4hyd o nd i saks 3dsneone tonifght to please stop etellingme whattheyposty at ll unelkss it zffects the litigation. i dojt wanna know, bit iosncwerly pray for them and their misery and unhappiness to focus so negatively ib eevry move acelbrity makes or cdoesnt makle is the worlkd of animailty and hinger an dhell, it cannotbe fun or create value, anyway enopugh abput the talksers im suing to toillustrte that real evolution can be made in yopur lif ethrougj a derious spirtual; practice- you can fliup all negative karma around, and atre proetected byteh univers ein a jilliuon ways and dramatic terible things just dont occuir becaus eyoua re no longer crretaing them ince tyotke total resposnibility for the life you have ypu can dstart tp heklp others and feel empathy and c ompssiona talltimes.
ireacd bput leanronga nrealusation the life condition right above rapture and right below boddisatva today and its ai dsomethingbotuy howe leanring i liem wlking a misty mountaain so longf you know every shrib and every trasil and every patheqay nd every crevice nd abyss and rock
and relaisation is going miles away fromthat mountaina nnd looking at it fiormn adistnac eand zseeimnga mountain a beautiful mountain buta lsi KNOWING tshat mountain too it taight me the obvious haard work is mandatory, but ot lead to what you out in is ehat yoy get out,
im also sorry the record buysienss is what is t is i wouldve love dtop be tourongthsi album,already if i had afllrelease but theres a reasonf ro everyuthibng, i need months of set up time its three months leads for covers nd for pieces and for marketing plans and etc. and making sure i havethe suppirrt of radio and mtv and etc.
si its a pricess abnd idont knwo whats comibf oyt christmas biuts omethjingtell sme cold[aly s and im not even going to attemott o go up against them, thi sis ehokl enerew game then the last record,. wich we allknwo was disateer for em itt snot so bad in some ways the pricudtiuon bliws biut it jas four or five god songs in it bit one cant"almost: make exile on mainstreet thats like almost being pregnant. alltbe ingredints were there exceopta band that as bonded and reality me on drugvs in snot kieth on driugs im the leader and s such cannot affiord to be nd rygs
ithink i just kept everything insid eme for so longa nd then i picked arellkly evilman like the clich ei sometime sm and he and a group fp assts and lpoan officers and busienss mansagers stole evry penny they left me without money fopr my KID, vut weve built ourseves back up again, and are pretty much set. its allgood and thatd due to the chanting totally 200percent, andf ivcebeen sober for 2 years now so sonetiem si hear abotu callosu posts about me being on drugs itsliek wish fulfillnet thatw ilnbever hapebn i havent takebn anarcotic or any spirits or wine for 2 years now. nd i enjoty myself more and mpre each day especsaillyw ehn im in the klace of rpture cdopingew hat d best wich is playing music ........kearning each otf tehse sonsg so teh"courtmey" versions of tej rythym guitar keeo rhe band grinding and provid ethe texture taht mkles me suck when im bt opakying guitar to bve honest i didnt much like the hob thing. iw as prett y miserable withall slow songs and no guitar and im glad soem of my friend scouldnt make it because ite wasnt me, i play guitar, if im not you knw3o somnethibngis vcery wrong , bit ni mor ein in good plavce abnsvery very veruy happy
i hopeyou all are too.
love courtney
thansk to the japanese giurl who recomended yuiki!!!!! kawaii!!!
sorry i havent blogged much i think th eroxy shopw is a few days AFTER the 13th i cant say the date bit tix willd ef get given away to p[lenty of you all oj the la area. i spent til 630 am on my space looking for japanesecellist, i found one giorl finally who KNEW one but o love sernedipity cos i thoight maybe i freaked her out or she didnt believe i was me but she sent m usic and pics opf Yuiki and shes so breathtaking beautiful! and her pakying ois fucking amazing, she sent me her carnegie hall look, sinc eim not really into dresses right now onstage i want other people to wear whatever they ant- i love biilly bnut i dont belive you have ogt have"costumes" like the pic sof him i saw from paris, hes just being nbilly we lways want what we sdonr have wich is him searching for an "image:" i heaRD HE WAS REALLY POLITE TO THE aindiebce and made jokes atr hios opwn expense and ws quite proud of him for that.
i kno wi sai dmidmay for the new site but i only saw the new skins yesteray nd apporved them its the lachapelle shoot i was gonan sue as a n album cover- it almost could be in fact it coyld be totqally bit itas not wuite right.
as askin its gorgeously lobvely im also playing davids show for his museam opening nid sept in Milan, ion Mobnday my British rte coming, My baby i sgoing to camp so itll be band camop at my house, wich will be fun. io hope irt all gels. Linda is of course beong very helpful for plan b musicians, of tehse dont work out but it hink i picked rea;ly magickal peop[le reallys epcial, one looks l;ike jessica rabbit and cme thru the css girls and i thought no way can she play bass and she kicked my ass and i was really anti chick, another went to cmabridge for sanskrit and is a level eofght painaist and harpist and ana dventuress and i really like her shes about 6 1 and feels vcery auf der mar ish. theres things i wnto do with her hair.......but shes quyite teh goddess.
anothe ri found otu lzter models on rthe sidde and is late cos hes comingf rom milan, but illadmit it irtol;atlly hired him cos he looks os much like kurt iots wierd, and he casn pklay reallyw ell he didnt kill mne but he swore ivf i cvgve hima week hed learn everything, hes blonde an d soooooooo beautiful and his guita palying is great the other is agiuy from band called larrakin love hi sguitar playing blew me away becaus eits jusrt so fucking MODERN its johnny greenwood an djack white andf now and he snot stuck in any nineteies rut, the drummer is unbelievable and my really groovey trendy lonfdon friends couldnt stand my choices wich is a great signa s much a si love my goorvy trendy famous london friends they are mostrly conmedians or nme stars already and trhey dont udnerstand what makes a band a good one anyway, aqnd my last band and nopffenxse to any memebr on that band was the worst band ie evr had not becus eo fthe indicviduals but the swtte i was in sucked i didnt play guitar nd we just blew togetehr= dsam radiop davcine lisa alla re great and great musicians but it was terrible band= i heard rust never sleeps one night and hits live and i knew id fucked up bigtime,
patty wa stechnicallyc onsidered a bd drummer- but she could rock 200,000 people and 2000 people and 200 people like noone else= one doesnrthve top be studio rteady tp bring it.
so wish me luck id hate if any of these guys got lost or didnt ma ke the cit having coen so fr and having gone to afarm in the uisle of swight ( minus liam the beautiful one)
and reheaRSED TIL a they feel theyev nailed it and ive ben workingevery nightw ith my studio guys leabnong the songs there son punk song called loserdust and i swear my froearm os atrophioed it stunga nd burned so fucking bad after three takes pof loserdust wich is pubk song, in gona put how dirtuy girls get c lean sans drums back on the record maybe even track one it wa sin the doc, its so fuck you and radiop ubfriebdkly and were recording anew rock song called crashing down working title monday and its rocks reallta hrd THEBN im fgonan feel the record is totally balancerd out, it needs to xstart at the kroqs, not the zdfult acs thts like puttingme at asxtaarbucks i just do not belong there.
im sooooo sorry yall have ha dto wait vor the site, naveen and me are metongft omorrow hes coming if form sf and wellahve it sorted SWEAR TO GOD within a week ,
he apologises profusely for no0t having it up mid may, im enbarassed c os i fongt liek asaying things an dthem not happening.
so london is on my bdaY, BUT I CNT SAY WHERE, and ny is on the 12th or 13th an dthe roxy s a few dfays after that,,,, theyll be a way you can sign up for tix on the new site, there will p[romose imde sir ethats a featiure, wehve good famncy s[onsirs for the shows, nice high end brands nopt like beer and phone copmp[anis, we aimed a little higher, my mgr manged among many many othe rthings the yeah yeah yeahs and i really like him alot and am gettinga longw ith homa ndfeel completely val;ued an dundrstood by mgmt for the first time ina long time l;ie i have aprtner not a daddy.
trust me i dont need a daddy or a mommy. sopme people do bette rwithout them. im one of them.
i hope your all good someone is spredings ome insane rumopur that i quit chanting, firstkly iull NEVER quyit chanting again , i chant every songle day in 2 years ive skipped five days and always shit bad shot happens ifi dont fully do an hour of gongyo an ddiamoku ( ima nichiren buddhist wich is where one repeat sthe name of rthe lotus sutra "NAM MYOHO RENGE KYO" on fromnt of a butsodan or a gohonzon everyday and chantes for desires of form andf f romlressness adn the happiness s of others esp those who hte or villify you, i really feel bad for Paris, shes a friend and i cant tellyou but i know what the medical condition os and its fuycking ohsycoally inhumane what saur is doing to her and its NOT normal 45 days and she finally broke today biut after what she wentthrough cos county si one of teh sacriest pkaces one arth ive never had the pelasure but ive heard,. id scream iof i hd to go back rthere aqn dthe mnedic al attention shes recieving is nil, its so curel an dinhumane iofyou gusy kne wthe truth ( we share a lawyer and donte ven say hes bad he always wins thos one he even knew and like dthe judge and the judge went to church in the sunday afte rhesentenced her nf riday and got a standing ivation fronm hos entir econgragation wich is really really CHRISTIAN to me NOT)
she has somne serious medi al issues and havinge piernced what she goign through i cannot even begin t oimagine going through that without mnediucal attention, people have died and had siezures from whatxs hes sufferingf rima nd obviously theres areason they are keepinjgir private im so bored of people guessing yopu know how whe n you KNOW a secret and have to keeep your noth shit but allthes epoeple are guessing teh secret the bitche son nancy grace i wanted to kill this is rrewlly a witch hunt, 5 days would have been normal;; for a minority parole vilator, i am disguetd by the applaus epeople threw down at the mntv wards the closeup n nicholson real;ly biugged me= i like jack, hey ive mad eout with jack! ( i kno wi know there snot alot i have not done dont ussually kiss ntell biut it was forevcer ago and itwas real;ly nthing)
but the close up onhom really bugged me knowing what i know about hoew jack abnd the law dont exactly get along in any levcel and noone ever tried to bringhim fdown fir the things hes done wich are entirely illegal, but het hes jack nicholson i was upset at him for klaughing and clappinga ndgenerally ehs a total gentelamn maybe he didnt knwo she was there, b it half that room hs done worse and when teh community clapped for her goping to jail the y wouldnt do thst rto even ME or Downey , i thought id seen tne bottome of public humiliation, but paris has topped mne an di ffeel nothingbut emopathy for her an d am gona wrirte her a letter every day shes there.
or try. i gave 20 day sto whip thios band into siugar deathsstar sexmagick sugarwhip
bananasplitshamanrubies and diamonds.
my bean in off to camp an dthen shes gonnas be an intern at a famnous rock magzine! shes reallyte xcited bot5y that,theyre alittle concerned coxs sheso young i blame almost famous but thats what she wanst she got offered to intern on a fuilm a biog noc eone and witha photgrpaher w3hsor a geniu sand a designer whsoe egnius in Ny and she wants to intern atthos magazine! 14 is 14, shes got her manny wiuth ehr and sshellhave fin adn feel better about herself cos 14 is so wkward sghesbeen ahving hard time like kids do, hormnones an dstuff, and shed hate me talkingabout her so illshut up, but it wokrs otu good sonce five people have to be here at the hosue and she knows its band month but hteres pnety of room and a guest house too, just british strangers, im praying they will ALL work out cos i love that they bonded on their own, cept the one who ha dor go tmilan, hes pretrtyd ammed good actaullyt but yeah he is the cutest boy i think ive seen in amillion years blonde and just ...easy on the eyes in the esiest way, everyone wghotrioed out was great, i chosre based onc hemistry and how people got on with each other adn spnics they amd rtogether and i eansts judegimng them on mucvh else biut chops an denergy looks came on adistant fourth, fter star sign.
nyway the new site wilahev atix rtegistration andf i hoep NY willgow well .....Ny are a tough crowd we really gotta be n our game, ogh yeah and im also keeping dirty girls 2 the other version co stheyre bookends ones cute like a chloe dress, ones dark nd sexual and liek a storm. so itsx not laziness i just like tht both songs saythe sm ething ina very different way incukldung sone of teh sam elyrics, ones cute but deep and ones just cdeeply deep and frpm the depths of my derspair and soula nd written on ten minutes and sick and fuc ked abd nooebns touxche dit but me. so tehre it is kids im tired,
illblog mo einf iture i just wanted to say hi an dthanks for allyour comments!!!! yoru allfucking cool!!!
lots of bl;essings an d respect and i hope you will ifyour feel;ing stressed or npot gettimg what yoyuw ant fromthso life look into soka gakkai international ( sgi) and nicheran buddhism its like teh secret but it works way faster and mrtoe effectively.
alsio i noted cos my kifd bought it i w osn teh cover o fthe national enquiterr AND THEY ASAI DI WAS 115! i cpuldnt wlk if i was 115, im bog gile with bog dhsouldes an rribs and health is really importamnt to me, hugely, ik take my kyo green an dflax seed oil and omega 3 every day and isopure shakes are the leader in whey and protein, coffe and niocrette patches im bgoping thru hell tryibngto cut back on smoking - tryiong tpgetto half a pack a day an dthe aquit when i get to ten, iom donw to a pack a day from two, but ist a pain and each fight of the urge is a little mini war, but i thinkof all ocve been through and i can dothis, if i dig deep into my own karmsa i believe our environement is direct refklection of ouyr lif econdition padt life andthios lifr karama nd i believ vert very stronglky that we can trun poison ibnto medicine always bu practicingthsi bvuddhism-nbot to mentiont he cospicous bnenfits wich are amaxzing the inner life condition whrn ic pry on fofth pryer fo rpescce and happiness for all livingbeings iu focus for a longt ime on epoepl who are vicious to me an dvillify me- mostly 30 people or less whatever the numebr on a cruddy website wich will be gone soone enough buit i fdont gothetre to read it eight months ago iw enmt and then peiple tell me the illegal dtuff te4hyd o nd i saks 3dsneone tonifght to please stop etellingme whattheyposty at ll unelkss it zffects the litigation. i dojt wanna know, bit iosncwerly pray for them and their misery and unhappiness to focus so negatively ib eevry move acelbrity makes or cdoesnt makle is the worlkd of animailty and hinger an dhell, it cannotbe fun or create value, anyway enopugh abput the talksers im suing to toillustrte that real evolution can be made in yopur lif ethrougj a derious spirtual; practice- you can fliup all negative karma around, and atre proetected byteh univers ein a jilliuon ways and dramatic terible things just dont occuir becaus eyoua re no longer crretaing them ince tyotke total resposnibility for the life you have ypu can dstart tp heklp others and feel empathy and c ompssiona talltimes.
ireacd bput leanronga nrealusation the life condition right above rapture and right below boddisatva today and its ai dsomethingbotuy howe leanring i liem wlking a misty mountaain so longf you know every shrib and every trasil and every patheqay nd every crevice nd abyss and rock
and relaisation is going miles away fromthat mountaina nnd looking at it fiormn adistnac eand zseeimnga mountain a beautiful mountain buta lsi KNOWING tshat mountain too it taight me the obvious haard work is mandatory, but ot lead to what you out in is ehat yoy get out,
im also sorry the record buysienss is what is t is i wouldve love dtop be tourongthsi album,already if i had afllrelease but theres a reasonf ro everyuthibng, i need months of set up time its three months leads for covers nd for pieces and for marketing plans and etc. and making sure i havethe suppirrt of radio and mtv and etc.
si its a pricess abnd idont knwo whats comibf oyt christmas biuts omethjingtell sme cold[aly s and im not even going to attemott o go up against them, thi sis ehokl enerew game then the last record,. wich we allknwo was disateer for em itt snot so bad in some ways the pricudtiuon bliws biut it jas four or five god songs in it bit one cant"almost: make exile on mainstreet thats like almost being pregnant. alltbe ingredints were there exceopta band that as bonded and reality me on drugvs in snot kieth on driugs im the leader and s such cannot affiord to be nd rygs
ithink i just kept everything insid eme for so longa nd then i picked arellkly evilman like the clich ei sometime sm and he and a group fp assts and lpoan officers and busienss mansagers stole evry penny they left me without money fopr my KID, vut weve built ourseves back up again, and are pretty much set. its allgood and thatd due to the chanting totally 200percent, andf ivcebeen sober for 2 years now so sonetiem si hear abotu callosu posts about me being on drugs itsliek wish fulfillnet thatw ilnbever hapebn i havent takebn anarcotic or any spirits or wine for 2 years now. nd i enjoty myself more and mpre each day especsaillyw ehn im in the klace of rpture cdopingew hat d best wich is playing music ........kearning each otf tehse sonsg so teh"courtmey" versions of tej rythym guitar keeo rhe band grinding and provid ethe texture taht mkles me suck when im bt opakying guitar to bve honest i didnt much like the hob thing. iw as prett y miserable withall slow songs and no guitar and im glad soem of my friend scouldnt make it because ite wasnt me, i play guitar, if im not you knw3o somnethibngis vcery wrong , bit ni mor ein in good plavce abnsvery very veruy happy
i hopeyou all are too.
love courtney
thansk to the japanese giurl who recomended yuiki!!!!! kawaii!!!
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
avrsion .com is saying LP is NOT producing Green Day wich tehy got from dome scred little boys at a greenday site, a, its already been inBillboard over a month ago and any sexist idiot who cant see that Linda can do rock BETTER than Pop wanst athe h HOB an dknows nothing of her history and Coyrtney was NOT the first to break on on teh queens of noize show in the UK me and two other industry insiders had already posted it here,its not “coming” from CL its fact FACT poor little teenage boyz weeping that aGIRL is gonna make what i bet will be Green Days best record yet. CXL didnt talka bout this specifically- she was harangued about it becaus eitw as also in teh nme .com online due to Billy Joe tellingeveryone- yes theyve worked with Cavallo for alot of records and everyone needs some change- Courtneys record i hear helped get Linda the gig but Billy Joe was talkingabout Linda a YEAR ago at Warners.
Lindas from what o ehar very private abotu her business and CL and LP are close friend sand also busiens saprtners and i doubt Courtney would violate a privacy of Lindas if it wasnt already being blogged about and had been in print.
it wasnt a massive headlien but its early days, CKL is NOT the one spreadingthis shes confirming sort of tryong not to comment on what is FACT at WB. LINDA HASSMASHED THE GLASS CEILING! and poor sexist homophobe femmeaphobe kidies are gonna have to get used gto girl germs, im lookingf orewrd to it myself, after seeingteh HOB show and getting the buzz i almost feel LP played that show to show her rock chops sinc ethere was half o f the WB staffers there…….maybe she had an agenda to that show, maybe not, butw e all need a chanbeg and denial froma website not management is not a genuine denial its a fantasy!
tehers been three of us blogging and posting in various sites on the net for days about this, and that its tunred into a thingwhere CL is lying when allshe said on the radio was “maybe thates what i heard could be Mateallica too” NOt what was posted on teh site that quotes her from the radiop show they hve misquoted her accordingt o my UK friend who heard the show ( never misses the queenz) so its bs that she sia d anythinga bout Lps private business. It was already out there!!!
so its thats ettled? okay boys go cry into your underage beers and coem up with more layne stayley murder consipracies now its ablow to all of your penises i kbnwo i knwo i feel your pain. Linda will kick their ass i hve afeelinga dn get a record out of them the like sof wich they have not ever dreamt of- ima LP believer big time, dont know any Japanese Cellists Courtney…why dontyoug otothe Gothic Lolita sites isnt that where you got that nutty Emilie Autum,n who played many many too many notes on your tv appearances last record?
stay positive, i think the green day trolls are coming over and once ots confirmed theyre gonna blame CL with their secual girl germs frustration and its all her fault thjat Green Day are getting a chance to make teh best record o f THIER careers.
again ima major LP believcer ive seen CL at 11 out of 10 and tehy had sone bad vocals together but ultimately Courtney without a guitar isnta Courtney im interested in and linda stole the show, i love CL when shes on bit sher needs to be front and center and she needs a band of her own creation or her dick gets smalle it w a fine performance it was not excellent but shes onthe road back and well see with ethese smnallshows whats hes got to show us.
dook
Lindas from what o ehar very private abotu her business and CL and LP are close friend sand also busiens saprtners and i doubt Courtney would violate a privacy of Lindas if it wasnt already being blogged about and had been in print.
it wasnt a massive headlien but its early days, CKL is NOT the one spreadingthis shes confirming sort of tryong not to comment on what is FACT at WB. LINDA HASSMASHED THE GLASS CEILING! and poor sexist homophobe femmeaphobe kidies are gonna have to get used gto girl germs, im lookingf orewrd to it myself, after seeingteh HOB show and getting the buzz i almost feel LP played that show to show her rock chops sinc ethere was half o f the WB staffers there…….maybe she had an agenda to that show, maybe not, butw e all need a chanbeg and denial froma website not management is not a genuine denial its a fantasy!
tehers been three of us blogging and posting in various sites on the net for days about this, and that its tunred into a thingwhere CL is lying when allshe said on the radio was “maybe thates what i heard could be Mateallica too” NOt what was posted on teh site that quotes her from the radiop show they hve misquoted her accordingt o my UK friend who heard the show ( never misses the queenz) so its bs that she sia d anythinga bout Lps private business. It was already out there!!!
so its thats ettled? okay boys go cry into your underage beers and coem up with more layne stayley murder consipracies now its ablow to all of your penises i kbnwo i knwo i feel your pain. Linda will kick their ass i hve afeelinga dn get a record out of them the like sof wich they have not ever dreamt of- ima LP believer big time, dont know any Japanese Cellists Courtney…why dontyoug otothe Gothic Lolita sites isnt that where you got that nutty Emilie Autum,n who played many many too many notes on your tv appearances last record?
stay positive, i think the green day trolls are coming over and once ots confirmed theyre gonna blame CL with their secual girl germs frustration and its all her fault thjat Green Day are getting a chance to make teh best record o f THIER careers.
again ima major LP believcer ive seen CL at 11 out of 10 and tehy had sone bad vocals together but ultimately Courtney without a guitar isnta Courtney im interested in and linda stole the show, i love CL when shes on bit sher needs to be front and center and she needs a band of her own creation or her dick gets smalle it w a fine performance it was not excellent but shes onthe road back and well see with ethese smnallshows whats hes got to show us.
dook
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
it is sunset mrquis and i apologie for the offkey vocals, romy didnt kjnow the nme of teh song so she put nobodies daughter wellget more clips tomorrow im REALLY embarassed by the offf key vox, its bd bad bad and the lack of guitar is just nit what im looking for in life,or hell id wear heels onstage! so its a pretty good clip and stuff ceortthat oart as far as abnything about LPs upcoming projects it was already spilled in here befor ei said anythingabout it technically i cdertainly didnt spillit, its kinda great shes doing that but i reallyd ontwanna comment or uill get in deep shit.sincee otw as already out i said somethin somewhere when asked but thats about it, my uk housemates are coning and were gonna be a aband i can hust feel it, mybe glawed but id rather have flawed nd magical, i dontthink sunset marqy=uis needs all THT many strings even tho they sound good live i think a cello is plenty….okaey dokey,,,gotta watch some bad girls on logo and go nigh nogh again deepest apologies for off key vox shit happens. thre will be mrre from romy tomorr
Monday, June 4, 2007
even if i do sign to epic pr columbia or believ it or not universal again - good records wich this appears to be to some give people short memories- the wayu the record business is right now illstillhavre ot spend s fortune on marketing wich is non recuopable an dNPOONE is getting it cept the urban type girls, boys an dgirls an rock certaobnly isnt gettongit -Linda has Custard Maddonna has Maverick and i hjave the money to do whats called a p and d, producxtiona nd distributrion deal , woth ny lable i want,85 cents on the dollar rathe rthan 18-20 where3ibn i know better tbna most how rap[ed one gets nyway- one could rgue against it by citing ani de franco buit nitr if one has good prtners reaDY tp put serious money into the p and d, illput up some muyspACE TONMORROW but not whole songs, im so sosrry its tken so fucking lomg i wixh it could come yp nopw but magazine covers are athree month l;ed time and a good rollout is t least four mnonths,. imw aitingt in the program director from kroqs total opiobnoof this veryvery unmixed record tho im rather fond of the unmixed record dantons upples mixes are great and alan moulcder wantsto mix a few too hje really likes hgppy endiong story-= if people felt alittle dissatidsified last night itw as becaiuse there were nifast songs i was most sdecuidely as ive read a guest singer stood stage left withn o guitar wihc is like being naked inb bad way b uti did have fun and focus omn the songs and i wanst nervous i was just dammed nekked wout a guitar anyway i did N OT got othe link yous o generously privided i had aklot of work to dso today getting my Brits over and rehearsing so ic an naile each othese sonsg on guitar, noway can i palythe Billy leads but sinc ei wrote everythingbut nibeodies daughter alone t the start i know the basics i just need to releaqrnb them, i love being instage with Linda and have asked her to do Oprah with me, maybe ull have my trainingfwhells off by then, the parisian show is invite only except a bout 100 whgow illwin tickets, the ny and london shows im nots ayingw hen and where theyre bith ballrooms and trust me nottehbowery, toopunk for this althoufgh i wish wedhave justa paklyed a fast song last night but we played four of the slowest sings in gafact the slpwest somgs in the record, sortam nobodies daughter is little more action to it than my favourite wich is called for once in your life, anyway time when if i do a deal wioth oneof the above labels all three on the table in differing degrees, i really need to feel passion thereebut i havethemoney no matter WHAT im going tohave to spend momey Laqchapelle cants tand practiaclly anyone who can affor dhim wich is why he did winehouse fo rsoemthing he snever done be3fore and ratner and bennett allwanttrp do doff songs but i want david to do the dforst single, for a much reduced price im also playingf oir lachpelle in Milamn mid spetember at his museam show, anyone knwo what ROCK albums are coming out at XChsrisrtmas i didnta sk mr Martin is Coldplay coming out then? is Grohl? he genrally sells 2 mnilliopn off the bat or has done, but id go up against him, i just need to see a lost of ROCK records and yes i can get someone to get one for me but if its easy for you to get me the xmas late oct nove dec releases please ;ert me know- i know babyshambles for instance are oplaying atrenas abnd freleasinga t xmas wich is INSANE but hell go fo r it, why not? i also bneed a cellist, id like a jhapense cellist my japnsese girl had to go back to japan on a fam emergency it may be generalising but like teh brits grow up so mnuch more sophisticted musically the japanese grow up learning viola violin and cello lmost de riguer and is lovce a githgic lolita girl so there sthat visuyal element i wont be providing cos im just over weariong dresses onstage except giles has one ifd wear ( on net-a-porter the last one its a black topga mnini with chain he gave me the purse with eteh s and m whip an dthe massive studs he did for mulberry in London and Lagerfeld gave me a pair of sequinned chanel hitpants wich i woudl wear onstaghe witha rock owns t shirt but i cannot plkay and wear high heeks wicgh is reallys ad i never have its some myth infashion circles, i have in videos but even then i wear dance shoes heghth only= iweisxh mymy psace had more to the porfile so ic ouyld put the things i like and get the japanese girtls to come over!!!!!!! i AM princess AI for gods sake i wwon half of her and shes in the ny time sand usa today aevery single day, shes gothic lolita, i dontw ant violin that was a massive mistake,andno offene to znyone in that band but that band was teh worst band FOR ME not becaius eo fany one person but for Me aqnd ididnt even oplay guiatr on that band iw a sin such a state of loathingthe songs and loathing my liofe and self and ifinally found a n amazing stylist since maddonna pinched arianne ( were stillgreat friends and shes left mddonna rto do movies and i offfered an d i think shell bethere fro bith my films the one im producing an dthe one in China well Tiawan im in) anyone read red azalea? its not that its juystteh sam e author., and the usual suspect for a director, lightning strikes three times just ask the peppers who are four years older thamn me, they died a few times and i just got the greatest guy in my staff wa sthe peppers road mgr for 17 years hes a n angel, AN DN O MATTER WHAT im nto as much as handful, aklthough pariz was his first frenzied crazy shoot it wads for harpers and ithink illletthem have sept cos i need covers in dec or jan, i stillgetthe best pr, i cant nme my publicists clients but they ar ethe biggest 9 names i could name plus me for some unknown reason he seems to like a challenge hes classy cc lassy gfuy and i adore hgima nd do what he says, they all wish id sty off the net but everyone blogs as longa s id ongt blog something that gets picked up,. a few poeple bailed on me last night that iw s really looking foreard to beibngthere ione ws dclassy enough to send me about ten texts bout havcinga very sicj=k child, trhe otehr wantxs to be a business paretner and climed an emergency at 1120 pm i wouldnt have minded if i didnt havetro buy for 40 bucjks each his NINE pluses and if it hadnt been the fourth time hes flaked on me, and then i get the sweetie baby nonsense today-= man this town, its so hard to find honest peoplke esp in the music an dfilm business an dthen you meet them and you think heres an honest ine and forget how dfammed rare an d classy they re hold on to the classy people on this busienss for dear life i say, they re good friends and goo dpeople there are plenty theres an equal amount of just hustlers and i get sick of it so theres something really “she cant get arecord deal” if i do a pa nd d, well i certainkly can get a record deal but ill spend a dofrtunre wich idf it hits theyll have tro oy back but why i say bnot make 85 cents in the diollr in 200records youve mad eypur million or so back again - mcr didnt gvet that for thioer record, certainbly not for marketingand they just did 2 nights at wembley ( rena not stadium that pribably never where ill be but loghtning does struike especilly iv e noticed to nic hiren buddhists becaus ebeing intouch with the rythyn of the universe keep s rthe shoten zenjin the unoverses great forces on your side and the negative ines away from one, so im a year late- but smnanthab wasnt done and werre THANK GOD putting the original dirty girls back on the record and keeping bith of then becvaus ethey re bith good songs just opt 1 and pt 2, i may go tape it and out ot up in my space whenever this dammed vcr cones bvackfrim ropair i dropped it and it just stopped working, my briuts are coming they took the inititive and went ithe fdrummers barn recording studio in isle of wight and ate sopendinga llweek listenbing to our rehearsals and keartnbing how we play and learningf or themseoves oines a model on the sioce so hes in miulan hges embarassed abut it but by god he klooks so much like KC but z longer face ina GOOD WAY BNOT CORNFVED AMERICAN BOY VERTY MUCH A briton ive decribed my girld and boys to you and im torn between lindas generous extremely generous nd warna nbd lovely offer to tzke thosx poerfect band on the road or totake tegh band that iw ill have to call MINE ultimately in the road gettingthem in shaoe by july 4? its a serious task illhave to work 14 hours a day. maybe ill go with linda and leve then here to learn and keep playing a few more shows after that same four in fact minus paris dirty band clean record wel,l certaibly bnot that clean aND HAVE THJEN COME TO OUR rehesrdals and learn i deliberakltly oicked people i thought linda would like the energy of i did bot pick cool and trendy london a cos there sno such thing unless your in comedy, and one of my best friends has final;ly written his third season but un the midst kissed did not do anything else butr kissed young girl very young girl and everyone knows but i was furious this girkl is a year ilder than frances they let their kids go wolder in l;ondon than bev hills, cxhristinas gobne emo the rooms re3d the doors black theres an alldin sane poster a smithe meat is mnurder poster and a whiute striopes poster……aqn dthe door is locked alotr wich is against the rules, 14, man it was tough in me but i loved in abox nitthe hous ethey film the fancy exteriors of entourage at,i do like mey haircut and i wish i could stop touching it cos it turns into amullett and i have to use priduct for the irst time in my lifve to make it thick, its the onlything ive ever bitten off dstefani, sinc eshe biut mny japanese thing although justt he super lpovers thing they shoudl be pissed and i find something vaguely racuist about always having these asian girls allaround her littler than her odd, in her vidoes , does anyone get that vibe, wait i dont mean vaguely i mnean racist, its just dine stylis=hyly it sfar diffwrent fromme wanting ajapaese cellist who dresses a certain way, gothic lolita is also a lkofestyle as well ot incor[pates marie antionetter and jayne eyere i sent dame darcys stuff to them and they love her an dshe illuistrated jane eyere and lotsa westwood( iw as finallya bkpe to get two bottle of boudoir sending out to harvey bichols but id idnt pay for one thing clothin g wise wich is amazingor jist thin result, im now 128. from 182 goal bneing 125, and om on tehse bnicrette opatches fuckers, and davidoff cogrettes, cos they are very very lite, i dont want surgery , justin timberlake had it>? anyway giles is takinga flying lesson but i think i found one dress id wear instage its the last dress under giles n net a prter, thoughts? i think hes a genius and dont firget to check out his purse in the magazxine the one with the bnig studs nd the whipping tassle for mulberry, its in white wich they sent but i just git my first oair of white jeans ever, wich only work with abig torn t shirt waistcoat and converse.no socks.
othderwise i think jersey or something, i got turned onto notify jeans by linda evglista last year and have liked them ever since and amy winehouse ws wearingthese acne jeans i jsuts git sent a buch of they are very high wwasited howerver, im still obsessed with todd lynn but giles is winningne over, they are of course furious that lamb rippd off his silk one sleeve white an dbalck stripe silk dres sin tshirt fabric i think he just refused to dress her and so she knocked it off and put it ibn hwr own line, if we get sponsored by designer a we mist alleear designer a- imight be able to stick a camille on linda somewhere if i go out with the HOB band biut she aint waering a chanel suit ir any desinger duds so they hacve to bend a little. anyway fashion smashion its abog oart of my world anf why were palying paris in fact, when one haS tons and tons of covers you knwo they hjve a new record or movie out hell ill even do redbook ( post oprah i guess im not redbook material presently) biut this bnd should be perfect and have the confort and chemistry lindas offer privids but shoukldt it alsio be the band i opainstakingly wentthrough 60 people for? and io havent even helo us auditions i believe in this crew so much but for the mnodel he swears he can do it but hes gonna need serious attention for july 3……and fashionistas cantatke more than a 40 min set, but london should be a 2.5 hour set, la shoudl be 1 30 AN NY SHOUDL BE 145. maybe 2 hours play til one bleeds, go the usual cinamon giel pretty celeb skin and then dirty girls one the one in the doc, and then hppy ending story, and then saamanthan and thena the litte quiet set yall head at HOB, oh on so torn up ihve the noney! whythe fucj not! io ned to hear this ne gusy outc h there sone major thats now rtsist run, and the ceo hs an excellent reputaion, its still14 cents or 20 cents at best in the dollar rather than a pa nd d wich is like i si d85 cents on the dollar, i can afoord glam squad comfotrt for all a list crew indio e promos street team rack jobbers and sur ethere wiulk be KR poeople ( poh by the way i dont know whatthe hell shes doingha cvictory dance she told icann such a bunch of massive klies they siggested i litigate wich m,y layer doesnt much like to do except sometimes nd in this case….well put it this way in litigation that akong with tgetheft and money mad eformn kurt cobain.com and having franbces beancobinb.com and allrthe criminal activty that went ion….its certainky bnot time fo ra victory lap- we wentt oicann not to court =- we need to go to court now, wellsee, cooler head than mine shlloprevail and make the decisions, i her juliet you accundetly gave two tix to a KR troll, how di dthat happen> theyr eallegedly postingallabiut ho wthey tricked you, ifyour a fan of none stay over here ifyour nit go over there i NEVER EVER go over there jiust ignore them let them talka boyut “the spa:” while they can)its amazibng i posted some fucke dup shit when iw as fucked up about the over 20 mil stolen from me, but its alltrue, and the fbi takes up to three years and theyve just supoeinaed the bank for the fourth time= one day they just go out the same day and they take down wberyone, bam boom bam, butt hey gi at asnails pace they are stillvery much pending and my case is very much active)but they bnever xeeem tohve figure d out ewhat i was trying tio say- i hear stoires of how they repeat the tke and theyre just so off an dhow they wish me ull and how thsi record wont sell- christ as couldve gobe at leasdt gold if if have toured duh, iwas too busy in my lioft,freaking out, nywy noone bats a thousan d nimrod, one hot minute, i dunno billys solo record, i could name a bunch of relevant artists who did not sell well AND toured, imagine takking themist eessbetrial part of sellibnga reciord away touring and youve gt no awareness and arent doung ny press nd jann decides nitto give you a cover cos hes just iver you abd hears your doung really badly, nd bamn your fuycked, anyway the wishing me ill upsets me some, on m,y trademarked name, “this record wuillnever sell” stufff, darlin any record willsell if its good and there sebnough support behind it and theres atour ready band reacdy to be in ak four timnes a year and wolverhampton 4times a year and music 4 x a year,and one ha dthe best pr person on the earth, an dthe wisest counselors and best team, wellsee but artisticlly i know i gave it all all i had its so funnyt too its really a fucked up relationship cycle nota poort me rehab record, two songs fall into that category, never go hiungry and letter to god,therest are about boy things really,and doing massive massive disews of cover press.
you tour your ass off and you do tons of press and you go viist allformats of radio your recortd fits at and play your radio shows and have the best band possible and woirk work work, and you sellrecords, this may get the worst reviews i ve ever had, it my get the best but it wont be iun between, nothing is with me it seems thats oart of my karma, anyway ivce posted an dwtsed enough if your tinme can someone be my hero snd get mne the winter rekleasers in the us and aklso looka round my soace someone whose beyyer t ut than me and find a csliiest a japanese one or justa cool looking femme cellist, who sodoesnt paly alot of notes? onl;y ofypur inthe mood n dfelling liuke net surfuing iu hate it.
im not afrauid of what bnyone thinks of me and the fact is i think id hust have far nore power with a porduction and dsirtbution deak with one budget and not a penny more.t worst ani de franco is certainkly not poor aatbest neither i s maddinna and i sell nowehrre near eutrehr if them on verage in called a multi platinum artist, but let me see if this guy will pay me back what i out in i hav eth eguy who rana najor for mny years succesfuylly as oartner who wuill do my pand d for me, as a comnsultancy,and the wek kr people will go “noone willsogn her: just like billy exoplained people said “he must be desprte to call it the smashing pumpkins:” that ine oerson ina thousan the rest dont care whart fucking lavbel itll day ewarners or sony it just will be me doing what i said i was giooona do in 2000……..creaTIBG A new oaradignm
okay its early and bbc news is on gotta go c heck out that gile scress tell me if you like it ijtsage wuth a matching guitar staro and a gold strat.
yourt all so sweet and you have my respect
c ourt
othderwise i think jersey or something, i got turned onto notify jeans by linda evglista last year and have liked them ever since and amy winehouse ws wearingthese acne jeans i jsuts git sent a buch of they are very high wwasited howerver, im still obsessed with todd lynn but giles is winningne over, they are of course furious that lamb rippd off his silk one sleeve white an dbalck stripe silk dres sin tshirt fabric i think he just refused to dress her and so she knocked it off and put it ibn hwr own line, if we get sponsored by designer a we mist alleear designer a- imight be able to stick a camille on linda somewhere if i go out with the HOB band biut she aint waering a chanel suit ir any desinger duds so they hacve to bend a little. anyway fashion smashion its abog oart of my world anf why were palying paris in fact, when one haS tons and tons of covers you knwo they hjve a new record or movie out hell ill even do redbook ( post oprah i guess im not redbook material presently) biut this bnd should be perfect and have the confort and chemistry lindas offer privids but shoukldt it alsio be the band i opainstakingly wentthrough 60 people for? and io havent even helo us auditions i believe in this crew so much but for the mnodel he swears he can do it but hes gonna need serious attention for july 3……and fashionistas cantatke more than a 40 min set, but london should be a 2.5 hour set, la shoudl be 1 30 AN NY SHOUDL BE 145. maybe 2 hours play til one bleeds, go the usual cinamon giel pretty celeb skin and then dirty girls one the one in the doc, and then hppy ending story, and then saamanthan and thena the litte quiet set yall head at HOB, oh on so torn up ihve the noney! whythe fucj not! io ned to hear this ne gusy outc h there sone major thats now rtsist run, and the ceo hs an excellent reputaion, its still14 cents or 20 cents at best in the dollar rather than a pa nd d wich is like i si d85 cents on the dollar, i can afoord glam squad comfotrt for all a list crew indio e promos street team rack jobbers and sur ethere wiulk be KR poeople ( poh by the way i dont know whatthe hell shes doingha cvictory dance she told icann such a bunch of massive klies they siggested i litigate wich m,y layer doesnt much like to do except sometimes nd in this case….well put it this way in litigation that akong with tgetheft and money mad eformn kurt cobain.com and having franbces beancobinb.com and allrthe criminal activty that went ion….its certainky bnot time fo ra victory lap- we wentt oicann not to court =- we need to go to court now, wellsee, cooler head than mine shlloprevail and make the decisions, i her juliet you accundetly gave two tix to a KR troll, how di dthat happen> theyr eallegedly postingallabiut ho wthey tricked you, ifyour a fan of none stay over here ifyour nit go over there i NEVER EVER go over there jiust ignore them let them talka boyut “the spa:” while they can)its amazibng i posted some fucke dup shit when iw as fucked up about the over 20 mil stolen from me, but its alltrue, and the fbi takes up to three years and theyve just supoeinaed the bank for the fourth time= one day they just go out the same day and they take down wberyone, bam boom bam, butt hey gi at asnails pace they are stillvery much pending and my case is very much active)but they bnever xeeem tohve figure d out ewhat i was trying tio say- i hear stoires of how they repeat the tke and theyre just so off an dhow they wish me ull and how thsi record wont sell- christ as couldve gobe at leasdt gold if if have toured duh, iwas too busy in my lioft,freaking out, nywy noone bats a thousan d nimrod, one hot minute, i dunno billys solo record, i could name a bunch of relevant artists who did not sell well AND toured, imagine takking themist eessbetrial part of sellibnga reciord away touring and youve gt no awareness and arent doung ny press nd jann decides nitto give you a cover cos hes just iver you abd hears your doung really badly, nd bamn your fuycked, anyway the wishing me ill upsets me some, on m,y trademarked name, “this record wuillnever sell” stufff, darlin any record willsell if its good and there sebnough support behind it and theres atour ready band reacdy to be in ak four timnes a year and wolverhampton 4times a year and music 4 x a year,and one ha dthe best pr person on the earth, an dthe wisest counselors and best team, wellsee but artisticlly i know i gave it all all i had its so funnyt too its really a fucked up relationship cycle nota poort me rehab record, two songs fall into that category, never go hiungry and letter to god,therest are about boy things really,and doing massive massive disews of cover press.
you tour your ass off and you do tons of press and you go viist allformats of radio your recortd fits at and play your radio shows and have the best band possible and woirk work work, and you sellrecords, this may get the worst reviews i ve ever had, it my get the best but it wont be iun between, nothing is with me it seems thats oart of my karma, anyway ivce posted an dwtsed enough if your tinme can someone be my hero snd get mne the winter rekleasers in the us and aklso looka round my soace someone whose beyyer t ut than me and find a csliiest a japanese one or justa cool looking femme cellist, who sodoesnt paly alot of notes? onl;y ofypur inthe mood n dfelling liuke net surfuing iu hate it.
im not afrauid of what bnyone thinks of me and the fact is i think id hust have far nore power with a porduction and dsirtbution deak with one budget and not a penny more.t worst ani de franco is certainkly not poor aatbest neither i s maddinna and i sell nowehrre near eutrehr if them on verage in called a multi platinum artist, but let me see if this guy will pay me back what i out in i hav eth eguy who rana najor for mny years succesfuylly as oartner who wuill do my pand d for me, as a comnsultancy,and the wek kr people will go “noone willsogn her: just like billy exoplained people said “he must be desprte to call it the smashing pumpkins:” that ine oerson ina thousan the rest dont care whart fucking lavbel itll day ewarners or sony it just will be me doing what i said i was giooona do in 2000……..creaTIBG A new oaradignm
okay its early and bbc news is on gotta go c heck out that gile scress tell me if you like it ijtsage wuth a matching guitar staro and a gold strat.
yourt all so sweet and you have my respect
c ourt
Sunday, June 3, 2007
posted under "dookiepie"
yep its for sure Billy Joe and the boys and l;ike Splenda i happen to know certaine xces at Warners were freaking out,somehow Billy Joe heard some of CLs Linda produced and co written record and he was pparently already quite besotted with her anyway, he came to the studio listened to some stuff and then listened to CLs record and gave Linda Perry the ROCK CHICK the Green Day job without a second thought.
Ive heard from everyone at Warners that i Know and a few of Billy Joes people in SF as well as hes been telling everyone.
Whatever her POP thing was or is its not as strong in her as her ROCK thing wich if youd have heard her version of Beautiful the other night - i dont know why her and Court dont do a Kroq version of that song it lends otself to a rock song really really well, ididnt recongnise it for quite a few bars and i loved the arrangement= not tons of CEOs there but TONS of major label minions texting away,wether they were WB minions texting that Linda is NOT Diane Warren or Max Martin and can handle this job after Courtney left or texting that Court was fucking amazing even without a guitar her mojo is certainly not something she needs to EVER worry about, her and Linda onstage are a fantastic pairing lthoughs hes gonna have to let go of her trainer wheels and get her own band and they were excellent last night but shes gotta well inan y case i wanna see whoa nd what she picks this time out because to be frank her last band stank to high hell - the record isnt actually as bad as her and Linda made itout to be, but the band UGGGHHHHH. Terrible. So i know under Lindas guidance or her new mgmt or whatever shell have a great band this time out.
anyway just wanted to confirm what Splenda posted…..yes indeed Linda Perry is producing the next Green day record and its alot ot take on, but you gott give it up for that girl, shes really broken the glass ceiling.
dook
Ive heard from everyone at Warners that i Know and a few of Billy Joes people in SF as well as hes been telling everyone.
Whatever her POP thing was or is its not as strong in her as her ROCK thing wich if youd have heard her version of Beautiful the other night - i dont know why her and Court dont do a Kroq version of that song it lends otself to a rock song really really well, ididnt recongnise it for quite a few bars and i loved the arrangement= not tons of CEOs there but TONS of major label minions texting away,wether they were WB minions texting that Linda is NOT Diane Warren or Max Martin and can handle this job after Courtney left or texting that Court was fucking amazing even without a guitar her mojo is certainly not something she needs to EVER worry about, her and Linda onstage are a fantastic pairing lthoughs hes gonna have to let go of her trainer wheels and get her own band and they were excellent last night but shes gotta well inan y case i wanna see whoa nd what she picks this time out because to be frank her last band stank to high hell - the record isnt actually as bad as her and Linda made itout to be, but the band UGGGHHHHH. Terrible. So i know under Lindas guidance or her new mgmt or whatever shell have a great band this time out.
anyway just wanted to confirm what Splenda posted…..yes indeed Linda Perry is producing the next Green day record and its alot ot take on, but you gott give it up for that girl, shes really broken the glass ceiling.
dook
Saturday, June 2, 2007
it was fine, fun fabulous but w only played four songs i like the chemistry me and linda have togetehr biut eventually ill have to sto[p having training whhells and i was honoured to play with e guys who played on my recpord as wella sthe strinsg sbut we picked very slooowwww songs two vballds an dthe in thru the out doorish nobodies daughter with allthat loverly mellotron, hey my mojo is FINE thank you very much, my mojo didnt go curl up in a ball LP pl,ys guiatr lmost exactly like me exceot way better so i donts e the sense of leding othe rthan beinga frontmanswomyn, im unsure o fmy movememnts when i dont have gfuitar and few fast songs, i mean i waish in a way we had wghippe dout loserdust that wouyldhcve flipped peiple out, WHY havdent you guys figure dout the punk trck trio Linda is producing next> i thibnk you DID i jiust didbnt cant confirm the singer whose got two names first names one begins wilth the letter “B” saw my naff ch 4 doc and heard my nadLPs record and git ibn gtouch and he lustend to my record and hire dhe ron the spot, iewizh this would c one oyt soon cos for her i xseaer she can do mnetallicda next, shes certainlyg ot the chops for it, btu when im nto pklaying i feel m hlf leading and i hit somne klunkers on lertter to god co si stted to cry in the middle of the songs so i had some flat notes, it ghink if we allknew who the pubnk rock insanely succesfukl trio was is wed allahve beete rperspective of where Linda has been on this record to Radiogad and always to Zepplein land and back, and theres nothing i find pretentious abotu this record that ea sout xirty word and teh criteria for how a song mad eit or not i thinkw ere gonna put BOTH “Hosw Dirty Girls Get Clean:” on pt 1 and 2 cos i cant bear to aort with either ye sone is six mnbutes libng and the othe ris the always perfect 3 28 but tehrye so different and so the same and so fucked up and i wikl oepden with pt 1 wich was in teh ch4 doc no matter what, Ivde becoem zo cdependent on LP but i think shes just ealking me out of the niursery and letting me get m y bearingsm im excited to auditin people in the coming woeeks ab dfly mty Uk picks over they ahev alot of room you ever ese entporuagrage? i live in that house, so theres plenty of room, befir eiu posted that or elsied theres no way a troll could find out wher ethat part fo teh hosue the outside is shot so i dont feel wierd pisting wher ei live, anyway i LSO AM TORN vecause teh bnd tobnight coudk do 2 days a week and everyobe one stage tonight mad ethsi record and put 100 percent in, as sellas Billy, but anyway itw as s a wierd feeelibg only diring my worst musical period teh Chelsea thing did i bnot oplay guitar, and zso this was far funner im not olynp fat whatever anymopre so ifeel good abotu myself, and dammit i know my band is excllente but yall got to hear slower songs tonight, tehre re faster ones stand up mtoehrtfucker samantha a loserdust, dirty girls paRTS 1 and w2, i gues snever go hingry is fastfolk song, well see what my friend at kroq says the pod is gouing to listen to it adn im siure ill get feedback whats coming ogtu t xmas> foos abnd coldply> anymrore rock n roll> ? cn someone look wehre does one look to see late oct early nov nd dec releases ? what ri the big rck records someone made me laugh really ahrd they rhad re dthe comments ona gossip site and id ont hve tabs in the hosue or read nasty things abvoyt myself online but thsi frined is validating and funnt they said pch couldve been “rocked” so much harder by :kelly slarkson” i mean whaaaaa? hello>? it amd eme laugh really ahrd how wierd to be 14, no offense to ms clafrkson but that ine made me laugh my ass off. im not slagging the tlent contest winner who gets songs from m,ax martin , i just dont even play ibn the sam eleagye as her she sells jillion records or something right? i cant really recall what xhe looks like, i mean :sing bdetter: i coykd take that but “rock harderf” whaaaa? it mace me lkaugh and freaked me ouyt an d spooked me about young kids all at on ce. xso anyway fo rthese four shows wich i believe la is the mid july nd paris is one o fthe first five days of july and i think k london is somnewhere around my bday, but iu duuno itlltake mne no time to us ethe band i have tonight, none, 2 rehesrsals a week and we can nai lit an dthe UK under 25 crew is gonna need ahardocrde month of serious work so im torn maybe l;ev ethem at my hosue and do four wellsponsored shos with teh strings section and LP nd pkay guitar anyway or strt with mud and clay and play in the mud, they ar ean exccellnet smooth band an ditw as a joy to sing live with them i just wish the set hd been far far longer an dLP sirely put me in my place with her amaszing zep covers, the larynx on THAT wioman is INSANE, i waz doing my warmn up s with my cvoc coauch tonight and he told me when we come from the diagphram to stuck it iyt not sucj it in i NEVER knew that all tehse years, i lway stake a hbreathe aND SUCK IT IN AND PUSH DOWN FROM M Y DIAPHRAM, yer zupposed to stick it out pot belly style nd draw fromn that and the only movenembt i know is stripping and yog i dont do any dance classes maybe i should just to have stuff to dom although ine of my littl eyounger than me princess friends has a pole in her room and i attacked it the other nighta nd itw slike ridinga bike allthes egirls tke pole cancing lessons for real, nd i took a running leap went upisde down twirled three times and lnbded in teh splits, and they were allwrstruck, it didnt seem so hard but when theres nothing but craooy rocfjk abd pole for years f your life you kearn how to aattack it yep i m gooba take some serious dance lessons there sthos one bout the 7 sacred rythyms allegedly theres only seven rtythyms period and all rythyms come from tehse seven…. its african but it might helo theres a rock spin class but i dont l;ike going there its too aa filled nothong wrong with aa i just liuke Biddhist activities mor ethan aa ones, anyway yeah i wish we had plyed 6 or 7 sonsg but it was fine the way it was and im glD SOME OF you saw it nd appreciated it, i put alot ocf my heart abd soul in fact all of my heart and soul into every song you ehard and didnt hear, there snithing in the table bnothing in hidingm bnothing i tell the truth of the moment in taht time in every song i certainly hop ethat came across.
love c
love c
and i wish youd all gues sthe punk rock trio co s itll out lindas jounrey into context and get ri do f this pop sensation stuff that although genius is not swhere she ios right now. shes a rock chick thru her bones and this is alot alot alot alot of pressure on her taking this job, if you knw the trios name i think youd get where LP is taking us ll next. nd as is aid give scontext, to where shes coming from with me.
Friday, June 1, 2007
it 5 songs at 1115 mybe five, just got back from a week of 14 hours days n London i can with grvaity say that London is pretty dead musically , not for comedy and not for art but for music, opergaps dogerty gets sop much aTTENTIon not just for kte moss but also cos hes whats happening wich is sorta sad ( i dont kno wthe guy and no i didnt gop to thier recordwrap party didnt want to be papped there tho me and Drew M bfrom Babyshambles are clsope so clozse in fact that without ghis effort i would never have come tp London he prganised everything and psuhded and pushed for it) i did find the best of the best and despite my anto chicks stance, i ended up falling in love with two of them, one argentian girl ptrizia whop ;ools ;iek a mimiture jessica rabbit wich madde me think she wouldbne be able tp play, but she came trhru Drew and CSS ( Lindas Brazilian somethingbout these s americn girls) she p[lugged ina nd kicked my ass there were otehr really good bassists John from the Libertines is excellent and a girl nmed nAndrea who has big man hands like me but just needs a year or two more- Patrizia kicked my ass and a drummer named Stu swith dreads down to his ass, and surpirignly handsopne for a drummer i was pretty much ignoring him sinc ei thought id founf the drummer of my drams but i could ewalkj intop Lindas studio with Stu and shed be imp[ressed and gher standards are HIGH,noones going to be a good as nate whpose cute and younga nd KILLS but Lind willnever let me have him , M3elissa audf der mar and me have been talkinga litt;e about it but shes so vague an dgha BEEN WORKING ina solo record for two years- thixs girl bethnia walks in and all my trendy london friends think she doesnt have the x factor wic h she has in sopades and spades she mjored in SANSKRIT at Cambridge and passed lecvel 8 hrp and piano and i was mnaking her do string oarts wich after this string section is so good i reliase is unfur and i need a cellist, the japnese girl who i believe is a trained cellist was back in japan, family rmegrrnacy thing , i loved how bethnia reminded me so oooooo mcuh of Auf der mar but Taurean and diffefent leather low pants and klitle hndmade silver lether jacket and six foort one, that same tiny waist and big butt thing but mnan she can play she blew me away-= dreads and lether poants are not de rigurer cool on London , Noel Fiueldong sort of started the red jeans thing and his friend willy burrelll Johnnys brither who is also a friend couldnt take bethnia and i knew then taht was agOOD THING as it just meant my insticts were correct, thos eo fyou tomorrow coming willsee damon who pays keys and does alot of backup singing inthis record piano and mellotron the guys a genius an dghe looks like he walked out of zepplein in 74 bethnia looks liek tht and damon said hed tke her iunder his wing and teach her the prts himself-0 theyre like yin yang of each other, she couldve easily walked out of 1974 witha low pj hrvey voice and patrizia ha s alow pj harvery oice too, then this guy who used to be ina band called ( bad name alert) larrakin love came n scottish looking red fro stain in his shirt paeach fuzz and thsi si what hppens when your under 25, your not stuck in the nineties, he nailed billy and lindas parts but what he was playingw as so 2007= jophnny grteenwood jack white an dbeyond mars volta it was all coming oyt of him and i was blown way lastly for now this little blonde come sin aafuzzy sweater- Kurts twin, Liam, i couldbnt even look at him, he models to pay the rent, burt hes 22 and i love his rythym playing too, he needs to work the hardest, b ut i may do these four shopw with the band yous ee tomorrow night and stillhave to hold la auditions wich illfly my kids out for= there was also a scouser named mark noone kn ws where he cme from i locve that he bl;agged his wy inm nd jul,ian who se very cute ina band called whitey and hi spartner scott and a n amazing drunner fromn nΩ wgow as in d4 beaver he was the frimtrunner but stu just went into this mike bordin / jimmy miller. dave grohl staiostr[[here. irts nit sone lame attemopt to stay “young: but its anttamepot when i get off teh traininbg wheels Linda is so generousoly giving me she is sych lyal loyal freind and such a genius and i cant wait til yall hear who shes doing next FINALLY one of the best ROCK nands in the world and Metallica may not be fr off, shes doen her pop girl thing and imn siure shell do it gain but LP os rock chick to the bone and genrous and loyal and strict and wonderful, had cxrazy day in paris ate about 50 laudre macaroons the inspiration for teh pallette for marie antionette for sofia coppola and ended up with four boxes of them,they are my new heroin, anyobne who wants top call it n eating disor=der needs to see me near a box of ludre macaroonbs and Lagerfdeld was 6 hours late due to weathjer and let me have a run of teh rue vendome store and i wore the REA:L dress the 200k one, and i cannot believe i didnt spot the knock off for what it was thsi was handsewn with beutiful pockets and detriling nd they took my meaSUREMENTS and this time it fit like a glove im soooo embarassed but love KLagerfeld for having teh senes of humour to s we say in Buddhism turn poison into medicine, thexze are for Harpers Bazaar nd its not music oriented zt all the interview m i finally conceded and did krls nude on cocox couch the room where coco chanel hd her lovers and came up with her ideas the door says mdemoiselle on it still hert aptrs ARE STUNNINGA ND THEY PUT CHanel pearls strategiuca;ly everywhere and took out that momnet of the pudgy nuce on the couch and i got a little ht from bnext xseason very madeline or more very coco- and ws sayingf i reallyw ntrd to play the ritz ballroom show for him n dfor the 2 mninute warning cos linda freaked when she found out iwqast iun on monday, she had been told dofferent, we got ot the train station with me bnaked except for some pearls and a chanel labcoat, and a ton of rick owens and chanel shopping bags and the BUTCH PARISIN TRAIN LDTY WOULD NOT LET US ON THE TRTAIN ahe took one look zt those shopping bags and just assumed we wer eugly mericans for a day trip and we were on gtime and i knew id miss this giug wich is symbolic on many levels, firstly wlking off that pkln ind into a a level professiobnal rehersal wotha ctual crew whereas louie who worked for the ppepers for 17 yrs aN DNOW WORKS FOR NME AS ROAD MANAGE3R ha sbeen obn his own it was very expensive guerilla auditions bad pas aND BAD TECHSm i we3nt ot ozzies dr on harley street and lied an dtold him u ewas playing teh royal albert hall that bnight so i could get the good satuff , he gve iut to me orally, and then i got KENALOG SHOT YETERday from my vox doc xzo imn pumped full of dso much cortisone i shoudl sound like pavaratti he guessed exactly how much i smoke too and told me illhaave ot get suyrgery i have pre po;;up pre nodes- meaning id ont have nodes yet, but allthsoe marianne faithfullcomaprions vocally wich bug the shit out of me since i who love her as a human bveinga nd the first person to ever giev my daughter wine wich i find out in ap[ril nd am not hzppy abouit, of courts eit was a 1000 dollart bvottle the first putcvhjase on hert new ccm and mariannes bf helped her chooze teh vintage i find this out in april, so what can i dxo,k its a glas sif wine but man, shes only 14 and both her perents are addicts marianne totally seduced frances SHE gave ger a chanel jacket and a pair of leather rpants from the 80s and A GLASS OF WINE.
sop im a littl emiffed with mrianne, tho getting her to come up and song sister nmorphine in pris on the 3rd night be fun,,,,,but im annoyed aboyt the wine,
adult supervision is differnt in france.
anyway this BEEETCH at the trin staionw asnt lettinfg us on the train and we were ON TIME i swear, somehow i believe dfrnces was in cromwell hisospital with a 103 degree fever and got on my kn=ees beggiung nd tellingher to take the dammed shopping bags she was 555 ish sour and had no children kinda reminded me of the other website webnistress whose doing some abnsird victopry dance over a nondecisipn tht get s an appeal over therde zt that othe rsite from what i hear, like i czrem butr brooke crossed mny mind, whenever i zee sour faced nasty women blonde i think of thos stalker of mine zhe couldve been brook i was gettong in that plane, id kept cool ll day, when lgerfeld was so kate i didnt let in id idnt give ny attitude i let them put me in too smll shoes and he was funny and genuine and nothing klike i thought hed bem i hve chnel bags for every one and boxes of macaroons for everryone now nd love;y l;pve;y lovely accespories and sunglasses and makeup i mean we had to leve but not til we erided the store! ANCD HE WS MRO ETHAN GRCIOUS GETS PHOTOS FAST, and we were zio zip zip, and we get to the nuxe and lopuie ) c hili peppers rd mgr now nmine_) gave me a two mninute warbningw ich ctually maeant two ninutes not ten like im used to a two ninute warning being nd i was just wantong so much to play this show for karl and chanel, and my stylsit went intoa victorian faint hes in no way admin or an orgniser, he sews flopwers onto ribbon quietly and he was beingf orced into this position that hezx very edward gory nd he sthe best stylsiut ive ghad sicne maddonn stole ari, hes operfect ancd he does the couture and xshows for chanel and rick owens and givenchy and countelss others and does shoots covers dily and hes pushed ne into sone great pieces even when i was fat u was werubg rochaS and lanvin and turned me onto whu chkloe and me are a perfect matc h for day wear and of course illalways be loyal to marc jacobs hes so loyal too, he sent me lst falls entore line when i was still in court but the best thingt o do in court iswerar anthropologie or at most armani cos when you dress pretty they wanna get you allthe more its not a fashion show, and you will just piss them off of you dress nice, i was punoshed by having to go to rrhab 90 fdatys wich i shoylda sdone long before and punished by havingt o go to court what wa sita nyone count? 32 times? THAT wad my punishement.
poor paris i feel bad for her, i heard the jidge went to c hrich the sunday aftyer the fridy he sentanced ger and got standing ovation fromn hos congrgation, hous eo fjesus. nioc e, wht a sweetie., Lohan however i fany of you yanks KNEW who cALUM BEST WAS IN THE UK,,,,THINK FLAVOR FLAV….. Someone brought hin over her once and i hate being catty butr i was like- get himn OUTR of here he sthe flavor flav of the UK hes c ute but he s stillteh flavopr falav of the uk.anyway bitch would not let me on train or posse so then o got good an dmad i love provence an dsouth of france and the fuck youa ttitude of the french in generl they are juist veryt different pris vs cannes area, but i dont go back gto paris unless i get paid, we hd to charter a jet to ctahc another chartered jet bacj here so i coykld make rehersdals the good news is that they punop so nmuch oxygen into thos ethings and no my busibness mabnger is unbhappy as all hell ive never chartered a jet from europe before- butr i got off the plane so refreshed win thez ebig white kleather seats with teh sbility to smoke wich i need to stop unless bac k to full circle i wnt surgery in year and two days on three days off on tour is not econocally dfeasible, so my thin ohse is gonna go soin cortisone is why i had a opuffy face allthry the early 90s, you can go to 500 calories a day wich i thionk one macaroon is about five bucjs abnd has two eggs in it btw, i out on half a kg in one day,rose chestrnut gingerbread lilac violet caramel oh my god these laudre macaroons also available in harrods are sick good and if you live ibn london or pris its so worth it to go there, i chnted alot that day too i donrt know what went wrong then i got back to london nd joteiced i had a pair of press shoes from next seasons and ive bnever stolen a thingf rom shoort in my life nd i thought MY GOD thats the karma and also noel lost my really nice gloves brancd new aubergine ones, ogh yeat fter i was sobbing fodoiung mt klady mac raining oyt naked buit for a laqbcvot u fot good nd MAD and flipped he roff inb both eyes and scremed that next war i hope we strt itw uth parius and she was nazi obviously whod vbeen left behnd an dlouie3 picked me uyp and stuffed me in the van cos the french cops were about to arrest me next, taht wouldve been fin”uh londa cant amke it in in jail” he just picked me up and shoved me ina sho[p[ing bag literally and we gotthe hell oyt of there on a prop pl;abe cross the channel. ahhhtehers more my day in paris, LINDA CANT eat sugar and so couldnt east the laudres and hat3d the rick owens jacke3t u bgot for her, so that was abust iuc amne bearing gifts but ny voice was in top form and iw as so relievced to see my boys and LP, and how wel they play, i msde rehersal tapes and sent them to my londoners particularly liam who plays reallyw ell but has timinfg iussues, one kid came in he had taken someones plac e on the arctic monjeys tour sweet kid but he was PUNK and played smatha perfectly asnd PUNK, we both agreed nicdely tht itw qasnt for him. i turned some of my aa london friends onto BUIDDHISM WICH MADE ME FEEL GREAT.
but i had zero time to socalise except to take a little care of my frienc david and my dfriend noel one broke his foot the othe ris just gettingr eally famous and dodubg debauched thinsg he shoyldbnt be doung, hes pribably the bvest conmuc mnind in the uk and he needs well its none of my busienss he bneecds to have someone take caqre of him til he gets it nd does somethings opirtual and phsycial and stop kletting this fame thing gettto hom or he wont hAVE it anyway, hers geniues ( nighty boosgh three sounds amazing_) the c racj fox and the jazz cell tht gets killed with sids safety pin its aamazing i cant say too mnuch cos il get int rouble, when thsoi record out i dont fuckong know. wellsee afte rthese shows but i dont think illtake THIS band in tour thsi time ill leave em here and let em work hzrd on the songs while i go with L{ amd my recording band with th estrinsg tomorrow nights band wich LP desp[ite her buisy bus=y schedule she has offered to do.,and maybe illd o aporductiopna dn distribution cdeal, cos im gonna have to spend my own miney anyway, idunno there s one record company i really really liek who really like me, so wellsee if they have a marketing pkbn fro me, otherwise wghy not i can afford it and i may as well. what >? tehres spome nourjoui=s thingy aboyut :”mpmmy daDDY IM ON WAR+NERS” I HAVE NO MOMMY AND DADDY, top impress and id prefet to make 85 cents on the dollar rather thn 20, but but but i really do like theos one company nd they love the record an diuts mad eup if a consortiun of artists and empaths and opeople with ears…….we shallseewhat hppens
i lopve nked bnath ditto on the cover of the nme! genius ! best nme cover sicne opjharvey in teh chicken yard by anton corbjin.
okay gonna go nigh n igh, paris non non. lagerfeld oui oui oui, calssy behaviour of harpers bazaAr - 10 out of ten. mty stylsiyt painting i need himt oknow that he willnever be put in taht siutauation again and can go back to ghis victoriana an d his life we really put him in bad spot.
irt was gureilla audiutions wirth last ninute people and people coming in cold, theres some eccellenbt musiuicans i ha=havent namned mistly lead guitar,. cos pete mnight be done with cornell and also cos i habnet md ey-up my mind abkyt flyong them over here uits dammed cheap, 258 bucks for coach on Viurginba nd rhey can stay at my house!
i gotta chant at 8./
au revoir i hjad a blast high points nd low points an di ctually used mny butler to use a button hook on my chanel shoes, i had a butler button! it eas fancy nd unfancy all at once.
ND IT EWNST STORMY niught in the channel bit it wasnt smooth and i just scarfed macaroons, honestky if you can find a weibsite for them just stare at them, Zn if you want o gove someone the gfreatest trezt of their entire lives call harrods not PARIS nd order a box of 35 or 70m itll be the best gastric present youllever get anyone, truxst me i have taste, buds.
and a closet full of the geenrouys nr lagerfelds letting me run thru the store,,,,,,,,,,,,yay! mny child has gone emo and no longer wears chanel and somne was for her, she likes her bags from meoba records and has red hair and pinted her room red and black,mrick on little bean. eyeliner and klitsa emo right when i think ive figured yt ehat she likes the white struopes the kooksshe move sinto something else, she lopved the macaroobns damnit bvut refused to admnot they =were gebiuueys i hioe she doesnt get emnbarassed tonorrow shges aklswatxs been so supposrtiveof nme abd this record and ui hsy=t dont wnna emnbarass her but all mothers wuth 14 tr olds embarass them, poor baby, but i AM thin an dhijst remember Trent Abntony and Flea ere all four years older than me and Grohls my age oh yes he is if your gonna argue imn the one whoxse seen his passport you havent=sio fat and yung is cute and sjinny and old is fine if yoru a WOMAN, actauly lets be fir i dontthinka nyones a good rockstar fat and old( for rockstar years)
bwyay befopre i go to sleep i just wanna puvlically priclim hoe much i love paul an dpete an dnate and damon and Monsieur William Corgan on this record nd how much i truly deeply madly love Linda P{erry who ssems to never ever be wrongw hen it comes top me, i love her so much and that shes taken the time to do thios for me is amazing, shes the leader and the innovator and anyone thinking linda isnt “indie”enoiugh cant have any of my macaroons, cos your WRONG, as sges prived on trhos onm her ben jellum record and on rthe next punk trip nmegaband record, she willrise liek no woman ever has so on top fo beonga partner a business partner an advisor a guru a dear dear friend one of the great loves of my lofe my soulmate when it come sto songwriting i men if i cant make a record with linda i just womnt mke one, shes what ove looked for my whole lofe sicne i wads putting opretty girls to front bands cos i wasnt pretty enough. Linda writes from her guts as do i we just have different guts and she gets me like a lion protecting a cub i love her soooooo much.
night all
Courtney
sop im a littl emiffed with mrianne, tho getting her to come up and song sister nmorphine in pris on the 3rd night be fun,,,,,but im annoyed aboyt the wine,
adult supervision is differnt in france.
anyway this BEEETCH at the trin staionw asnt lettinfg us on the train and we were ON TIME i swear, somehow i believe dfrnces was in cromwell hisospital with a 103 degree fever and got on my kn=ees beggiung nd tellingher to take the dammed shopping bags she was 555 ish sour and had no children kinda reminded me of the other website webnistress whose doing some abnsird victopry dance over a nondecisipn tht get s an appeal over therde zt that othe rsite from what i hear, like i czrem butr brooke crossed mny mind, whenever i zee sour faced nasty women blonde i think of thos stalker of mine zhe couldve been brook i was gettong in that plane, id kept cool ll day, when lgerfeld was so kate i didnt let in id idnt give ny attitude i let them put me in too smll shoes and he was funny and genuine and nothing klike i thought hed bem i hve chnel bags for every one and boxes of macaroons for everryone now nd love;y l;pve;y lovely accespories and sunglasses and makeup i mean we had to leve but not til we erided the store! ANCD HE WS MRO ETHAN GRCIOUS GETS PHOTOS FAST, and we were zio zip zip, and we get to the nuxe and lopuie ) c hili peppers rd mgr now nmine_) gave me a two mninute warbningw ich ctually maeant two ninutes not ten like im used to a two ninute warning being nd i was just wantong so much to play this show for karl and chanel, and my stylsit went intoa victorian faint hes in no way admin or an orgniser, he sews flopwers onto ribbon quietly and he was beingf orced into this position that hezx very edward gory nd he sthe best stylsiut ive ghad sicne maddonn stole ari, hes operfect ancd he does the couture and xshows for chanel and rick owens and givenchy and countelss others and does shoots covers dily and hes pushed ne into sone great pieces even when i was fat u was werubg rochaS and lanvin and turned me onto whu chkloe and me are a perfect matc h for day wear and of course illalways be loyal to marc jacobs hes so loyal too, he sent me lst falls entore line when i was still in court but the best thingt o do in court iswerar anthropologie or at most armani cos when you dress pretty they wanna get you allthe more its not a fashion show, and you will just piss them off of you dress nice, i was punoshed by having to go to rrhab 90 fdatys wich i shoylda sdone long before and punished by havingt o go to court what wa sita nyone count? 32 times? THAT wad my punishement.
poor paris i feel bad for her, i heard the jidge went to c hrich the sunday aftyer the fridy he sentanced ger and got standing ovation fromn hos congrgation, hous eo fjesus. nioc e, wht a sweetie., Lohan however i fany of you yanks KNEW who cALUM BEST WAS IN THE UK,,,,THINK FLAVOR FLAV….. Someone brought hin over her once and i hate being catty butr i was like- get himn OUTR of here he sthe flavor flav of the UK hes c ute but he s stillteh flavopr falav of the uk.anyway bitch would not let me on train or posse so then o got good an dmad i love provence an dsouth of france and the fuck youa ttitude of the french in generl they are juist veryt different pris vs cannes area, but i dont go back gto paris unless i get paid, we hd to charter a jet to ctahc another chartered jet bacj here so i coykld make rehersdals the good news is that they punop so nmuch oxygen into thos ethings and no my busibness mabnger is unbhappy as all hell ive never chartered a jet from europe before- butr i got off the plane so refreshed win thez ebig white kleather seats with teh sbility to smoke wich i need to stop unless bac k to full circle i wnt surgery in year and two days on three days off on tour is not econocally dfeasible, so my thin ohse is gonna go soin cortisone is why i had a opuffy face allthry the early 90s, you can go to 500 calories a day wich i thionk one macaroon is about five bucjs abnd has two eggs in it btw, i out on half a kg in one day,rose chestrnut gingerbread lilac violet caramel oh my god these laudre macaroons also available in harrods are sick good and if you live ibn london or pris its so worth it to go there, i chnted alot that day too i donrt know what went wrong then i got back to london nd joteiced i had a pair of press shoes from next seasons and ive bnever stolen a thingf rom shoort in my life nd i thought MY GOD thats the karma and also noel lost my really nice gloves brancd new aubergine ones, ogh yeat fter i was sobbing fodoiung mt klady mac raining oyt naked buit for a laqbcvot u fot good nd MAD and flipped he roff inb both eyes and scremed that next war i hope we strt itw uth parius and she was nazi obviously whod vbeen left behnd an dlouie3 picked me uyp and stuffed me in the van cos the french cops were about to arrest me next, taht wouldve been fin”uh londa cant amke it in in jail” he just picked me up and shoved me ina sho[p[ing bag literally and we gotthe hell oyt of there on a prop pl;abe cross the channel. ahhhtehers more my day in paris, LINDA CANT eat sugar and so couldnt east the laudres and hat3d the rick owens jacke3t u bgot for her, so that was abust iuc amne bearing gifts but ny voice was in top form and iw as so relievced to see my boys and LP, and how wel they play, i msde rehersal tapes and sent them to my londoners particularly liam who plays reallyw ell but has timinfg iussues, one kid came in he had taken someones plac e on the arctic monjeys tour sweet kid but he was PUNK and played smatha perfectly asnd PUNK, we both agreed nicdely tht itw qasnt for him. i turned some of my aa london friends onto BUIDDHISM WICH MADE ME FEEL GREAT.
but i had zero time to socalise except to take a little care of my frienc david and my dfriend noel one broke his foot the othe ris just gettingr eally famous and dodubg debauched thinsg he shoyldbnt be doung, hes pribably the bvest conmuc mnind in the uk and he needs well its none of my busienss he bneecds to have someone take caqre of him til he gets it nd does somethings opirtual and phsycial and stop kletting this fame thing gettto hom or he wont hAVE it anyway, hers geniues ( nighty boosgh three sounds amazing_) the c racj fox and the jazz cell tht gets killed with sids safety pin its aamazing i cant say too mnuch cos il get int rouble, when thsoi record out i dont fuckong know. wellsee afte rthese shows but i dont think illtake THIS band in tour thsi time ill leave em here and let em work hzrd on the songs while i go with L{ amd my recording band with th estrinsg tomorrow nights band wich LP desp[ite her buisy bus=y schedule she has offered to do.,and maybe illd o aporductiopna dn distribution cdeal, cos im gonna have to spend my own miney anyway, idunno there s one record company i really really liek who really like me, so wellsee if they have a marketing pkbn fro me, otherwise wghy not i can afford it and i may as well. what >? tehres spome nourjoui=s thingy aboyut :”mpmmy daDDY IM ON WAR+NERS” I HAVE NO MOMMY AND DADDY, top impress and id prefet to make 85 cents on the dollar rather thn 20, but but but i really do like theos one company nd they love the record an diuts mad eup if a consortiun of artists and empaths and opeople with ears…….we shallseewhat hppens
i lopve nked bnath ditto on the cover of the nme! genius ! best nme cover sicne opjharvey in teh chicken yard by anton corbjin.
okay gonna go nigh n igh, paris non non. lagerfeld oui oui oui, calssy behaviour of harpers bazaAr - 10 out of ten. mty stylsiyt painting i need himt oknow that he willnever be put in taht siutauation again and can go back to ghis victoriana an d his life we really put him in bad spot.
irt was gureilla audiutions wirth last ninute people and people coming in cold, theres some eccellenbt musiuicans i ha=havent namned mistly lead guitar,. cos pete mnight be done with cornell and also cos i habnet md ey-up my mind abkyt flyong them over here uits dammed cheap, 258 bucks for coach on Viurginba nd rhey can stay at my house!
i gotta chant at 8./
au revoir i hjad a blast high points nd low points an di ctually used mny butler to use a button hook on my chanel shoes, i had a butler button! it eas fancy nd unfancy all at once.
ND IT EWNST STORMY niught in the channel bit it wasnt smooth and i just scarfed macaroons, honestky if you can find a weibsite for them just stare at them, Zn if you want o gove someone the gfreatest trezt of their entire lives call harrods not PARIS nd order a box of 35 or 70m itll be the best gastric present youllever get anyone, truxst me i have taste, buds.
and a closet full of the geenrouys nr lagerfelds letting me run thru the store,,,,,,,,,,,,yay! mny child has gone emo and no longer wears chanel and somne was for her, she likes her bags from meoba records and has red hair and pinted her room red and black,mrick on little bean. eyeliner and klitsa emo right when i think ive figured yt ehat she likes the white struopes the kooksshe move sinto something else, she lopved the macaroobns damnit bvut refused to admnot they =were gebiuueys i hioe she doesnt get emnbarassed tonorrow shges aklswatxs been so supposrtiveof nme abd this record and ui hsy=t dont wnna emnbarass her but all mothers wuth 14 tr olds embarass them, poor baby, but i AM thin an dhijst remember Trent Abntony and Flea ere all four years older than me and Grohls my age oh yes he is if your gonna argue imn the one whoxse seen his passport you havent=sio fat and yung is cute and sjinny and old is fine if yoru a WOMAN, actauly lets be fir i dontthinka nyones a good rockstar fat and old( for rockstar years)
bwyay befopre i go to sleep i just wanna puvlically priclim hoe much i love paul an dpete an dnate and damon and Monsieur William Corgan on this record nd how much i truly deeply madly love Linda P{erry who ssems to never ever be wrongw hen it comes top me, i love her so much and that shes taken the time to do thios for me is amazing, shes the leader and the innovator and anyone thinking linda isnt “indie”enoiugh cant have any of my macaroons, cos your WRONG, as sges prived on trhos onm her ben jellum record and on rthe next punk trip nmegaband record, she willrise liek no woman ever has so on top fo beonga partner a business partner an advisor a guru a dear dear friend one of the great loves of my lofe my soulmate when it come sto songwriting i men if i cant make a record with linda i just womnt mke one, shes what ove looked for my whole lofe sicne i wads putting opretty girls to front bands cos i wasnt pretty enough. Linda writes from her guts as do i we just have different guts and she gets me like a lion protecting a cub i love her soooooo much.
night all
Courtney
oh forgot i didnt finish my thought how unusual of me my doc saod of dont quit smoking ill have to have vocal surgerym im pre nodes, nd the mrianne thingw asa bouyt how much i totally laothe being compared to her vocally because its just not true! itd just not! i hve so much more rnge left than she does, she shott he lrynx OUT its GONE doesnt make her any less cool, but io cn go up nd trill down, do my scales everyday i sing nd ron andersonw hsoe one of the most espendy and bext vocal coaches in town or in the us has told me many times i have a wide range and why do i sue the low one so much? welltheres notes upt hee inthat high rnge wich are shot out. hey my voice has been commented in as two cats in a bag fighting sinc ei was fresh voiced, but i do hve range if i weas adude they wouldnt be saying so much nonsense about my deep voice, i resentt he marianne comparisons vocally becausei DO have a bigger range than marianne not bigger than dyklan or patti but technically more than marianne, its a real pet peeve.
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they did have to wait and it was just aone man show with louie running eevrythinga ll in everyone wastreated really well, i hope noone was too messed about, i have tyet to sit and write thank you notes to everyone who came out but messed about? i dontthink so, one kid came allthe way from leeds a freind of ryan from teh cribs and he was an excellent pubnk drummer but ryans hgeard the record this kid wasnt correcdt for this music, as far as cost we askled for allreciepts for taxis and transpo etc noone was treZted ina nyway ina geative or sour manner. and otwasnta lllads babe p,enty of girl;s, of it had been done properly everyone wouldve felt like a number anbd goptten 15 minutes, if anyones ougt of pocket or feeling that way they allhave louies blackberry and if theyre feeloing out of sorts they sjould contact him do ic n fix iut if theres a prioblem or someone young or niabe didnt tunr in their recieptsm this cost me a fucking fortune, guerilla style like this, but nboone got messed about exceptthe day i ws very two hours late fpr Jpn from the Libertines mostly. whose fantastic bssist who i jiust spoke with.
This wasntthemost “[rro” situation but id have gottne stuck in pro vil;le an dnot gitten the individual sounds n dtestures i was looking for. and firther i havent mad eyup my mind about all the lead guitarists they wullbe stayinga t my house when they come an d theres nothing wrong with that.
i wonder what hppene dto makje you post that! we wer eunfailingly polite and one girl i gave five shots to cos she was a friend of a friendm and Drew M sent me some great people Mcgee did too, i sae the most indivicual and sweetest energy type people in tp thezse shitty rooms () great for london) and spendt a fortune to do so wr sure doulve used a good tech nd a crew guy, the music working fo reveryone for days bvefpre instead of some peopel havingto come in cold, but in la youd get a number and fiftenn minutes id barely make eye contact with you and youd be a numbverm, so we chose an alternate route,and nothing is perfect again of anyone feels dissatisfoed with thier tretment or trveled and didnt turn in receipts they shold get ahld o flouie who everyone has that number. and i shallbe sneding flowers and notes this week when i get the time, i put up with aklot of the wrongs tyle an dincompetence in that room but i willsy itw as worth it because i found wehat iw as looking for in terms o findividual vcisiona n dvBritish aestehtic. one mkes ones choices.
This wasntthemost “[rro” situation but id have gottne stuck in pro vil;le an dnot gitten the individual sounds n dtestures i was looking for. and firther i havent mad eyup my mind about all the lead guitarists they wullbe stayinga t my house when they come an d theres nothing wrong with that.
i wonder what hppene dto makje you post that! we wer eunfailingly polite and one girl i gave five shots to cos she was a friend of a friendm and Drew M sent me some great people Mcgee did too, i sae the most indivicual and sweetest energy type people in tp thezse shitty rooms () great for london) and spendt a fortune to do so wr sure doulve used a good tech nd a crew guy, the music working fo reveryone for days bvefpre instead of some peopel havingto come in cold, but in la youd get a number and fiftenn minutes id barely make eye contact with you and youd be a numbverm, so we chose an alternate route,and nothing is perfect again of anyone feels dissatisfoed with thier tretment or trveled and didnt turn in receipts they shold get ahld o flouie who everyone has that number. and i shallbe sneding flowers and notes this week when i get the time, i put up with aklot of the wrongs tyle an dincompetence in that room but i willsy itw as worth it because i found wehat iw as looking for in terms o findividual vcisiona n dvBritish aestehtic. one mkes ones choices.
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