no comment- ive said all i had to say personally to people involved and i feel goaded into a quote by someone who had old comments of mine and statemnets on the same topic coming from the trees, at least i had the balls to put my own name on my opinion, i have never stated on the record behaviour of others i have not personally witnessed, and i never would .
i dont like being involved with something im no part of.
NO COMMENT. . move on . i wish anyone hurt phsyically and emotionlly well. the END.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Sunday, August 26, 2007
sketching escaPING face the music, come on
Current mood: confused
OKAY!
Time to get the hell out of this pity party fog= come on girl- get off yoru ass walk over o your guitar and finish those 2 acoustoc songs or fuck it wait for the day and plug in and finish th screamer on a n ice iold strat thru a verbey Fender= ive had a big 10 day pity party= got withou getting oo specific dragged into the recent past- thank god for the IRS, is all ill say and instead of the relief of being abvle to finally lay my burden down -
and finding Gods Army= the sort of thing that my juvenile "Authority Problem" has always created karma wise by me and figures of authority= from Agents to Bankers to District Attorneys= Gods Army- a billionare friend rcomended the secret army to me-= and golly amn i impressed -but right at hat momet about 1000 pages come sover and he violating humilaiting pillaginfg ferocity vracity venality malice deleting purchsing hiding lying wiring loaning gaslighting forging raging its all there = ive seen alot of it= but then a whole new dimension of it and a WHACK load of new data hit me inb my had BAM- so finally after days and days in a fog of sadness and desperate confusion - i had a talk with a Psychiatrist whod eals with people whove expirienced what i know about and yall dont bu someday you will= if my nam was jane Doe this is th cover of Time magazine stuff- some people may even laugh at me- think ts funny- but iut was a fated idea that i would not survive this pillaging- and the level of arrogance= is wild= who leaVES all this proof behind?
who does that?
anyway he word"victim" is not a word i am used to suing on myself- i dont accept victimhood-= and the Psych had to force me to see it= where it fits into my karmA IDont understand- the marginilasiion hu,iliatuon nams ive been called villification shame ive felt its all somehow atached to my own karma- and this Psych really had to talk me into stopping blaming myself- and accepting that i am a victim here- and ivebeen in adaze for daze so ive been escaping not through the guitar or lyrics= those parts of me dont feel pure as theyve been commodified in some way and i dont want them ever compromised= i never wanna be ware of the commodficitation of writing a s..
so i put allthoxseyears on movie sets and in the magicaL vast halls of Paramounts massive wardrobe dept and frpom my first wardrobe job n"Mommy Dearest"
i may nver have known fashion but i sure as shi know my mousseline= and studying the couture maerials used by Lacroix and wasted imho by these sub eila saab couteriers and studying my years of Collezion and Gaps and sketching skeching skeching = going to the Magic /Project convention inVegas i want my line to be ready
by Jan, and i wanto be able to provide a 300 dollar bra expience for 50 and o have he best pattern cutter ever- hes about 70- old Hollywood- worked and was traindd bNorrell and Bob Mackie!!! knows nothingabou fashion bu every drape and everything i steal from Westwood or Yohji - and everything i make up on my own0- in la we are famous fr haaving th WORST fabrics in the world an d never ever getting he new textiles- i have found 2 couture fabric stores in London and hey have wbsites, but man oh man thi stuff is so expensive-=
the way isketch is rather niave but the editor of a fashion bible saw them and loved them! old me this kind of "niave" sketching is what people are doing on purpose right now,
so im going to som e seminars cos ima seminar geek- cos i wanna use OrgaNIC matriaLS too- and god frobid i go to denim - yah we all need a new line of jeans NOT
i have my KINKY by bhysteric glamour and my my space friend miyo in tokyo just went into Hysteric and got me from the fabulius Nobu a ton of Hysertoc for me and my kids in my band- its so genius- so much cooler than a vintage band shirtuts just impossible tp get ouisd of tokyo= i also found a new young high end japanese designer suzuki Takayuki- HES AMAZING! i have to go to NYC for work on h record as im gojn g durong fashion week im going tp br honoured to hopefu;y mee Yohji yamamoto aq otal hero of mine with his Y3 show and also hopefully Marc Jacobs show-
lets all thankl Marc for bringing back the wide brim hat that had that JLO tipping pointthat fucked it up= ive kep tp my vow re Luxury Goods- i pruchased one good cloche hat- and its doesntt apply to exploraopry skincare am obsessd with the Leaf and Rusher line and the Scott Barnes makeup line wich os pretty amzongand he legacy of Kevyn ( bless!) Aucoin the Kevyn line- im still obsessed with my candles my d and l candles AND they have new fragrances buttheres a new com,pany thats amaxing too= Modern Alchemy = they have one "Salem" and "Ex Libris" really amazing notes hazel larch maple and parchmant and leather- not cheap but if i fdidnt have A fortune id def se what proenzer schoener(sic) designd fr arget and id gt one good cloche hat, and apair of cool suspenders.
no6 normal old man ons alhoughid get them, but maybe altrnate fabric= and id get a really cool coloured pair of long leathrer gloves my aubrgine nes from BVrunos italian gl;oves online are amazing deepdeep purple almost black=- iwant apairof pewter pones but ni luxe brands-
so ive been escaping watchingf old frnch and pre code womens movies and skechinfgmy ass off on beautiful things i would wear and fanasinsingabout how illgetthese new hajapnses meallic nylon light as a feather textiles and makibng the tights i wished existed- im terribl at drawing shoes and bags- feet im okay with
anyway theres a mix att the foot of my bed its been there a few days-= and ineed o wake my ass up inhe mornonga nd pur my eyes away andmy ears back on aqnd opuy th ep past behind me
its in th ebest possible hands they bneed a few documents= but if not theyll find em that sifgh of releif ivbeen waiting years for-= u can do i t now i just need to accept that someimes w e ARE victims iof horrible atrocities and its always karma but iy copuld be from another life= i dont know.
iv been racking my brib for allthos gowns pf m,ae wests racks and racks of them mostly belle epoque lily langtry huings 20 inch waists= all beaded and full of gold pearls and silver laces= amazing works of art=
just wantto make sure i bring you the Glam, the true Glam when im ready to do it-=
maybe wierder than whats oiut there maybe conservaive if you rfashion foreward-
but i promise ill never pu out anything i wouldnt be proud to wear that i havn wished for myself, and o wanna see how to use roganic fabrics with couture notions and beading- whatsth compromise rate?
anyway imtured of being in the past and need to come back to the present it just hurts so very much i took he bait and drank the kool aid and everyone watched = someday yall will knopw what im alking about= ive alluded to it for a long time butthese 1000 pages threatened my life force and sanity and sobriety and shit i almnost sarted ovreating too and my religious practice it overtook me with shame and regret and confusion as to thr naure of evil and how can humans be this evil= when theshrink knrw the facts and data he summed up that one of he leaders was psychotic and pon sociopahic= gee jusr like mommy and daddy= so what is it that atttraCts these people to me? im eccentric at worst, a little frosty sometimes.....hmmmmm....well okay if he says "victim" ill take it i jus feel stupid now i need to get on with the show,
xxxc
OKAY!
Time to get the hell out of this pity party fog= come on girl- get off yoru ass walk over o your guitar and finish those 2 acoustoc songs or fuck it wait for the day and plug in and finish th screamer on a n ice iold strat thru a verbey Fender= ive had a big 10 day pity party= got withou getting oo specific dragged into the recent past- thank god for the IRS, is all ill say and instead of the relief of being abvle to finally lay my burden down -
and finding Gods Army= the sort of thing that my juvenile "Authority Problem" has always created karma wise by me and figures of authority= from Agents to Bankers to District Attorneys= Gods Army- a billionare friend rcomended the secret army to me-= and golly amn i impressed -but right at hat momet about 1000 pages come sover and he violating humilaiting pillaginfg ferocity vracity venality malice deleting purchsing hiding lying wiring loaning gaslighting forging raging its all there = ive seen alot of it= but then a whole new dimension of it and a WHACK load of new data hit me inb my had BAM- so finally after days and days in a fog of sadness and desperate confusion - i had a talk with a Psychiatrist whod eals with people whove expirienced what i know about and yall dont bu someday you will= if my nam was jane Doe this is th cover of Time magazine stuff- some people may even laugh at me- think ts funny- but iut was a fated idea that i would not survive this pillaging- and the level of arrogance= is wild= who leaVES all this proof behind?
who does that?
anyway he word"victim" is not a word i am used to suing on myself- i dont accept victimhood-= and the Psych had to force me to see it= where it fits into my karmA IDont understand- the marginilasiion hu,iliatuon nams ive been called villification shame ive felt its all somehow atached to my own karma- and this Psych really had to talk me into stopping blaming myself- and accepting that i am a victim here- and ivebeen in adaze for daze so ive been escaping not through the guitar or lyrics= those parts of me dont feel pure as theyve been commodified in some way and i dont want them ever compromised= i never wanna be ware of the commodficitation of writing a s..
so i put allthoxseyears on movie sets and in the magicaL vast halls of Paramounts massive wardrobe dept and frpom my first wardrobe job n"Mommy Dearest"
i may nver have known fashion but i sure as shi know my mousseline= and studying the couture maerials used by Lacroix and wasted imho by these sub eila saab couteriers and studying my years of Collezion and Gaps and sketching skeching skeching = going to the Magic /Project convention inVegas i want my line to be ready
by Jan, and i wanto be able to provide a 300 dollar bra expience for 50 and o have he best pattern cutter ever- hes about 70- old Hollywood- worked and was traindd bNorrell and Bob Mackie!!! knows nothingabou fashion bu every drape and everything i steal from Westwood or Yohji - and everything i make up on my own0- in la we are famous fr haaving th WORST fabrics in the world an d never ever getting he new textiles- i have found 2 couture fabric stores in London and hey have wbsites, but man oh man thi stuff is so expensive-=
the way isketch is rather niave but the editor of a fashion bible saw them and loved them! old me this kind of "niave" sketching is what people are doing on purpose right now,
so im going to som e seminars cos ima seminar geek- cos i wanna use OrgaNIC matriaLS too- and god frobid i go to denim - yah we all need a new line of jeans NOT
i have my KINKY by bhysteric glamour and my my space friend miyo in tokyo just went into Hysteric and got me from the fabulius Nobu a ton of Hysertoc for me and my kids in my band- its so genius- so much cooler than a vintage band shirtuts just impossible tp get ouisd of tokyo= i also found a new young high end japanese designer suzuki Takayuki- HES AMAZING! i have to go to NYC for work on h record as im gojn g durong fashion week im going tp br honoured to hopefu;y mee Yohji yamamoto aq otal hero of mine with his Y3 show and also hopefully Marc Jacobs show-
lets all thankl Marc for bringing back the wide brim hat that had that JLO tipping pointthat fucked it up= ive kep tp my vow re Luxury Goods- i pruchased one good cloche hat- and its doesntt apply to exploraopry skincare am obsessd with the Leaf and Rusher line and the Scott Barnes makeup line wich os pretty amzongand he legacy of Kevyn ( bless!) Aucoin the Kevyn line- im still obsessed with my candles my d and l candles AND they have new fragrances buttheres a new com,pany thats amaxing too= Modern Alchemy = they have one "Salem" and "Ex Libris" really amazing notes hazel larch maple and parchmant and leather- not cheap but if i fdidnt have A fortune id def se what proenzer schoener(sic) designd fr arget and id gt one good cloche hat, and apair of cool suspenders.
no6 normal old man ons alhoughid get them, but maybe altrnate fabric= and id get a really cool coloured pair of long leathrer gloves my aubrgine nes from BVrunos italian gl;oves online are amazing deepdeep purple almost black=- iwant apairof pewter pones but ni luxe brands-
so ive been escaping watchingf old frnch and pre code womens movies and skechinfgmy ass off on beautiful things i would wear and fanasinsingabout how illgetthese new hajapnses meallic nylon light as a feather textiles and makibng the tights i wished existed- im terribl at drawing shoes and bags- feet im okay with
anyway theres a mix att the foot of my bed its been there a few days-= and ineed o wake my ass up inhe mornonga nd pur my eyes away andmy ears back on aqnd opuy th ep past behind me
its in th ebest possible hands they bneed a few documents= but if not theyll find em that sifgh of releif ivbeen waiting years for-= u can do i t now i just need to accept that someimes w e ARE victims iof horrible atrocities and its always karma but iy copuld be from another life= i dont know.
iv been racking my brib for allthos gowns pf m,ae wests racks and racks of them mostly belle epoque lily langtry huings 20 inch waists= all beaded and full of gold pearls and silver laces= amazing works of art=
just wantto make sure i bring you the Glam, the true Glam when im ready to do it-=
maybe wierder than whats oiut there maybe conservaive if you rfashion foreward-
but i promise ill never pu out anything i wouldnt be proud to wear that i havn wished for myself, and o wanna see how to use roganic fabrics with couture notions and beading- whatsth compromise rate?
anyway imtured of being in the past and need to come back to the present it just hurts so very much i took he bait and drank the kool aid and everyone watched = someday yall will knopw what im alking about= ive alluded to it for a long time butthese 1000 pages threatened my life force and sanity and sobriety and shit i almnost sarted ovreating too and my religious practice it overtook me with shame and regret and confusion as to thr naure of evil and how can humans be this evil= when theshrink knrw the facts and data he summed up that one of he leaders was psychotic and pon sociopahic= gee jusr like mommy and daddy= so what is it that atttraCts these people to me? im eccentric at worst, a little frosty sometimes.....hmmmmm....well okay if he says "victim" ill take it i jus feel stupid now i need to get on with the show,
xxxc
Monday, August 13, 2007
2 IMPORTANT QUESTIONS /"NEVER THE BRIDE"
HERES THE BIG QUESTIONS BEFORE THE BLOG -
1= WHAT MAKES YOU BUY A CD INSTEAD OF DOWNLOAD? WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DOWNLOADED ? WHTA WAS THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT? WHY?
2
WHAT SHOPS DO YOU SHOP AT AND WHAT BRANDS DO YOU LIKE OR WISH YOU COULD AFFORD TO LIKE? ANY YOU HATE?
Can we dispose of the awful word "blog" and return to :"post"
it just sounds so much more polite- new keyboard- if i focus real hard i bet i wont make more than 250 spelling errors.
so big resolution- spend money ONLY on work relateed things no makeup jewelry clothing.
NO LUXURY GOODS! thats my vow - music and creativity and back into the busines sof music and NEVER THE BRIDE only. NO MORE OBSCURE SKINCARE!
( oh hey that infomercial for Dermacia? that stuff rocks! im obsessed! its really good!)
Alot of people have been asking ma about me and Clare La Fayes design brand "Never The Bride" Esp since the Harpers piece came out ESPECIALLY
people who rep people in Japan- imtrying so hard to decide bnetween the companies
some carry one or more of my favourite designers and friends- its a very compex decision- But our look book is amazing - they came out beautuful so far these dresses
we need to start diffusing, its a great innovative thing - but far too expesnive abn dtime consuming to do full time maybe always do a few a year...
to us ethese really rare and precious one of a kind victorian to teens to 20s beading fabrics but now we need to
get to the next level , i just am so confused about Japan, we have an entir eLine DESIGNED AND ready to make but we have to get my pattern Cutter and the best fabrics-= this is not a quick buck to me its art its been with me my whole
life cutting and drawing clothes always dresses l.ingeries shoes and bags
Clare went to Otis, i noticed her way back when seraching the net for deconstructed cool clothes as part of a company in Portland Ore called "Hovercraft" i brought her down to make clothes for an upcoming tour that was never to be, but she came back , iwas in a store newly opened- for about one shining moment this store had the coolest stock in LA ( LA is for all the costumes- remember my first film i worked on was "Mommy Dearest" and Oh. My the stories i could tell, but i did learn who the best patter n makers were who made the handmade lace still, who beaded those crazy 80s Bob Mackie gowns by hand- i knew allthe stock at Paramount until they sold tot he two rental houses Palace where i worked bruefly and WEstern, all the lame and the lace made of solid gold i learned alot about long long fittings juyst to get a dart in the right pl;ace from my mentor Bernadene- she didnt know a thing about FASHION in the sense of what peopel were wearing this season , and i hope to see her soon actually , she certainly still doesnt
but if i drew it , it got made, its how Rick Owens made his first sweater I was gonna do a sci fi film on a dare from Paul Thomas Anderson and one of the prersidents of New Line , Mike, it was to be set on mars and be about grisly Ghosts who ate people,
the stunts were great fun i found a sequence in Leathal Weapon 1 thats like a dance i still want to do it someday if i ever do an action movie- but it was alla bout this dammed sweater= its so hard to get stuff thats any good here inb la we have ONE fabric store and hate to say it but it truly sucks, Rick Owens took off because he was monochromatic , obsessed with felt, wool and ribbing and chiffon, he remains after Marc Jacobs welle evenly i suppose my favourite designer- Rick and me and Bern decided that this character was the great great grandaughtrer of Snake Pl;iskin Kurt Russells character in was it Escape From New York or something? and it was 180 years from the current day and she was stuck on mars in her army un iform and it was allfucked up, i trie dthat sweater on every three days. Rick put a stitch here and one there , the man is a true artist, but hed have to drive all the way out to Torrance to the only knitwear factory in the area for one dammed sweater- finally itdawned on me- thatthis environment this script was really really not for me-= dontwantot get too into it Ice Cube could afford tod o this sci fi film, i was doing it to be ironic with my hip groovy friends and one doesnt doa film to be ir.. man i was such a jerky kid back then - its a real movie with real money and time and althoiugh iwas supprresing alot of hysteria at the way the monsters looked etc- something happened and i hurt my foot very badly - i tbhink i kickboxed a tree too hard- and iwas outta there- meanwhile Rick was stuck with this silvery sweater from 180 years in the future- he made a load of them and put them in his collection - now whenever isee Rick doing textiles - hes moved along way since he and his partner lived in an office off Hollywood blvd all Gehry like but spookier exposed plumbing on purpose the wallas covered in black felt- his exquisite work room - where it was all the Rick usual colous taupe. Oyster, black and lots of leather glove leather different types pf grained leather- even though hes a big fancy desogner in Paris and Italy now i stillthink of him somewhere on thebanks of the Sienne scrubbing his silk cotton cashmere mystery blend down with a rock....his fabrics are still so outragously wonderful hes the minimal sid eof me)
anyway this girl has rtecieved a settlement in a lawsuit and shed opened an amazing boutique- it had all new , all amazing ideas designers and the first thing i bought was a Clare La Faye skirt , made from 40s girdle peach fabric( i collect it tons of it ironically i just saw a oh 1941 ish strapless bra at Coco La Mer in London for about 400 bucks - grab that stuff! its stillcheap and noone knows how c ool it can be remade!
the skirt was oddly familair ( Clare had come to my house when itw as stilldecorated by Dr Phil and i had also gone nuts and painted everything Hydrangea so imagine if you willa kitchen with massive carrots, turnips, potatoes on trhe wallpaper and matching drapes-= the plan was to turn this BH house aroubnd i was heavily into Sue Et Mar ( still am) get Prelle fabrics from Lyon and customise a wrought iron stairc ase and ewonderful chandliers- etc= unfotunately it was right when i started cdiscoveringtahthere was something horribly HORRIBLY wrong with the financial situation in our lives, i lived about 2 blocks from the BHPD, they were of no help whatsover, i dontthnk they like freaks living on that side of Sunset,
anyway this was a while later= not out of the woods yet later but getting there later-
and the skirt had an amazing placket and corset and was up to the top rib and had a crepey chiffon hanging over it with a big pink bow and Clares endearing touch of no money and no owrkers and handsewing wich i have urged her/us to keep , i think it looksw cooler than exoesnive slip ruffles,cheapassed Pennys slips,. the ruffles , 80s at best but probably new- she has this on all her ruffled garments these polyester "Barbie Lingerie" ruching= i pruchasded thatr skirt anbd became a fan - although very very different from Rick ( she has her own website for her line www.ClareLaFaye.com ive not been so i dont know how well the dresses show)
i do think she is the best designer to come out of LA since Rick Owens who was the best designer to come out of LA ever- there was a boutiuque back in the 60s/70s called Hollys Harp and i sued to collect stuff- its was like LAs version of Topanga Hippie Biba-So for years ive been collecting Vintage and Victorian and Edwardian and teens and 20s and 30s dresses and shreds of dresses and just textiles and notions and we started collabartaing on these dresses- on design elements- that lon g nutty blog the other night where if you got that far i got to the part about using Lapis Lazuli , Rubies, Jasper,Onyx ,Rutilated Crystal pieces, i do believ these crystsaLS EMIT A CERTAIN type of energy and bring forces into your life-
i just do-= nothing is inert- and i hand out alot of the time at a plac eon la called crystalarium looking for rare crytsals that work on differntthinsg like Obsidian absirbs negative energy- i have felt it, so to get a good connectiuon fo rthe rarest of stones and use them in the beading or just a s a signature, freshwater pearls and moonstone hanging down...
for as much as im 100% Buddhist both Clare and myself were raised in Eugene and could read your Zodiac chart before "Goodnight , Moon" those hippies did alot of stupid shit, and Eugene was acultural crazy mix of first poor then rich hippies and alot of trailer homes= - i no longer use astrology at all= as a Buddhist o finally read a book wich really helped me figure out the tenents of Nichiren Buddhism, and we do not believ in ghosts, souls or astrology, this isnt a religious seminar so illtellyou some other blog=hate that wiord can we return to the word "post" p[lease>? thanks. some other POST.
inany case - i saw more and more of herdresses and just started getting them then we became chums and i started giving and acquring her very expensive(studying alot of designers- very obscure ones and Yohji too and really keeping up on our WWD and having zero interest in producing a plastic bag with an acronym on it and god bless those girls theyve always been so great to me but Pam and Gillain are making sick sick money from Juicy now, butr if im gonna make clothes they are going to be special and crazy beautiful. art was what i saw at the couture and if it cant bethat beautiful and my hearts not in it i wouldnt have anythingto do with it! for now its a passiobn thingthats been going in abvout a year slowly nbo prssur emakingthes epieces then one wa sin Grazia, and i wore one to a party, they are exquisxite and the res a heavy Westwood infliuence rught now- lotsa whalebone and corsets and squishy boobies-= and draoped ruching- but were going into some more sophistiocated places/
Initially all these pieces are one offs- there will be no gifting= its so hard to get perfect shirring and Victorian Whites and then Clare makes a studded punk belt= i havent been wearing them - even though theyre very "me" im looking for a different vibe for
what i wear onstage ........a,thoough Pato and Bethia gravited strsaightto the N ever the Bride stuff - they never quite wore them .. and weve had to make things much smaller- and Clares interest in sleeves has grown and i think i finally found my muse t.. the designer who does draping folding modern beuatifully ( OTHER THAN MARC AND A NEW JAPANESE DESOGNER FOUND THIS SEASON_
im also totally wierdly obsessed with the last Valentino collection by Valentino= there are so many classic peices in it and too much fur but my stylist is going ot Milan to see what he can nab again its not just fabrics LA is terrible for bit were a n outpost for "this season " whatever the hell that means- (IM QUITE upset=- Mr Lagerfeld was kind enough to give me this straw boater in raffia, the exact hat Mlle wore and i sufferede it ebibng called a farm hat and it being laughed at by bloggy bloid voids- i was told people were saying u was wearing a "ridiuclous" hat abnd a "farmers" hat umm it was a couture Chanel hat? and theres a few that were made. but he did produce them
to replace it would be just deadly id rathe rput my money into our business I HAVEVOWED IN FACT!@..
i have clothes, AL
in any case Clare is going to the midwest to a textile show and were going to make about 100 pieces max of these- tehres only 4 stores in the world that sell in this price range in coktail length, and so all night ive been working on songs and then sketching and then writing lyrics and then reading and etc,
its been a very long day, inany case- we are finding out aboutthese japanese terxtil emills that have the best new fabrics and the best textiles, and we need to put together a business plan and etc for starting to get out of the 4 stores by mnaking opatterns wich are original with fabrics that can be replicated - and im looking for my older Hollywood crew people from my malibu teens- they also were at the house for the Hydrangea phase- im SOOOOO happy i didnt go on that tour or wearthose crazy costumes- i think i designed them on mars, i was really really into Manga then and Pirncess ai and sendingAI Kawazawa my designs and Lolita Goth wich ublesw syou getthe exact right pieces looks so ridiuclous on a geijein,
but there are some pieces of Gothic Lolita stuff that could be cool, and the cellist Yuiko wears it and i know thats what i wanted but i wouldve hired her anyway becasue of her impeccable cfredentials and the fact that she played in a quartet that did Slayer and Pantera covers.
Also i LOVE Hysteric Glamour out of Tokyo and im finally getting some this week! They tried to have a PR firm here but 2 stores knew who they were and carried about 1 piece apiece- Nobuki is the owner designers name and he is such a genius yes its tsghirst and jeans and astriturf and ashtrays- and roadie satin jackets- but its pretty amazing and his sweaters are to die for=
Butthe best jeans EVER are the Kinky jeans by Hysteric- there is no better jean- not an old 501 not a new Tsubi or sass and bide- these jeans are percfect in eevry way i
in any case we do know where were goign to sell in a casual sort of way in London Paris and LA and NY its Japan that im having thgehardest time with[= four companies have called about liscensing NEVER THE BRIDE and prodcuing the line in JaPAn and i cannot make up my mind wich company to go with!
so many liscening companies- its so easy to get lost were really interested in eventually addinga lot of amazing lingerie so everyone can own a 300 dollar bra for 65 bucks, i am an avid vintage and just gorgous lingerie collector= i have shoes that match corsets, so learning about how to navigatethe Japanese fashion world is
alot of work= and i only have a bit of time for this presently.
Honestly this one song it seems like it may actaullty bethe last a clump of four arrived-
it needs about 1000 words and they all have to be good,
its a sorta jack white homage- bluesy thru a fernder twin on an old strat no pedals all midrange-=
so thats me-= i have a question for YOU-=
what was tha last CD you downloaded and what wa sthe last cd you BOUGHT and why?
this is areally crucial question co si cannot figur eit out( i keeop thinkinfg its the art- ande then io keep wondering how much litle felt or canvas tchitkes in keeping with the artwork would be to stick in each cd and the mind boggles)
could you please explain to me what compels you to purchase a cd?
i do it cos im old and cos ipods although a cool thing for trips inthe car and shit
dont have the lyrics and the artwork -= i dubnno maybe cos im not on facebook( yet) or xanga@(yet)
do you buy cds and download? is THAT common?
soyou hbave bothf ormats?
do you buy a cd when youve heard it and like most every song?
doyou tebnd to download a few songs and iof there stuff you think is filler leave it?
i just know how insanely hard weve worked are still workinga nd will be working til the day this comes out in Jan and they have some evil empire math about downloading
eg we dont yet even get our "royalty" and they ar estillcallinbgd ownloading":promotion"
okay ill c heck back here and see what yall have to say and i kno wthw dreses are outragously expenisve but thats just for NOW, so we can make bnack the money i sp[entya nd put oit bacdk ib the bysiness and get to the actual Line, and get differnt opattrns cut and make a full on collection , dresses and lingerie and then we have both been worjking our asses off to think of THE bag-= THE bag wed both lik ethe most- ultimATE;ly brands dont matter but id really like to hear youyr feedback onthe two basicd questions atthe top- iftheres a shop you like= and brands your into= like i like Sea Breeze, and Proactive for zits and i dsobnt but cklogthes there anymore but i like home good s from Anthroplogie- sort of and Hiot Topic fopr sure - and Ameoba records or any indie record store- thats me=- american apparel boy shorts abnd i cant stand victorias secrets padded bras- thats kinda what iw anna know about you, that way i dont have to go to your profiles each one and id like to know what you would get iof you could wiethe rits a car a couch a gown a operfume real estate in Washington?
WHY DO YOU BUY A CD INSTEAD OF D OWNLOAD
WHAT BRAN DS AND STORES DO YOU LIKE OR WISH YOU COULD LIKE? wich do ytou dislike?
(example i l,ove Anthroplogies bedding , Victorias secrets bras really bug me, i alway shave fun at Hot Topic, i like Amazon and Net - A _POrter.com)
WHAT BRANDS AND STUFF AND STORES DO YOU NOT LIKE OR THINGS FROM THE BRAND /STORE?
illanswetr far more extensicvey about my fave things and stuff but youtell me first!
i appreciat eyou all goving me the feedback it means alot to me and to everyone on thso record to know you = yopu [retty mnuch kno wme=
this is all priovat eshit its not like somne data farm quesztion ist just to get a vibe out there= and the cd questiion ios cos obviously we put alot opf effort into making tghem so wed like to know what compels tyou to buy one, if you have to hear oit forst dlownloa dot forst keep a few songs downloadsed etc?
so much appreciated for your time
love love
Court
1= WHAT MAKES YOU BUY A CD INSTEAD OF DOWNLOAD? WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DOWNLOADED ? WHTA WAS THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT? WHY?
2
WHAT SHOPS DO YOU SHOP AT AND WHAT BRANDS DO YOU LIKE OR WISH YOU COULD AFFORD TO LIKE? ANY YOU HATE?
Can we dispose of the awful word "blog" and return to :"post"
it just sounds so much more polite- new keyboard- if i focus real hard i bet i wont make more than 250 spelling errors.
so big resolution- spend money ONLY on work relateed things no makeup jewelry clothing.
NO LUXURY GOODS! thats my vow - music and creativity and back into the busines sof music and NEVER THE BRIDE only. NO MORE OBSCURE SKINCARE!
( oh hey that infomercial for Dermacia? that stuff rocks! im obsessed! its really good!)
Alot of people have been asking ma about me and Clare La Fayes design brand "Never The Bride" Esp since the Harpers piece came out ESPECIALLY
people who rep people in Japan- imtrying so hard to decide bnetween the companies
some carry one or more of my favourite designers and friends- its a very compex decision- But our look book is amazing - they came out beautuful so far these dresses
we need to start diffusing, its a great innovative thing - but far too expesnive abn dtime consuming to do full time maybe always do a few a year...
to us ethese really rare and precious one of a kind victorian to teens to 20s beading fabrics but now we need to
get to the next level , i just am so confused about Japan, we have an entir eLine DESIGNED AND ready to make but we have to get my pattern Cutter and the best fabrics-= this is not a quick buck to me its art its been with me my whole
life cutting and drawing clothes always dresses l.ingeries shoes and bags
Clare went to Otis, i noticed her way back when seraching the net for deconstructed cool clothes as part of a company in Portland Ore called "Hovercraft" i brought her down to make clothes for an upcoming tour that was never to be, but she came back , iwas in a store newly opened- for about one shining moment this store had the coolest stock in LA ( LA is for all the costumes- remember my first film i worked on was "Mommy Dearest" and Oh. My the stories i could tell, but i did learn who the best patter n makers were who made the handmade lace still, who beaded those crazy 80s Bob Mackie gowns by hand- i knew allthe stock at Paramount until they sold tot he two rental houses Palace where i worked bruefly and WEstern, all the lame and the lace made of solid gold i learned alot about long long fittings juyst to get a dart in the right pl;ace from my mentor Bernadene- she didnt know a thing about FASHION in the sense of what peopel were wearing this season , and i hope to see her soon actually , she certainly still doesnt
but if i drew it , it got made, its how Rick Owens made his first sweater I was gonna do a sci fi film on a dare from Paul Thomas Anderson and one of the prersidents of New Line , Mike, it was to be set on mars and be about grisly Ghosts who ate people,
the stunts were great fun i found a sequence in Leathal Weapon 1 thats like a dance i still want to do it someday if i ever do an action movie- but it was alla bout this dammed sweater= its so hard to get stuff thats any good here inb la we have ONE fabric store and hate to say it but it truly sucks, Rick Owens took off because he was monochromatic , obsessed with felt, wool and ribbing and chiffon, he remains after Marc Jacobs welle evenly i suppose my favourite designer- Rick and me and Bern decided that this character was the great great grandaughtrer of Snake Pl;iskin Kurt Russells character in was it Escape From New York or something? and it was 180 years from the current day and she was stuck on mars in her army un iform and it was allfucked up, i trie dthat sweater on every three days. Rick put a stitch here and one there , the man is a true artist, but hed have to drive all the way out to Torrance to the only knitwear factory in the area for one dammed sweater- finally itdawned on me- thatthis environment this script was really really not for me-= dontwantot get too into it Ice Cube could afford tod o this sci fi film, i was doing it to be ironic with my hip groovy friends and one doesnt doa film to be ir.. man i was such a jerky kid back then - its a real movie with real money and time and althoiugh iwas supprresing alot of hysteria at the way the monsters looked etc- something happened and i hurt my foot very badly - i tbhink i kickboxed a tree too hard- and iwas outta there- meanwhile Rick was stuck with this silvery sweater from 180 years in the future- he made a load of them and put them in his collection - now whenever isee Rick doing textiles - hes moved along way since he and his partner lived in an office off Hollywood blvd all Gehry like but spookier exposed plumbing on purpose the wallas covered in black felt- his exquisite work room - where it was all the Rick usual colous taupe. Oyster, black and lots of leather glove leather different types pf grained leather- even though hes a big fancy desogner in Paris and Italy now i stillthink of him somewhere on thebanks of the Sienne scrubbing his silk cotton cashmere mystery blend down with a rock....his fabrics are still so outragously wonderful hes the minimal sid eof me)
anyway this girl has rtecieved a settlement in a lawsuit and shed opened an amazing boutique- it had all new , all amazing ideas designers and the first thing i bought was a Clare La Faye skirt , made from 40s girdle peach fabric( i collect it tons of it ironically i just saw a oh 1941 ish strapless bra at Coco La Mer in London for about 400 bucks - grab that stuff! its stillcheap and noone knows how c ool it can be remade!
the skirt was oddly familair ( Clare had come to my house when itw as stilldecorated by Dr Phil and i had also gone nuts and painted everything Hydrangea so imagine if you willa kitchen with massive carrots, turnips, potatoes on trhe wallpaper and matching drapes-= the plan was to turn this BH house aroubnd i was heavily into Sue Et Mar ( still am) get Prelle fabrics from Lyon and customise a wrought iron stairc ase and ewonderful chandliers- etc= unfotunately it was right when i started cdiscoveringtahthere was something horribly HORRIBLY wrong with the financial situation in our lives, i lived about 2 blocks from the BHPD, they were of no help whatsover, i dontthnk they like freaks living on that side of Sunset,
anyway this was a while later= not out of the woods yet later but getting there later-
and the skirt had an amazing placket and corset and was up to the top rib and had a crepey chiffon hanging over it with a big pink bow and Clares endearing touch of no money and no owrkers and handsewing wich i have urged her/us to keep , i think it looksw cooler than exoesnive slip ruffles,cheapassed Pennys slips,. the ruffles , 80s at best but probably new- she has this on all her ruffled garments these polyester "Barbie Lingerie" ruching= i pruchasded thatr skirt anbd became a fan - although very very different from Rick ( she has her own website for her line www.ClareLaFaye.com ive not been so i dont know how well the dresses show)
i do think she is the best designer to come out of LA since Rick Owens who was the best designer to come out of LA ever- there was a boutiuque back in the 60s/70s called Hollys Harp and i sued to collect stuff- its was like LAs version of Topanga Hippie Biba-So for years ive been collecting Vintage and Victorian and Edwardian and teens and 20s and 30s dresses and shreds of dresses and just textiles and notions and we started collabartaing on these dresses- on design elements- that lon g nutty blog the other night where if you got that far i got to the part about using Lapis Lazuli , Rubies, Jasper,Onyx ,Rutilated Crystal pieces, i do believ these crystsaLS EMIT A CERTAIN type of energy and bring forces into your life-
i just do-= nothing is inert- and i hand out alot of the time at a plac eon la called crystalarium looking for rare crytsals that work on differntthinsg like Obsidian absirbs negative energy- i have felt it, so to get a good connectiuon fo rthe rarest of stones and use them in the beading or just a s a signature, freshwater pearls and moonstone hanging down...
for as much as im 100% Buddhist both Clare and myself were raised in Eugene and could read your Zodiac chart before "Goodnight , Moon" those hippies did alot of stupid shit, and Eugene was acultural crazy mix of first poor then rich hippies and alot of trailer homes= - i no longer use astrology at all= as a Buddhist o finally read a book wich really helped me figure out the tenents of Nichiren Buddhism, and we do not believ in ghosts, souls or astrology, this isnt a religious seminar so illtellyou some other blog=hate that wiord can we return to the word "post" p[lease>? thanks. some other POST.
inany case - i saw more and more of herdresses and just started getting them then we became chums and i started giving and acquring her very expensive(studying alot of designers- very obscure ones and Yohji too and really keeping up on our WWD and having zero interest in producing a plastic bag with an acronym on it and god bless those girls theyve always been so great to me but Pam and Gillain are making sick sick money from Juicy now, butr if im gonna make clothes they are going to be special and crazy beautiful. art was what i saw at the couture and if it cant bethat beautiful and my hearts not in it i wouldnt have anythingto do with it! for now its a passiobn thingthats been going in abvout a year slowly nbo prssur emakingthes epieces then one wa sin Grazia, and i wore one to a party, they are exquisxite and the res a heavy Westwood infliuence rught now- lotsa whalebone and corsets and squishy boobies-= and draoped ruching- but were going into some more sophistiocated places/
Initially all these pieces are one offs- there will be no gifting= its so hard to get perfect shirring and Victorian Whites and then Clare makes a studded punk belt= i havent been wearing them - even though theyre very "me" im looking for a different vibe for
what i wear onstage ........a,thoough Pato and Bethia gravited strsaightto the N ever the Bride stuff - they never quite wore them .. and weve had to make things much smaller- and Clares interest in sleeves has grown and i think i finally found my muse t.. the designer who does draping folding modern beuatifully ( OTHER THAN MARC AND A NEW JAPANESE DESOGNER FOUND THIS SEASON_
im also totally wierdly obsessed with the last Valentino collection by Valentino= there are so many classic peices in it and too much fur but my stylist is going ot Milan to see what he can nab again its not just fabrics LA is terrible for bit were a n outpost for "this season " whatever the hell that means- (IM QUITE upset=- Mr Lagerfeld was kind enough to give me this straw boater in raffia, the exact hat Mlle wore and i sufferede it ebibng called a farm hat and it being laughed at by bloggy bloid voids- i was told people were saying u was wearing a "ridiuclous" hat abnd a "farmers" hat umm it was a couture Chanel hat? and theres a few that were made. but he did produce them
to replace it would be just deadly id rathe rput my money into our business I HAVEVOWED IN FACT!@..
i have clothes, AL
in any case Clare is going to the midwest to a textile show and were going to make about 100 pieces max of these- tehres only 4 stores in the world that sell in this price range in coktail length, and so all night ive been working on songs and then sketching and then writing lyrics and then reading and etc,
its been a very long day, inany case- we are finding out aboutthese japanese terxtil emills that have the best new fabrics and the best textiles, and we need to put together a business plan and etc for starting to get out of the 4 stores by mnaking opatterns wich are original with fabrics that can be replicated - and im looking for my older Hollywood crew people from my malibu teens- they also were at the house for the Hydrangea phase- im SOOOOO happy i didnt go on that tour or wearthose crazy costumes- i think i designed them on mars, i was really really into Manga then and Pirncess ai and sendingAI Kawazawa my designs and Lolita Goth wich ublesw syou getthe exact right pieces looks so ridiuclous on a geijein,
but there are some pieces of Gothic Lolita stuff that could be cool, and the cellist Yuiko wears it and i know thats what i wanted but i wouldve hired her anyway becasue of her impeccable cfredentials and the fact that she played in a quartet that did Slayer and Pantera covers.
Also i LOVE Hysteric Glamour out of Tokyo and im finally getting some this week! They tried to have a PR firm here but 2 stores knew who they were and carried about 1 piece apiece- Nobuki is the owner designers name and he is such a genius yes its tsghirst and jeans and astriturf and ashtrays- and roadie satin jackets- but its pretty amazing and his sweaters are to die for=
Butthe best jeans EVER are the Kinky jeans by Hysteric- there is no better jean- not an old 501 not a new Tsubi or sass and bide- these jeans are percfect in eevry way i
in any case we do know where were goign to sell in a casual sort of way in London Paris and LA and NY its Japan that im having thgehardest time with[= four companies have called about liscensing NEVER THE BRIDE and prodcuing the line in JaPAn and i cannot make up my mind wich company to go with!
so many liscening companies- its so easy to get lost were really interested in eventually addinga lot of amazing lingerie so everyone can own a 300 dollar bra for 65 bucks, i am an avid vintage and just gorgous lingerie collector= i have shoes that match corsets, so learning about how to navigatethe Japanese fashion world is
alot of work= and i only have a bit of time for this presently.
Honestly this one song it seems like it may actaullty bethe last a clump of four arrived-
it needs about 1000 words and they all have to be good,
its a sorta jack white homage- bluesy thru a fernder twin on an old strat no pedals all midrange-=
so thats me-= i have a question for YOU-=
what was tha last CD you downloaded and what wa sthe last cd you BOUGHT and why?
this is areally crucial question co si cannot figur eit out( i keeop thinkinfg its the art- ande then io keep wondering how much litle felt or canvas tchitkes in keeping with the artwork would be to stick in each cd and the mind boggles)
could you please explain to me what compels you to purchase a cd?
i do it cos im old and cos ipods although a cool thing for trips inthe car and shit
dont have the lyrics and the artwork -= i dubnno maybe cos im not on facebook( yet) or xanga@(yet)
do you buy cds and download? is THAT common?
soyou hbave bothf ormats?
do you buy a cd when youve heard it and like most every song?
doyou tebnd to download a few songs and iof there stuff you think is filler leave it?
i just know how insanely hard weve worked are still workinga nd will be working til the day this comes out in Jan and they have some evil empire math about downloading
eg we dont yet even get our "royalty" and they ar estillcallinbgd ownloading":promotion"
okay ill c heck back here and see what yall have to say and i kno wthw dreses are outragously expenisve but thats just for NOW, so we can make bnack the money i sp[entya nd put oit bacdk ib the bysiness and get to the actual Line, and get differnt opattrns cut and make a full on collection , dresses and lingerie and then we have both been worjking our asses off to think of THE bag-= THE bag wed both lik ethe most- ultimATE;ly brands dont matter but id really like to hear youyr feedback onthe two basicd questions atthe top- iftheres a shop you like= and brands your into= like i like Sea Breeze, and Proactive for zits and i dsobnt but cklogthes there anymore but i like home good s from Anthroplogie- sort of and Hiot Topic fopr sure - and Ameoba records or any indie record store- thats me=- american apparel boy shorts abnd i cant stand victorias secrets padded bras- thats kinda what iw anna know about you, that way i dont have to go to your profiles each one and id like to know what you would get iof you could wiethe rits a car a couch a gown a operfume real estate in Washington?
WHY DO YOU BUY A CD INSTEAD OF D OWNLOAD
WHAT BRAN DS AND STORES DO YOU LIKE OR WISH YOU COULD LIKE? wich do ytou dislike?
(example i l,ove Anthroplogies bedding , Victorias secrets bras really bug me, i alway shave fun at Hot Topic, i like Amazon and Net - A _POrter.com)
WHAT BRANDS AND STUFF AND STORES DO YOU NOT LIKE OR THINGS FROM THE BRAND /STORE?
illanswetr far more extensicvey about my fave things and stuff but youtell me first!
i appreciat eyou all goving me the feedback it means alot to me and to everyone on thso record to know you = yopu [retty mnuch kno wme=
this is all priovat eshit its not like somne data farm quesztion ist just to get a vibe out there= and the cd questiion ios cos obviously we put alot opf effort into making tghem so wed like to know what compels tyou to buy one, if you have to hear oit forst dlownloa dot forst keep a few songs downloadsed etc?
so much appreciated for your time
love love
Court
Monday, August 6, 2007
i am NOT
getting any plastic surgery, iwas musing aloud with some private thoughts, there is no need for me to have any surgeries other than an medical emergency, i think i lost so much weight so fast that it affected my face , ive put on 10 pounds ( thank you Sprinkles cupcakes wic h i must admit are overrated) bad carbs and every ensure is 250 cALories, drinking 8 a day, tons of antioxidents and good stuff plus carbs GOOD casrbs and its made my cheeks and mouth not so sunken, maybe my goal weight was too much, at 510, i dunno it seemed a very healthy weight according to my dr ande me, drsssssss, ihave about 5 doctors, eveythingf rom my opb gyn to my addiction dr to the best longevity dr in probably the world, etc. this is in now way a response to alleged reports on blogs an dibn tabloids that im "too thin: National Enquirer put me on the cover i was told put me on the cover saying i was 115-! id be in the hsopital at 115! i do what is best for ME- not what people talk about no matter what i do im going to bw wrong fat ugly too much surgery ( when ive actually had hardly any) thesse accusations of things beyond my nose and mouth are simple bullshit, at least i own it, wich noone else does , so maybe i make a bad celebrity- this is not a "blog" that silly passing word, this is a post.
Thanks to Lily Allen for her lovely letter apologising fo rhaving had her My SPace broken into, i wouldnt pick on me if i was Miss Lily, as it wouldnt take TOO much to swat, but weve known each other far too long , like each other far toomuch and if she was gonna say something nasty she ha sthe acerbic wit and intelligence to say something cutting, that would actually really hurt, not some cliched hoary old chestnut some obsessed blogger would say She tells me her My Space was broken into- even if i REALLY think she did blog it mindlessly some 8am after being upfar topo long for a young healthy woman i dont care and oi appreciate and accept her thougfulness for apologising for what was printed, if she is tellingthe truth and it really doesnt much matter- everyone slams everyone early inthier careers, Kim Gordan stillslams me, i mean how much more boring can you get>? () than Kim Gordan - slam!) does anyone care?.
Im friednly wih someone who has a popular gossip site- i thnk hes a very nice guy and hes been nothing but good to me even when he points out spooky shit in pictures- he told me that one of his postys aboput me some crtaqzed blogger spent ALL NIGHT changing names and faking different emmails just to say the same nonsense over and over and over again for hiundreds of posts- he does point out when i make a bad choice( a terriblle shade of lipstick i thought id try, not getting a blowout before going out cos i hate blowouts an dfacials and mani pedis and a,l that grooming shit - ireally despise it,wiuch is not what one daoes when going shopping one should at l;east be aware there will possibly be papparazzi. but o forget or dont care or somewher en between.
ilike it for a shoot ot a red carpet event cos its fun to play dress up and i love my wardrobe right now, im getting some wonderful gifts that FIT an dam totally utterly obsessed with the last Valentino Designed Valentino collection- it wont be cheap but this is by far th ebest Valentino collection for about a million years, and itsthe last,
it wont be cheap but some of the gowns are investments wich will last forever and not season dependent thia is a very important collection. And something id like or leave ot my daughter.and her children.
and gowns are not whats coming up for red carpet people willstart doing cocktail length, promise, monochromatioc gowns are so emmy . so safe so boring. there are opther avenues for chic and classic beauty, also obsessed with the Ninna Ricci line first one desinged by Olivier Theyskiens whom i love. i have six pieces from his first collection.sadly i had to sell on ebay most of my ROCHAS, because it was massive, wich is where me and my partner come in and are starting to get our line produced and into stores, they are each one of a kind made from victorian, teens twenties and thirties fantastical pieces an dnotions, each dress costs at least 2000 to make, it will be a few months before were done with these samples, and the woman who will buy them tend to in la be big breated and no fat and in NY a klittle bigger and not much bust and in europe hips ass and bust are all good, so Im excited since ive been designing since iwas a child as anyone who has my book knows, an dhave an extensive background in wardrobe those jobs at the wardrobe houses and on Mommy Dearest et al as asst wardrobe taught me alot about not only pattern cutting but about originality and not all pieces will be from antiques an d super serious vintage we have a source in Milan that gets us the best fabric s and notions- the fashion industry is way up.
Whilst the CD industry is bottoming out- a true deprerssion has hit the CD bsuiness, touring willalways make money, but even if you sell a jillionrecords ion the old paradogm you make nothing diue to allthe "deductions" iots afilthy business busienss wise so i have fopund a wonder4frul"sponsor" due to my exposure froma friend to a bunchof captains of industry and my "sponsor" will make sur ethis record is lavishly funded. and theres no strings he wants t osee his investment back but ill stillbe on a major i just willbe making farfar more thaqn if signed diredtly to a major think about what Maddonna did on M
hellwhere is it?
i need to get off my ass chant and play guitar til the sun goes down and my cutic les are disgusting and bleedy. yes very glmaourous i jknow but as isiad i never knew my JOB was rto glAMOUROURS exceot inthe suituatiobns where im being supported to beglamnouorus . of course i enjoy being FABULOUS and as far as these dressews and other pieces ( lingerie and some other things) will, be beautiful beyiobnd breathtaking,
I certtianly know what ios beautiful and how to sketch it and have agenius partner.
Obne of the great designers, she needs to do this with me an dthen go save Chloe,
( meow- not loving it gotta say)
Im not talking about putting a font on a plastic bag, sticking it at Urban Outfitters and thats that.
Horses for Courses i blieve in starting in the high end.
were even thinking of sewing lapis lazuli, rubies, aquamarine and doing with our line four differnt oil blends made with oil much like Young Living oil- small organic made grown in egypt and france- oils- rose and helichrysum oils take the human elcrto magentic field from 60 hz and takes it up to 600-900 hz creating an almost impentrable aura- its amtter of getting the scents just right with the power of oils- some stinky thing i diffuse around my house, oregano and clove are 17,000 to off the charts on the OCH charts the antioxident chart- the diffusers put you in fanstatic moods and keepyou healthy and i also use geranium alot and some blends- like SARA wich is for abuse hardcore abuse and works best on the kidneys and pancreas- you have to unbderstand the young living thing to understand what im going for- i just want to create my own and also find the enigmatic extremel;y potent rarer than rare white lotus oil, its pretty much impossible to find, you have to literally go to India yourself, and for the truly sacred Sandlewood the govt of India has alot of it protected and its getting scarcer and scarcer= teh Young Living Sandle wood is amazing and ive turned alot of people onto the Young Living suitcase who wont go onstage without theior blends, the oreganao and the clove kills germs dead and informs cells to behave properly-
its all edible and all digestibel an dthere is no carrier oil in them, its crucial shitto health, my adrenal health is what im most concerne dwith, the one toll from playing rock n roll is that my adrenal glands do get tired and i always have acupuncture before and especially after i play and record ussually- the only surgey i may have to get quit or no is larynx surgey wich isnt neccessaruly a bad thing- Timberlake got it and others who would killme for naming them -= rock singers- theyhave all told me it only imporve dthier voices, but like an alchoholic getting a new liver to a small extent theres not much point doing it til im smoke free- im certainly down 2/3rds to what i was, theres a new drug wich works on the nicotine receptors for REAL not some nonsese patch wich you might as well just cold turkey.......im chantingalot for this to just hit me - co sthe most succesful ex smokers simply quit one day, end of, wentthrough thier nightmare and came out the toher side, apprently the cravings are the worst and dont go away for up to 2 years- good times. thisll be fun, but I dont like making cigarettes look cool and sometime si see pics where i do- my generation were parctically nurse fed cigarettes and i was smoking in 4th form in NZ,and it was just de riguer)
ive done my hair darker a new way ive seen the fall campaigns yes theres lotsa gloves, wich im happy i stuck to mny guns as i think a long glove is essntial an dlooks cool as fuck with a little rick owens biker jacket, and my favourite new find rick owens mens t shirts, two in every colour, they ar ebeyond sexy and useful, and Giles Deacon has som elovely pieces and Todd Lynn may look svaille row a little blah but when your wearinghim its like alaia in the 80s, the ciuts are sick, brilliant,
b ut as to the hair, ive seen bob after bob after bob white long and exactly like mine- except for Chris Mqacmillans colorists massive breakage onthe top that when notbeing held down with thge bumble an bumble talkc and the nicky clark shine spray ( makes a sort of goop) and blown out by only ther best guys= at fist pre breakage my hosuekeeper could blow it out it was so easy= now owtgh allthis breakage im FURIOUS about it for one thing and the only way to fix it is to fill the pores witha darker colour so that it lays down more or less, i saw Madge biting my celeb skin hair at Live earth and even a vintage dress and a guitar, no offense but due to the finger configurations was that a new chord? i didnt notice a lead, perhaps i missed it wasnt on?was plugged into a stack of marshalls, i dunno yeah its show busienss but if you cant at least look like a chiord configuration? i dunno. m,aybe its just a big necklace after all.
where im at wich is not my best playing but im NEEDED for my drummer and im needed becaus ethese songs come from me and because stu keeps me on a short leash when i try to hurry things wich is great but i do love my improvs as anyone witha boot will know, an dthis band is so much more enthisiastic and theyev allhad exprieience in little indie bands of all varietys, so they all love to improv wherea s before only Patty and me liked doing iot and we had to drag the other two into it even on big stages,
anyway im not sure as to the actual STYLE o fthis hair, ilove a bang, but i also love a curl an di also love a wave, so im lost as to exactly what to do so imn the in between ophase im just conditioning hardcore with my brilliant hair ladies magical elixer she makes.
oh yeah why would we put citrine and rubies and freshwater pearls and aquamarine and maybe a few diamonds on our dresses ? because i learned alot from energy muse about what each crytsal means, diamonds have the most power- thats why we tend to wear them to power meetings- they have a vast amnount of energy due to how long they take to be "born" and the vast pressur eupon them,
but lets get the dresses made first and finish screen plays and finish the dammed deal and finish this new song - ot just so happens that its reallye xcellent perhaps- lyric driven but im really lookingf or my visions of johanna/shelter fropm teh storm type songa nd noone can help you with these Dylan type siongs it all has to come from your own sense of melody, and like Northern Star and Nevr gi Hungry and even parts of Malibu not everythingis matchy matchy, you dont know if its gonnas be four four four- i like 3s 5s aqnd 7s in my songs wich people find really odd to learn, and it might be wierder onthe safe top 40 asmerican ear to some extrent but its not compromising what i have to say- and what i have to sing. not saying this song is going tohold up the record butr we must go into the studio and get the rock song done, despite the long thread on carcrash, and the time and energy yall put into it i will print it out and hsow it to bosslady, whose none too amused that my mgr wanted tp put it up anyway,im not sold . yes great chorus noone willargue that and often its the siong you feel the least taht does the best, ive played it for my friend at KROQ and he genuinly loves it, he has a mnajor input there, so im not going to take his opinion lightly,
but im watching certain people and the way they are handling thier current careers and what they are doing im ,without being reactive ,or going against instinct , finding myself doing the exact opposite thing. inaccesible? fine im coming toyour house. Costumes? who does that?
Alot of failure in fact i would say all failure stems from delusion, and in Buddhism theres two states, Delusion and Humanity, it takes focus to stay in humanity, to forgive, to really let go of ones baggage, because then and only then can you make room for more and better monies and more an dbetter friends ans more and better creativity
ye si did mention a screenplay, but its been so part time - whilst waiting for whatever it is Lindas doing i need to maybe get to work with my partner ( a director ) on this thing wich is really heartfelt and comes from a real place cos you can only wiret what you know.
okay just wanted to clarify, i am in no way gettingany plastic surgery - my mouth looks fine after having put ona few lbs. it was the gaunt thing - Catherine Denueve famously said "after a certain age one must decide on ones ass or ones face" perhaps she has a point, i do like a nice healthy face, but allthese shows were to see what worked and what didnt msuicallya nd aesthetically,
and obviously it was a bit too thin, however i must point out the hypocrisy of this crazy hysteria about my weight- i saw a photgraoph of Kiera Knightly recently a series, in one she is wearing a white top has about a 5 foot lomng midriff and a pair of size 0 jeans,that are too big, and IM too thin? i know exactly what a certaibn "perfect" movie star has to caloric intake per day-no more than 700 cals- shes far thinner than me- were the sam eheighth as well- wtf? even Oscar Nominees here and there weigh 20 lbs les sthan me, and i never ever sia di was some pop tart singing griunning dancing "enjtertainer" did i?, when is it my job to be Heidi Klum? of cours ei love a good shoot or cover, who doesnt? but in the context of playing live, it aint purdy it aint ever gonna be it aintt he cover of OK ! magazine , third song sweat with mascara running down cheeks! its what it is, iwa snever puttingasses in seats due to my great and epochal beauty. Read "Addicted to Perfection" by Marion Woodward, its aloifesave and helps so miuch on how to reach your own self esteem and how not to respond to external foprces but to keep yourself to yourself and to take your self esteem unlimimted unshakebale and from within. Noones going to mistake me for Eva Longoria, and my god i am truly hAppy to be who and what i am with my life an dmy expirience i can do so many things help so many people and make such a beautiful clothing line too! and maybe finish this dammed sript one day......just gott a finsih this song firts an dget in th estudip and thats it BAM done,. and this record is extremel.y well supported and
believed in and poeple have put thie rmnomney where their mouth is. i always like that!
as far as being a beauty queen.....
thats n ot what i do, i play rock and when i do film acting i will look apporpiate an dhave the approiate behaviour fo rthat job - they are not actually dissimiliar= gopd manners are free no matter what you do. spirutal practice is free no matter what you do and there is no excuse for being reactive wich is why i apologise for "blogging" and persuing milliseconds of thoughts that randomly hit my head. They were coming out in terrible spelling and no grammar and it was just brain gunk. its important to post to yall onc ein a while an dlet you know whats up, what i love like and when this recordfs out and whose putting it out and all that stuff.
but i have friends i can write nutbag emails to who actuallty enjoy them.
blessings on you all
nam myoho renge kyo
xcourt
Thanks to Lily Allen for her lovely letter apologising fo rhaving had her My SPace broken into, i wouldnt pick on me if i was Miss Lily, as it wouldnt take TOO much to swat, but weve known each other far too long , like each other far toomuch and if she was gonna say something nasty she ha sthe acerbic wit and intelligence to say something cutting, that would actually really hurt, not some cliched hoary old chestnut some obsessed blogger would say She tells me her My Space was broken into- even if i REALLY think she did blog it mindlessly some 8am after being upfar topo long for a young healthy woman i dont care and oi appreciate and accept her thougfulness for apologising for what was printed, if she is tellingthe truth and it really doesnt much matter- everyone slams everyone early inthier careers, Kim Gordan stillslams me, i mean how much more boring can you get>? () than Kim Gordan - slam!) does anyone care?.
Im friednly wih someone who has a popular gossip site- i thnk hes a very nice guy and hes been nothing but good to me even when he points out spooky shit in pictures- he told me that one of his postys aboput me some crtaqzed blogger spent ALL NIGHT changing names and faking different emmails just to say the same nonsense over and over and over again for hiundreds of posts- he does point out when i make a bad choice( a terriblle shade of lipstick i thought id try, not getting a blowout before going out cos i hate blowouts an dfacials and mani pedis and a,l that grooming shit - ireally despise it,wiuch is not what one daoes when going shopping one should at l;east be aware there will possibly be papparazzi. but o forget or dont care or somewher en between.
ilike it for a shoot ot a red carpet event cos its fun to play dress up and i love my wardrobe right now, im getting some wonderful gifts that FIT an dam totally utterly obsessed with the last Valentino Designed Valentino collection- it wont be cheap but this is by far th ebest Valentino collection for about a million years, and itsthe last,
it wont be cheap but some of the gowns are investments wich will last forever and not season dependent thia is a very important collection. And something id like or leave ot my daughter.and her children.
and gowns are not whats coming up for red carpet people willstart doing cocktail length, promise, monochromatioc gowns are so emmy . so safe so boring. there are opther avenues for chic and classic beauty, also obsessed with the Ninna Ricci line first one desinged by Olivier Theyskiens whom i love. i have six pieces from his first collection.sadly i had to sell on ebay most of my ROCHAS, because it was massive, wich is where me and my partner come in and are starting to get our line produced and into stores, they are each one of a kind made from victorian, teens twenties and thirties fantastical pieces an dnotions, each dress costs at least 2000 to make, it will be a few months before were done with these samples, and the woman who will buy them tend to in la be big breated and no fat and in NY a klittle bigger and not much bust and in europe hips ass and bust are all good, so Im excited since ive been designing since iwas a child as anyone who has my book knows, an dhave an extensive background in wardrobe those jobs at the wardrobe houses and on Mommy Dearest et al as asst wardrobe taught me alot about not only pattern cutting but about originality and not all pieces will be from antiques an d super serious vintage we have a source in Milan that gets us the best fabric s and notions- the fashion industry is way up.
Whilst the CD industry is bottoming out- a true deprerssion has hit the CD bsuiness, touring willalways make money, but even if you sell a jillionrecords ion the old paradogm you make nothing diue to allthe "deductions" iots afilthy business busienss wise so i have fopund a wonder4frul"sponsor" due to my exposure froma friend to a bunchof captains of industry and my "sponsor" will make sur ethis record is lavishly funded. and theres no strings he wants t osee his investment back but ill stillbe on a major i just willbe making farfar more thaqn if signed diredtly to a major think about what Maddonna did on M
hellwhere is it?
i need to get off my ass chant and play guitar til the sun goes down and my cutic les are disgusting and bleedy. yes very glmaourous i jknow but as isiad i never knew my JOB was rto glAMOUROURS exceot inthe suituatiobns where im being supported to beglamnouorus . of course i enjoy being FABULOUS and as far as these dressews and other pieces ( lingerie and some other things) will, be beautiful beyiobnd breathtaking,
I certtianly know what ios beautiful and how to sketch it and have agenius partner.
Obne of the great designers, she needs to do this with me an dthen go save Chloe,
( meow- not loving it gotta say)
Im not talking about putting a font on a plastic bag, sticking it at Urban Outfitters and thats that.
Horses for Courses i blieve in starting in the high end.
were even thinking of sewing lapis lazuli, rubies, aquamarine and doing with our line four differnt oil blends made with oil much like Young Living oil- small organic made grown in egypt and france- oils- rose and helichrysum oils take the human elcrto magentic field from 60 hz and takes it up to 600-900 hz creating an almost impentrable aura- its amtter of getting the scents just right with the power of oils- some stinky thing i diffuse around my house, oregano and clove are 17,000 to off the charts on the OCH charts the antioxident chart- the diffusers put you in fanstatic moods and keepyou healthy and i also use geranium alot and some blends- like SARA wich is for abuse hardcore abuse and works best on the kidneys and pancreas- you have to unbderstand the young living thing to understand what im going for- i just want to create my own and also find the enigmatic extremel;y potent rarer than rare white lotus oil, its pretty much impossible to find, you have to literally go to India yourself, and for the truly sacred Sandlewood the govt of India has alot of it protected and its getting scarcer and scarcer= teh Young Living Sandle wood is amazing and ive turned alot of people onto the Young Living suitcase who wont go onstage without theior blends, the oreganao and the clove kills germs dead and informs cells to behave properly-
its all edible and all digestibel an dthere is no carrier oil in them, its crucial shitto health, my adrenal health is what im most concerne dwith, the one toll from playing rock n roll is that my adrenal glands do get tired and i always have acupuncture before and especially after i play and record ussually- the only surgey i may have to get quit or no is larynx surgey wich isnt neccessaruly a bad thing- Timberlake got it and others who would killme for naming them -= rock singers- theyhave all told me it only imporve dthier voices, but like an alchoholic getting a new liver to a small extent theres not much point doing it til im smoke free- im certainly down 2/3rds to what i was, theres a new drug wich works on the nicotine receptors for REAL not some nonsese patch wich you might as well just cold turkey.......im chantingalot for this to just hit me - co sthe most succesful ex smokers simply quit one day, end of, wentthrough thier nightmare and came out the toher side, apprently the cravings are the worst and dont go away for up to 2 years- good times. thisll be fun, but I dont like making cigarettes look cool and sometime si see pics where i do- my generation were parctically nurse fed cigarettes and i was smoking in 4th form in NZ,and it was just de riguer)
ive done my hair darker a new way ive seen the fall campaigns yes theres lotsa gloves, wich im happy i stuck to mny guns as i think a long glove is essntial an dlooks cool as fuck with a little rick owens biker jacket, and my favourite new find rick owens mens t shirts, two in every colour, they ar ebeyond sexy and useful, and Giles Deacon has som elovely pieces and Todd Lynn may look svaille row a little blah but when your wearinghim its like alaia in the 80s, the ciuts are sick, brilliant,
b ut as to the hair, ive seen bob after bob after bob white long and exactly like mine- except for Chris Mqacmillans colorists massive breakage onthe top that when notbeing held down with thge bumble an bumble talkc and the nicky clark shine spray ( makes a sort of goop) and blown out by only ther best guys= at fist pre breakage my hosuekeeper could blow it out it was so easy= now owtgh allthis breakage im FURIOUS about it for one thing and the only way to fix it is to fill the pores witha darker colour so that it lays down more or less, i saw Madge biting my celeb skin hair at Live earth and even a vintage dress and a guitar, no offense but due to the finger configurations was that a new chord? i didnt notice a lead, perhaps i missed it wasnt on?was plugged into a stack of marshalls, i dunno yeah its show busienss but if you cant at least look like a chiord configuration? i dunno. m,aybe its just a big necklace after all.
where im at wich is not my best playing but im NEEDED for my drummer and im needed becaus ethese songs come from me and because stu keeps me on a short leash when i try to hurry things wich is great but i do love my improvs as anyone witha boot will know, an dthis band is so much more enthisiastic and theyev allhad exprieience in little indie bands of all varietys, so they all love to improv wherea s before only Patty and me liked doing iot and we had to drag the other two into it even on big stages,
anyway im not sure as to the actual STYLE o fthis hair, ilove a bang, but i also love a curl an di also love a wave, so im lost as to exactly what to do so imn the in between ophase im just conditioning hardcore with my brilliant hair ladies magical elixer she makes.
oh yeah why would we put citrine and rubies and freshwater pearls and aquamarine and maybe a few diamonds on our dresses ? because i learned alot from energy muse about what each crytsal means, diamonds have the most power- thats why we tend to wear them to power meetings- they have a vast amnount of energy due to how long they take to be "born" and the vast pressur eupon them,
but lets get the dresses made first and finish screen plays and finish the dammed deal and finish this new song - ot just so happens that its reallye xcellent perhaps- lyric driven but im really lookingf or my visions of johanna/shelter fropm teh storm type songa nd noone can help you with these Dylan type siongs it all has to come from your own sense of melody, and like Northern Star and Nevr gi Hungry and even parts of Malibu not everythingis matchy matchy, you dont know if its gonnas be four four four- i like 3s 5s aqnd 7s in my songs wich people find really odd to learn, and it might be wierder onthe safe top 40 asmerican ear to some extrent but its not compromising what i have to say- and what i have to sing. not saying this song is going tohold up the record butr we must go into the studio and get the rock song done, despite the long thread on carcrash, and the time and energy yall put into it i will print it out and hsow it to bosslady, whose none too amused that my mgr wanted tp put it up anyway,im not sold . yes great chorus noone willargue that and often its the siong you feel the least taht does the best, ive played it for my friend at KROQ and he genuinly loves it, he has a mnajor input there, so im not going to take his opinion lightly,
but im watching certain people and the way they are handling thier current careers and what they are doing im ,without being reactive ,or going against instinct , finding myself doing the exact opposite thing. inaccesible? fine im coming toyour house. Costumes? who does that?
Alot of failure in fact i would say all failure stems from delusion, and in Buddhism theres two states, Delusion and Humanity, it takes focus to stay in humanity, to forgive, to really let go of ones baggage, because then and only then can you make room for more and better monies and more an dbetter friends ans more and better creativity
ye si did mention a screenplay, but its been so part time - whilst waiting for whatever it is Lindas doing i need to maybe get to work with my partner ( a director ) on this thing wich is really heartfelt and comes from a real place cos you can only wiret what you know.
okay just wanted to clarify, i am in no way gettingany plastic surgery - my mouth looks fine after having put ona few lbs. it was the gaunt thing - Catherine Denueve famously said "after a certain age one must decide on ones ass or ones face" perhaps she has a point, i do like a nice healthy face, but allthese shows were to see what worked and what didnt msuicallya nd aesthetically,
and obviously it was a bit too thin, however i must point out the hypocrisy of this crazy hysteria about my weight- i saw a photgraoph of Kiera Knightly recently a series, in one she is wearing a white top has about a 5 foot lomng midriff and a pair of size 0 jeans,that are too big, and IM too thin? i know exactly what a certaibn "perfect" movie star has to caloric intake per day-no more than 700 cals- shes far thinner than me- were the sam eheighth as well- wtf? even Oscar Nominees here and there weigh 20 lbs les sthan me, and i never ever sia di was some pop tart singing griunning dancing "enjtertainer" did i?, when is it my job to be Heidi Klum? of cours ei love a good shoot or cover, who doesnt? but in the context of playing live, it aint purdy it aint ever gonna be it aintt he cover of OK ! magazine , third song sweat with mascara running down cheeks! its what it is, iwa snever puttingasses in seats due to my great and epochal beauty. Read "Addicted to Perfection" by Marion Woodward, its aloifesave and helps so miuch on how to reach your own self esteem and how not to respond to external foprces but to keep yourself to yourself and to take your self esteem unlimimted unshakebale and from within. Noones going to mistake me for Eva Longoria, and my god i am truly hAppy to be who and what i am with my life an dmy expirience i can do so many things help so many people and make such a beautiful clothing line too! and maybe finish this dammed sript one day......just gott a finsih this song firts an dget in th estudip and thats it BAM done,. and this record is extremel.y well supported and
believed in and poeple have put thie rmnomney where their mouth is. i always like that!
as far as being a beauty queen.....
thats n ot what i do, i play rock and when i do film acting i will look apporpiate an dhave the approiate behaviour fo rthat job - they are not actually dissimiliar= gopd manners are free no matter what you do. spirutal practice is free no matter what you do and there is no excuse for being reactive wich is why i apologise for "blogging" and persuing milliseconds of thoughts that randomly hit my head. They were coming out in terrible spelling and no grammar and it was just brain gunk. its important to post to yall onc ein a while an dlet you know whats up, what i love like and when this recordfs out and whose putting it out and all that stuff.
but i have friends i can write nutbag emails to who actuallty enjoy them.
blessings on you all
nam myoho renge kyo
xcourt
Thursday, August 2, 2007
well i CERAINLY no longer possess even ONE photograph o fmy childhood and very few of Kurts, so they exist online only yopu may a s well post em. at least hey are ina friendly place here - i ask pleadse even though if i played live ( first hree songs ophoogs allowed) OR POSED or got papped thats my tough luck or good luck whatever,but to see my HALOWEEN pictire from when i was kid up- yeah i remember owning that phopgrAPH ANDS then hat deathless obsessed witch came to my home and simply stole an dstole and stole photographs nd i dont know when shes going to get a life at leastthe lawyers are dealing with her for good and my site- employee gone nuts! au revoir!
christ! id sy take em down but a leastthey are safe here, thats just polaroid of me n drew in bed, i mean where does she get off? whats awfully wierd is how scared her an dnaybody else who did it is of E Norton i have tons an dons and tons of our snapshots and noone steals em, dont fuck with Eddie eh? when he was around noone did fuck with me that much is true the minute i let him go BAM it allwent to shit, proves you need he [rotection of srong men people fear. in order to have a public life with any shred of dignity well i finally do now they just rent one so sleep with. THANK GOD FOR THEM hough, yeah thanks fo rtaking the barrymor epolaroid down- wierd she was oo scared of EN o steal thos epics, but anything to do with me she just snapped and grabbed outa my home- as far as childhood pics i acually miss them so enjoy seeing them, and my mrriage- wellabout half have been stolen by that dullard, i have so very very little of my own that is private . and have recentkly been violated yet again by a rotten asst, theof and druggie who was like a nghtmare home invasion, hes being dealt with too. I dlike him dealt with publically , but perhaps privately we will get the items he took back as they are pricelss and heirlooms. illsay no mor eabout this id prefer it obviously if you dont publish “rare”? pap pics of when i went dark. i look scary an derrible then even o myself, the finch ones ar efiunny= la in those days= wow=- iwas such an awkward teenager! anyway not really sposed to post.but thi shread was interesting and also onfuriating iremember that hallowen and being a little dutch girl an dhat photo i hve not one not one pictur eo fmy self as a child so is best they exist on this site mor ehan anywwhere else.
i am so sick of thieving from me and whatever karma that is about it needs des,lingf with i need
christ! id sy take em down but a leastthey are safe here, thats just polaroid of me n drew in bed, i mean where does she get off? whats awfully wierd is how scared her an dnaybody else who did it is of E Norton i have tons an dons and tons of our snapshots and noone steals em, dont fuck with Eddie eh? when he was around noone did fuck with me that much is true the minute i let him go BAM it allwent to shit, proves you need he [rotection of srong men people fear. in order to have a public life with any shred of dignity well i finally do now they just rent one so sleep with. THANK GOD FOR THEM hough, yeah thanks fo rtaking the barrymor epolaroid down- wierd she was oo scared of EN o steal thos epics, but anything to do with me she just snapped and grabbed outa my home- as far as childhood pics i acually miss them so enjoy seeing them, and my mrriage- wellabout half have been stolen by that dullard, i have so very very little of my own that is private . and have recentkly been violated yet again by a rotten asst, theof and druggie who was like a nghtmare home invasion, hes being dealt with too. I dlike him dealt with publically , but perhaps privately we will get the items he took back as they are pricelss and heirlooms. illsay no mor eabout this id prefer it obviously if you dont publish “rare”? pap pics of when i went dark. i look scary an derrible then even o myself, the finch ones ar efiunny= la in those days= wow=- iwas such an awkward teenager! anyway not really sposed to post.but thi shread was interesting and also onfuriating iremember that hallowen and being a little dutch girl an dhat photo i hve not one not one pictur eo fmy self as a child so is best they exist on this site mor ehan anywwhere else.
i am so sick of thieving from me and whatever karma that is about it needs des,lingf with i need
leading man
the first line is
i am not looking into the eyes of a leading man.
i had one in rehabv ha went on and on calle d “the protection of men” but it felt too bloated. too stetamenty. and he nw e have he unheard goo din bed …tell me tell me why the evil peopel are so very good in bed? its such a great siong but damm we just never could get it appropriate for THIS record LP never love dit fekl it wss too sixties punk, too Kinsky., but mn its funny as fuck. and then switches to this morbid other topic.
i am not looking into the eyes of a leading man.
i had one in rehabv ha went on and on calle d “the protection of men” but it felt too bloated. too stetamenty. and he nw e have he unheard goo din bed …tell me tell me why the evil peopel are so very good in bed? its such a great siong but damm we just never could get it appropriate for THIS record LP never love dit fekl it wss too sixties punk, too Kinsky., but mn its funny as fuck. and then switches to this morbid other topic.
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
are you kidding? 3 days? we took on eHALF of one day off in abouyt month of living together t my houxse and working 12 -14 hours a day aevery single day. as for Monio hey im just not in the mnood for anything inff that record rt noew it sold all of nothing so your one of a tiny monoprity. its dammed good song and yes Stu could kill it= far better than it was ever recortdeed- but im jkust not in that space- Mickop has been playing professionally sinc ethe age of 4 in his family Celtic an dblues band in Ireland, and when he brings it his ophrasing has on one occZsion CAUSED me to sob, he has excellent timing and orhasing he also drinks fuck too m,uch beer wich eh needs to work on becaus eits not the cirrohis s yet at 20 it sthe fact that he WILL get fat and he refuses to accept this, ihad everyone see a dr, its just ethical esp ewehn yoy rgetting NHS people, on apurely objective lvel thi sband kicks abny formation of Hols ass by a long ;omng shot in terms of rendering- in terms of copmpsition id id most of that anyway and Pfaff was a very good bassist, and Erlandson did good overdubs and ha a great tone, he was tone obsezssed and it did pay off to a point was also totally annoying irecall playinga 20 minute set opening for someone in the van days and he switahcethe guitar out for diff tunings n dpedLS i believe this was halloween night so mbny times in a few minute si finally kicked him ion the butt, the girls an dLiam ewgho has a gorgeois high voice dont yet sing so much because they need more xzeasoning and noone has Melissas controlled high voice, pato has a deep voic e like mine znd bethia needs rot learn a little more about rock n rol;l thr concept the global view - shes gopt a good hippy heart and has it in her its her c hoice i dont know how cut out she actuyally is she sgonna hve to step up little- but i lik eteh sociual dynamic of us all in tyhis together and were bringing our cellist from tokyop by next time you see us so that wil add another dynamic asd well-= we rehrsaed liek sons of bitches hrd hard hard an dlong long l;ong,- aha i found out today i might we might have a shiot t opening for well a very mnassive much more massive than me band but its a long assed wy off, although ibleive it will occur and be very fun and its noone ive ever openbed for bnefore bit not even a hint as its not in anuy way confirmed just inferred, anyway good obnservations! gla di had an answer or two for you!
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