oh shit the inspartion fairy sprinkeld her glitter

Current mood: creative

in the last 6 days 4 of us seriously the tightest unit in rock history ( mine ore nayones i know) 21, 28. fortycough cough coough something and way older than me in rock years
we have written liek a whole other album
the b sides
HA!

its ironic cos its loose and sick and cool and beuatiful and Linda doesnthave time ever- wich is a shame as its our record mostly tho its myt record so im gonna pick the songs on the final record and some are going c os some are COMING_ two best songs of my entire career got written- kicking ASS yall have enough information abopuy whats already b een recorded so this shit si staying secret as hell tho we filmed banter and bits that if i can figur eopuit hpw to upload i will share Mickos a Genius so is Pauley and Stu ( Liams off cos Testino fell in love with him wich shows good taste and put hm in the Burberry campaugn wich he hates modelling and hes a far betetr guitar player and pati hAD to do some stuff ) we averaged 3 songs a day for 6 days in rehersal, i meAn Micko is a GENIUS
he could will be top 10 of all time hendrix buckingham may richards buck edge billy kurt GENIUS, such amaxing taste we raided guitar center and the new tyoys were great man did we wriiiiiiiiitttte
got the dylan songbook wich i shouldve got two mnillion years ago theres 784 songs in there looking atthe polpular songs ( ima dylanogilist) ) and went DUH
tahts how he does it
i have my little secret dylan obscure song and ive never covered him tho iwas green w envy when PJ pulled off Hiughway 61
whe i went ot check who had coverecd my seecret bootleggers only classic a fe wpeople includinga very old friend producer and music director on SNL ha ddone it for a certain chanteuse whose been to hell an dback a few times whpo people compare me too who i love dearly but am very pissed off with for giving my daughter a half glass of wine on new years( alt least it was petrus!)
and i dont DONT DONT DONT sound much like her like certan people say smoking has fuycked up certain l;evels of my stamina - eg Violet would tajke a whol elot outta me every night in terms of the scremy register of my voice but my voice is always so much better live ive been on the fucking hunt fo rthe THE Microphone Stevie Nicks tolf me she sang througha l;ittle drum mic her whole career , im ina robe right now Auntioe Stevie gave me its so what youd expect its mad eof a piano shawl and long whiote silk fringe, i like collecting certain little treasueres from the rock fgoddesses rthatare my elders, i got a loose 2000 year old mens white t shirt from Patti , a pair of boots from Marianne, that i had doubled for Larry Flynt and somehow i endxed uo witha pair of tan Leather Pants of Pallenbergs and mroe new 80s kieth richards paise3ly shirt from the 80s, ( wich it wa sthe 60s) maybe they ar etotems, in any case we have the mist amazing arrangement for my secret dylan song and ive never done it coew ive bnever had the band with the right chops genius or taste and by staying small just the 4 of us and chris( of chrios clasic wich we revistited last night but i dont think chris wants his song fucked with much so itllw ait til i can get to its original form it really is a tight dong the way i had it i mad eit poppier)
in any case i heard glimpses of this brilliant sound coming from damons studio he wrote all the rhodes hammond and moog and pianop parts on this record and is such a genisu looks liuke he walke dout of 1973 and not in a posuer way its the ukltimate real thing stoner band= Big Elf shoudl be up on my mystical jukebvox soon i wish i could share sopme shit with you but idf have to transfer froma camsera TOA cd then edit, even music id share some if i just knew how jasion t and superman who are doing this site( and jason in ONE text please send me your email so i can send you the new chiho i got for a new background) for thos eof you who can upload a something something upload for me the following

a photograph of your favourite new thing

i wont go to links that arenmt thru as im too lazy and this is my one day off tomorrow i wrote lyrics for 13 songs! and i had business to do ytoday too as my best friend just mysteriously betrayed me in th emost treachourous agonising way iveever had it in the back= i agree with nothing exceptt hat we get along great aznd that creatively we might me goods together- but if i cannot trust someone - if theyve abused the thing im most angushed scared and helpless feeling about how oir why shoudl or could i do something further with them? i hope it gets fixed cos love is forver and thats why it hurts so much that this was domne to me= the probelm is this person thinks everyones GREAT and i live in fucking LOS ANGELES and i liocve is a SHGARK POOL and have scammers and rip off artists and fucking eviul a dsfuck motherfuckers ina nd ouyt of my life regularly and my protections are supposed to be rottwiler tight and if they are not then they need to change- i trust and maybe the lesson ios - too much and depend a little too much- but im an artiost so unless i go get economic tiutorials from a genius why cant i find honesty when it comes to business in some areas?


DEAMND paper on everything
legibel all sneaky bits up front
force people to signa contract of your making
so im agonised and hurt , beyond what i can express and i express it publically because imn SICK of it so sick that im not trusting anyone withjout paper paper apApr graphs and accountibility - and if you ever see a real estate or other cobntract getr some one with an mba to give you a WRITTEN cliff notes of the sneaky bits and fuckings your getting an dthen you can negiotiate-=
so my whole lofe has been decimated and eithe rthis person makes a major restituion in many ways not just fiscal or i move onto a different paradigm - sans some one iove considcered my best friend for years and its not going to driveme into the anguish or pain pr mental opr phsyocal break down im sick of the stress this dynamic betewwen me and this person si caussing me
i love oiurt friendship but the business end of it is ridiculous- so maybe frienda and business do not work, i guess thats the lesson = dont depend on anyone but YOURSELF and no matter what a freak you may be you have the same rights as Julia bloody Roiberts, in this country,
thank god for my band and my friends in Buddhism an dthefriends i dont pay - cos when it gets to the pointthat your friends are all being paid, your fucked.
thats a sad thing about fame- i never planned it all - keep friends you do not pay
im about to ;partner with amnetor and a friend and someone i worship and i think it will work well because its a creative endeavor and not a financial one
....well theyre gonna miss the best part of my adventure and iw ill only allow results driven people who defien what they do in 20 pages or more and what they are egopign to deliver or else THEY DONT GET PAID/

the point

GET IT ALL IN WRITING AND MAKE SUR EIT GOES YOUR WAY .


but im icy ssad- madonna is a great business woma but come on she s weak as an artista nd we akl lknow it- i like madge - but as a relevant musician - its a joke shes singing from such a calculating thought out place all the time its never from her gut or heart or intuition so maybe it sounds great an dis slick and you can hum it -discxo n dance it but ambitionand sass and shrewd does not equal great art- hard work and major dsicipline doesnt equal great art and all of those are great things- i covet thenm i haVE great disciplne and i do work like a bionic thing.
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demand your respect you have NOTHING to apologise for=
if you were a drug addict or alc hoholkic make you amends and dont be contrite or feel defective because your not you just got the sensitive briliant gene wich also has that curse with it= the one they covet and cant have= so theres an upside

am trying ot se teh JOY In this betrayal - i didnt lose the farm but enought to fuck up my plans and my dreams- so that i have ot make differnt changes and thats not goodi otherwise just becaus ethey didnthave the balls to litigate things that doesnt mean there arent plenty of dobermans ariund who graduated top of the class whp will bite peoples asses off for incopmptence obstruction of justice ancd whatever the legal word is for taking complete advantage of someomne when they wer eunder m,assive duress aand promsiuing the moon and not delinvering even a cookie.
Maybe reparations will be made ot my dsatisfACTion but its gonna be tons of work and what sthe point really - the trust is gone.
hwo do tyou get trust back when youvebeen betrayed by the person you are closest to?
esp if they never ever admitthey are wrong.

basically you just learn your lesson and move along

ironic timing/ hmm / maybe there is a desire to shoot thmesleves in the foot on the ev of something they really desire a creative and succesful adveture. hmmmm. well im not shrink hjust the victom of a horrific betrayal and its my opwjn fault for not demadnionga mor eformal relationship and demanding ( by way of statinhg i ewill not work with you anymore if i dont recieve paper and accoutibility for all they you are allegedly doping witha timeline for results)

fuck em.


i wll prevail and these knives in my back hurt burt if the plans afoot to break me were rudely interupeted i hope everyone enjoys the cash cos karma is a mean sonof a bitch/

and failure ruin and misery WILL come the way of people who lie cheat and steal/

and underestimating me because i am senstive and when i love someone i go thte extra mile and trust liek an innocent , is stupid, illget mine bvack and by the time om done with this little sitiuation i think theyll all be begging ot give it.

so fuck em im walking away washing my hands of these people and getting th eknoves surgically removed from my back- iwant no further interactyion with such people and they may have destoyred some of my capital but they sure as fuck ddont get to share in my future capital.


all i can say is ive seen it happen so many times fuck with me as litmus?
i dont know why it sjust a real bad streak seems to come peoples way, eitehr immediatly or eventually/

im this case i let it go and letthe universe do the work.


so onto LESBIANS viva! contracts that i write zAnd create and if not obeyed there are built in penalties.if ethics are breached then i automcatrucally get to take money from your account tp the amount you took from me and its all legal.

thats the last time that happens to me, its actually greta i dont have anyone telling me to keep thieves and douchebags on my employ long after my gut says that guys a n incompetent fuck and imn never wrong

its a scary town but i aint quittin it. cos i aint losin.
..
anbd my fabulius band of four and this record we wrote literally - its so good =- so is what ive done with Linda she chooses her schedule and the time for me is now so we wiltry to replclate her studios sound and i will miss her ability to heklp me take a melody and make it eeven more so-= and her perfect ears - co si think it was a great take and she makes me do ten more-= she can hear vibe and thats a major art- likelast night we had to play the songs to someomne and the best of the crop three major major major league hearts guts soul pussy sass frass hate love teh whole universe - magical songs-
and we were tired and dog dog tired and those are the best takes we did and none of ius put it all into it or even tired that hard- and i listend today and they are brilliant takes from scat lyric s and improv guitars and we were listeless as we played sometime sonc ethe song is doenm 110 percent si not what it needs but it needs 55%, to detach from it
Linda Perry can hearthat whereas liek acting i think the one wher ei was most "present" is the best take an dthat s just not true - so tahts something i a ma slightly scared of= well when ot comes to art music and acting my gut is perfect and has never let me down(what i want most is to have a great team who protects me from the bullshit and are like human flystrips and act upon any violations to my person child family or home and doesnt make me feel guilty for being me. and deliver what the yWRITE they will or they dont get paid! what a great system!

so heres wht your gonna send me

okay?
its my ONE day off And i need some empowerment knowledge and amusement and inspiration pronis eill get the scamnner workinga nd upload some of the in studio and ijn reherasal stuff when i edit it. youllget a littl etaste but im more excited about 2 of these songs than any sonmgs on the record rock ones anyway....

your favoirte trend colour frgrance purse record song a pictuire of some art you made your favourite band ( but i dont do the links cos i got no time sugars i just wanna see what you got! art jewellry rare cool moituriszers, takuna angel wiorerd japanese clubkids ( iused to hve a few pieces of it) but send a PICCIE cos im sick of pictures of myself from THIS space - if you have one you really liek from courtneylove.com the Rare pictures or the genius nutty guy who mad the wallsize colllage with pics ive bnever even known wer ein existance or teh "copurtney with famosu people thread" theres a funny pone of me and cruise picking each others nits!

i wont go to the bandsite but its about ONE thing an image or a song or a thing fragnrance or somnething you want ye sin the material world of taste sound touch decoration furnishing sghit i wish i could upload i went on sephora tpday and they have so few rare makeups-= i did get a buch of urban decay cos the pigmnent in the eyeshadow is great and shiseido cos ot just remonds me of japan and two faced and lotsa benefit stuff and dr brandt but i like my wierd rare things- rare botanicals in d an dl candles like black dhalia flowers or angel trumpet or thornapple or hazel larch and melissa wghite lotus oil or palmaorosa,

i have a huge pile of crytslas in this jar teh big piece of obsidian wich is supposed to reveal the evil you do not suspect in your life and it has done its job yes i am a crystal magic person.

what magazine even? i read a black book. me an dthat editor got soem shit to straighten out- i was perfectly nice to hiom an dhe hasnt been rude to m,e ...yet but i think someone told hima truly ridiculous outlandish lie and i just wanttostraighten iot outit samusing and i lik ethe city guides and read nylon - yep theres rilo dammed kiley- and a new bag designer jsut what the world needs!
of that trendy magazine collective isnt dfazed and confised and V Still the best ones?

anyway give me some imsages or desciotions of bands or yoru favourite poem ( by someone else o think well have self poetyr day anothe rtime) pr very favourite cover art of all time or very favourite cover of all time or best dress favourite and why ( mines my Lanvin "punk" dress)or favourite ummm.....candle mines modern alchemys "ex libris"- favourite perfume fraces hello io paptented that one- poet ? edna st vincent m illlay and baudelair an drainer maria rilke OR worst poet to you mine is ee cummings my stepfather rea dit o us and i hated it favourite flower mines lilacs bit also daphne and also tea rose and also gardenia worst break up? mine stole all of frances trust fund, lets not g tthere mines so bad hes gonnaz end up in jail , theres like a whole team courtney going there i wonder will they be incaracarted together- its that bad , best director- today im with quentin cos hes HAPPY and glad to be in his own skin and a rare spirit and all cretiev all the timeand i need to hang with him alot more,
with Bennett Miller in the back cos i havent seen him in a long time, best trash tv? hotel babylon on bbc america cos its just trashy like foptballers wioves and its liek a Jordan hotel
funnest person youve net lately mine would in fact bne JORDAN we had a ncie meet back atthe BBC at the Graham Norton show and she was doing her first show waaay prettier in person ( its always that way)
favourite langiage or accent- mne i like a Northern Brit accent i just melt,
etc- BUT you gotta send an IMAGE or a really good description okay? something ican get curious. is there something or someone you love i donthave a clue about?
tell me tell me tell me.@

do ytou have the radiohead record? did you pay?do you uselimehouse? fave bag - giles for mulberry spike bag - givechy doble buckle bag and burberrys huge punk spikes bag
fashionista? lanvin hous eof worship or what? marc spring genius( yes) or too may refences ? ( i thought i t was a cacophony of fairy fglitter and the best [allette til i saw the vuitton although the vuitton was more about art- he told me the subtext but im gonne keep ot secret- Givenchy couture- YUM- Ditas REAL site? i need to get teh mr pearl numebr she has for my corset from him.
secret genius- antonio marras- and back to the top Big Elf its liek sexty sunet strip stoner rock like whatthe band should have been in Almasot Famous if it was about a GREAT band- and the radiohead of metal- im tellongyou everyoen plays evberything for me- ilove my Mark Lanegan- loveme some mark the american Nick cave or Waylon JKennings but noone notices, Best Denim? fucking hands down i win that one Hysteric Glamour jeans sorry NONE BETTER.
have you gone to LolitaSnaps.com and been kicked off? i have! Burning MaN? where deadheads went to die or relevant?
if you could get antytattoo what would it be>? mine would be the Prelle pattern Le Thiste over my back lasered one.
best City on Earth- London London La
best vacation on earth- within 40 miles of Cannes
shabby chic? pammy anderson does it and for somne reason it toally works she doesbnt give a SHIT what anyone thinks and i love her for that. Mkaes mne wanna go to the Bu really bad,
bigger future YYYS or Gossip?
waht do you collect> i collect wedding cake toppers and glass slippers.and crystlas the weirder the better.
best astrigient- bioloique rechache p-50 vile but so amazing
and somme exfoliating pads,
best mask - sulferous yeast cow piss baby veal sick sick sick- but zero pores after wards- Bioloquie recherche hust say "le stinky one"
my hair NOW or default pic Pfieffer Scarface bob?
im begging you tellme something i dont know! i read a whole tashcen chapter on the book of Kells wich iof course ive seen under glass last night- hjistory yes please- japanese history yes please= im bored and the guys went ou rt and my kids a teenager why wopudl sehtalk to ME( she does sleep witheme though) imher lame mom......no actually she finally admitted im cool and shes rebelling by havunbg a dark bob, its gorgeous i just tell her its yucky
and she likes it more
havent seen gossip girls am i depriving myself?
sonic youth? the one moment for you? teenage riot and that album cover for daydream nation - and the next record afte rthat maybe goo had bits- blow me.
fave Bowie song? mine is Win of Young Americans or Prettiest star.....

okay hope that wasnt too long
one more
song you think i should cover seriously( obscure ones) and do describe the bands if the description captivates me i oprmnise ne or jason t will go and get a song fo rthe mystical jukebox if its good.

xxxx a happily bored Corky ready to make a guerilla second half of record in 6 days grrrrr.......