take this down if you want; its him al his present studio references were accurate,i thought you meant j mascis! he told me last week he went through all this stuff net and aol. we laughed at how no one accused him of the scratches ,i mean the “scratches” on my back at Mtv dumb thing,cos hes such a big homo…ha…not,both ways if you must know,my bad typing is proof im high were as his are just ‘cute’-i love him. the orig. lp title was;’Exploding head” ,Thurston sings on a song called”Crush with Eyeliner” i was there..sample lyric…”Shes three miles of bad road” thank you,uncle mike”shes a sad Tomato” and a song re;Kurt that had us bboth bawling like babies….i was screaming “the snare dammit” and got to fake mix one w/ litt Kurt stylee-marshalls way up and fucking snare snare snare -au naturale-berry walked in on my ..uh “mix” and sed wheres the damm ORGAN-oh well i tried- it IS really rock and raw and my fave for a long long time-kinda punk even….in a remmy way…he doesnt believe in this dammed 4th wall either ,he is truly well adjusted,parents/family all great….i wish hed love me, sometimes i think he feels-sory isnt right,but dutiful re; me…. thats why i kep a little distance but boy does he ever have a bbullshit detector…he sees right though my bulshit- i cant pull ANYTHING over on him. Any way its him he told me…and Corgans are authentic too,some 14 yr old thought a fake Billy was in love w/ her and he got PISSED an posted….aol owes me bux,i made them bux w this publicity!