britney/foo/artistdirect

http://hole.com/soapbox/showthread.php?s=&postid=171646#post171646 - DATE UKNOWN, around Olympic games time

i think the corporate artist direct sites have a more disney mentality shiny happy “fans”

” its all a happy univers of FAnDOM and fans WORSHIP celebrities”

i only know when iw as fourteen i didnt worship anyone( except the guy who played “swan” in “the Warriors”- and even then i just wanted to fuck him)

i wanted to find out what people i like din bands or writers or even cher had going on intheir heads that gave them an interesting life force and alot of Chi and how good songs were written and good films were made and what makes good film acting and inspired poetry- why?

COS I WANTED TO USE IT FOR MY OWN GAIN

Because im a capitalist dammit and i wanted my life to be a big adventure.

and i assume every single person here feels the exact same way.

so “fandom” accordingt o “business models” for “celebrity sites” represents a worshipful, no warts, no zits , no bootleg trading happy fake shiny fake manic snile environment and i loathe it. like a picture of Jonbenet at a pageant. the alanis site ( sorry to bash but i have to) its got like… apicture she took of a bus a year ago. its lame as all lame can be. and cloying in a “fan” worship yucko way.

wow.

Theres a lot of chiefs on this site, im just one of them and even then im sure emit is a bigger chief than me.

and Andy cherry is a bigger sex symbol than ill ever be.

so i thank you for your support and for understanding that i look at celebrity as concept art in alot of ways because its too strange and stupid not to.

PS i like Jewel for lots of reasons , mostly because i hink shes a freak in a good way and because i think she rides her dammed horses and makes her elderberry jam and posts on her own site and it might be “drippy” the same way im a “bitch” but shes organically insanely talented in her own way and obviously thinks of clebrity as concept art too. is her site any good? ive never beent here. Do jewel people get in insane fights?”jewel sellout or not” “jewel -punk as fuck or martha stewart” “jewels cow died- did she have it killed for the meat or the leather?”

its probably pretty peace and love , but still theres something dark and wierd and cool about Jewel. Im working on this jewel thesis of mine. Maybe i need to buy an album. I bought her second book and i totally liked it! its like a wierd little scrapbook ….. the cover is whack as hell but she make sme want to buy a ranch and go out with rodeo guys.