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crikey and i thought my haiRDREsser LIKED me- well i rarely go out anyhow- so now you see the crazy too short bangs - i was obligated to go to that Hysteric Glamour thing for ever- they always give me free shit for years and they make the BEST jeans ever ever ever- and thier t shirts are cool too- i gave em permission to use ONE KC shot and they like...made an enitre baby line- and i ended up talking to journos i shouldn't have , but its all been resxolved now- one hopes- i was when oiwent ina an absouloute rage at an ex boyfriend whom i consider a friend and a man of great integrity- this man could save me millions- more importantly save my daughters future and save possibly my very life- but he still does not believe me despite red handed obvious shit- so it always comes down to Ockhams Razor the simplest is ussually the correct-
i and Dirty are doing 3 hours of daimoku everty single day from here til 14 days watch the shit shift into gold= i need this tozan so bad- ive been nbot working the tightest program and been multi tasking and managing time horribly- so i was on the phone and i said i wanted pretty short bangs- not NO bangs and she cut them when i was on the phone with one of these whakcjob banks that heres some trust and some joint bogus account and some insane mortage in- these fucks for years and years and years=- in anycase anyone know exactly how many records Nirvana has sold all in worldwide since Nirvana started? i have tried to go to allt hese sites- it says nevermind sold 25 million - but it passed that years ago- and the bopxxset was the bests elling boxset of all time- im almost afraid to know how many Hole has sold worldwide all of them together- i bet its not as much as i think it is- well if youknow the exact numbers or have a way of adding them up it would help me do something so exact and so totally simple- it depends on the integrity of three m,en of great integrity- Actually it depends on the cajones of these three men and the fourth man has far toomuch to lose- i do not like being "handled" told that the earth is flat when it is not- and the utter lack of accountibility thats still in my financiaL life is going to simply.....change- as it has in every other area of my life but a certain asset im half owner of- thazt asset must be protected- and not even in a m illion years will i let certan things happen to her wich are bad- I've never complained or whined or demanded when it comes to this asset- but when it comes to he Music- its like when the Golden Globves asked me to hand out best song- and it was PHIL COLLINS over Aimee Mann and REM hadnt even been nominated for MOTM, i waqs furious if they haD put me up for best dp or something id have been as sweet nice presenter- but my opinions on music are insanely speciifc and im really not able to even when i try stand trite crap- im no music snob i love a great Pop song etc. but crud is crud- mr Colins im sure is still pissed off at me and i sort of dont c are- well of course i wish i hadnt offended him - hes justa guy whose actually written a few good songs- anywaY- sorry fopr being obtuse- but sim,plicity and faith are hard to come by and one has a real vision and changes ones life state fast- by dping loads of daimoku-= with that saiud im 2 hours late for my 3 hour chant so the bangs will GROW and i dont go out much anyway wheres theres paps-= im gonna work on my budget and understanding this whole thing and making it go away asx its taking a toll on my health- wich has always been my best asset, after seeing Sicko i see now how horrible it must be to be sick and poor- and these loans im sick of doling out i have to see as charity- if these people who legitmatly borrowed money from me had just attempted to pay back one dollar id be mor einclined to help them-= id like one loan in my book to be paid back or at least attempted- ive told someone an old friend and foe that that was teh last cash she was getting- and to accept her age and status and deal- and i canta fford to help anymore- i have a whole family to support and fraud fraud fraud everywhere i look- its randomely insane- wich is why i supose its hard for anyone to beleve ecept women and high net worth men- anyway i have faith that the integrity of the three men i must depend on to get the facts of this thrown out thrown uyp psyhco puzzle will communicate to each other- i must say Sparkarts Naveen is a dammed GENIUS and theres a reason to not have forums at onesx website- its just a bucmnh of trouble why not offer more music and cool merch ( im not putting any t shirts out without at leats 10% silk in them) and fantastic art and cool stuff and cut out the nonsense-
okay well my kid did a huge spread in a massive beauty magazine and i cannot wait to see it- shes so brilliant and im so lucky let me go create some value in my life condition and rock the Gohonzon now.
sorry about the bangs man! iwas as i said on the phone and not telling her and she went all avant garde on me- my vintage collection is growing amazingly- i almost bought a Cambell Soup paper dress- it was a real piece of history- but id only ever wear it to Maireads c lub in Lndn.
in fact id never wear it- somethongs up with my bank and i have to bollock them Monday - rather than blog all this obtuse shit im going to chant-= and feed my spirit- loads of love to all.
xxxcourt