leaving for live shows tomorrow

man i m so tired, if you want to see us live go to www.courtneylove.com. Im pretty much giving tickets away, based on random non reasons, 12-15 hour days and we are sooooooo tight, i think were amazing but hey we've been working so hard that if were not, its all bad, ive been playing guitar again til my fingers are bleeding, Patrizia(Pato) is such a sexpot and such a good bassist god bless melissa but i think pato is as good as Kristen Pfaff was, maybe almost i dunno very very close and Liam has worked his ASS off , he models sometimes, im not allowed to say for whom, but its just cash stuff hes very quiet very determined Leo and i cannot begin to describe how lucky i am to have Stu drumming, I do not understand what i did to deserve a guy at this level, he is so outrageously high high end im afraid someones gonna snatch him in a second, he doesnt care about fame or material world or external approval, confidence vs arrogance again with Micko Larkin- whose been playing professionally since he was four in Ireland, sometimes he plays 16th century Celtic music and im making him play it for my friend right now Lachapelle came and moved everyone to positions we sort of dont know how many shows were playing-and exactly where we re thinking of adding random cities one it depends on how many unique people.....want us to play and travel and stuff so go to my new site its www.Courtneylove.com and the designer did Madonnas and Linkin Parks sites so i finally got proper designer but i needed it ive been using for ten plus years fansites already in existance but Juliet is still running it and i trust her tons shes not a chancer looking to fuck me (if you dont know the back story of my first website forget it and also since its getting shut down youll read about it- im very very persnickity about who to sue and when and why cos i used to have so many court nonsense lawsuits like the asst of two days who tried to go for 100k from seeing me in my bedroom dressing with my stylist for a red carpet event- i dont even think i was naked all the way , she was a chancer, and im so happy to say that today i dont think theres hardly any chancers or negative energy drainers in my world, i couldnt fight the negativity for so long it was overwhelming and i was trapped by it and now im so so sensitive to energy Linda taught me alot about surrounding ones self with nothing but loyal positive lovely loving people in my life, there are still some chancers but im weeding them out slowly and im very aware of them i also use Young Living Oil which i'm obsessed with i gave some to Micheal Stipe and now he wont go onstage without them they really work people swear by it for curing cancer for any ailment for energetic deficiency i feel like still pushing stuff i love. also powerful are Sweet Spirit Candles made by Wiccans in kent wash, a proper coven and they cast any spell for anything, although all of this is helpful none of it comes CLOSE - this includes that whole Secret Nonsense thats going around its a great concept but no way to get to that level of positivity and the ability to go into pure north consciousness and copassion for others where all problems you can take joy from and wherein you can and want to put other peoples happiness before your own the only way to get there is the Lotus Sutra that is Nam Myoho Renge Kyo in front of a Gohonzon twice daily it has brought me from very very low to very very tranquil and very little gets to me- it also forces one to take total and full responsibility for your life and responsibility and environment, they are one in the same and there is no such thing as a victim and all poison can be turned into medicine so the best thing about Nichiren SGI Buddhism is that it proves itself almost immediately, if you want something chant for it and watch it happen or come to you and as you evolve you stop chanting for yourself AND START CHANTING for others and seriously putting their happiness in front of yours) we've rehearsed everything til we're blue in the fucking face, 12 hour days and of course i'm going to renumerate them but one (im not saying whom) had never had a massage before let alone acupuncture or strange oil which increase your electronic field or energy muse ( i love this stuff www.energymuse.com ) jewelry which corresponds to different powers and virtues and goddess powers and numbers ( i got 33 which is the most divine number after 11, and 8 which is for serious protection and 9 which i am and 1 for leadership) i got every chakra of my body in braclet and necklace ( its all way cheaper than bling crazy shit its really well priced and despite having my Buddhist practice which i'm more amd more serious about and have started seriously studying for the first time i mean the Goshos and the ten states of life Hell, Hunger
they ( and this is a GOOD thing) dont know what the fuck im muttering about its awesomne lets see how this social experiment goes its people go to this one guy Barry and he does like NIN and Pumpkins and i did this mad insane thing and got 20 year olds from Britian and im either insane or i dont know what- anyway if you want go through my site to see us well play a mixed bag but mostly we're seeing how this new material works how to mix it properly and how to sequence it i can trek from a smaller audience what the vibe in a song is. I believe in all of these songs as the best of my life but i want to see how they make people feel and this band i believe in 100% then again we may suck totally, and its all inside my head! you'll have to see to find out! okay if you want free tix go to the website some will be free and some will cost ya its not too much i forget the amount my booking agent said but i said i wanted mostly free tix giveaways i cant say dates or cities but im sitting with my kids now and micko says to say he wants 20 marshall amps all ordered since every marshall's so totally different he wants 20 good ones and stu wants a revolving drum riser,and dancing girls, so i guess all these pyrotechnics will go down really well in a small club.:).
okay am tired its late we gotta make set lists and everyones so so tired from working so so hard for three straight weeks with not one day off, stu said they worked out how much we've worked and it comes to over 300 hours , thats insane, hey i know nothing just that you get out what you put in
love to all of you see you at the new site. remember one thing that site is under construction AND SPARKART naveen did Maddonas and Linkin parksx AS I SAID AND TONS OF OTHER GOOD SITES BUT I NEEDED IT UP NOW SO THAT I COULD GIVE YA'LL TIX AND INFO and we can find out where you want us too, it will get incredible and much much more expanded over the next month content wise even dirty girls q1 which is playing in the site is not mixed at all and is in demo form
love and blessings to you all i cant wait to be let out of my cage
nam myo ho renge kyo
and best best to you. see you at the site@!
Clove!!!!

TIX WILL BE CHOSEN AT RANDOM AND YOU WILL BE INFORMED IF YOU GOT FREE ONES OR IF YOU HAVE TO PAY A NOMINAL FEE, AND WE WILLTAKE INTO ACCOUNT TOWNS WE WEREN'T THINKING OF DEPENDING ON UNIQUE USERS WITH UNIQUE IP ADDYS NO FAKING!~ we know !@ lotsa love and this my space will be greatly improved over the next month too......thanks to my lvoely mod Boulevardier