Sunday, July 22, 2007

mickop hjad been playing professionally since he was 4 in his family celtic band, hius ma my spaced me yesterday dam,m my space is os much mor epelasant than here! but we will zap th eyeatsie trolls tomorrow- yopu know someone describe one ofthe teesny vocal minirty in th esoon tobe gne site- her data and stats- shes an african ameriucan 50 yr old postal worker from Baltimore- isnt that so odd? tghi sis one o fthe obsessed trolls with 20 names etc, so out of my “d_______c” ( the dirty word) postal worker? come one come all. but african american? except fopfr eve and my buddhist friend and Chris (rock) id ont have too many african american friends that give ashit aabouyt my music or personal life- its just not = hmmm its a very deep culutral dfivide musically to some extent= and then teh postal worker part? in Balt? 50? its so strange to me, yeastie!
and they go the same way- no gay guys- or even girls- just hetero strangely overweight tracksuite dwoman older than me or roght at my age and spotty boys int o aryan interests, like Skrewdriver listeners, ya know? the kind “the holocaust never happened
” people? anyway ive been given a homework assignment re a song subject matter by my boss, so im gonna hitthat she damm wekll stumbled on agood one too, its zbout someone so pompous so full of themnselves an dso mean who makes me feel so small yet somehow overwhekmns me an dmakes me believe tehya re right and the y teach me abotu bad attitides bad karma and spoirutal malaise everyday, lso theres two states in Buddhism Delusion and Humanity, rockstar or not, i prefer humanity, just being humble nd putting others before oneself- its a good thing- maybe way out in the freeeezzzzing cole internet its not as pleasant wich is why my space people all 175 million of them stick it out- n dstay there- to be honest i prefer my my space people- cos theres about 9 trolls on this site, an dthey seem to have gotten by an d double post and etc= so my mods need admin priveliges not just sparkart, who cannot tellthe trolls and well buisl th is site nice and sweeta nd positive and good= and ifyour gobna post itd be cool if you posted with your picture and your my space so peopel czn know wgho you are and i can knwo who youa re, if thats not available yet it will be soon- it s what i begged the last site i had my empliyee to do pre fucking friendster even and she just wouldnt an dif fire her and she wouldnt leave - yawn longs story aabout to fibnally be gone- ive sai dthis before i feel like that sthe last vestige of old regime bnegativity in my life=- brrr put here in the internet, anyway, how obsessed is anyone with thi s show Katie and Peter? i looove Jordan. shes like the fab dirty essex chipshop girl, i love her nasty accent,its so dirty! i wish i was a beter mimic id love to do as nasty essex accent on command. anyways… i have a song to wrte, carcrash os just a LITTLE DEMO nd the lyrics at eth eroxy ate th eright lyrics, th efirst verse is the same, but the rest of them are ll different the last verse hmmm…waht is it again>?

well the brindge is changed to a c isntea do a f start f is a dirty nsry chord c is a sweet chord, f is primarily in my perception to be used to stzrt songs like teh song thats on this skin right now starts in f and hs a lot of f in it, its a bluesy wild chord so a c is sweeter and a little more mournful; it can also be jangly and too happy unless you oput your fingers a certain way and make ac sus 4, then it gets gravity imho. ( micko ac tually finally anaylised the “Courtney Chords” and told me what they actually were like my F is actually an F sus 9, unles im playing a barre F in wich case i play octave Fs anywaay cos i never could get those basic sex pistols chords down and Billy loves octaves abnd taught me a bunch of chords in Ocatves, you can end u[ like Sonic Youth if you dont watch it but combined with normal chords it can sound pretty good and straighforward just with Neil Young edge, ( one hopes) erm what s the proper lyrics…
well th ebridge is something like…..
forgets first line
and they market you til your dumb
and your relevance has gone away spli tin two oh
how the fuck di dyou let them win

an dthe end is
willyou be there when the lights
when the lighst get shot right oput
willyopu be tehre when the roof
when the roof comes crashing down
willyou be ther ein ice an dthe dethly cld and freeze
i loved myself once , but it brought me to my knees
oh i caqme her thru the lightining
thru th cvoid asnd thru the storm
and i know i swear to god i never shpu;d hve been born.
i never shoudl jave been born.

umm an dwhats the third verse ?
and at all tomorrows parties
iwll be there not at one
and when teh cancer tsarts to rot me
i swilljust pas syou trhe gun
and i willsit in the corner
and i willnot pretend to be nice
i am nobodies fucking daughter
i am just a trigger device

im not so sure abvout the line tirgger decvice but its fun to sing.
thats some of the proper lyrics not all.
pbvioysly ghost on the highway
nd all tomorries parties are referencd as in when do I NOT do that?
but its a natural lyric, its not thought through in good way, for me, and with lyrics i rellyd i serve myself. musica.ly is erve myself and others but when you have a good skill set about something you can tend to get into your own muse about it, perhaps tp the exculsion of others but hey at least noones pandering! cos i hate that wors ethn anything, if i have to pander thats when i wont feel like this job anywmore.
not much on the pandering tip i think thats why i got into rock n roll in the first place, satisfy yourself first just like sex. then give the greatset blowjob of all time, or in the reverse order//////

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